Chapter 36
Translator - Zofu
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Huh?
I stare at Lee Ah-rin, her face flushed red as she shoves her phone at me. The fuck... what did you say?
Lee Ah-rin forms a magic formula with her free hand.
Silence Spell.
The Silence Spell embeds itself in the bathroom stall and turns transparent.
"Take out your dick, huff... fuck, hurry... hurry...!"
Lee Ah-rin grabs my throat with her hand.
It's faint, but there's a cold sensation. W-wait a sec. My dick reacts. Lee Ah-rin starts stroking my throat. Gradually, my shaft rises.
"H-hold on—"
"Stay still, fuck! It'll be over quick... huff... just take out your dick..."
I look at Lee Ah-rin.
Lee Ah-rin isn't in her right mind right now. I don't fucking know why she's trying to have sex, but she can't think straight. I need to... need to calm her down.
I grab Lee Ah-rin's shoulders.
"Huh!? Huff, haa... huff..."
"Calm down, hey, let's calm down. Arin? Arin, please!"
I meet eyes with Lee Ah-rin.
Lee Ah-rin looks at me with excited, bloodshot eyes. Continuously huffing, huhh, making groaning sounds. Her pupils are slightly dilated. By common sense, there's no way we can have sex.
We're friends.
If friends have sex, they're not friends anymore. They're just fuck friends. This is my second friend at the academy... no, third. I don't want to lose them like this. Because I... sincerely consider Lee Ah-rin my best friend.
So I need to calm her down. Fuck... how do I calm her... Right. There's that.
"Listen carefully, Arin. You're not in your right mind. Why the fuck would you have sex with me?! Think about it! You have a fucking boyfriend, don't you?! If you fuck me, that's cheating! That's an affair... so please...!"
Snap out of it.
I widen my eyes and lock gazes with Lee Ah-rin. You have a boyfriend...!
"Huff... ugh... it's not like that... this is..."
Lee Ah-rin pushes me with her hand. Forces me to sit on the toilet.
"It's... for my boyfriend."
What...?
She's completely lost it.
Lee Ah-rin is completely insane right now. I need to get out of here. I need to get up quickly—
"Don't get up. If you do... I'll post this photo. On the internet."
Lee Ah-rin forces me to sit back down.
No. If I think about it carefully, wouldn't Han Ye-rin stop her if she posted it? Right. There's Han Ye-rin.
"You think I'm the only one in that photo?! Han Ye-rin's in it too. You think Null Group will just sit by? Even if you post it, it'll get covered up and be meaningless! So stop—"
Suddenly, Lee Ah-rin grabs my shoulders. She looks at me with unfocused eyes. A faint smile hangs on Lee Ah-rin's lips.
"Table Tennis."
...Table Tennis?
"It's already known. Everyone already knows everything. And... I'm going to tell everyone using Ije's full power."
Just try and stop me if you can.
Right... Table Tennis. I'd forgotten about that.
My face and everything else is already as exposed as it can be on the internet. More than a week has passed, but the heat hasn't died down at all. But in that situation, what if that 'photo' gets exposed? And on top of that, Ije gets involved? Everything would be over.
Support would turn to rage. Love would turn to disappointment. I'd be crucified on the spot.
Socially, I'd be completely dead.
I swallow my saliva. I realize instinctively. This... is unavoidable.
A new ordeal... has come to me.
"Haa... huff... hurry up and take out your dick..."
Lee Ah-rin clings to me and unbuckles my belt. The strength leaves my body. In the end, I can't do anything.
Lee Ah-rin is... just like Han Ye-rin.
Completely.
My shoulders slump.
"Haa... I knew it... it's big, big... huff..."
With unfocused eyes, Lee Ah-rin stares at my dick. She grabs it with her hand and starts shaking it. And in this situation, my dick—
Completely oblivious to the atmosphere, starts standing upright.
"Huff, I'm gonna suck it, just stay still..."
Already my strength is gone, I can't even move. Lee Ah-rin starts sucking my dick.
"Slurp, hoo, huff, slurp, coo-huff"
It's faint, but there's a cold sensation.
Her tongue relentlessly stimulates my shaft. Short groans escape my mouth. "Haa... haa..."
"Now, I'm gonna put it in."
Lee Ah-rin puts her hand under her skirt and takes off her panties.
I can see sticky love juice dripping down. Thud. Her panties fall to the bathroom floor. Lee Ah-rin lifts her skirt with her hand, and—
Starts swallowing my glans with her pussy.
Slurp-slurp. My dick slowly gets pulled into her pussy. When about a third of my dick is in—
"Hah, haa... huff!?"
Lee Ah-rin makes a flustered expression.
Continually, my dick gets sucked into her pussy. The inside of her pussy is warm. Even though I don't want to feel it... it feels good. Self-loathing fills my chest up to my heart. My dick gets swallowed to the root. Her squelching pussy touches my groin.
"I-I should feel bad, f-fuck... huff, wait... I need to stop..."
Lee Ah-rin's face contorts.
Like an idiot, faint groans leak from her slightly open mouth. Cold sweat runs down her forehead.
"Huff, haa... it feels... fuck... why... why does it feel good!? Fuck, I'm not supposed to... if it feels... g-good..."
Lee Ah-rin keeps moving her hips.
The dick hidden under her skirt goes in and out of her squelching pussy. As her hips move, her skirt shakes. Then—
"Huff, huh, s-stop!"
She stops moving. And then—
"Huh, huff, haa... hic, haa..."
She slowly gets up from her seat.
With a slurp-slurp lewd sound, my dick separates from her pussy, and the fully erect dick is revealed from under her skirt. Unable to hide her confusion, Lee Ah-rin hurriedly gets off me. The erect dick gets caught on her skirt and springs out.
"Huff, shit, haa... nothing... happened. Huff..."
Hiding her completely flushed face, Lee Ah-rin grabs her panties from the floor and runs out.
"Haa..."
I lower my head and look at my still-standing dick.
Rather than anger or pain, a feeling of futility dominates me.
I just now...
lose a friend.
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Not at all.
Far from 'disappointment,' I get even more 'excited.'
My pussy is still tingling. I am too naive. I almost come instantly. When I come out, half the students crowd around me with worried expressions.
"Excuse me, is something wrong?"
"Um, did you two fight? I'm a bit worried..."
"I'll help you!"
"Your face is... very red."
Unwanted honorifics endlessly stab my ears.
It's not helpful at all. I wave my hand saying I'm fine and hide my flushed face. Thinking about it now, the idea that one fuck would lead to disappointment was fucking stupid. At the same time, guilt starts flooding up from my chest.
What the hell did I just do?
I fuck my friend.
And... by coercion.
I realize as we get close.
A good friend. Unlike these idiots who follow me around now spitting empty flattery. These bastards won't drop the honorifics no matter how many dozens or hundreds of times I tell them to speak casually, they don't even listen and create a 'wall' between friends. Meanwhile, Kim Tae-ho...
That wall is low.
It's not that there is no wall at all. Since he knows my social position. But that wall is on a different dimension from the bastards chattering behind me now, it was low.
He doesn't put much meaning into becoming friends.
It is just nice to be friends, he focuses everything on just getting closer. When I first approach him jokingly, at the end I tell him not to use honorifics.
Honestly, I say it without much thought.
Since after all, he'd be like everyone else. Obviously he'd keep using honorifics. The 'wall' between us would grow, obviously.
But Kim Tae-ho... doesn't do that.
He really speaks casually. He really treats me as a 'friend.'
That... is nice.
"Haa..."
During joint combat practice. I lose to the guy.
Normally, they'd spew empty words like sorry and shit. But Kim Tae-ho just praises me. Nonchalantly, says I am fucking strong.
He definitely has a different side from these guys.
During Table Tennis... too. Same thing. He genuinely has fun. No matter if a gym opens next door or people crowd around, he doesn't care. It is the first time I see someone concentrate that much.
And that friend...
I fuck him by coercion.
"Haa..."
And I idiotically get excited.
Now that it's over, I regret my past self. I keep going crazy. Right now I'm just a bitch who fucks a friend because I couldn't overcome my lust. Sighs keep coming out.
I want to stay friends with Tae-ho...
I plop down on a bench.
I wave my hand at the people still crowding around, telling them to fuck off. I want to be alone right now. I have no loyalty to these bastards. They're only friends on the surface.
I'm left alone.
I place my hand on my throbbing forehead. I want to... stay friends. But also, my body stupidly...
Keeps wanting to be fucked.
"Fuck..."
My pussy is throbbing. Tae-ho is definitely a good friend. A good friend, but...
I keep thinking about that dick. I think I've returned to my senses, but I guess not. I'm still...
Out of my mind.
"Huu..."
My legs tremble with anxiety.
I hear while following him around for over a week. Kim Tae-ho has a girlfriend. I fuck someone who even has a girlfriend. This fact is enough to drown me in guilt. But... even so.
My pussy keeps getting wet.
"Huff... hah..."
My hand... moves toward my pussy. I keep telling myself no. No. But my hand defies my will.
My mind grows hazy. My hips twitch.
"Haa... haa..."
I barely manage to remove my hand from my pussy.
Faint lingering moans...
Spread in all directions.
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It's futile.
Just... empty. Class doesn't register. Han Ye-rin next to me looks at me.
"I heard Lee Ah-rin dragged you away... did something happen?"
I turn my head. I look at Han Ye-rin with vacant eyes. Did something happen?
We have sex.
And... by coercion. I am forced to have sex.
Like you.
Fuck... what the hell is this.
I say nothing. I place my hand on my forehead. It's futile. At the same time, it's confusing.
No, why?
It's all so... sudden.
I suddenly lose a friend. Why the hell... why would she try to have sex with me... My head is spinning. Why would she have sex with me...
"Ah."
"Haa... I knew it... it's big, big... huff..."
...I knew?
How does she know... my dick is big? This is definitely... the first time... My head spins to its limit. I want to figure it out somehow.
Wait.
That 'photo'
Where... does she take it?
I raise my head. I look beside me. There's a window. A photo taken from far away, roughly from this position...
The rooftop on the opposite side.
She takes the photo... from the rooftop?
No, let's think. Even if she takes a photo, does that give a reason to have sex with me?
Just... with one photo?
I stroke my chin. With just that, that doesn't give a reason to get that 'excited' and try to fuck me. I recall her expression when she fucks me.
She looks... incredibly desperate.
As if this is the last time. Like someone driven to a cliff. Why? Wait.
"Huff... ugh... it's not like that... this is..."
"It's... for my boyfriend."
She definitely says that.
'For my boyfriend.'
"...What the fuck?"
Does that even make sense?
For her boyfriend... she has 'sex' with me?
And... cheating sex?
Wait, this...
I turn my head to look at Kim Seok-hyun.
Isn't this bastard similar?
Kim Seok-hyun is... a masochist.
A fucking pervert who gets off on his girlfriend getting fucked by other guys.
Could it be, Kim Seok-hyun, you too... are a masochist?
The puzzle pieces fall into place.
Lee Ah-rin is probably... blackmailed by Kim Seok-hyun. That if she didn't have cheating sex with me, he'd break up with her.
Most rumors about Kim Seok-hyun are just that he's timid, he's a nice person, stuff like that.
They say you may know ten miles of water but not one mile of a person's heart. Looks like he was hiding his true self.
Then that photo too... did Kim Seok-hyun take it?
"Haa..."
I don't know.
I don't know if he's a masochist or not. I don't know who took the photo. Anyway, I don't know.
Nothing at all.
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Break time.
Sweat drips down my forehead. My legs tremble in fear. My gaze faces the floor.
"Explain what happened."
My shoulders flinch. Right now in front of my eyes—
"Kim Tae-ho."
You bitch.
Lee So-cheon is here.
Like a mouse in front of a cat. My body shrinks. I slightly raise my head and look at Lee So-cheon's face.
A face cold as an ice block. An emotionless monster. Right in front of my eyes.
I've heard the rumors.
'A monster whose expression wouldn't change even if she killed someone.'
'An emotionless mineral girl.'
'A psychopath.'
The person you must never touch in the current academy. Something like a person wearing a human mask.
Am I going to die?
"Talk."
"Th-that, um. That..."
My mouth trembles on its own. It's really fucking scary. Sweat pools in my clenched fist from tension. There's no way I can talk.
That I had sex with your sister.
There's no way I can say that fact.
"Haa..."
Lee So-cheon sighs.
My body flinches on its own. Even that sex—
Even though I was the victim...
"I'll hear it later."
Lee So-cheon glares at me, then turns her body and returns halfway to the classroom. The breath I'd been holding bursts out.
"Pwah—haaa—"
I almost die.
I grab my pounding heart.
I... want to see Seol-ah.
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Again.
My mind is pushed to its limit.
"Haa... huff..."
Break time. I, Lee Ah-rin, am hiding in the bathroom right now.
Masturbating.
Squelching water sounds echo.
My finger repeatedly goes in and out of my pussy. My panties are soaked and soggy. My fingers are sticky with love juice.
"Haa... hic... huuh... haa..."
In my anxiety, my mind... automatically pieces together thoughts.
This... is 'for my boyfriend'...
It's just 'practice' with my body.
It's just... for better play... I just fuck him a little...
My boyfriend... will be fine...
He won't... get angry or anything...
over me just slightly fucking Kim Tae-ho...
Probably.
My boyfriend is... nice.
"Haa... huff..."
My chest trembles. My hips twitch. Love juice flows endlessly.
This... can't be helped...
Lately... we haven't had much sex. So just, to do better next time...
I just... fuck him a little.
I... do nothing wrong.
So...
"Huff... haa... huff..."
I'm... fine.
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