Chapter 37
Translator - Zofu
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I catch my breath.
Seol-nyeo.
I'd only heard rumors—this is the first time I've faced her head-on. She's genuinely, fucking terrifying.
But... why is she so curious?
Lee So-cheon doesn't care about Lee Ah-rin at all. Isn't she a psychopath who feels superior through comparison? So why is she reacting this strongly just because I was drawn to Ah-rin?
Could it be...
Because only 'I' can torment her. Don't you dare interfere... is that it?
"What the..."
Goosebumps erupt all over my arms.
Just how far does her hatred for her younger sibling go?
She despises her, yet possesses her at the same time. She looks like a complete lunatic. Rumors say she recently killed someone, and seeing that ice-cold expression... I don't want to believe it, but I can't help but understand.
No matter what happens, I must not get involved...
Time to head back to class.
My chest still feels hollow, that sensation of losing the best friend I ever had. It squeezes at me, spreading an aching pain. I managed to hold back the tears that threatened to spill from my emptiness, but now they well up to the brim of my eyes.
"Haah..."
I tilt my head back to hold back the tears. As I do.
"Excuse me... you there?"
A slightly sharp voice.
"Are... are you okay?"
Akina approaches. I turn my head and meet her eyes. Why you too...?
"I came to return your handkerchief, but uh, are you really okay?"
Right, the handkerchief.
She sure brought it back fast. Akina holds out the handkerchief to me. I take it and dab at my tears.
"I heard... there was some kind of commotion. What happened?"
Akina asks me with a slightly worried look. Of course, there's something I can never talk about.
"If anything's wrong, please tell me. I can at least listen to your problems."
Suddenly... she says she'll counsel me. I wave my hand saying it's fine, but Akina grabs it.
"I saw it. That, Lee Ah-rin grabbing your wrist. Dragging you into the bathroom. Something did happen, didn't it?"
Why is she suddenly acting like this... Akina clings to me suspiciously.
"Why are you suddenly..."
"Because you're my brother's friend."
"Huh?"
"Because you're my brother's friend. It's only natural to help you. You look so troubled. Of course I'd have questions! Now, what happened?"
Why is she suddenly being like this to me. I make up some excuse.
"We just... fought."
"You fought!?"
Ah, fuck.
"After that time, after fighting the Ice Dragon. I thought, seeing how close you became, that you two would never fight. You fought!?"
Akina is.
So fucking loud.
"Th-that's right?"
"How could you!"
Akina slaps her forehead.
"This isn't right! You have to make up. Right!? When this happens, you need to turn crisis into opportunity. It's important to be the first to approach! They say the ground hardens after rain, right? Give it your all! Why, I mean, last time Lee Ah-rin gave you an artifact, didn't she! They say those are incredibly expensive. Anyway, doesn't that mean there's potential!?"
My ears are ringing.
Save me.
"Also, also! You recently played table tennis with Lee Ah-rin too! Ah, that time was truly fierce! I, I still see it sometimes! If you fought this time, how about playing table tennis again to clear the air!? There were so many cameras then, click-click, taking pictures! That would be okay, right!?"
"Th-that's enough..."
"Friends sometimes have heart-wrenching moments, let me solve that problem for you! Haah... I want to be friends with a young lady from a prestigious family too... ah, anyway! If you have worries, tell me! You can't just rationalize that you're fine! The path of reconciliation! You must open the entrance to reconciliation! That, huh? Break time is almost over... If you still have worries left, meet me on the rooftop after school! I'll solve all of them!"
Akina waves her hand and runs down the hallway.
Wait, I think my left ear isn't working...
Haah.
Trudging, with heavy steps.
I head back to class.
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I heard the news.
That the puppy and Lee Ah-rin fought. Akina chattered incessantly to my boyfriend about it, so I found out even though I didn't want to.
While listening, a rare piece of good news.
If they fought, at least for a while their relationship would be awkward and distant. Eventually they might even split apart completely and cut ties... that's just my hope, but it wasn't bad. I observed the puppy's expression during today's class.
Somehow, a hollow expression.
The face of someone who had a major fight.
I couldn't even imagine how big the fight must have been for him to make that expression. But still, isn't that a good thing? A weight off my shoulders.
Now I could have sex with my puppy with a little more peace of mind.
And yet, the question remained...
What was the reason for the fight?
Just last week, they were practically glued together like witches... what could have happened in that short time to make them turn on each other?
No... whatever. It was nothing.
Next time... what kind of sex should we have?
Should we do it at a movie theater?
Should I try wearing a cheerleader outfit?
Should we do it in a limousine?
Should I wear a collar?
Or... should I do it while talking on the phone with my boyfriend?
Hmm...
A smile formed on my lips.
That sounds good.
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My mind is playing tug-of-war.
'I can have sex' and 'I shouldn't' are pulling each other's ropes taut.
I grab my blue hair. My hair shakes messily.
Having sex with Kim Tae-ho again... fuck. My head hurts. During class. The lesson isn't getting through at all.
Just one thrust. My pussy is already craving that dick.
A trickle of arousal fluid leaks from my pussy.
"Haah..."
I am... the only one for Seok-ho.
If he wants artifacts, I'd give him as many as he wants. If something's heavy, I'd carry it for him. If someone bothers my boyfriend, I'd rip their limbs off. If he wants to eat something, I'd make as much as he wants. If he wants love, I wouldn't let him sleep that day.
I'm not the receiving side, I'm the giving side. With all my heart, I give my love. Because I...
Truly love Seok-ho.
But...
My body craves another man.
My mind still looks to my boyfriend... but my body doesn't look to my boyfriend.
My body wants Kim Tae-ho.
"Haah..."
My pussy clenches. I imagine it again. That situation of being pierced by that dick. It surfaces in my mind again.
'Hah, heh, ooh... ung♡'
Kim Tae-ho rubs his dick against my pussy.
He keeps tormenting my pussy. Trickling, arousal fluid leaks out. Hah, don't get aroused. Even if I grab my forehead, the imagination won't stop.
"Haah... heh..."
In the imaginary classroom. In Han Ye-rin's seat, I am there.
Kim Tae-ho keeps rubbing his dick against my pussy. Endlessly, he torments me. N-now...
'Ooh, ung... let me put it in now♡ Heh, hooh, haah...♡'
Put it... in...
In my mind, I say it.
My face burns hot. Softly, moans escape from my lips.
'Put it 'in'?'
I misspeak. It's not 'put it in'...
Put it... 'in please'...
'You say it well.'
Kim Tae-ho slowly starts pushing his dick into my pussy.
My waist trembles slightly. D-during class... it's hard to hold back my moans. This lewd fantasy... I need to stop it.
I can't stop.
"Ung... are you... okay?"
The fantasy cuts off.
"H-huh?"
My shoulder flinches.
I turn my head and see Seol-ah looking at me with a worried expression. The arousal that rose to my chest drains away helplessly. That is dangerous... really dangerous. I brush my chest.
"Your face is a bit red... are you... okay?"
"I-I'm fine..."
I laugh awkwardly.
"Really...?"
Actually, I'm not okay at all.
With the leaking arousal fluid, my soaked panties are sticky. Slowly, a sigh escapes. Still, it's fine.
At least... I realize that if I masturbate while imagining that guy, my mind clears up for a while.
I can... hold out.
...Probably.
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"Hah... haah, haah...!"
No.
I can't hold out.
The more I rub my pussy, the more I crave Kim Tae-ho.
Evening comes, and even after returning home, all I can do is rub my pussy in my room.
After climaxing, my eyes open briefly to reality, but then my pussy gets aroused again. It leaks arousal fluid.
It's the same as that time. Rather...
After being fucked once, the symptoms feel worse.
"Heh, haah... hat, hik, heu..."
While looking at that 'photo,' I move my fingers.
My fingers repeatedly sink into and pull out of my pussy with squelching sounds. Each time, my waist trembles and occasionally signals climax.
Th-this can't... go on...
My mind grows hazy.
As time passes... more than mental pleasure, I begin craving physical pleasure.
"Heug! Heu, haah... hah... haa..."
With unfocused eyes, I stare at the photo.
Just... one more time...
Should I get fucked?
Continuous moans of hah, hah escape from my lips.
It's a dangerous thought.
Far too dangerous. I've already fucked a friend once. And now... twice? It's an even more dangerous thought, but...
Somehow, just a tiny bit.
I think... it'll be okay.
Just a very, very tiny bit.
Pleasure begins to overpower my will.
"Haah... heh, haah..."
Just... a little...
If I just put in the entrance...
Not like before, not all the way... just a little... just a tiny bit. Wouldn't that be okay?
If I don't put it all the way in...
Won't it be... okay?
Just.
A tiny bit.
"Heh, hat, hoo... haah..."
A dangerous thought flashes through my mind.
Just... again.
Can't I just... threaten him?
Just... this is, an unavoidable situation...
I'm trying to get 'used' to it.
It's just... too painful. I'm trying to get 'used' to the pain...
If I get used to it, I can have 'sex' with my boyfriend.
Until now... I couldn't have sex because I got aroused on my own by another guy.
Just.
If I get used to it.
I won't be... aroused anymore. Definitely not. Even if I see Kim Tae-ho, even if I see that cock... even if I imagine getting fucked by that cock...
I won't be aroused. At all.
Right.
Yes.
All of this...
is for my boyfriend.
So...
It can't be helped.
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Before I know it, it's lunchtime.
I take out my phone and corner Kim Tae-ho. This place... the academy's flower garden. An empty alleyway with no passersby. No CCTV either. All there are are walls blocking both sides. I breathe roughly in and out.
"Haah... haah... Kim Tae-ho, you know what'll happen if you refuse..."
Kim Tae-ho stiffens with panic and fear. He nods his head like a stone.
I stuff the phone in my pocket and use my other hand to grab Kim Tae-ho's nape. I stroke his nape with my hand. Slowly, Kim Tae-ho's dick gradually thickens inside.
"Just... a little, only the entrance... haah...."
I kneel and undo Kim Tae-ho's belt.
Slide slide, click click. The loosened belt falls powerlessly to the floor. Slowly, I pull down Kim Tae-ho's pants.
"Haah...! Haah... haah..."
The powerful 'male' scent wafts right up to my nose. Above the underwear, a terrifyingly protruding dick blocks half my vision.
"Th-that, Arin..."
"Be... be quiet."
I cut off Kim Tae-ho's words.
For now... I want to focus on this dick. I pull down the underwear, and with a thump the monstrous dick reveals itself.
"Haah... haah..."
I blow my breath haah, haah onto the erect shaft.
The dick trembles. The scent is overwhelming. A scent I want to keep smelling... Gradually, my mind grows hazy. Th-this is just...
A warm-up exercise.
I pull my mouth away from the dick, mustering my will to the limit.
Slightly, it's disappointing... but still, this is just preparation. I raise my head and look at Kim Tae-ho, his mouth covered with his hand as he holds back his moans. I can see redness rising up to his neck. He's aroused. Me too...
I'm aroused.
I stand up and look at Kim Tae-ho.
"Heh, haah... Th-this... is unavoidable..."
This... can't be helped...
Everything.
For my... boyfriend...
I'm just trying to get 'used' to this pain... so... Tae-ho.
Let's have sex.
"Please... stop...!"
Kim Tae-ho makes a pained expression. Ah... you're just.
Like me.
Then together...
Let's get used to it.
"It's okay."
I smile faintly. Kim Tae-ho's expression gradually distorts.
"Just a little... a little is enough..."
Since it's just the entrance.
It's okay.
I slip my hand under my skirt and pull down my panties.
As my already-soaked panties come down, they stretch out long clear strings. I completely remove my panties and look at Kim Tae-ho.
"Just... the entrance... haah... put it in."
I grab the glans of his dick. I lift my leg and align our entrances. My pussy hole that opens and closes with twitching movements slowly begins to wrap around the glans.
"Haah, haah... heu haah... ung! Haah..."
Even though it's just the entrance, I feel full. N-now if I just get used to it...
My waist moves slightly.
"Heu!? Haah... hegut, haah..."
I just move a little... but my waist trembles with pleasure. At the same time.
My waist starts moving on its own.
"Heu, haah... the... the entrance! It's just the entrance, why is it... m-moving!"
"Geu, ung..."
With each movement, pleasure rises from my pussy to my shoulders and falls back down, repeating. Continuously hegok hohok. Crude moans escape my lips.
My expression melts and grows hazy. I can't think with my head. Right now.
Only sex.
Comes to mind. Then
"Heu!? Haah, wait, haah... haah!"
My waist accidentally moves deeper.
My pussy swallows a third of the dick.
I say just the entrance.
My pussy swallows the dick.
Th-this isn't allowed...!
I need to stop.
"Haah, hak, hok, hok heug, haah... heuu..."
My waist... won't stop.
Jjukk-jjukk, jjik-jjik, jjubb-jjubb, jjit-jjik.
The lewd sound of water echoes all around as dick and pussy join. Overflowing arousal fluid and Cooper's fluid mix and drip down plop plop. Sweat beads form on my forehead. Haah, haah. Endless crude moans mix with lewd water sounds.
My mind is hazy.
Truly. Madly.
It feels... so good...
My waist keeps moving. My pussy. My womb. Madly.
Craves that dick.
"Heu, haak hok, eungut, haah... hit! Haah... haah."
My pussy is hot. The dick is hotter. My waist is swallowing and spitting out the dick shaft, beating it like a rice cake.
My mind... has melted. Like cheese. Completely. Melted.
What was.
The original purpose...?
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