24. Novel
24. Novel
A feeling of breath catching in my throat.
An implicit agreement that Matthew-ssi also wanted a relationship with Eunji, and Eunji had accepted it without a word.
"W-wait, just a moment!"
"Huh?"
Eunji suddenly got up from the bed and grabbed the bundle of papers she had placed on the desk next to her.
Then she quickly flipped through the pages, scanning the contents with her eyes.
"Uh, uh... yeah, now I'm ready!"
"What... did you look at?"
"Umm... I didn't know how to say it, so I just took a quick peek! Hehe..."
Eunji giggled sheepishly and returned to my side.
She's definitely smiling cutely, but what will come out of Eunji's mouth from now on doesn't seem like it'll be cute at all.
"Uh, where did I leave off...?"
"...You said you lifted your hips for Matthew-ssi."
"Ah... right, I did. And then..."
Eunji paused, closing her mouth and pondering something.
Is she wondering how to say what comes next? Or is she retracing her memories and reviving the sensations from that time?
"I said it last time too, but it's really... thick. Matthew-ssi's thing..."
"..."
"But maybe because I've done it once, this time it didn't, didn't really hurt...?"
"...So?"
"It just went a little deeper... deeper than when I do it with oppa..."
Eunji subtly gauged my reaction and placed her hand on her stomach, measuring.
My gaze naturally fixed there as well.
"When I do it with oppa, it reaches about... this, this far..."
"..."
"But with Matthew-ssi..."
Eunji's other hand slowly rose.
From the hand pointing to where I had reached, it went up... further up, then hesitated for a moment... and then slightly higher.
"About here... it reaches to about here...?"
"..."
"But Matthew-ssi's hip power is really strong... when he pushes from behind, like this, it reaches even deeper inside from here."
As if his dick was pressing up from below, Eunji's hand bounced slightly and went a bit further up.
And then it stopped. It stopped with his dick buried inside. Up there.
...There's quite a difference from where I said I reached when I was inside her just now.
"U-uh, you know, oppa..."
"...Yeah."
"Well, in the things written there... there was also, um, something about saying it in a way that teases you a little, oppa..."
"..."
"...But I was worried you might feel bad, so I wasn't going to do it if you said no... what, what do you think...?"
The fact that she brought it up here means... it's something that Eunji even hesitated about doing in her mind.
I'm curious. I want to hear it. What words will Eunji use to tease me with this difference in depth.
Since my dick is already so hard it's tingling and aching, there's no way to hide my excitement.
"I think... it might be okay."
"..."
"Just like I said it's okay to lie, don't feel burdened... go ahead."
"O-okay then..."
Eunji gave a slight fake cough.
Then she came right up next to my ear and whispered.
"That time... when Matthew-ssi's dick went all the way in, my stomach felt completely full... really completely full."
"..."
"S-so now, when I do it with oppa... it feels like it might be a little empty, maybe...?"
"..."
"...I'm not sure if I can feel as good as before... what, what do you think, oppa...?"
That's, of course... of course.
"Because doing it with oppa is the best for me!"
...I remembered what Eunji had said before.
That same Eunji is now saying... she's not sure if she can feel good doing it with me after doing it with Matthew-ssi.
"And also, Matthew-ssi... he's really attentive, he moves really slowly... gently, softly, at first."
"..."
"Like Dust-eonni said, the way the protruding part presses against the wall is really... go-good...♡"
"Ha... haa."
"But oppa, you can't do that, can you...? Because with oppa, even when you put it in, it doesn't fill me up..."
Defeat. The anxiety that I might not be able to satisfy Eunji in the future. All those emotions shatter into pieces and seep into me as a dizzying pleasure.
"...H-how was it? Is it okay?"
"..."
"...I-I worked from what was written there, but if you didn't like it, then just..."
"...It's okay."
"R-really...?"
"Rather... before any delusion can even rise up, the things you're saying keep piercing into my head."
"Uh... um, I don't really get what you mean, but it's helping, right...?"
Yeah, it wouldn't be easy to explain to Eunji how my head is working. Even I can't fully understand it... I guess I can just say this.
"I want you to keep doing it."
"..."
"Just like now, keep going."
"Uh, okay... It's embarrassing, but I'll keep going, then."
As expected, Eunji is kind. Once again... Eunji's lies begin.
"Ah, anyways... after he put it all the way in from behind like that, his pants kept getting caught on my feet."
"...So?"
"Matthew-ssi lifted my body, flipped me over... pulled off my pants, and laid me on the bed..."
"..."
"And then, again... this time he grabbed my hands too, and just like that... put it in again...♡"
Once again, gulp. The sound of me, or maybe Eunji, perhaps both of us swallowing dryly.
"Because I had just come like th-three times while he was putting it in... You know, oppa. I'm a bit sensitive, right...?"
"...I know."
"When he put it in again... I couldn't hold back and ca-came, and the face I made when I came... I showed it all to Matthew-ssi...♡"
"..."
"...That, that was really embarrassing...? Because it's... a lot different from showing it to oppa..."
Is it that the expression is different? Or the feeling?
...Whatever it is, the fact that it's different is important.
"So then, he went deep inside again, and then swoosh, his dick was pulled out, and again... thrust, thrust in...♡"
"..."
"It's much rougher than what oppa does... but also subtly attentive... I don't know how many times I came..."
"Did you... feel good? Better than with me?"
"...I think you'll know if you try. Wanna, do it, oppa...?"
Eunji lightly placed her hand on the waistband of my pants where my erect dick was confined, and looked up at me.
Her expression is a mix of subtle anticipation and nervousness.
Of course I don't want to refuse. But... if we do it now, I, I'll definitely... lose. Definitely.
"...Let me hear the rest first."
"Uh, ugh... It's embarrassing, I told you..."
"Just a little more... please."
"...When that thick dick kept thrusting, thrusting in so deep, I also really... came a lot, you know?"
"..."
"My hands were held the whole time, so I couldn't hide my face... But Matthew-ssi must have liked the face I made when I came."
"...Why?"
"He was staring, really intently, at my chest and my face... the whole time."
If Eunji had pleased Matthew-ssi...
Ah... no, no. I could never stop it. Being taken away...
"He kept holding me like that, and Matthew-ssi got excited and rammed his hips really fast... pounding into me."
"..."
"...The feeling is really different from when oppa does it. I seriously keep coming, and coming... constantly, coming."
"...To sum it up, how was it?"
"Uh, um... It was just, it... fe-felt good...♡"
If the sex with Matthew-ssi was good, I wanted to ask how it is with me.
But that would probably bring a too painful answer... and with it, a pleasure too hard to bear.
I barely held back.
"As we kept going like that, his dick started, like, wriggling inside and swelling up more, you know...?"
"...What about a condom? Did you, use one?"
"That, of course... we did."
Eunji subtly read my expression.
It seems she was checking what answer I wanted to hear.
And Eunji knows my heart very well.
"...We didn't. Because it was so sudden, we just did it..."
"Th-then..."
"When he was about to cum, Matthew-ssi... pushed his dick in really deep and just... pressed his hips in. To make me... feel good."
"..."
"...I-I told you...? When Matthew-ssi presses his hips down heavily and strongly, like this... it presses deep inside here..."
"...Haah."
"That is really... reeeally good...♡ My hips tremble, and my legs shake...♡ to the point of buckling."
That's something I... can never do. Never.
But it's something Matthew-ssi can do anytime.
"But just before he came, someone... knocked on the door. It was locked though..."
"..."
"...I think I was a bit, loud. But even hearing the knock, I couldn't hold back my voice..."
"So...?"
"Matthew-ssi gently wrapped his hand around my head, holding it... and leaned his body over like this..."
Eunji moved right up to my lips. At a distance where our noses could almost touch, she looked straight at me-
"Just like that, he kissed me...♡ while doing it, and came inside...♡"
"Ha... ah, ah."
"I... I think that was the longest kiss I've ever had..."
"..."
"He didn't let go until he had cum completely... I kept being kissed, and I came...♡"
Sex that started without even asking permission, a kiss he just took as he pleased.
...It's the best. To me right now, it's a story so... intoxicating and stimulating.
"R-really, it's over! Over! Uu, uuu..."
"...Thank you. For telling me... so well."
"...Was it good?"
"Very."
Delusion? At least this time, it was so thrilling that there was no room for delusion. I'd want to hear it again even tomorrow... no, just like this one more time.
"Th-then! Now I also want to feel good, oppa..."
"..."
"...We said we'd do it once the story was over, remember...?"
"We did. I've been... waiting too."
"...Hehe."
Eunji giggled bashfully and snuggled into my arms.
The sex that night was truly... the best I've ever felt.
Was it the same for Eunji?
...I just hope it was like that for her too.