Happiness found in a place without you(2)
Happiness found in a place without you(2)
"Haa.. hng..♡ Yu, Yu-geon-ssi.. your cock.. it's huge..♡"
I don't know what kind of situation this is.
I remember losing consciousness while begging last time, but...
Even though we've met, a woman I've only seen once is currently pouncing on me.
My body... it must be horribly emaciated and grotesque... I can't logically understand why she likes it enough to do this...
Plus, I'm practically a dying man... for a normal person to pounce on a guy like that...
"...Vital Energy..."
My Vital Energy has recovered significantly.
No, it feels like it's filled even more than usual.
What... is going on?
"Haa.. hng..♡ My, it seems we have great chemistry.. I've come so many times.. your Vital Energy must be quite replenished..♡"
-Pshuuut... pshuut...
Just as Eun-byeol-ssi said, every time she swallowed my member, her privates started squirting lewdly.
But... for this much Vital Energy to be replenished, she would have had to spew out an enormous amount of it...
"A wee.. hng.. week..."
"...Yes..?"
"You've woken up... after a week.. hng.. haa.. haa..♡"
Then... does this mean this person has been having sex with me for a week...?
What kind of absurd situation is this...
-Squeeeze... squeeeze...
"Kugh..."
The squelchy, warm interior tightened strongly.
"Huu... huu... kghuuung...♡"
Eun-byeol-ssi's body also began to stiffen intensely.
Her chest, with those large breasts attached, heaved violently in the center.
The waist that had been riding on top and shaking was now just deeply impaled, moving back and forth little by little.
Her mouth, with teeth clenched, wore a smile filled with ecstasy.
Her blue eyes, staring into the void, began to tremble violently and shed tears.
The signal of climax.
The signal that she was going deep.
The signal that Eun-byeol-ssi was feeling good because of my cock.
She was expressing it with her whole body.
"Kugh..."
-Byurrrrrrt...
"Hguuuuugh...♡"
-Pshuut... pshuuuut... pshaaaaat...
Unable to hold back the forced feeling of ejaculation, I vomited it inside Eun-byeol-ssi.
She also matched me, trembling all over, and sprayed arousal fluid onto my face.
A few drops splashed into my mouth.
...It was salty.
A little too salty.
A pungent taste that was distinctly different from Seolhwa-nim's sweet taste.
In a way, it must be the natural taste of a woman...
Just the taste of an ordinary woman...
It's different from the taste of Seolhwa-nim, who has now drifted away from me... who has gone to a place I cannot reach...
"Huuut... haat.. feels good..♡ One, one more time..."
Eun-byeol-ssi began to take my cock into her mouth, still drenched in the afterglow of pleasure.
She put it inside her cheeks and chewed on it, trying to get blood flowing to my genitals with an awkward but quite familiar stimulation.
Because of her lewd appearance, I could feel blood rushing there.
On the other hand, I was scared.
Let alone having sex with someone who was hovering between life and death...
I remembered how she looked when we last parted.
I, who was out of my mind, left Eun-byeol-ssi alone, who was suffering from the talisman while simultaneously becoming excited and stained with pleasure.
That talisman must have been made by Park Seong-geun...
A talisman that controls others, distorts memories, and scatters the mind.
If it was that talisman, it probably... had brainwashing-related abilities too...
Like treating me as someone possessed by a monster, or treating me as if I didn't exist...
Then... it started to make sense why Eun-byeol-ssi was acting so lewd and vulgar.
Han Eun-byeol-ssi had become Park Seong-geun's woman...
This was the only thing I could think of.
"Puha.. huh..? It's not standing up.. Usually, it could easily go 3 times..?"
Although the method was wrong, the woman who saved me became an object of fear rather than a benefactor.
This woman, too, like Seolhwa-nim, is a vulgar woman who only loves Park Seong-geun...
"...Three times..?"
"Yes.. three times.."
Does that mean she drained a dying man three times a day...?
Is she just a promiscuous crazy bitch...?
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.
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Thanks to me feeling traumatized and unable to get an erection, I was able to have a conversation with Eun-byeol-ssi.
She said that on that day, she barely resisted the Brainwashing Talisman and went AWOL from the subjugation squad.
And while wandering around, she heard rumors that the head of the Kang Clan had changed.
That the head of the Kang Clan had become an exorcist named Park Seong-geun.
That a snow-white fox Spirit Beast was guarding his side.
And recently, that a child had been born between the two of them.
"Uup... uweaek..."
The information I heard through Eun-byeol-ssi was so sickening and horrible that I felt like vomiting.
-Splatter... splatter...
Something like rice grains mixed with stomach acid fell to the floor, giving off a musty smell.
"Yu, Yu-geon-ssi? Are you okay..?"
The fact that Seolhwa-nim was truly taken away...
The fact that it was truly a forever farewell with Seolhwa-nim...
The fact that Seolhwa-nim had truly become Park Seong-geun's woman...
Truly... the fact that she had given birth to Park Seong-geun's child...
"Kghuuuk... uup... uweaaek... hng... kgh... kgh..."
I hated that this kind of thing was reality.
My 14 years of love, my 14 years of effort...
The fact that it all crumbled down because of a bastard who harasses and rapes people with mere Talisman Arts...
I hated Seolhwa-nim so much for loving and following the man who conditioned and raped her, and tormented me...
And I hated myself so much for still only thinking about her in my head even while hating her so much...
I just wanted to pour out all my organs from my mouth, crush them myself, and die.
-Pooook...
My vision darkened slightly.
I felt warmth and coziness on my face, and a strangely slippery smell of sweat.
A texture and smell completely different from Seolhwa-nim, who only emitted a sweet scent.
The smell of skin, which felt like a real human scent, gave me a strange sense of relief.
"I don't know what happened.. but don't worry. I'll be by your side.
Even when you have nightmares and can't sleep, even when your body trembles from scary thoughts, even when your injured leg creaks and hurts so much,
I will hold you just like this. So for now, cry your heart out and try to find some comfort."
I don't believe it...
Even Seolhwa-nim, who asked me to believe in her, eventually left my side.
She, who hugged me saying she loved me so much, had left for Park Seong-geun's side.
This person will do the same...
She's just all talk... who knows if she's been hit by Park Seong-geun's talisman...
So I don't believe it...
I don't want to believe it...
-Squeeeze...
But the warmth of the skin scent I felt as she held me was so warm,
And her words, which were just all talk and untrustworthy, were so attractive,
And the heartbeat of the person holding me was so reassuring...
Even though I didn't want to believe it... even though I was so afraid of being betrayed...
Because it felt so good to have my torn-apart wounds gently caressed...
Without realizing it, I hugged her waist tightly.
"Hng... kgh... ugh... ugh... why... why..."
Even though there were traces of vomit around my mouth and I must have been dirty and smelly, Eun-byeol-ssi embraced me with her chest.
The touch of her hand gently stroking my hair, as if sweetly indulging a child's tantrum, felt like a mother's touch that I hadn't felt in a long time...
Just as she said, tears burst out along with the overwhelming emotions.
Somewhere between my chest and navel hardened, and I made hiccuping sounds while crying.
My breathing was not steady, so it often cut off, and I kept exhaling with difficulty.
My body was already exhausted, so just crying was difficult, but tears flowed nonetheless.
"It's okay. It's okay... you should cry when things are hard."
"Hng.. kgh.."
I cried endlessly.
I just cried.
Just crying like that... I fell into a pleasant sleep for the first time in a long while.
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"Oppa~ Dinner is all ready. Come out and eat."
"Yeah, I'm coming."
-Drrr... drrr...
A vibration sound was heard at regular intervals on the wooden floor.
The sound of something rolling on the floor, it's the sound of my wheelchair.
My crushed knees had long missed the golden time, so walking was impossible with medical technology.
So I'm making a living by riding this wheelchair around and occasionally using talismans for Eun-byeol.
"Today it's stir-fried pork."
"Hmm.. delicious. Eun-byeol, you're really good at cooking."
Han Eun-byeol.
It's said that she lost her parents at a young age, was raised by the person who was her spirit mother, and walked the path of a Shaman.
Like other Shamans, she received a spirit descent,
But unlike other Shamans who perform exorcism rituals or tell fortunes for others, she was working as an Exorcist who personally hunts Monsters with the Vital Energy given by the gods.
She is 22 years old, 2 years younger than me.
Her delinquent-looking appearance is just because she doesn't like to dress up,
And she says she always carries candy in her mouth because her blood sugar drops after fighting.
Even though she lost her parents, worked as a Shaman at a young age, and had no friends, unlike me, she wasn't gloomy but bright and cheerful.
Such a girl took care of me with the utmost devotion.
Even though I had cried my eyes out in her arms, once I regained my reason, I didn't properly exchange a word with her due to the sudden realization and fear of betrayal.
For a month, she waited for me until the end and spoke to me first, even though I couldn't trust her, kept pushing her away, and caused a scene.
To Eun-byeol, who had built up trust and faith in me like that, I told her for the first time what I had experienced.
What kind of guy Park Seong-geun is.
What I suffered from that guy.
Even that I had the woman I loved taken away by him...
Seeing Eun-byeol listen to those words entirely and react intensely... it was also quite cute.
I've been living in Eun-byeol's house like that, spending a relatively peaceful life.
If there's a problem sometimes... it's that Eun-byeol gets into heat once a day.
"Haa..♡ Oppa.. cock.. hurry.."
I didn't specifically ask for the reason.
Just as Eun-byeol waited for me, hoping she would tell me herself...
"Sluuup.. slurrrp... Oppa's cock.. tastes good.. smack.. sluuuup...♡"
Eun-byeol, who is in heat, struggles to make my cock, which won't even get a proper erection, stand up.
Every time that happened, I felt so sorry.
Whenever I saw her getting all wet, I kept thinking of Seolhwa-nim who must be crying while pinned under Park Seong-geun...
My cock, which Eun-byeol had painstakingly made stand, would often go limp.
"Paha... Oppa, are you going to cum?"
-Sluuup sluuup sluuup sluuup...
The feeling of ejaculation I barely managed to gather.
Eun-byeol pulled my cock out of her mouth and delayed the ejaculation by rubbing the glans with ambiguous stimulation on the cock that was just about to ejaculate.
It's Eun-byeol's own know-how.
A cock that swells and hardens to ejaculate with force just before ejaculation.
Eun-byeol intended to put it into her vagina to enjoy that fleeting moment.
-Tsububup...
"Huuuung...♡"
The moan she let out, satisfied as if the knotted place was being coolly released, licked my ears sweetly.
-Sluuup sluuup...
Her narrow pussy, which was shyly closed, twitched and moved as if my cock was that delicious.
The vaginal wall, tasting it as if licking it once from the glans to the entire root of the cock, was too stimulating.
"Ugh... Eu, Eun-byeol-ah.. don't squeeze too hard.."
"Haa.. hng... just, cum coolly. It's safe today♡"
"Kugh..."
-Byurrrrrrt...
I barely vomited out the semen with the feeling of ejaculation I had struggled to gather.
Even though I had definitely ejaculated coolly, strangely, my insides felt stuffy and something was lacking.
I didn't feel satisfied.
Eun-byeol's insides were definitely sticky and hot, so it felt really good... but I always felt like the stimulation was lacking.
"Hguuuuk... huut.. internal ejaculation.. feels good..♡"
Eun-byeol, who had only shaken her waist 3 or 4 times, collapsed onto me, trembling violently.
Sitting on my already limp cock, she still seemed unsatisfied, and I felt sorry seeing her shake her waist little by little.
I am a truly useless man who cannot satisfy even her, who pours all her affection for me...
"Huu.. hng..♡ Tha..nk you Oppa.. I'm always in heat.. it must be hard for you, right?"
The person who should be sorry and apologizing is actually me.
My heart stung that she, who makes an effort for me, who can't even walk and can't help with making a living, was instead expressing gratitude to me.
"I... back when I was on a subjugation... I was hit by a talisman, right?"
She, who hadn't talked about her heat until now, slowly opened her mouth as if to tell me the cause.
"That... I resisted the Brainwashing Talisman, but... the... influence remained a little..."
Eun-byeol slowly mentioned that day's events.
"Eh.. that.. um.. yes.. back then, something inside me got a little twisted.. so I get into heat often."
Something inside me is wriggling.
"Hmm.. back then, all sorts of information about sex just flooded into my head."
Ah.. I realize it now.. why I couldn't be satisfied.. why something was lacking...
"Probably... that talisman, it must be Park Seong-geun's talisman. That's how he brainwashed and took other women... right..?"
A twisted taste that left me terrified and even traumatized.
A terrible taste that was severely ruined by Seolhwa-nim and Park Seong-geun.
A dirty taste that craves and gets excited just as much whenever I feel the fear of betrayal.
My Netorare tendencies started to peek their head out again.
"...Ah~ I see. Hahaha, Oppa, you have that kind of taste?"
Eun-byeol giggles.
Her face turned pretty red again.
"Oppa, do you like me?"
Eun-byeol whispers in my ear.
Her breath, laden with lewd moisture, made my earlobe damp.
"I love you so much, Oppa..♡"
Her sweet breathing sounded lewdly.
Every time she whispered in my ear with her breath drenched in ecstasy, my crotch tensed up.
If you ask if I love her... I don't really know...
But... I think I feel an affection that I don't want to be taken away...
Because I don't want to be taken away, I feel a broken sexual desire that wants to be taken away instead.
"I... can do anything for the Oppa I love. How about it? Aren't you curious? What I'll do for you?"
Her words, which I had felt were reliable and warm until now, were too scary this time.
It was like a devil's whisper.
She whispers a sweet contract that pushes me into an unstoppable abyss...
"Aha♡ You're erect."
Eun-byeol smiles brightly and starts getting dressed, leaving me erect.
"Eun-byeol-ah..?"
Eun-byeol, who went out like that, returned the next evening.
Looking lewd, with her whole body drenched in sweat...