Happiness found in a place without you(1)
Happiness found in a place without you(1)
"Hagueuk... W-what is this..."
Eun-byeol, her eyes glowing with a blue light, shrieked and fell to her knees.
A talisman that had flown from somewhere and stuck to her forehead began to toy with her mind.
I love cock.
The smell of cock feels good.
Having my throat fucked feels good.
Having my asshole fucked feels good.
Sex feels good.
The first time must absolutely be given to the person I love!
That was like a creed Eun-byeol had set for herself.
Inside the head of Eun-byeol, who had a delinquent appearance, a slightly picky tone, and a cool personality, information she didn't want to know and shouldn't know began to be forcibly shoved in.
For her, having walked the path of a Shaman since a young age, the only lewd and erotic things she knew were rubbing her private parts or kneading her breasts.
Because she was a Shaman, Eun-byeol didn't have many friends her age, so there was no one to tell her about girl talk, dirty stories, or sexual experiences.
She was a virgin who only knew the strictly sex-ed definition of intercourse: a male organ moving back and forth inside a female organ to discharge semen, resulting in the implantation of a fertilized egg.
Into her mind were being carved lewd and vulgar movements, the pleasure felt during sex, the ticklish feeling in her chest when fawning over a man and being pinned down...
Despite being a virgin, her brain was gradually becoming that of a lewd woman in terms of information.
Park Seong-geun's cock feels good.
Park Seong-geun's cock smells terrible and is disgusting.
Park Seong-geun's cock is an incredibly arousing and erotic existence.
Having sex with Park Seong-geun feels good.
Having sex with Park Seong-geun is a woman's happiness.
I can betray the person I like to have sex with Park Seong-geun.
I can do anything to have sex with Park Seong-geun.
"Oaaah... W-what is this... I hate it... I don't want to... know... this info...♡"
Her brain was starting to cook little by little.
She, who didn't know Park Seong-geun, began to learn about Park Seong-geun's cock.
Eun-byeol, who didn't know the taste of a cock, began to crave one.
Eun-byeol, who was satisfied with just poking one finger into her vagina at most, began to learn the pleasure of being penetrated by a huge, smelly male organ.
Eun-byeol, who knew that the buttocks were a dirty place for excretion, began to learn the dirty depravity of it being used as a sex organ.
-Pshuuut... Pyushut...
As her mind learned, her body gradually began to learn the pleasure through the information.
Lewd, erotic fluids flowed down from between the cracks, and her insides became hot and itchy.
"Oh! This woman's ass is fucking huge!"
"Her tits are huge and soft, too?"
Two men who had been chasing Kang Yu-geon and Eun-byeol from beyond the wall revealed themselves and began to toy with Eun-byeol's body, which was panting from a pleasure she had never experienced before.
"No... don't... touch me... get... away... hgeuk... no...♡"
She, who could punch through walls with her bare hands, blow people away, and crush the heads of monsters, was now just being pinned down and raped by men like an ordinary person.
-Puuk... puuk... puuk... peok-peok-peok-peok...
"Ooooh...♡ No... help me... Yu-geon-ssi... no... I'm coming... I'm going to cum...♡"
Her first experience.
The one who took the virginity she had sworn to give to the person she loved was not a handsome man, nor her fated love, but just the rape of a horny man.
Perhaps because of her brain, which was mercilessly becoming lewd, Eun-byeol was panting from the stinging pain rising from her belly, even though she was being forcibly penetrated.
She couldn't put any strength into her body, and she struggled to block the sticky, filthy Vital Energy being forced into her.
She asks for help from Kang Yu-geon, whom she happened to encounter.
"Heuk... cock... it's amazing...♡"
Seeing his expression as he tried to leave right then and there, and watching the man move away, Eun-byeol began to go crazy from the pleasure rising amidst her despair.
-Chwaaaaak...
For a moment, she felt a stickiness covering her head and back, hot and wet.
Her flowing hair and fair skin were stained red.
The hot heat that had been toying with her insides until just a moment ago also drained away.
-Degururu...
The head of one of the men rolled in front of her eyes.
"Ooooh...♡ No... help me... Yu-geon-ssi... no... I'm coming... I'm going to cum...♡"
There's no time now... Every second is critical... I have to run away right now...
I steeled my heart and turned around, but then I heard Eun-byeol-ssi's voice.
That voice held me back.
Because it sounded like Seolhwa-nim for no reason.
Even though I should be going to Seolhwa-nim's side right now, my body moved first at that thought.
-Chwaaaaak...
I cut the throat of the man who was raping Eun-byeol-ssi.
-Seogeok...
"Argh!! F-fuck... my arm!!"
I sliced off both arms of the man standing next to him.
"Heok... heok..."
I cut a person unconsciously.
I turned a person into a cripple unconsciously.
I killed a person unconsciously.
"Uwaaak..."
The disgust and guilt rising from within tightened my stomach hard.
The sensation of cutting through human bone, piercing skin, and severing muscles and blood vessels was so disgusting.
"Hagueut... Yu, Yu-geon-ssi... thank you... agueuk...♡ N-now the talisman-"
"-I, I'm sorry... I don't have time right now, so I'll be going first."
Leaving her behind as she said something, I ran straight toward Seolhwa-nim.
"Ooooh...♡ Hey, where are you going... take this... off me..."
It seemed like she was asking for something as I moved away... but there was nothing I could do right now.
"Ha-eut... ugeuk...♡"
Eun-byeol was masturbating in the place where two corpses and bloodstains were rampant.
She struggled to burn the talisman somehow, but it was impossible with her abilities.
-Pallang...
The invisible talisman that had finished its brainwashing fell from her head.
"Ooooh...♡ Br-brainwashing... complete...♡"
Unable to resist the brainwashing, and without the ability to burn the talisman, Eun-byeol had made the best choice she could.
.
.
.
Half a year passed since then.
It felt like it hadn't been long since the sweltering heat disappeared, but the weather had already turned cold.
"Ugh... I wish the weather was autumn forever... There's no middle ground in the weather, no middle ground..."
Eun-byeol, who was weak against the heat but especially weak against the cold, was wandering the streets looking for someone.
A man she happened to meet when she was deployed for a large-scale Monster subjugation operation.
The man who saved her when she was being raped, even though she had wanted a fated encounter.
The man who had left in a hurry, looking pale as if something big had happened somewhere.
Kang Yu-geon, who was from the Kang Clan, but for some reason, all traces of him had disappeared after an exorcist named Park Seong-geun became the head of the family.
Eun-byeol had been looking for Kang Yu-geon for half a year, but it hadn't been easy.
Some ugly guy named Park Seong-geun, who wasn't even a Kang, became the head of the family after the subjugation operation and erased the person named Kang Yu-geon, who had clearly existed, without a trace.
"Tsk... I can't ask that fucking ugly family head... Where could he be... Yu-geon-ssi..."
Park Seong-geun's filthy and dirty Vital Energy was the same as the talisman that had toyed with her brain as it pleased.
At first, she wanted to kill him... but she gave up because of the beautiful Spirit Beast stuck right next to him, and now she was focusing on finding Kang Yu-geon.
"Ha-eut...♡ It's happening again..."
Her brain, which had been toyed with half a year ago, frequently caused her to go into heat and made her leak lewdness from her private parts often.
She wanted sex so badly, and she wanted to eat a cock so badly, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.
The belief that she must have sex with a fated encounter, a fated person, in other words, the person she loves.
Her belief chose for her to be obsessed with masturbation rather than promiscuous sex.
"Ha-at... heu-eut...♡ There's a secluded spot over there..."
She saw a particularly secluded spot in the alley.
Although there was some foot traffic around, it was a place with almost no human presence due to the gloomy atmosphere.
Rolling beverage cans, roughly crumpled cigarette butts, dirty snow mixed with dirt.
Although the surroundings were all dirty, it was the optimal space for the horny Eun-byeol to masturbate because people didn't go there much.
"Phew... I need to finish this quickly... and go home to finish the rest..."
"Please... spare a... penny..."
Eun-byeol was startled by the voice, even though she clearly hadn't felt any human presence.
It wasn't the feeling of a hidden master concealing their presence, but because she saw a person who had become so weak that they didn't even emit a human presence.
Even in the terrible cold that made Eun-byeol not want to go outside, the person was enduring the cold by relying on an empty box.
Dirty clothes that didn't fit, probably picked up from somewhere, and torn like rags here and there.
The hand begging for money was trembling, and the wrist was quite emaciated, showing how much they had been starving.
The legs were twisted at a bizarre angle and were as thin as the wrists.
Whether they were dejected or didn't even have the energy to lift their head, the face buried in the ground had no trace of vitality.
"...Heo..."
It's a familiar face.
The person she had been searching for so desperately.
The son of the strongest exorcist, Kang Chan, and the man who served the Spirit Beast Seolhwa.
It was Kang Yu-geon, considered the fated man who saved her from rape.
Eun-byeol couldn't help but be shocked to see Kang Yu-geon trembling in such a terrible state.
She certainly didn't think he would be in a sound state.
After all, hadn't he been kicked out of the family after being falsely accused?
But... this was too much.
He couldn't even walk properly with his twisted legs that were nothing but bone, and above all, it seemed he couldn't even recover his Vital Energy, as if his Dantian had been partially burned.
Wouldn't it be better if he were dead...
"Please... spare... a... penny..."
As if the last spark of his remaining strength was going out, Kang Yu-geon's hand dropped to the ground with a thud.
His body just twitched and squirmed, as if it were his last struggle in life.
"...Bastards..."
Eun-byeol chewed out a curse and hoisted up the dying Kang Yu-geon.
It's warm.
I don't know how long it's been since I felt warmth.
With Seolhwa-nim taken away right in front of my eyes, my chest, which she had gouged out, was always filled with only coldness.
It was cold even in midsummer. My chest, which had been gouged out, was so freezing that my insides ached.
It was cold in autumn, too. It was painful because Seolhwa-nim's face, which had been filled with cold murderous intent, kept coming to mind.
It was extremely cold in winter. My body froze from the cold rising from the cold floor, and my chest, which had been aching for a long time, was rotting and stinging.
After being kicked out of the family, my Dantian was even torn apart for the crime of killing a person, so I couldn't even operate my Vital Energy.
I was just surviving, struggling in a truly ugly and grotesque way.
"...It's warm..."
The coziness wrapping around my whole body was strangely filling my chest with warmth.
How long has it been since I felt this warmth... I can feel Vital Energy filling up even in my torn-apart Dantian.
Above all... my mouth was warm, too. It tastes a bit sticky and sweet like melon... but still, it's good...
My lower body was warm, too. The sensation of something squirming and constantly stroking me felt good.
-Jjigeok-jjigeok-jjigeok-jjigeok...
"Heuk... ha-at... ha-at...♡"
Jjigeok-jjigeok...? That's a sound I've heard quite a lot.
It's the lewd sound that comes when skin hits skin.
But... why am I hearing this sound...?
"...Churureup... eu-eung...?"
My mouth... is blocked... my breathing... I'm suffocating...?
"Puha... heuk... it feels good... this... is amazing...♡"
I open my eyes slightly, and a face faintly comes into view.
A pretty woman with glowing blue eyes is looking down at me.
I can't see her face properly because half of it is blocked by her bouncing breasts.
"Ha-at... heu-geuk...♡ Yu, Yu-geon-ssi... you've woken up...?"
Eun-byeol-ssi was fucking me...