I can do anything for you, Oppa.(1)
I can do anything for you, Oppa.(1)
Eun-byeol, who left last night for a subjugation mission, still hasn't returned.
'I... can do anything for my beloved Oppa.
How about it? Aren't you curious? About what I can do for you?'
I was so anxious because those were the last words she left behind before she departed.
"Huu... huu..."
-Tak-tak-tak-tak...
The words Eun-byeol left behind last night keep circling in my head.
I couldn't live a normal life because I was thinking about that all day.
My cock, which had been stiffly aroused all day, wouldn't finish no matter how much I jerked it to satisfy that damn urge.
It was constantly lacking.
The distinct, heavy, stinging feeling in my chest was missing.
The sight of Seolhwa-nim in Park Seong-geun's arms, flushed with excitement.
The sight of Seolhwa-nim collapsing under the weight of pleasure, desperately seeking love.
Having witnessed Seolhwa-nim finally corrupted into Park Seong-geun's woman, something felt ambiguous to me.
My broken sexual fetish.
Despite having already suffered the terrible pain of having my beloved woman stolen, I couldn't escape that fetish.
The nightmares I have from time to time, that erotic yet terrible scene where Seolhwa-nim is held by Park Seong-geun, crying out in ecstasy.
Whenever I have that dream, my cock would be swollen to the max, having spewed out a ton of immorality.
It's a filthy desire that feels both trauma and lust at the same time.
But when that desire, my filthy, oh-so-filthy sexual desire, reared its head again,
And when Eun-byeol, who had gifted me a stable and normal daily life, showed a reaction as if she had noticed.
My stomach churned.
I felt my insides twisting.
I might be betrayed again, I might have this normal life taken away from me.
Thinking that, I gagged, and my 'place' felt so incredibly itchy.
"Haa... haa..."
-Tak-tak-tak-tak...
I know it too.
My brain wants to treat this twisted sexual desire as trivial and throw it away.
But my old sexual desire... it's an arousal that's like a habit, forcibly engraved by Seolhwa-nim and Park Seong-geun.
It became a habit for my 'place' to get an erection whenever I worried, feared, or felt pain.
My body has become one that can't even get an erection naturally without pain and immorality...
Even when Eun-byeol, who saved me and brought me warm peace, was suffering from heat,
I couldn't even get a proper erection to help her, making things hard for her.
Such a kind and lovely Eun-byeol... who is too good for me, isn't coming back now...
Normal men would be worried and anxious...
I started to get anxious in a different sense.
-Tak-tak-tak-tak...
My cock, my ugly desire that came rushing in as if the immorality was about to burst... it was so agonizing I felt like I was going crazy.
-Kkiiiiik... Bang...
I heard the sound of rusty hinges weeping.
While sitting in my wheelchair and jerking off diligently, the day had already turned to dusk.
"Haa... Oppa... I'm home..."
Eun-byeol's exhausted voice echoed through the house, where the lights were off because I'd been masturbating all day.
"Ugh, it's dark... Why are all the lights off... Oppa~ are you sleeping...?"
-Tabak... tabak... tabak... tabak...
I carefully held my breath.
I flinched and trembled at the sound of footsteps echoing quietly.
I hated and feared the sounds coming from this silence.
After all, the erotic, unbearable reality that had been tracking me down had always approached in this way...
I was afraid it would be the same this time, that she, too, would leave me just like Seolhwa-nim.
"Ah... Oppa... why did you turn off all the lights..."
Eun-byeol's body was soaked.
To be precise, she was drenched in sweat to the point where her underwear was visible.
I didn't see any large wounds, but she definitely looked exhausted,
and she was breathing heavily, her large breasts heaving.
Her face was strangely flushed, and there was a faint stain on her pants.
"...Hup..."
A damp stain only between her legs.
I couldn't help but cover my mouth at the sight.
Seeing that stain, Eun-byeol started to look incredibly erotic.
Her body, wet from the arduous mission, looked like the aftermath of rough intercourse.
Her panting breath looked like she was still drenched in the lingering effects of pleasure.
Especially the way her crotch was soaked... to anyone, it looked like nothing but a puddle of arousal fluid.
"Ahahahat...♡ As expected, I had a feeling, but Oppa, you really are a pervert, aren't you? You're erect because of what I said yesterday, right? Aren't you?"
Eun-byeol had a somewhat excited expression.
She was as innocent as a child excited to find a new toy,
but the traces of pleasure blooming red on her face definitely made me feel uneasy.
"Oppa...♡"
Eun-byeol whispers into my ear while I'm stuck in my wheelchair, unable to move.
Shiver...
I got goosebumps.
My hairs stood on end.
The moisture containing excitement entered my ear, making my brain tingle.
I started to feel nervous and expectant about what she would say next.
"You know... I almost had a huge problem during my mission today."
"A, a huge problem...?"
"Haa...♡ I went into heat...♡ My pussy was itching so much I thought I was going crazy...♡"
"Keuheuk..."
I had definitely expected it, but hearing it in reality was even more stimulating.
-Bulkeun...
As much as I had prepared my heart to hurt, my 'place' was also ready to get aroused.
"Heuheut... Ahahahat...♡ Look at this, you're erect? You couldn't even get it up properly when we had sex yesterday..."
-Kuk-kuk...
Eun-byeol started to touch my cock, which was pulled taut to its limit, as if playing with it.
"Keuheuk..."
-Bulkeok..bulkeok..
I was flustered by the pleasure that made me think I might ejaculate.
Pre-cum poured out from the tip of my glans like I was peeing.
"Oppa... are you curious about what happened to me today?"
"Euuut..."
I don't want to hear it... but my ears followed her voice so sensitively and clearly.
"Haa... it was a huge problem. I wasn't satisfied yesterday... Oppa couldn't get an erection... On top of that, I went into heat... Monsters were overflowing... I almost got raped if I wasn't careful, you know?"
-Seu-euk...seu-euk...
"Euheuk...!"
Eun-byeol started to grab my member, whispering from behind me.
My cock trembled violently once.
I almost came...
The desire that wouldn't come out no matter how much I shook it all day was about to be released entirely by her touch, by the stimulating words she whispered...
"No, Oppa... listen to my story until the end and hold it in as much as you can. You're curious, right? About what was done to me?"
"......"
I quietly lowered my head... then I lifted it and lowered it again, heavily.
"Ahahahat... You really are a pervert. Then I'll tell you. Someone saved me while I was surrounded by monsters."
The breath whispering into my ear started to get hotter.
It became sweet, as if she were getting excited while recalling that moment.
"A big, bulky guy, ugly face, a bald middle-aged man who smelled terrible saved me, you know?"
"...Heouk..!"
The description she gave.
It was the guy I knew...
He looked similar to Park Seong-geun, who had taken Seolhwa-nim away.
"Do you know what he said when I thanked him? He told me to pay him back with my body. Funny, right? That's total sexual harassment, isn't it?"
-Jjil-geok...jjil-geok...
Eun-byeol started to move her hand slowly.
"Wow, it's sticky~ it's squelchy. Are you that aroused?"
My cock, already pushed to its limit, was constantly leaking pre-cum, soaking it.
"A normal woman would have gotten angry and asked if he was crazy, right? But I'm a lewd bitch in heat, aren't I? So what do you think I did?"
"Keuheuk.. stop.. please stop, Eun-byeol.. I was wrong-"
"-Shh, close your eyes and imagine it. Imagine me getting fucked by that massive cock...♡"
-Bulkeokbulkeokbulkeok...
The desire that had nowhere to escape and was only piling up started to flow out little by little.
White, cloudy fluid flowed out, but it was something too pathetic to be called an ejaculation.
My cock was still standing stiffly, and it started to hurt from being pulled so much.
"A cock bigger than Oppa's, unlike your pretty one, it had veins popping out and was bumpy, a cock that would feel good, a cock with overwhelming masculinity that smelled so strong it paralyzed a woman's brain... that went inside me."
"......"
It was like audio porn...
Unlike porn you enjoy by watching, it was audio porn where you rely entirely on sound to imagine the situation...
The explanation Eun-byeol was giving started to vividly stage the situation in my head.
The weather with cold air lingering, Eun-byeol in heat slowly taking off her clothes...
Someone with a huge body starting to thrust his cock into her pussy, which shone like a star...
"Oook...ooook... feels good..."
I got goosebumps at the erotic moans, the vulgar moans.
"Puhoohut.. How is it? I'm good, right?"
It was a moan that matched the imagination I had perfectly.
"Ooot..ook.. stop.. cock.. too big.. i, it feels good.."
-Jjubokjjubokjjubokjjubok...
My cock was already in a state that couldn't be described just as 'soaked' with the semen flowing out along with my pre-cum.
Because Eun-byeol kept shaking her hand, foam formed endlessly around my cock.
"Puhoohut.. I'm glad you look like you're enjoying it. This pussy, into my hotly heated, heat-stricken pussy... heu-eut.."
-Jjoo-boo-boo-buk...
It's hot...
I couldn't think of anything beyond that.
It was jaw-droppingly hot, and it felt good.
-Byoorut...
Just from the insertion, just from the fact that the tip had entered, semen leaked out once more.
"Every time the cock of the man who saved me thrusted in, I shrieked. I squirted everywhere."
I kept imagining it.
Eun-byeol being violated by that exorcist.
"At first, I pushed him away. I realized what I was doing. I didn't want to succumb to lust and betray my beloved Oppa. But when I saw the cock drop onto my forehead! I felt the heat immediately."
Her breath, which had been by my ear, moved to the tip of my nose and started to cover my whole face with the heat of ecstasy.
"That terrible smell, the stench wafting from the cock, it was amazing, you know? Should I say a woman can't help it? As soon as I smelled it, my lower abdomen throbbed. I succumbed to my instinct as a female."
"......"
Without a word, I just focused on Eun-byeol's words.
"Try to imagine it. Me pushing a cock twice as big as Oppa's into my mouth, little by little."
The image of her, who initially resisted the foul stench, burying her nose in it and sniffing.
The image of her watching it while drooling, then pretending to do it reluctantly, taking a mouthful, and rolling her tongue.
The image of her eventually swallowing it deep into her throat, gagging, but soaking her crotch.
Even though I don't want to imagine it, it's coming to mind naturally.
I was tormenting myself, creating those images with my broken head like self-harm, even though they were images I was so afraid of, images that would hurt my heart so much.
"Heugeuk..♡ J, just like now.. ha-eut♡ I started to shriek little by little.. every time that massive thing thrusted into my pussy..♡ My love for Oppa.. ha-eut.. was being overtaken by that gross middle-aged old man..♡"
The image of Eun-byeol being pinned down by a fat man and acting coquettishly...
It's just in my imagination... but... she looked like she was enjoying it... The image of a cock twice as big as mine being thrust inside...
The image of Eun-byeol's stomach lifting as she let out beastly moans, squirting everywhere and cumming...
Even though it was an image in my imagination, it was an imagination that assumed she had already been taken from me...
Every one of those images... reminded me of Seolhwa-nim... and it felt like it was constantly gnawing at my heart.
"Oook...ooot..♡ I'm.. I'm coming..♡ Cock.. cock feels good..♡"
The lewd sound of water, splashing...
The sound of flesh being hit as if it were about to burst.
The sweet but filthy moans of Eun-byeol that swallowed those sounds...
From her... from the Eun-byeol in my imagination... I started to see Seolhwa-nim.
The image of the person who had left my side, who had initially disliked it, resisted, and fought back, but eventually collapsed under pleasure...
"Oppa..♡"
A delicate voice.
A slightly hoarse voice that sounded a bit like scratching on a sandy beach.
"Eung..?"
I carefully opened my eyes at her call.
What I saw in front of me was a cold phone screen.
The screen, which was just cold, showed a scene that was incredibly hot and stimulating.
The image of her, naked, giving a V-sign towards me.
Her legs spread wide as if to show off her lewd parts,
and between them, a thin line was stretching out erotically.
And... on her, Eun-byeol's pretty face...
"Ooot..ha-eut.. middle-aged man.. good.. I've fallen deep into the old man's cock..♡"
A large cock covered it, replacing the mosaic.
"Keuheuk...!!"
-Byoorureureurut...
Eun-byeol's lewd scene of defeat that I saw in the field of view I had just secured.
Like Seolhwa-nim, a photo that looked like Eun-byeol had also succumbed to pleasure and fallen deep into the ugly man's cock.
At the dangerous, drug-like scene the phone screen was showing,
I spewed out the lust I had been holding back until now.
As much as my heart hurt, as much as my chest was constricted, as much as I felt strong self-loathing and anger...
It was a pleasure where the immorality that had piled up as much as the negative and painful things sucked even my soul inside me.
"Haaaaat..♡ Oppa's semen.. heugeuk.. it's so hot..♡"
Eun-byeol, who was showing me the screen, hugged me and moved her hips.
In a way, I think I spewed out a larger amount than any lust I had spewed inside Eun-byeol.
"Keuheok..keuheuk...!"
It felt so refreshing.
It felt so good.
It was so ecstatic.
And the aftertaste was so spicy.
It was so agonizing because it was spicy, stinging, and sore.
In the end... the thought that Eun-byeol would also leave me... makes me so afraid and scared...
"Ahahahat.. Oppa.. are you crying? After cumming so nicely?"
Eun-byeol wiped my tears and tapped the tip of my nose lightly.
"This is fake. It's a model monster cock for perverts that I bought at an adult shop I happened to find."
"A model..?"
"Yes, a model. I went there and there were tons of crazy things, you know? Like, things from animals... and beads the size of my fist... I happened to be in heat and couldn't calm down, so I took a picture to mess with you."
After hearing her words and checking the photo again... it was a well-made silicone dildo.
It looked real with veins popping out here and there, but thanks to its distinct gloss, I realized it was a dildo at once.
On top of that... I could see it was vaguely attached to the wall...
"Were you sad and heartbroken?"
"...Yeah.."
I'm 2 years older, but strangely, I'm often swayed by her.
To me, who had only ever interacted with my mother and Seolhwa-nim,
perhaps because I couldn't even see the status window... I felt younger even though I was the elder.
"Puhoohut.. You're really cute when you're like this."
She pulled me into her chest, me who was completely dejected.
It's... strangely, this embrace felt so good... that I rubbed my face against her and acted like a child without realizing it.
"You know.. I can do anything for Oppa.. even if it means cheating..♡"
"......"
I carefully looked up at Eun-byeol.
Her unusually bright blue eyes were beautiful.
Her still innocent face was truly cute.
But... the unknown excitement and dangerous temptation that were stickily spread across her face.
That was so scary.
"Well, I only have Oppa, though? Do you really think I'd succumb to pleasure?"
She smiled brightly and headed to the shower to wash up first.
Watching her back, I carefully built up filthy excitement.