Regression is Good, But Why This Body Specifically.. (2)
One morning, the feeling of having regressed and possessed the body of a childhood friend I hadn't remembered in three years... even though it's a girl... Who would feel like this about messing up my life..
If it had been normal, I would have been manly, right?
Who knows if I replayed some dark, vulgar "uek" stories in my head.
But since my reason for regression is the reason...
Worry came first.
Ayoon... or rather, she must have entered my body....
Should I call her Jiwoo?
Anyway, meeting Jiwoo (Ayoon) is priority.
Other thoughts come later.
By the way, how old am I now?
What I know for sure is that by comparing the style, fashion, and growth of my body now with the Ayoon I last saw, the current me seems much younger...
I stared at my reflection in the mirror (Seo Ayoon).
'Hmm... around first year of high school? Or something like that?'
I thought about it, but without someone to consult, I couldn't get an accurate answer.
I opened the door and went out to the living room.
From the living room outside the door, came the sound of bubbling.
And for me, who had just started living alone after returning from military service, it was more than welcome; it made my stomach rumble automatically.
So, along with the sound of boiling jjigae, Ayoon's mother was busy setting the table for lunch.
Coo- coorururuk-
Because I became a woman, the gurgling sound came out weakly.
I immediately wanted to eat home-cooked food like before and enjoy it heartily...
No, this isn't it.
"Mom! How old am I?"
"Suh Ayoon. Stop talking nonsense and eat your rice."
Hah... what?
The tone wasn't the one I used to talk to Ayoon, that is, my previous self...
Did she fight with Ayoon...?
First, I need to find out my age.
Let me try to figure it out.
"Um, this middle school uniform doesn't suit me..?"
"You're really something! You wore it for three years and now you're asking if it suits you!"
Okay, confirmed as active 3rd year middle school student.
I ran out like a middle school girl.
Behind me, I heard my mother's voice calling out, "Where are you going! Suh Ayoon!!"
But I ignored it and ran.
Why? Because until my second year of high school, Ayoon's house and our house were the apartment directly in front.
Without thinking, I came out, pressed the doorbell, and only then did some things start to bother me.
First of all...
The chest.
How do I do this?
I didn't wear underwear and came out, so it's a bit...
"Wow."
"Kyaaak?"
Someone who had opened the door said.
It was said again.
"Seriously wow..."
Then suddenly...
I cried.
"Wow... uuu... wow this year... you... you, Choi Jiwoo, right?"
"Eh, right? Who are you..?"
Probably Seo Ayoon, but to confirm, I asked again.
Why?
Why?
Why...
"I am Seo Ayoon..."
So! Why!!
"You! You! Why! Are you a girl? Why?"
Why!!
If I had entered this body, of course this person should have entered my body!!
Why am I in a completely unknown girl's body.
If it was just this, the past had changed a lot.
I tried to brush it off.
But then!
Shit.
Behind the unknown girl (Ayoon), I saw someone faintly.
My... that is, my previous self.
Choi Jiwoo's mother.
This is UFC!!
"Um, Ayoon...? Maybe I... um... where did Choi Jiwoo go? He is here, right?"
Ayoon hesitated in answering.
She hesitated so much that she covered her face with both hands and lowered her head.
Then, with a voice smaller than an ant crawling, she said.
"Sorry.... I looked for you earnestly too.... In this world, you are probably my current appearance......"
'Ah..'
I didn't need to hear more; it was all clear.
I didn't want to hear it anyway...
Ayoon nodded as if she had made a decision, and then said it anyway.
"Yeah. In this world, you seem to be a girl..."
Oh. I know.
'Shit.'
The plan went to hell from the start!
If I had my body, I would have laid out an air mattress on the rooftop and jumped off together, or something, but...
Anyway, since I'm a girl...
Actually, living as a girl wasn't that bad, but I thought Seo Ayoon would become a man.
If our genders swapped, it would have been nice...
Helping each other, teasing...
But in this world!
The only one who gained or lost something is me.
This fact plunged me into extreme depression and loneliness.
Actually, there's another Jiwoo, but...
This is pride... not a problem, but human dignity is damaged, so I can't say it.
'Never.'
I stared at Seo Ayoon (the soul) and silently entered the house.
'Hmph.'
She always copied me.
But she doesn't copy TS at all.
Thinking about it, I liked it even less.
You bad girl.
I won't go around with you again.
Bang-
But one thing I liked was that Seo Ayoon's face seen through the middle lens of the door was deliciously distorted.
'Even her distorted face is super pretty...'
My previous self also had such a face.
Ptoo.
I imagined sprinkling salt in the entrance hall in my head and ran to eat the boiling sundubu jjigae.
I got scolded by my mom for coming late.
This is all Ayoon's fault.
Bad girl....
"Yaa.. really, you're not going to talk to me? Boy.. now not anymore. Ah, sorry.... anyway, you're sulking over something like this."
Seo Ayoon.
That is, based on the current timeline, Choi Gayeon was earnestly comforting the broken Choi Jiwoo, but there were quite a few unfair parts.
No, did the god who made us regress become a female fan or something?
Why is he taking it out on me.
Even though I've been comforting her since morning until after school, she still won't stop sulking?
On top of that, she came a month earlier than me, Choi Jiwoo.
'How much I must have been lonely.'
Thinking about it, I hadn't told this story.
Since the kid is fidgety, but she's delicate, if I tell her, she might calm down quickly.
Thinking that, Seo Ayoon explained the things that happened during the month she came first to the Choi Jiwoo who had become her.
....
Listening to it, it was a bit...
Unfortunate.
'Ah, why did this person regress and become pretty...'
If it's this much, Seo Ayoon is always pretty, everywhere, always.
I suspect there's some kind of halo or something.
Bad girl.. me, me.. even taking away the big and cute things.
So, so must become pretty!
"My stomach feels lighter!"
"Huh?"
"No.. just it was hard..."
Hah. Even though I yelled once, it's better now.
As anger subsided.
Worry came.
"Then.. yah, you had a panic attack, right. How about that?"
"Huh? How do you know that?"
Did she eat something wrong again.
"You forgot already after a month passed? Before we jumped off the rooftop, you had hyperventilation. I saw it and knew. What, hiding it from me too..."
"Eh.. ah.. so...? Haha......"
Eh?
Not joking tone.
If she jokes, she makes this laugh.
"Really don't remember?"
"That's the thing.. memories after becoming adult are a bit.. unstable, with empty spots in between... like that~.. hehe.."
I wondered what kind of sound that was, but it seemed fortunate.
Forgetting about the boyfriend I supposedly had is good.
The probability of meeting again is low, but even if we meet, the previous feelings won't come back.
It would be better not to have to suffer alone again.
Better that memories fly away.
Definitely.
It's not because I have feelings for her.
From the beginning, she's a girl now, shit!
It can't be...
'Sigh...'
"I didn't hear much~ I was just living hard working as a model. Don't worry too much."
"Yeah.. thanks."
Saying thanks, but she doesn't look very bright...
In times like this, there's something we always do.
Even though it's the first time since high school graduation....
But that also means Ayoon didn't lose 100% of her memories about this.
'It'll be okay.'
"Yah, let's run after a long time."
"Hmm? Okay! Let's make chocolate bread. You know?"
Now her face has color.
Anyway, she's pretty.
"You go first. I'll count to 10 and catch up."
As soon as I finished speaking, Seo Ayoon ran at full speed.
Only then did I realize.
Ah, now I'm a girl too.
As soon as I realized, I started running without counting the 10 seconds.
"Yaa! You should have told me! This.. trash!!"
***
"Hah, hah.. hahh.."
"Ha.. hue.. huuuu......"
Both collapsed on the floor!
Lying down, they were breathing heavily.
I was checking if she might have hyperventilated, but there was no such sign.
"Long time no see. Running..."
"Yeah."
"Yah, is my body good? I ran really well.."
Ah, it was really good.
Ayoon's body wasn't up to it.
How can I run at that speed with these big breasts?
"It was okay."
"Sorry."
"For what?"
"Forgetting..."
"What? It wasn't anything. I was busy in the military too."
"Then it's good.."
I was embarrassed to say more, so I got up by patting my butt as if running away.
"Now let's go in. I want to wash because I sweated a lot."
Because I became a girl, from earlier, my mind was full of thoughts of bath.
Hot bath water!
So, the words I said without thinking...
Suddenly, Ayoon's (now Gayeon's) expression changed completely.
"You."
"You didn't wash, did you?"
"I have washed, I haven't."
Ah.
I completely understood!
It would be embarrassing.
If Ayoon's body that regressed was not Choi Gayeon's but Choi Jiwoo's, I would have gone crazy.
Especially since Ayoon is a girl, I could feel the shame...
Slap-
"Kuek.."
No.. I didn't hit like that out of the blue!!
"Have you washed?"
"No, no! I haven't washed. I really woke up for the first time this morning... yes..."
Ayoon nodded her head for a moment, then said.
"I believe you. If you lie, I'll kill you."
"Th, then I can't wash for the rest of my life..?"
Live like a homeless person?
"What? Stop talking nonsense and come in."
The door of our previous house opened.
A familiar house, but.
For some reason, today it felt unusually desolate.
And.
Is she not in her right mind right now....
Her eyes are sparkling...
If I run, when we meet next time, she'll really kill me, so I eventually followed Ayoon into my previous house.
After entering, within 10 minutes, I was about to doze off feeling regret, despair, shame, pleasure, and thirst...
