Regression is Good, But Why This Body? (3)
Well, I did as instructed, but...
‘Is this right?’
She keeps ordering me to take it off!!
But when I think about it, if I just listen to what Ayoon says after putting everything aside, there was some truth to it.
“Hey, this is my body! Your body.. don’t do that..! My! Body! I’ve seen that body hundreds, thousands of times more than this one, so why would I want to take it off because I want to see that body?”
This.. Honestly, there was nothing to argue about.
Even if it was me, if the situation was reversed, I would have caused a ruckus.
If it was me, I wouldn’t have been able to say ‘I’ll wash you instead’ and would have given up...
But, no matter what,
“Men and women should not be together in the same room! Don’t you know?”
As soon as my words ended, Ayoon’s cruel gaze pierced up and down.
I instinctively covered my chest and groin.
‘I feel embarrassed…’
Eh? Embarrassment?
If I were a man, I wouldn’t feel embarrassed over something like this.
My body is trembling.
Feeling embarrassed is the most embarrassing thing!
“Stop looking.. Seo Ayoon.... Well.. I’m not a man.. a girl..”
“Then what’s the problem! You, you don’t think something weird, do you?”
I wasn’t completely free of it.
But I was really thinking about myself or adapting to the body...
It was just something that passed by so lightly that I could say I didn’t do it.
If I say that, I won’t feel bad either!
“Stop talking nonsense. We’ve been friends for about 20 years, so what kind of thoughts would I have?”
“Then it’s fine. Take it off. Close your eyes and take it off. Now! Take it off!!!!!!”
But just.. every time she tells me to take it off, I...
It’s too embarrassing....
Chuk chuk.
In my head, I’m simulating how to react.
That crazy Seo Ayoon...
She pounced on me.
“Kyahaaaaang! What are you doing, crazy girl!”
“Shut up and take it off. Take it off. If you’re going, wash here and go! I need to wash you so my mind is at ease!”
While we were tussling like that...
Tick tick tick.
Someone pressed the front door password.
Crash.
The door opened.
In that short moment, my judgment didn’t die.
I quickly grabbed Ayoon’s hand and dashed into the bathroom.
Why?
Because that Seo Ayoon girl had been persistently trying to take off my half pants and unbutton my shirt, leaving me in just underwear.
Her childhood friend, who was wearing only underwear, was pouncing on her daughter...
It was a shocking situation, and it was my desperate effort not to inform my parents.
Seo Ayoon, no, Choi Gayeon was smiling brightly at the situation.
And with her mouth, she said this.
‘I.. I.. sen.. sen..’
Chuk chuk.
I couldn’t do anything except tremble.
My body was already half-naked.
‘I have a conscience too…’
I didn’t want to see my childhood friend’s half-naked body.. tru..
No...! Uh.. I kind of wanted to see it a little?
But if I did, I couldn’t really look...
So, with resignation, I just closed my eyes.
“Hurry.. finish it..”
Gayeon whispered in my ear with a voice full of excitement.
“Mmm~. Huh”
***
Honestly....
I have no knowledge about female bodies, right?
So I was a bit worried..?
Like, like...
Would I not be swept away by those sensations shown in other harmful media?
I was saying!
But surprisingly, it wasn’t at all like that.
Ayoon’s hand, even after becoming Gayeon’s, was still soft and gentle like a baby’s hand.
The hand was soft and cuddly.
The touch was even more gentle, right?
Ayoon’s hand movements were incredibly delicate, making my worries seem trivial.
It was like a master delicately stroking a needle, one thread at a time...
‘This feels amazing..’
It becomes soothing.
Since my eyes were also closed, it felt like I was really going to fall asleep.
“Hey, don’t sleep. Uh, uh! Keep your eyes closed! Damn.”
While washing my hair, I sat for a moment and dozed off.
I got scolded.
The touch was softer than I thought.
It was frustrating that she put me to sleep and then scolded me.
Thinking about it, if I just opened my eyes...
Eh? Just like that!
‘Thank you!’ waving like crazy and hitting me with a dogeza — grand salute — when I didn’t even need it?
As I thought more, it became even more frustrating.
Originally, the sin of being scolded is one that receives the most punishment.
‘You should get scolded too, Seo Ayoon.’
“Are you opening your eyes?”
“Crazy bastard!!! I’ll kill you. I’ll really push you away. I’ll smash your head. You.”
Hmm, cancel, cancel. It won’t work.
If I open my eyes, I’ll really die here.
So I changed my strategy a bit.
“Ah, Ayoon-ah. Be a little gentler. It hurts.”
“Ah, I get it.... Sorry.”
Surprisingly, she apologized readily when I said that?
A massage with soft hands?
This is special treatment.
“Hey hey, massage there a bit harder.”
“No, a bit lighter there.”
“Aya. Ayoon-ah, I don’t know your body, so what do I do. It hurts.”
Ah, the fact that I can’t see the current face because my eyes are closed is a lifelong regret.
It would be like a complete disaster......
“Ayoon-ah, my eyelids feel like they have bugs.... Can I open them for just a second and then close them again..?”
“When sleeping, how do you close your eyes~. Hold it.”
Tsk, not working.
So I rolled my head desperately.
Here it comes!
A good idea came to me.
“Ayoon-ah? Does our house have bath additives or bath salts? Let’s use that.”
“Eh? Ayoon-ssi, this is now our house~. I’ll do it myself?”
Ah, you damn girl...!
Churururur-
Damn girl, cancel! Cancel!
Good girl!
She started filling the bathtub with words like that.
She was usually kind, but now she was listening more.
But it’s said that there is always a price for kindness.
There was also a price for Ayoon’s kindness.
The price was a bit of guilt.
Ayoon explained to me carefully about the guilt.
“Hey, I was in a hurry too.. and you didn’t talk because you were sulking all day..? Anyway, I didn’t hide it to hide it... Sorry. When I go out, you might be surprised. Don’t be too surprised.”
“What’s that?”
“Anyway, I’ll dip the body for a moment and go out. Go see..”
Eh, ‘good girl’ this also cancels.
Crime: In the end, I didn’t tell the reason.
But that kind of thing was no longer my business.
Why? Because the bathtub water was all filled!
It was slightly overflowing, and I felt it flowing over my body.
Ah, but thinking about it....
If I open my eyes, I can’t get a massage from Ayoon....
Then Ayoon’s expression won’t be good either.
Then? Why did I try to open my eyes and struggle so much?
The reason to open my eyes disappears when I open my eyes.
‘Uuu…’
I was uuu-ing.
But?
The bath water was warm.
With my eyes tightly closed, it was true that my body was stiff.
Thinking about it, there’s nothing bad about it.
My mood became good again!
With the good mood, I grabbed Ayoon’s hand and dipped my body into the bathtub, one step at a time.
“Uheoeeoeng..”
My mood is great.
It felt like all the stiff shoulders were loosening up.
Reminding me of Ayoon’s earlier words about ‘no exercises or methods to make breasts smaller~’
Even if I carry it all day, my shoulders are stiff, what if I carry it for life.
Then she was doing it too, right?
Better than looking at trembling modesty.
But then!
Suddenly I felt really sorry.
“Sorry. But can I open my eyes..?”
Sorry is sorry, and I have to do what I have to do.
Ayoon closed her mouth for a moment, then allowed it.
“Eh.. eh, yes.... Open. Instead, only look straight, don’t look below! Just in case! Don’t look closely at my side either! Just stare at my face. Got it!”
It was a slightly demanding condition, but it didn’t seem too difficult.
If it was Seo Ayoon’s face, no.
Of course, Choi Gayeon is pretty too.
Well, it’s not to the point where I can’t look straight.
......
......
I regret it.
Your appearance? Pretty, but...
Not that much.
I regret the 5 minutes ago when I declared that to myself....
Thinking about it, today, I didn’t have time to properly look at Choi Gayeon’s face for more than a few seconds.
‘She’s really pretty!’
That much, right. Mmm.
I wanted to avoid looking, but when I avoided, every part was a forbidden zone.
I’ll be killed immediately.
If I die to such a person, it would be a heart attack....
No! Because of the warmth of the bathroom, I’m not in my right mind.
Heart attack while sitting like this....
After.
I closed my eyes for a moment, then firmly decided and opened my eyes.
“Wow.... Choi Gayeon is really pretty.”
I couldn’t hold back and spat it out with my own voice.
After spitting out my true feelings, it feels a bit better, right?
Even though I had somewhat calmed down.
Unlike me, who was in a sing-song, melancholic, heart-fluttering state, Gayeon spoke to me with a serious expression.
“This age.... It’s really been a long time. Right?”
Well, if it’s been a long time, it’s a long time.
“That’s right.. Probably because it’s 6 years ago.”
“Yes.... That’s right. It has already been like that.”
“Why suddenly?”
“That. While watching other kids preparing for high school entrance exams for a month, I thought about us a lot at that time...”
What were we doing around this time.
Late September, early autumn.
‘I remembered.’
“Now.. it was the time when I was busy looking for fitting models and suffering to the bone.”
At the same time, it was the year I gave up my dreams forever.
Feeling a bit gloomy,
I grabbed Gayeon’s cheeks.
Chop-
The cheeks making the same sound were incredibly cute.
“If I had had the same face as you.... I wouldn’t have given up. It’s a shame.”
As soon as my words ended, Gayeon grabbed the two hands that were on her cheek and tilted her head.
With a big question mark expression.
“I don’t want to say it with my own mouth.. but you, are you me now..?”
“What?”
I didn’t understand for a moment.
“So.. your face is my face, right..?”
Oh.
Oh?
Oh!
“That’s right.... But what now..”
Gayeon made an expression as if saying ‘talking nonsense.’
“What, why?”
“You’re 16 years old now.”
This too.. is that..?
‘Actor, actor…’
Actor, a forgotten dream.
Surprisingly, no big emotions came.
Just, can I do acting? A level of admiration.
I pondered deeply for a moment, then asked Ayoon instead.
“What about you?”
Ayoon placed the two hands I had grabbed earlier on my chest and said.
“I always liked it. Let’s try. Acting.”
Until just a moment ago.
I didn’t feel such emotions.
But when Ayoon’s firm support reached my ears,
For some reason, my heart was pounding.
It was like I had become the me of 16 years ago.
“Tha.. thank you.”
The gratitude was immediately returned.
But it was a bit awkward and embarrassing.
‘Anyway, it’s like that!’
“Have you warmed up your body enough?”
“Uung…”
Ayoon answered while avoiding my eyes as if a bit embarrassed.
“Then, shall we go out?”
After saying that, I got up without realizing.
“Kyaahhaak!”
Crack-
I got hit right in the chest.
..I had no choice but to sit down again.
‘B.. The atmosphere was good, but damn……’
“S.. s.. sorry! It wasn’t intentional, but, if I suddenly stand up, what do I do! I did this because I didn’t want you to see my body! So, that.. wasn’t it seen?”
Even in the middle of this, was that important?
Because it’s dirty, really.
Tut tut!
“I didn’t see, I didn’t see. You girl!”
Bad girl....
I thought that, but I was also a bit embarrassed to touch my own body....
I had no choice but to leave my body to Ayoon’s soft hand again.
After a few minutes passed, finally finishing the long shower and coming out,
Outside was the one I had vaguely received earlier that I could never have imagined....
A mysterious life form hugging the legs of the person who was my mother in the previous life, watching us.
And.
Even greeting.
“Hello, unnies……”
It was cute, but...
Who.. are you..?
The suddenly appeared child replaced the cooling heat of the bathroom and heated my head again, hotly.