How to Masturbate
How to Masturbate
"Huuu..."
Seoyun repeated deep breaths several times, steadying her mind.
After calming down, she generously applied gel to the Dildo in her hand and gripped the base.
Now it was time to insert it into the hole.
"Uuu... I can't do it..."
As expected, it was too much.
Even though it wasn't her first time, she kept getting tense.
The moment she decided to insert it, her lower abdomen involuntarily tightened, causing the hole to contract.
No matter how much she wanted to relax, it was simply impossible.
"Uuuu..."
Seoyun placed her other hand on her genitals and slowly rubbed as if massaging.
As she traced the cleft between with her finger, she could feel the sticky Vaginal secretion flowing from inside.
Whether she liked it or not, just the thought of inserting something into the hole had her genitals preparing for penetration.
"This is so embarrassing..."
It was a physiological reaction, something unavoidable.
But that didn't make the shame disappear.
"Hheut..!"
Seoyun, having sufficiently massaged her vulva and relaxed the tension, moved the hand holding the Dildo between her thighs.
She lightly rubbed the cold Dildo up and down the fissure, finding the insertion point.
If the position was even slightly off, it would stab puk! into the vaginal wall and hurt terribly.
Having experienced several failed attempts, Seoyun moved slowly and carefully, not rushing, to find the hole's location.
Finally, the moment the tip of the Dildo slightly entered, Seoyun decisively pushed it in with all her might.
"Aaaaahhk..!"
The hard Dildo advanced, kku-deuk widening the clinging vaginal walls.
"It huuurts..!"
Seoyun kicked her legs, spread in an M-shape into the air, shedding a few tears.
Unlike the outer part, which was wet and soft, the inside was still tight and unyielding, a hole that remained clenched.
Forcing something into that hole without any foreplay or tenderness to expand it naturally came with pain.
Nevertheless, she pressed firmly on the base of the Dildo, pushing it all the way in until the end.
"Kkeuuuk..!"
The heavy pressure felt in her lower abdomen made her legs tremble with every breath.
Even when she tried to hold still, the involuntarily contracting vaginal muscles caused the Dildo to squirm and push back out.
"Uuuueut..."
Each time, Seoyun pressed down hard on the bottom of the Dildo with her palm, shoving it back in.
The unintended, slow piston-like motion caused a sickening pleasure to creep up.
"Aak!"
As her spread legs grew numb and she tried to change position, the insertion point shifted slightly, mistakenly stabbing somewhere deep inside the hole.
Seoyun, who felt a pain sharp enough to make her eyes fly open, screamed and curled her legs.
She rolled her body left and right, complaining of the pain, but her hand still held firmly between her thighs.
"Hheuuk... haa... heuk..."
Afraid her Parents might hear and come check, she held her breath and bit her lip tightly.
She pulled out the Dildo, adjusted its position, and shoved it back in.
Repeating this act for an hour every night had drained her stamina, leaving her feeling like her whole body was crumbling.
"Hheuk..."
A shameful sight she could show to no one.
If anyone were to see her like this, she'd want to bite her tongue off and die.
"Huh?"
Her gaze, shifting absentmindedly, saw the Teddy Bear's eyes blink red.
Squinting and staring intently, it seemed like something was probably just reflecting light.
Dismissing it lightly, Seoyun finished her Dildo masturbation as usual and cleaned up.
"Huuu..."
Each time she wiped her damp crotch with tissue, self-loathing surged.
Pulling on the tight-fitting Briefs and lowering the fluttering dress, she couldn't help but feel the female body she wanted to reject.
"This is so annoying."
When would she ever get used to this cursed body?
Seoyun, once again, forced her unyielding eyes shut and fell into sleep.
The next day,
She woke up early to the sound of her alarm.
The time was 6 AM, just as the morning sun was rising, the time for sparrows to chirp.
"Uuubuu..."
Hearing the alarm, Seoyun sat up, then dozed off nodding her head before drifting back into dreamland.
When the alarm rang again, she startled awake, eyes flying open, stretched her legs out of bed, lost her balance, and fell.
Kkwadang! As she fell, she hit her head against the wall.
"Seoyun-ah? Is something wrong?"
"Aah... No, it's nothing..!"
Hearing the loud noise, her Parents tried to open the door, but since she had locked it before sleeping last night, only the handle deulkeok-deulkeok rattled.
Unaware her head hurt, Seoyun got up in a fluster and took off her pajamas.
Thinking she absolutely couldn't let her Parents see her like this, she quickly changed into her original pajamas hanging on the rack.
A worn-out t-shirt and athletic shorts.
An outfit she had favored as pajamas since she was male.
Only then, rubbing her head, did Seoyun open the door and leave her room under her Parents' worried gazes.
"Why did you lock the door? Did you hit your head?"
"Mm, just bumped it a little, I'm fine."
"Tsk, be more careful... Hurry up and eat breakfast and get ready. Weren't you leaving early?"
"Mm!"
Sitting at the table and finishing her breakfast, Seoyun immediately took a shower in the bathroom.
Returning to her room while drying her wet hair with a towel, she thoroughly dried her hair and meticulously applied makeup.
"Hmm hmm~ What should I wear~"
Humming a cheerful tune, she walked to the closet.
Rather than the clothes hanging on the rack, the shopping bag placed beside the floor first caught her eye.
Inside the shopping bag were the clothes she received as a gift from Junwoo yesterday.
Taking all the clothes out and spreading them on the bed, Seoyun stood with her arms crossed, falling into serious contemplation.
"Uuum..."
Judging by her actions, she seemed reluctant about all of them.
Having always worn only pants, it was natural to feel resistance at the moment of going out in a skirt for the first time.
Still, since she received the gift with the hope she'd wear it, she decided to take on the new challenge, thinking of his sincerity despite the discomfort.
"I'll go with this!"
The outfit she finally chose was a V-neck, deep-cut light pink t-shirt and a long white skirt.
With just a step, the skirt fluttered front and back, flaunting its presence.
The fabric was so thin that even a slight posture highlighting her buttocks clearly revealed the panty line.
The V-neck t-shirt also showed her cleavage as it was, giving a feeling of excessive exposure.
Do all women usually wear clothes like this?
Seoyun, who had been a shut-in Hikikomori in her room until just last year, tilted her head in self-questioning.
An embarrassing but now must-become-familiar everyday outfit.
Accepting it indifferently, she slung the Eco Bag containing her Workbook over her shoulder.
Looking like this, she was the spitting image of a college student.
"I'm off~!"
Seoyun bid farewell to her Parents in a bright voice and left the house.
Her Parents, who had come out to the front door to see her off and waved, wore beaming smiles.
"It's so nice to see Seoyun become brighter. Isn't it, honey?"
"That's right... It's all thanks to Junwoo, really."
The girl who used to stay gloomily cooped up at home had changed remarkably since meeting Junwoo.
From the Parents' perspective, Junwoo was practically a benefactor.
They harbored the hope that things would go well like this, maybe even leading to marriage.
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"What's this? She's already on her way?"
Junwoo, who had masturbated all night while peeping at Seoyun, stretched with a yawn that threatened to split his mouth.
The mountain of crumpled tissues piled beside his desk testified to how happy a time he had spent throughout the night.
"Ah, I'm hard again."
Just recalling the image of Seoyun gripping the Dildo and pushing it firmly into her hole made Junwoo feel strength gathering in his lower body again.
He wanted to masturbate once more, but through the apartment balcony window, he could see Seoyun approaching.
Since she knew the apartment passcode, she'd probably just swing the door open and come right in.
Bzzzt ─
Right on cue, Junwoo's phone alarm rang.
Seoyun had sent a message while walking to his place.
- I'm coming now? Even if I say this, you're probably still asleep, right? Get ready to be surprised.
Seoyun was convinced that Junwoo, who was a heavy sleeper in the mornings, was definitely still asleep.
Well, normally at this time, he'd be sprawled on the bed snoring, not even hearing the alarm.
"Hmm..."
Did she want to come find him herself and surprise him?
Not wanting to ruin Seoyun's cute prank, Junwoo hurriedly returned to the bedroom.
As he was about to put on the pajamas he had taken off, a good idea suddenly occurred to him.
"Should I surprise her too?"
Junwoo wore a sinister smile, lay naked on the bed, and covered himself with the blanket.
Seoyun, knowing nothing, would surely try to yank the blanket off to wake him, and would be flustered upon discovering him lying there naked.
Just imagining her stupid face turning red with a flustered expression made him laugh already from the amusement.
Ddi─ ddi ddi ─
The sound of pressing the Door Lock buttons could be heard from outside the front door.
Seoyun, who had quietly opened the front door and entered, tiptoed on her heels into the bedroom.
Spotting Junwoo with the blanket pulled over his head, she grinned and grabbed the edge of the blanket.
"Wake up~!!"
In one motion, she yanked the blanket off and sent it flying to the floor.
Seoyun, discovering Junwoo lying there naked, was startled, her eyes widening into saucers.
"Eeut..."
Seoyun's face, flustered and not knowing what to do, flushed bright red.