Seoyun's Secret Daily Life
Seoyun's Secret Daily Life
Seoyun hung the gifted clothes on a hanger and decorated the teddy bear she had been tightly hugging in her arms in an empty space on her desk bookshelf.
After smoothing down the fur that was sticking up due to static electricity with a brush, she meticulously adjusted its angle.
What was so great about a cheap teddy bear anyway? The smile spreading across Seoyun's lips showed no sign of fading.
"Hehe."
Gazing at the teddy bear with a foolish, dazed expression, she then entered the bathroom to shower.
She took off her tight jeans and pulled her t-shirt over her head to remove it.
A woman's body had many curves that got caught here and there, so even taking off clothes was no easy task.
Especially putting on and taking off a bra was much harder than one might think.
She had learned that you're supposed to fasten the hook in the back to put it on, but lacking flexibility, even reaching her hands behind her back was very difficult.
In the end, she deviated from the proper method and favored a technique: she would turn the hook to the front to fasten it first, then twist it halfway around, and finally slip her arms in last, stuffing her breasts into the cups.
The downsides were that the rough surface of the hook scraped against her skin, causing pain, and that she had to fumble with her breasts to get them into the cups.
In her heart, she wanted to live a braless, free life forever, but her unnecessarily large D-cup breasts swayed up and down with every step she took, flaunting their presence.
If she were holed up alone in her room, it might be different, but every time she went out, she was conscious of people's stares and had no choice but to wear a bra.
"Phew..."
Really, a woman's body had too many inconveniences.
What terrible wrong had she committed to contract a rare genetic disease and become a woman?
Seoyun looked at her naked body reflected in the bathroom mirror and sighed deeply.
"Let's not regret it."
She was born this way, so what could she do?
Having steeled her resolve, Seoyun looked at the beautiful girl reflected in the mirror and forced a bright smile.
If she let herself be eroded by gloomy feelings and lowered her self-esteem, it would be like driving a stake into her Parents' hearts.
She had to stand tall, chest out, and accept reality.
"I'm pretty! I'm cute!"
Shouting the confidence spell she had heard from Junwoo, she cheered herself on.
The self-loathing that washed over her afterward was unavoidable, though.
"Cooldd..."
Seoyun dried her body with a towel after finishing her shower.
Her damp, short hair hung down like a ghost's, poking her eyes.
She put on the hairband from the sink, revealing her forehead, and shook her head left and right to shake off the dripping water.
Her spiky, tangled hair and dazed face did look cute even to her own eyes.
"Phew..."
Her still unfamiliar appearance and figure.
It felt as if she had been possessed by someone else's body.
Seoyun absentmindedly reached out and rubbed her face, then flicked her tongue out to lick her cute, protruding lips.
What would kissing feel like?
Such a question suddenly popped into her head.
"It would feel good...?"
Rubbing her lips with the tip of her tongue, she closed her eyes and imagined kissing someone.
She wanted to recall the feeling, but having never done it, how could she know?
Opening her eyes, Seoyun looked at her saliva-smeared lips and let out a hollow laugh.
"Haha..."
This time, her hand moved toward the peaks that kept drawing her gaze.
Just lightly cupping from below her breasts, she could feel their substantial weight.
They weren't hard but soft like pudding; the springy, elastic texture stimulating her palm was addictive.
Perfectly round, bowl-shaped breasts with no sagging.
The pink nipples that had sprouted at the tips were neither too big nor too small, achieving just the right harmony.
A beautiful symbol of womanhood that anyone who saw it once would never forget.
There would surely be people who couldn't resist the impulse to reach out and touch them.
"Is this right?"
In the porn videos, the AV actresses would moan and even squirt just from having their breasts touched, seeming to feel so good...
Now that she had actually become a woman and was fondling her own breasts, she felt nothing.
"Uuum... Is this normal...?"
Really.
Not even a hint of pleasure.
It was the same even when she lightly touched her nipples.
Wondering if the stimulation was insufficient, Seoyun pinched them a bit harder, then winced as the inside of her breast ached as if bruised.
"What the hell am I doing..."
Making a strange expression while fondling her breasts, Seoyun belatedly felt a 'wise man time' moment and shook her hand off.
As expected, AV was all lies.
"Haa..."
Feeling as if her innocence had been shattered, Seoyun let out a sigh.
Now it was time to return to her room.
After drying her body with the towel, she took out the pajamas Junwoo had gifted her.
Grabbing the pajamas by the neckline and unfolding them, they came down long enough to reach her toes.
"What, what is this..?"
At the clothing store, she had been too embarrassed to look properly and had just glanced over them.
Since Junwoo had picked out a one-piece nightgown for her, she had trusted that he would have chosen something suitable that would look good on her.
But the nightgown now unfolded before Seoyun's eyes was a see-through pajama that clearly showed her silhouette under the fluorescent light.
At least the part covering her chest had a very thin, soft pad attached, and she would wear panties to sleep anyway, so her private parts wouldn't be exposed.
"How can I wear this..."
It's one thing if she lived alone, but to wear this in a house where she lived with her Parents? What on earth was Junwoo thinking?
Saying it was absolutely impossible, she tried to put the clothes back, but right now, she had no other option.
What if she came out of the bathroom naked and ran into her Parents?
She would remember it for the rest of her life, enough to kick the blankets every night.
With no other choice, Seoyun put on the nightgown as a last resort, like eating mustard through tears.
"Ugh..."
As expected, her silhouette was clearly visible.
It felt less like wearing clothes and more like wrapping packaging film around her body.
The fabric was so thin that if she weren't wearing panties, the shape of her genitals would be clearly visible.
Her navel reflected in the mirror and Seoyun's face, now making eye contact with herself, turned red.
The soft silk material of the fabric and the fluttering hem only added to her shame.
Leaving the bathroom, Seoyun hurriedly ran to her room, afraid she might run into her Parents, and closed the door.
The sound of the door closing was too loud, startling Seoyun. Thinking 'oops', she opened the door and called out.
"Good night!"
"Okay~ Sleep well, dear."
Having exchanged greetings, now her Parents wouldn't come looking for her.
Still, just in case, she pressed the lock to secure her room door.
"Phew..."
It was nothing, but it felt like she had committed some great wrong.
Throwing herself face-down onto the bed, Seoyun remembered her hair was still wet and got up to plug in the hair dryer.
When her hair was short before, it was okay to just dry it roughly with a towel, but now she found it quite bothersome that she had to blow-dry her hair every single time she washed it.
Her skin would quickly become dry and flaky, so applying moisturizer was also essential.
"Let's see... Dry hair... Apply cream... Apply lotion..."
There was so much to do that she had stuck a small post-it note next to her dressing table to write it down.
The most important single item written at the very bottom.
As the final task of her daily routine before sleep, there was 'dildo masturbation' that she absolutely had to do.
"Haaa..."
Seoyun sighed as if wishing the ground would swallow her and hung her head.
The doctor had threatened her that if she didn't want the hole to close up, she must not skip it and had to insert the dildo every day to dilate it.
It was a hole she would never use anyway, so couldn't she just let it close up?
Just because her body had become a woman's didn't mean she would start loving men, and even if she did end up in a relationship, having sexual intercourse was absolutely out of the question, even if she died.
"But I still have to do it, right..?"
Seoyun took a deep breath and composed herself.
Recalling the humiliation of sitting in the degrading chair at the hospital and exposing her crotch to the doctor, she quietly moved to check if the room door was properly locked.
Immediately after, she took out the box hidden under her bed.
Taking out the dildo and gel from the box, Seoyun sat with her butt at the edge of the bed and slightly spread her legs.
Since she was wearing a one-piece, she didn't need to take off her clothes.
Reaching inside, she took off her panties, then grabbed the hem of the skirt and rolled it up to her waist.
"Uuuu..."
Facing the full-length mirror, Seoyun was embarrassed by the sight of herself preparing for masturbation and turned her head away.
Lying diagonally on the bed, she spread her legs wide in an M-shape and gripped the dildo in her hand.
Looking at the dildo's shape shimmering under the fluorescent light, she hesitated repeatedly.
"No matter how I think about it, it looks big..."
At the hospital, she was told it was a very small size, and indeed, the dildo looked small in size.
At most, it was a black silicone stick much thinner than a 500-won glue stick.
But that was only the image visible to the naked eye; actually shoving it into the hole was a different story.
To use a metaphor, it was like trying to stuff a ping-pong ball into a nostril?
Just because the size was small didn't mean the pain of inserting it disappeared.
"Phew..."
Even though she had been doing dildo masturbation every night for several days now, the act of putting something inside her precious hole hadn't become familiar at all.
Every time she inserted it, it hurt and was difficult, causing tears to trickle out.
She had even writhed in pain as if being torn apart.
"I need to use a lot of gel..."
She knew it hurt because she shoved it in recklessly without any foreplay, but she didn't want to get excited by chasing pleasure and caressing herself.
Doing that would really make her feel like a depraved, fallen female pervert.