The Weight of Submission
The routine had, by now, become a part of her daily life.
Han Sujin knelt before Lee Han with a vacant expression. With practiced hands, she unzipped his trousers and freed his member. Without a moment’s hesitation, she parted her lips and took him deep into her mouth.
She moved her head with a rhythmic grace, working diligently to pleasure him. Her tongue flicked against the glans while her lips wrapped tightly around the shaft, stimulating him with expert precision.
"Ugh... that feels good..."
Lee Han groaned, but Han Sujin paid him no mind. She simply continued to suck on him with mechanical efficiency.
After a period of vigorous movement, Han Sujin took him deep into her throat. She swallowed until she could barely breathe, shaking her head rapidly.
Finally, Lee Han climaxed. His hot semen slid down her throat. Han Sujin didn't even blink as she swallowed it all.
There was a time when this act had felt utterly repulsive. She remembered running to the bathroom to spit out the semen that filled her mouth. She had suffered all day, unable to wash away the foul taste.
But now, it was different. Perhaps it was because she had grown accustomed to it. Swallowing semen had become a mundane chore. She felt no excitement, no resistance. It felt like nothing more than a trivial part of her day.
'This is... just how it is now...'
A bitter sense of self-mockery flickered through her mind. She wanted to cry for her shattered pride, but not even a single tear would fall.
She felt infinitely miserable, realizing how accustomed she had become to all of this. But she lacked the strength to reject this new reality. There was no other way but to resign herself and accept it.
The sight of her mouth wrapped deep around Lee Han’s member, the rhythmic sucking, the way she swallowed his seed without hesitation after he finished—there was not a hint of hesitation in any of it.
She performed these acts with a numb detachment, as if they were the most natural things in the world. She no longer cared about what she was doing.
She was terrified and saddened by how used to this situation she had become. But there was nothing she could do. She had no other choice but to accept the reality that had changed her.
Her sighs only grew heavier with bitter resignation.
"Haa..."
Lee Han let out a satisfied sigh, and she pulled away. She looked up at him with dazed eyes before slowly standing up.
Her attitude was as indifferent as if she had just finished a mundane task. She pulled up her trousers and smoothed out her shirt.
When Lee Han handed her a tissue, she took it silently and wiped the semen from her lips. Her movements were calm and natural, like someone cleaning up after a meal.
Han Sujin threw the tissue into the trash bin and turned toward Lee Han.
Without a word, she headed to the bathroom. A smile curled on Lee Han’s lips as he watched her go.
'Completely tamed...'
He thought, grinning.
Han Sujin stood before the sink. She wiped the remaining semen from her lips and rinsed her mouth with water.
The scent that filled her mouth was all too familiar. She couldn't even remember the scent of her husband anymore. All that clung to her body was the scent of Lee Han.
It was a routine she had grown far too used to. She felt nothing about what she had done. It was just a numb, necessary task.
She looked at her reflection in the mirror and gave a bitter smile. She felt like a stranger to herself. But she knew well that nothing would change now.
Accepting this situation and resigning herself to it—that had long since become a part of her life.
Han Sujin walked out of the bathroom with a calm face. Lee Han was waiting for her.
"You don't have to do this in two days."
"...Really?"
She asked back in a puzzled voice.
"I'll be doing an apartment patrol that day, and I think it would be good for you to come along."
At Lee Han’s suggestion, Han Sujin asked back with a suspicious look.
"Together...?"
It felt suspicious, but she couldn't bring herself to refuse. In her current situation, ignoring Lee Han’s demands was unthinkable. A fear gripped her that if she refused, everything she had built might crumble.
"It’s only natural to look around for an apartment inspection. We might as well go together. You’re used to the paperwork now, so you should see the actual state of things with your own eyes."
At Lee Han’s words, she couldn't pry any further and nodded.
"...Understood."
Han Sujin answered briefly and stood up. She felt a strange sensation. Was his suggestion to patrol together really just a suggestion? It felt like there was some deep, hidden agenda.
'Don't tell me, this time too...'
An ominous thought crossed her mind. But she had no other choice.
She headed home with heavy footsteps. Opening the familiar front door felt like entering a different world. The house was as clean and cozy as ever. There was even dinner, carefully prepared for her husband. On the surface, it looked like a peaceful, problem-free life.
But inside, Han Sujin’s heart was burning to ash. She knew well that this was a hollow happiness, a mere shell. No matter how much she tended to her home and supported her husband, it was a reality that could never satisfy her. There was only an emptiness that would never be filled.
'I have to hold on, even like this... just to protect my family...'
She repeated this to herself, but it felt hollow. She sighed and went into the bedroom. She laid her limp body on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
The conversation she had with Lee Han today kept playing in her mind. It terrified her that she couldn't even guess his intentions. She couldn't even imagine what kind of trap was waiting for her.
She closed her eyes. Exhausted, she fell into a deep abyss, not even knowing when she had drifted off to sleep. Even in her dreams, Lee Han’s shadow seemed to loom over her.
Two days later, Lee Han contacted her. He wanted to see her after lunch. Han Sujin headed to the office, gripped by a sense of foreboding.
When she arrived at the office, Han Sujin’s face was dark. Lee Han burst into laughter upon seeing her.
"Why are you so tense? We’re just going on a patrol."
Han Sujin didn't reply, instead fidgeting with the documents on the desk. Then, Lee Han stepped closer and placed a hand on her shoulder. She felt goosebumps, but she tried not to show it.
Lee Han’s lips moved close to her ear.
"It’s such a shame we can't do it today..."
His whispered tone was chilling.
"Wasn't that the agreement?"
Han Sujin asked back coldly. Lee Han shrugged his shoulders and said,
"Hmm... I thought about it, and I’m not sure if that’s really necessary."
Han Sujin turned around, glaring at him. Her suppressed anger exploded.
"What exactly do you want? I’ve already done everything you asked!"
Lee Han stepped back, laughing as if he enjoyed her agitated reaction.
"I think there’s a misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding? Are you playing games with me?"
Han Sujin shouted, grinding her teeth. A strange smile appeared on Lee Han’s face.
"Ah, about that..."
He pulled a small, oval-shaped object from his pocket. Han Sujin’s face turned pale, sensing what it was. Her mind went blank from the shock.
"You want me to... wear this...?"
"Calm down, Han Sujin. I don't mean any harm."
Lee Han approached with a relaxed smile. Han Sujin stepped back instinctively.
"This will make things easier for both of us. It’s nothing, so don't be so sensitive."
"You call forcing me to do perverted things 'nothing'?!"
Han Sujin clenched her fists. She wanted to knock him down right then and there.
"I’m not your plaything... how dare you..."
Her voice trembled. Her vision blurred.
"Please, think rationally. Isn't this the best way for our current relationship?"
Even at Lee Han’s sweet whisper, Han Sujin shook her head. She glared at him, panting.
"This isn't an agreement. It’s a one-sided demand!"
"No. This is for both of us."
Lee Han stepped closer and grabbed her arm.
"It’s been hard, hasn't it? You won't have to dirty your hands and mouth anymore."
Han Sujin trembled, trying to shake off his hand. But she was no match for his strength.
'This bastard is truly insane... how could he...'
Anger surged amidst the extreme confusion. But at the same time, a suffocating fear washed over her.
'If I refuse... he won't leave me alone...'
A chill ran down her spine at the terror. She felt that if she didn't succumb to Lee Han’s threats, the family she had protected until now would collapse.
Lee Han whispered to the hesitant Han Sujin.
"Just trust me once. Besides, this means you don't have to touch me at all."
She could feel the threat hidden within his sweet words. Han Sujin knew well that she had no choice.
"...I understand."
In the end, she had no choice but to bow her head and answer in a defeated voice.
A triumphant smile flickered on Lee Han’s lips.
'I will... definitely pay you back for this humiliation...'
Even in the depths of despair and frustration, a desire for revenge burned within her.
Han Sujin took the device with trembling hands. She lifted her head, enduring the shame that spread through her entire body.
Lee Han, standing before her, looked like a demon. He was staring at her with a chilling smile.
As soon as she took the device from Lee Han, Han Sujin tried to escape to the bathroom. But Lee Han grabbed her arm and stopped her.
"Where are you going? You’re doing it right here in front of me."
At Lee Han’s command, Han Sujin’s body trembled with rage. She wanted to protest, shivering at what he was asking, but Lee Han continued in an overbearing tone.
"Don't worry, I won't touch you myself. You just need to make sure you put it on right here in front of me."
At his unexpected words, Han Sujin laughed to herself.
'That bastard says he won't touch me? How can this be...'
Even while having such self-mocking thoughts, she felt strangely relieved. At least she could avoid physical contact.
'How did I end up like this...'
Regret washed over her, sharp and painful. But regret wouldn't change anything. Gritting her teeth, Han Sujin lifted the hem of her skirt.
She could feel Lee Han watching her with lecherous eyes. Her face burned with shame. She pulled down her panties and pushed the device inside. Her hands were shaking so violently that it wasn't easy.
When she finally finished putting it on and adjusted her clothes, Lee Han handed her the remote for the rotor.
"Now, turn it on yourself."
Han Sujin took the remote and hesitated. She sighed several times, closing and opening her eyes.
'How long do I have to endure this humiliation...'
Swallowed by despair, she finally turned the switch. A small vibration began to be felt in her lower abdomen. Her face twisted at the foreign sensation.
Disgust and shame were tangled together. Lee Han laughed lightly as he watched Han Sujin.
"Well then, shall we go on patrol now?"
He spat out in a greasy tone and strode out of the office. Han Sujin glared at his back with gritted teeth.
'I will definitely take revenge on you...'
She swore in her heart and cautiously followed him.
Every step she took, the foreign sensation intensified. A faint vibration spread throughout her body. It was so stimulating that it was hard to keep her composure.
'Please... stop...'
She begged inwardly, suppressing a moan. But the sensation between her legs only became more vivid.
Her head spun. She gritted her teeth and walked, pretending to be as calm as possible. But it wasn't easy to hide the stimulation spreading through her entire body.
Lee Han watched Han Sujin out of the corner of his eye, grinning.
It felt as if he were playing with a toy in his hand. Watching his satisfied face, Han Sujin cursed him inwardly.
Hiding her gloomy energy, Han Sujin began to slowly walk around the apartment complex.
Lee Han led the way, and she followed. Her gait was inevitably awkward. Every time the device inside her dug into her body, her legs felt weak.
Sweat poured down. Her face flushed red. Han Sujin barely held onto her sanity and gritted her teeth.
'I have to endure it... I can't show weakness to that bastard...'
She gritted her teeth desperately, but the stimulation grew stronger. Her whole body felt itchy.
A thrill ran from the top of her head to the tips of her toes. Even breathing was difficult.
'No... I can't lose...'
Han Sujin, pushed to her limit, screamed inwardly. Her vision blurred.
Her legs, which had been staggering, gave out. In the end, she collapsed right there. She gasped for air, lifting her sweat-drenched face.
The look of annoyance on Lee Han’s face as he stood before her was evident.
"Are you already like this? I didn't think you’d be like this just from wearing it once..."
Her stomach turned at his cynical tone. But she didn't even have the strength to retort. All her focus was on resisting the overwhelming stimulation.
"Get up. There are still many places to go."
At Lee Han’s cold command, Han Sujin gritted her teeth. She barely managed to stagger to her feet.
Dragging her body, which was covered in hot heat, she moved again. The nightmare-like patrol continued.
Following Lee Han, Han Sujin fell into despair. There was no hope of escaping the quagmire that was deepening.
It felt like being dragged to hell. It was the feeling of taking one step after another into an inescapable abyss.
Thus, the two walked around the apartment. Han Sujin, who tried to look normal, and Lee Han, who enjoyed her agony.
In the bizarre imbalance of power, Han Sujin’s humiliation only deepened. Even while writhing from the ceaseless stimulation, she had to endure it.
Wishing desperately for the nightmare to end, to be able to escape this hell...
Han Sujin struggled to endure this moment of pain. But there was no hope.
She didn't know how many more trials were waiting for her in the future. There was only herself, crumbling miserably.