How to Make the Lewd Girl My Girlfriend - Chapter 10
By now, after just one hour of the café’s opening, I could physically feel just how massive Jeong Da-jeong’s absence was.
Seven out of ten customers had asked about her whereabouts, while the remaining three were the kind of customers I simply couldn’t handle.
The first group had been somewhat manageable.
Sales had indeed taken a real hit in real time, but at least they hadn’t made my situation any worse than it already was.
The second group, however, had hammered home the truth that my capabilities were still sorely lacking.
“Um… can I get one chocolate cake and one caramel macchiato, please?”
“Yes. One chocolate cake and one caramel macchiato….”
“And syrup, too.”
“Syrup addition….”
“Could you add two shots?”
“One more….”
“Here’s my card.”
“I’ll help you pay…”
“This is my point card.”
“Yes, accumulating….”
“Please deduct. Oh, and could I get a stamp? Also, could you give me back the card you handed me earlier? I completely forgot about the partner card.”
“…….”
Even when Da-jeong was here, I’d never faced this kind of disaster….
Sincerely, I found myself wishing the kiosk machine would break right now.
*
After putting in an all-nighter trying to fill Da-jeong’s empty seat, closing time arrived in the blink of an eye.
Same as when we opened, that hour still felt eerily like she was still here.
It was a stark reminder of how blessed I’d been up until now.
After all, while I was working, she probably would’ve been brainstorming novel material for later.
Late that evening, I locked up the café alone and headed home.
Even though I was more exhausted than usual, I had no appetite for dinner.
After a quick shower, I collapsed onto the bed.
Thankfully, thanks to the buffer I’d stocked up on yesterday, I wouldn’t have any issues writing for quite some time.
Still, reflecting on how I’d written something completely uninspiring yesterday, I felt a wave of self-loathing wash over me.
Yet, on a separate note, my writing speed had never been faster.
Two chapters in just one hour. Thinking back on how long it used to take, it was almost unbelievable.
The reason was simple: writing the White Book had required at least four hours per chapter before.
Of course, I had to account for the fact that I’d been so excited I couldn’t focus, but even so, the pace was astonishing.
So I kept pounding away on the keyboard with renewed energy, but the results still left me disappointed.
At least, that was how I felt.
So I checked my comments out of curiosity.
“Why… aren’t you replying…? Did something important come up…?”
The loyal reader who used to comment before dinner had vanished.
The comment from [SJ1057] who matched my low mood exactly was gone.
The tension had dropped even further.
I’d expected something like a rabbit emoji with a sad face and the text “I hope you’ll be waiting for me tomorrow?”
If I’d seen that, I would’ve felt the urgency and tried desperately to recover my lost writing drive.
“Haa… my energy is all drained…”
Once that hope was crushed, my motivation to write disappeared completely.
Losing Da-jeong and the White Book wasn’t enough—now I’d lost a precious reader too.
“No way… that can’t be…”
There must be some important reason….
Even though I’d never experienced anything like this before, there had to be a valid explanation….
I forced a smile and set my phone down wearily.
The best thing to do now was just sleep without thinking.
Staying awake would only bring more gloom….
“Let’s just sleep… once I wake up after a good rest, things will somehow work out…”
Carrying that faint hope, I closed my eyes.
*
So in my dreams, Jeong-hyeon-ssi appeared.
“Jeong-hyeon oppa… how was it?”
She pressed her tempting breasts toward me.
“You said you didn’t like it… but you were squeezing and kneading them so hard~ really… I almost cried from the pain, but you kept teasing me with that smile… so can you tell me just once? I’ve already seen everything anyway.”
Her alluring voice melted against my ear.
“I saw everything—your perverted oppa, touching my naked body while getting hard in your pants~”
And she stroked my manhood with those exact words.
“Hah…!”
Feeling that vivid touch, I jolted awake.
“……crazy.”
I wasn’t even wet from the dream, yet I had to acknowledge that my lower body was harder than ever.
Clearly I’d had a wet dream.
Thanks to the version of Da-jeong in my dream, I’d even managed to get hard.
But…
“……”
As if it were just a fleeting dream, she was already fading before my eyes.
For a moment I panicked and tried to summon her again, but it was useless.
“Ah…….”
By the time I realized what was happening, it was far too late.
After that, I spent hours trying to revive the dead organ just by thinking of her, but nothing worked.
No matter how hard I tried, the thing refused to stand up.
My energy drained away and my head hung low.
What exactly did this mean?
Was I only able to get aroused anymore by thinking of the pure Da-jeong from my dreams?
If that were true…
The only way for me to survive was to find a method to love a non-virgin Da-jeong.
And quickly.
*
I sat blankly at the dining table, staring at my phone.
It was barely eleven o’clock.
This was the first time I’d come home that early.
I’d never arrived home before Jeong-hyeon-ssi had finished work before.
No, now I couldn’t even use the word “work” for him.
I’d crossed a river I could never return from after showing him my entire body.
No matter how I apologized, he would never take me back.
The photo I took earlier was proof enough.
“I was making this face…”
When my body was boiling with excitement, I’d just felt good.
But now that I looked at the photo again, there was nothing pretty about it—just a shameless bitch.
I was making this face while staring at Jeong-hyeon-ssi?
“Crazy woman….”
I slammed my forehead against the table and grabbed my hair like I wanted to tear it out.
“Aaaaaah! I’m crazy, I’m crazy…!”
Shoulders slumped, both hands splayed across the table.
I didn’t even feel like fixing my messy hair.
The only thing on my mind was what he must have imagined seeing me naked in the men’s restroom.
Just thinking about it sent a wave of disgust through me.
Even I would’ve been terrified.
An employee who always acted so pure in front of customers was now standing naked in the men’s restroom with a dildo up her skirt.
And on top of that, she had a perverted taste for getting aroused in a humiliating situation.
Where in the world could anyone find a man who’d like a bitch like that?
……Still, I hoped.
Because Jeong-hyeon-ssi was different from the men I knew.
He was the first real pervert I’d ever met.
But reality was an absurdly high wall.
Haa. Maybe I should just bite my tongue and die.
I truly thought I should do it.
Yet, in this situation, my lewd Da-jeong’s body was still flooding with shame and heat.
It was the natural result.
Even before receiving the dismissal notice, I’d already been showing off a confident face as if I really had been taken by Baek Jeong-hyeon.
“Haa… hah….”
The sensation of first showing my naked body to a man and being groped on my breasts was still crystal clear in my mind.
I couldn’t sit still anymore.
My body heated up instantly, my legs moving on their own.
My thighs rubbing against each other created a burning sensation, and sticky fluids kept flowing.
My panties were already soaked, and the wet folds of my pussy were swallowing them whole.
“Nng… hnnng….”
It was a clear crisis.
If this continued, I’d soon be forced to use both hands and never escape the pleasure waves.
I clenched my fists and slammed my forehead on the table twice.
Kong! Kong!
After a couple of hard bangs, the excitement faded and a dull ache remained.
It would’ve been better if it hurt.
Given the situation, I couldn’t just masturbate leisurely.
“Haa… this is the worst….”
Suddenly my lower abdomen throbbed and tears welled up in my eyes.
I was right on the verge of losing everything, and I desperately wanted to run to oppa right now and smash my head against his body while naked.
My only uterus was being destroyed at the exact moment it was finally starting to feel good.
……Yeah, unnie is sorry. I’ll apologize, so please stop….
“Eek…!”
Clearly my body was insane.
Even though I couldn’t even insert properly, it was getting aroused.
“Uuu…! I’m really sorry…!”