His Grip on My Face
Was it because he had grabbed my face so roughly with his hand?
“Ugh!”
I knew from the pained sound escaping my mouth that it must have been so.
“You fucking bitch….”
In an instant, my head felt as if it had been slammed hard, leaving me dazed.
Was it because this was the first time anyone had ever called me such a filthy name? My heart seemed to plummet all the way down.
But the shock of my first experience didn’t last long.
Of course not.
After all, Baek Jeong-hyeon was cursing just like the character Lee Tae-hyeon in the novel.
“Haah… Da-jeong-ah.”
As if responding to the voice that called my name, the darkness vanished in an instant, and my blurry vision filled with Baek Jeong-hyeon.
Contrary to my expectations, there was no palm blocking his face.
His hand was somewhere else.
He was gripping my neck tightly with one hand.
Even in the midst of struggling to breathe and feeling pain, I grew desperate, unable to figure out where the other hand had gone.
Just for a moment,
“No matter how you look at it, this isn’t right.”
“Aiguk…!”
“You work so hard, manage the customers well, and you’ve always acted like a total slut in front of me without me saying anything. But this is different.”
“M-manager… please… haaht!”
I felt unexpected pain from my breast.
He grabbed my nipple with a savage force as if about to bite it, and began kneading it roughly.
His touch was anything but gentle; it felt so rough it was simply painful.
“Ha. Fuck… you feel this even in situations like this?”
“Ahh… n-no… aaah… huaaat!”
But my body, already addicted to his violence, was completely lost to Baek Jeong-hyeon.
Even in the middle of it all, I could feel the juices leaking from my pussy running down my thighs.
No matter how roughly he pulled on my nipples or kneaded harder, climax was sure to hit stronger than the pain.
“If I do this just a little longer, you’ll be completely soaked, won’t you?”
Yes… yes…! Because Da-jeong is such a lewd bitch. Please make me come even harder…!
If I hadn’t been choking for air, those words would have flooded my throat.
“Kuek…!”
But he seemed intent on making me suffer even more before he finished me off.
As he slammed me back against the wall, a new kind of pain was added.
My bare back touched the cold wall, and goosebumps broke out.
“Yeah, what of it. A dirty girl who gets all worked up from morning and takes lewd photos of herself like that… of course you can feel it. I get that, and whether you’re doing some crazy shit somewhere else doesn’t matter to me….”
Crack—!
“Doing this in my store isn’t very nice, is it?”
“Huauk… m-my… my body… haaa… huaaah… my b-body… huuaaah…!”
“Hey, do I look like I’m asking for an apology right now?”
The grip on my neck tightened even more, waking up my survival instinct.
I stood on tiptoes to keep from falling and grabbed his wrist with both hands with all my might.
Even though I was clinging to him desperately, he didn’t move at all.
“How much have you underestimated me to think I’d do something like this….”
Scrunch… scrunch…
“Ha, now that’s enough bullshit… hah.”
At the same moment his sigh left his lips, my body collapsed downward.
“I’m sorry I cursed. I suddenly got angry….”
I felt my lower body getting warm and wet.
“Huauk, huaak… m-my… my body… please… haa… haaah….”
I couldn’t stop sobbing.
In such an important moment, to wet myself….
Despite desperately wanting to be stepped on, I couldn’t hold back the weakness and felt too sad.
I couldn’t lift my head.
With such a filthy appearance, even trying to spread my legs wouldn’t provoke him.
More than anything, it was too much to bear that I had ruined our first experience, something we would remember for the rest of our lives, because of me.
Yet I couldn’t abandon hope.
Just in case.
Maybe among Baek Jeong-hyeon’s preferences, there was one where he enjoyed defiling a pathetic girl who peed herself like me….
“No need to apologize. Until today only… no. I’ll lock the door, so wash up roughly here and go home.”
“Eh…? Hia… hia… ho-home…?”
When I heard only that, my situation was so bad that it sounded like he was saying to go home today.
“I’ve worked hard for you, so take today as the whole week’s work… I’ll even include your severance pay right away. You’ve been working hard for two months.”
But the result pointed to was one and only.
My mind went completely blank at the unexpected words.
“O-o-o-oppa… I-I… why….”
“I have no intention of talking to you for long. The open time is soon, so hurry up and wash and come out.”
He didn’t even give me time to finish my sentence.
Thud!
As the door slammed shut with a loud sound, my body shrank in on itself, and my gaze naturally fell downward.
Just moments ago, my breast that had been gripped by his hand had turned bright red.
Perhaps the part on my neck had changed similarly.
No matter where I looked, there was only a trace of anger directed at me.
That’s why I had firmly believed he would rape me.
But this wasn’t the world of the novel.
It seemed he had never intended to cross the line in the first place, so he hadn’t swelled his pride at all, and he had simply trampled on me.
“Haa… haaa… I-I’m… fired…?”
Immediately after, my termination notice from this place, which was like a dream job, flew at me.
“Haa… n-now… oppa… you… can’t… do… haaaang!”
Jeong Da-jeong’s worst moment in life had arrived.
*
“……Haah.”
I think I vaguely understood what it meant to crave a cigarette.
I wanted to escape this reality so badly that I’d even want to depend on something I’d never touched in my life.
“Hic….”
In this horrible situation, Jeong Da-jeong, who had been sobbing for a while before finally calming down because of me, was now approaching this place down the bathroom corridor.
Thus, as the footsteps coming toward me grew louder, my heart felt like it was racing wildly.
It was probably a guilty conscience issue.
What had made my anger flare up enough to decide to fire Da-jeong wasn’t the fact that she was masturbating naked in my precious store.
It was simply the fact that she was taking photos of herself to show others, even though she was no longer attractive to me.
Yeah, the virginity thing had been the biggest problem again.
If she had remained my personal idol while secretly having such lewdness, this result wouldn’t have happened.
It wouldn’t have mattered even if I never got to devour her virgin pussy.
The only important thing was the slim hope that maybe….
That tiny 1% possibility had been the hope that kept me going, the driving force to make Baek A-in the most beautiful heroine in the novel world.
At the same time, it was the only reason I could overlook Da-jeong’s every action in front of me with broad-minded tolerance.
Honestly speaking, like most male customers who came to this cafe, Baek Jeong-hyeon was a fish that had dived headfirst into her pond.
So much so that I even avoided comparing her to other women, because she was the owner of an appearance that was too perfect to touch.
Since I was the one closest to her and had faced her for a long time, it was almost strange that I hadn’t fallen for her charm.
That was why this situation felt so terribly close.
I had not only witnessed her lewd photos yesterday and her naked body today right in front of me, but I had even grabbed and kneaded her bare breasts.
And I had witnessed her peeing herself in fear.
If my lower body had been normal, I would have gone into a frenzy with excitement at that moment.
It was a chain of moments as if heavenly fortune had fallen upon me.
Living, would I ever get another chance to do such a thing to a beauty like Da-jeong?
Probably not.
Baek A-in had been the heroine who completely shattered my ideal aesthetic standards for women, and since Da-jeong was the only one who perfectly matched those standards, there would be no greater beauty in my life.
“……Huaak, haaak.”
And I was preparing to send away this beauty with my own hands today.
Precisely because my lecherous mind had already decided she was no longer a virgin.
“S-sorry….”
I watched Da-jeong, dressed neatly in front of me, quietly.
Perhaps because of what happened earlier, as soon as our eyes met, she quickly lowered her head.
Her body was trembling slightly, and her face looked like her eyes were swollen.
Since she usually only wore light makeup, even though she’d cried a lot, her makeup hadn’t run at all.
She was still beautiful.
Unfortunately, my body still didn’t accept her as a woman.
“Huaak… J-jeong-hyeon… oppa… really… sorry….”
Ah, how much I had longed to hear that oppa voice.
Over the past two months, I had wanted to become the kind older brother she could rely on and trust.
With each passing day, our distance only grew, but I had stubbornly held onto that precious dream.
Now that it had finally come true,
“I-I’ll… go now….”
Seeing her solitary back as she walked away was the best I could do for her.
“Hey. Wait a second.”
The original plan had been to send her off like this.
She’d probably think I was being too nosy if I tried to talk more.
“Well, I guess I have to say this.”
“N-yes…?”
Still, I wanted to say the final words.
Because she had been my first employee and the first person I had cared for with romantic feelings.
“Don’t show that side of yours anywhere. I’m saying this because I’m really worried about you, so listen well….”
“……Yes.”
“During the time we worked together, it was fun, and I owe you a lot. Da-jeong-ah.”
“Huaa… m-me too… huaak… t-thank you… huaah….”
I turned my head away from her tearful face to hide my embarrassment.
If I looked at her face, the conversation would only drag on longer.
After a short while, Da-jeong walked out of the cafe.
“Haah….”
I sat at the counter table and looked at the back.
The image of her always working with energy flashed vividly in my mind.
I had been sure that the day she stopped guarding this place would be the day the cafe closed.
Yet it ended in this pathetic way because of just my perverted sexual desire.
I couldn’t lift my head to the shame of it.
I pressed my forehead against the table and let out a deep sigh.
This was right.
After all, every time I worked with her, I would have recalled her other sides and treated her coldly, just like yesterday.
Da-jeong wouldn’t have been able to focus properly either, since she was probably in a mess after what happened today and yesterday.
It was best to end it cleanly.
Yeah, this was right… but for some reason, a part of my heart felt like it was being pierced and hurting unbearably.