Great Rift (9)
I straightened out from the cross-legged position and dropped to my knees.
Kneeling, I crawled toward Kang Juhyuk’s cock.
I took off the annoying bra, then settled down in front of it on my knees. At exactly the right height, the cock hung right in front of my eyes.
First, I cleaned it. With my mouth, he said? Fine, whatever...
I didn’t like being ordered around like that, but I did want his semen. And when there was semen smeared on his cock, my tongue had a way of sticking out on its own.
First, I reached out and looped my index finger and thumb around the base of the thick cock. With my other hand, I gently cupped his balls.
While I toyed with his testicles a little, I breathed warm air over the head of his cock with soft, blown-out breaths.
As my breath brushed over it, Kang Juhyuk’s cock slowly began to stir again.
But it was slow. As if that level of stimulation wasn’t enough, it was taking its time hardening.
Yeah, of course... I didn’t want to drag this out, so I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue against the floor of it.
Then I slowly pushed that snake-like cock into my mouth.
Like last time, I licked along the length of it, cleaning it off with my tongue. Every time I scraped away the crusted semen with my tongue, a maddening sweetness throbbed through my head.
My body itself had wanted this. It wanted my skin coated with it, wanted contact. Hot cock—hotter than anything in my mouth should have been, and yet it was hot.
The smell, the smell... the musk prickling my nose, even the sweat between the hairs. I wanted to shove it deeper, all the way into my throat, and scratch my throat with the head of it.
"Sluuurp..."
But the teasing stage was already over...
I didn’t want to suck it; I wanted to stuff it inside me.
No, sucking it felt good too... but I wanted to do something that felt even better.
I took a big suck on the front of the cock to clean off the semen. If I pushed any farther, I’d end up using my throat as a pussy, so for now I pulled back... and used my tongue.
I had to clean the base of the cock too, and the shaft I couldn’t fit all the way into my mouth.
The cock was sticky with precum and semen, a filthy cock... I had to wipe it all away. Cleanly, thoroughly.
Huff. Huff, huff...
Right after he came, he’d pulled away his body the instant he finished... like a guy with no experience. Obliviously.
Because Kang Juhyuk had come and still failed to pin me down properly, failed to claim me as his, failed to say it with his body.
The loneliness, the hollow ache that had crushed my orgasm flat.
That excitement returned as I sucked his cock.
It felt like the tiny scrap of reason I’d just regained was throwing intelligence away again.
"You’re doing well, Eunha noona."
The smell of semen on his cock, the feel of his cock. The voice of a man praising me, piercing my ears.
The smell of a turned-on man. Hormones, testosterone, whatever that was. The smell of semen.
Ugh, ughhh. I wanted to have sex. Sex, sex... sexss...
My pussy still wasn’t satisfied. I wanted to keep going until I came again...
After quickly cleaning the cock off, I tore open the condom wrapper and slid another condom over Kang Juhyuk’s cock.
My movements were so rushed anyone could see it, but whatever.
"It’s on... Hurry. Hurry, huuurrry..."
"Get on all fours."
"Mm, y-yes."
This time, from behind. That was fine too. Honestly, the position didn’t matter much.
I gave him the lead, and he got all that conquering desire going again, started giving orders... it was irritating, but if he fucked me, it was fine.
Like he said, this was only while we were doing this, so it was fine. We’d agreed he was mine during sex.
I was the female role, begging a male to fuck me, that was all. Just roleplay.
It was the sex I’d wanted in the first place...
As my head was swept up in a storm of lust and maternal instinct, shame and disgust drifted away somewhere.
With a contradictory excuse telling me this was allowed right now, I openly exposed the parts that should have stayed hidden from Kang Juhyuk and pushed my hips back.
I dropped to the floor like a dog and lifted my ass.
I offered up my wet pussy, the one that leaked with arousal, the one that sprayed fluid every time I got worked up, right in front of his cock.
Hurry, hurry, please. Hurry.
I’m lonely. I can’t see anything, and nothing’s touching me.
It’s like I’m trapped inside a void, with only a cold cave wind blowing through me.
I’m lonely. I’m lonely... so lonelyyyy...
"Huff... huff... Noona, you’re showing me your pussy while shaking your ass. You’re filthy. So damn hot."
"Ah...!"
His voice. Kang Juhyuk’s voice. For a moment, relief washed over me.
Even as I got turned on looking at something sexy, Kang Juhyuk spoke from behind me with a slightly sharper tone, as if the movement I hadn’t been told to make had irritated him.
Kang Juhyuk slid his cock between the crack of my ass, inching it forward. The distinctive texture of the condom grazed my anus as it rubbed back and forth along my ass crack.
Slap.
Uuugh...♡
Hot hands. Kang Juhyuk’s hands grabbed my ass. When he rubbed them, they felt insanely hot.
He held my hips, dragging his cock through the groove of my ass while looking down at me sprawled on the floor. I could feel his gaze.
Maybe because he’d already come once, he had a little room to breathe now... instead of shoving it in the second he got horny like before, he was watching me first.
It gave me chills.
A relaxed male.
A heat-crazed female.
The ideal shape of sex, the way I’d imagined it.
Only I’d fallen into the role of the female.
"Eunha noona."
"Mm..."
"Whose are you?"
Persistent.
Kang Juhyuk seemed to want to seize this chance to satisfy his conquering instinct, his possessiveness.
He put the words he wanted to hear right out there, no beating around the bush. My body trembled. It was the kind of line I would never have tolerated under normal circumstances.
But just for this moment, it was fine. A dreamlike reality that would disappear once it passed. Something that would be gone when this sex was over.
So just for now, I could fall. I could rot. I could be Chae Eunha alone. Kang Juhyuk stroked my ass as if to reassure me.
My mouth opened on its own.
"I’m... yours right now...♡ So, hurry... do it..."
"You’re mine right now, noona."
"Mm, yours...!"
"Since you’re mine, noona, tell me honestly what you want. Say it yourself."
This wasn’t like the earlier, Is it okay if I put it in like a useless male? question.
It was more like telling a properly owned thing, a female he would crush beneath him, to answer who her master was.
Who the male was that was going to dominate her pussy. Tell me on your own. Accept it.
Any sense of irritation or rejection had already vanished, drowned under lust and motherhood.
The desire to be fucked quickly, the filthy thrill of being conquered, and Kang Juhyuk’s hidden sincerity—his need to be accepted because of his own insecurity and hunger for affection—all of it stirred my maternal instinct in response.
When a woman wanted to be taken in, when domination and possessiveness were tangled together, there was a fragile little mind at the core of it all.
Chae Haeun inside me... motherhood. Instinct. It smiled and told me to offer myself to the male who was trying to dominate me.
That was the only way to comfort this fragile male. The only way to shore up his self-esteem.
"Put your cock... in my pussy... I want your cock... I want your cock inside me...♡"
"...Huff. Noona... seriously. Eunha noona getting docile because she’s in heat is way too sexy..."
The cock that had been brushing along the groove of my ass pulled back.
Maybe he was satisfied with my posture of devoted submission. The pussy flesh, the vaginal entrance.
His cock touched the opening where my juices were already running.
A kiss between pussy and cock. A fake kiss, blocked by the condom, unable to exchange precum and arousal.
But even that sensation made my body shiver, and I found myself anticipating what was about to happen.
Sluuurp.
Ah.
Ah, ah...!
Puh, puuuhuuuck.
His cock came in so slowly.
Unlike the earlier one, that had shoved in like it was going to blow right away because it couldn’t stand the excitement.
This was a cock that had already come once, a cock ready to take a woman.
The cock of a male dominating a female.
"Ooh, oooh, ooh, huh, huuuugh, ugh...!"
It pressed down on me. Kang Juhyuk’s hips drove inward with a heavy, forceful thrust.
Like a press, it crushed my ass and pelvis beneath him.
Just like before, it went deep. But this time it was even stronger, even more precise.
It slid in slowly, as if feeling out every wrinkle of my pussy, pushing deeper and deeper until it stabbed right into my innermost place.
I was being crushed. Ground down.
Pathetically, pathetically.
Just one cock inside me, and my body couldn’t do a thing.
I couldn’t move at all, my head was ruined by the pleasure the cock was giving me.
I let out stupid little moans, trembling as I came lightly.
Smack, slurp, slap, slap—
His hips were moving differently from before, like a male’s should.
With a body much bigger than mine, he pressed me down beneath him.
He pulled his hips back, dragging the cock out until only the head remained, then shoved back in with force.
As his hips struck my ass cheeks, the clapping sounds echoed through the cave.
Maybe because I’d decided I was going to accept the female role, my brain kept sending out absurd signals of pleasure.
It had been like this before too, but this was different. Before, Kang Juhyuk had been too overwhelmed by his own pleasure to really snap his hips properly.
This rough, driving motion that really sent a woman over the edge, this weight crushing my female body beneath him.
It felt like he was teaching me what real sex was.
Ah, cock.
The cock went in and out of my pussy.
It shoved aside the folds and mercilessly pushed and pulled through the clinging heat of my cunt.
The cock that didn’t lose to the woman, that only sent her over.
Cock, so cool. This is what a man is like. This is what, this is what a male is.
Hard, big, not timid—bold enough to crush and break a woman while making her cry.
Even while I was coming, he kept fucking me without stopping, extending the orgasm and making it keep going. Ah, ah, ah...!
It had been nice before too, but this hip motion, ugh, ugh... it wasn’t just my body.
Ah... no, I mean. As a female role, it was... right.
I didn’t think it was cute; I thought it was cool...
My ass lifted. My back arched.
With every thrust, I adjusted my hips to the male’s downward pounding so I could take him deeper and deeper.
Every time he slapped my ass, my waist jerked forward. My whole body was whipped by the vibration, like a spring snapping back and forth, back and forth.
My breasts shook, and I couldn’t keep my mouth closed properly, so my tongue slipped out and I drooled. And my arousal... leaked too.
"Hngh, heh, ahn, mmh... mmngh, ahhngh♡ Uh, haa, haa...♡"
"Huff... huff, huff, haa. Haa...!"
Kang Juhyuk’s groans—his groans as he snapped his hips—suddenly started coming from right above my head.
He had been pounding me from a kneeling position, but now he was lowering his body over mine as I lay there, climbing on top of me.
Kang Juhyuk’s hot chest and stomach began pressing against my back.
Hot, hot, and solid. Different from my body, which had turned into a bitch in heat. A real man’s body.
Ah, I’m going...
I’m going again.
Ugh, ah, I can’t stop cumming. This is insane.
I came, and then came again... while I was coming, I came again. It felt like every thrust made me cum.
Even as I made stupid noises and tightened around him, Kang Juhyuk seemed to find my spasming pussy amusing.
As if it felt good when I clamped down while I was coming. He would stop moving for just a second while I tightened around him.
Then, as soon as the peak passed and my pussy began to loosen a little, he shoved his cock back in, telling me to squeeze again.
"O, ohh, ugh, mhhn...♡"
"Noona, hngh... when your pussy suddenly clamps down like that... does that mean you came?"
"D-don’t ask... ahh, hngh... If you’re fucking me, if you’re fucking me hard I can’t a-answer... ahh, hngh, heh, ahhn♡"
"I like it when you clamp down while you’re coming, noona. And it’s cute when your whole body trembles like that."
"No... ah, hhu, huhng, ugh! Whispering in my ear while you’re fucking me... ah! Ugh... uoohh♡♡"
A toy.
Just a little while ago, it had felt like we were making each other come.
But now I was literally becoming Kang Juhyuk’s toy, being tossed around helplessly.
I wasn’t thinking about preserving my pride, about enduring gracefully and making only the other person come... that kind of thought didn’t even enter my head. A bitch in heat didn’t have a role like that.
My head was numbing over. I just had to cry and feel good the way the man wanted, and he’d be satisfied just by seeing that.
Don’t bother feeling like you’re losing, I told my reason. No, there was no need to persuade it; my reason had flown off a long time ago.
"Did you know your boobs spray milk every time they shake? You’re like a dairy cow."
"Ugh, ugh...♡ Ha, ooh, ah, there... the nipple... ahh... ahn...♡"
I was melting.
One of Kang Juhyuk’s arms wrapped around my waist as he pressed his body against mine.
He held me so I couldn’t run away. A female who couldn’t run, who had no intention of running, and who he was marking as his own.
Like he was teaching me reality all over again, like he was whipping me for no reason, he caged me in.
I was exactly like a pet trapped in a cage. Kang Juhyuk’s other arm caught my chest. He had no intention of letting go, and plenty of intention to squeeze. He played with my nipples while they leaked milk.
He kept going with the cock, with the cock... the cock...
I’m going... again, again...
How many times have I come... how many more times do I have to go...
Ah, I don’t know... I’m going... I’m going, ahh, ahh. Ahn...♡
Push—
I’m going.
Every time he stabbed in.
Every time he forced his way in.
Every time he crushed me beneath him.
"Oogh, ohh...♡ Huff, ah. Ahn...♡ Hah, hah...!"
"Every time I pinch your nipple... your pussy squeezes so hard. Are you coming? I’m grabbing your chest tight, your ass tight. Pinching your nipple. Every time I smack your ass, your pussy clamps down."
"Huhh, pffhht♡ Hhic... I-I don’t know... I don’t know either...!"
"Then I’ll teach you. Noona comes when I do this. When I just come at you a little harder like this. You come."
"Ungh, mmngh, I’m coooming♡ Again, if you do that, I’m coming again...♡ If you grab me hard, if you hit me, I come...♡"
I understood.
The instinct of this body, its physical reactions, the helpless body of a bitch in heat, the happiness of a female being dominated by a male...
That was it. It felt better. Better, to the point of headache. Of course, sex itself... sex between equals, or sex led by the woman... those felt good too.
That could make me come hard too, could satisfy me.
Sex that was warm and gentle, with him feeding me milk... that was nice too, and that was fine in its own way.
But this was different. Just a little different. It had another flavor.
Offering myself to a man, caring only that the man was satisfied, letting myself be carried along by the man’s domination.
That... that feeling of being used.
Sweet things are nice too.
But sometimes you want something spicier.
It might differ from time to time...
But right now... this side was better...
This side felt so, so much better...♡
"Noona... I’m feeling amazing. Your pussy... when it squeezes my cock like this... it’s curling all by itself. And when I touch your tits like this, your pussy moves too."
"Hk, hngh... heh, haa, hngh...!"
Squelch, squelch, squelch, squelch, squelch.
I was getting worn down by him as he poured out his juices.
Do I like it? Then...
Even in my brain, ruined by pleasure, when Kang Juhyuk toyed with my breasts, I would squeeze my pussy even more for no reason.
When he pressed down on my ass, I would push back with what little strength I had, slamming myself forward into the impact.
So he could come in deeper, so he could jab my womb opening harder. So my womb opening and his cock could kiss.
Ohh, ohh... Whenever Kang Juhyuk’s voice started losing its composure from excitement, my body’s reactions got bigger. More sensitive.
With every thrust, it felt like more arousal burst out of me.
As if my pussy recognized the male who dominated me was nearing ejaculation, it wandered in search of its master.
It degraded its own position. From noona to woman, from woman to female.
It raised the other side’s position. From dildo to man, from man to male.
The deeper I sank into that role, the better my body responded.
"Ugh...!"
Kang Juhyuk started hammering my hips harder than ever.
The urge to cum was rising; my body prepared to take in his semen. The male’s semen. His semen.
A gift that makes a female happy, the favor bestowed upon the female who pleased him.
The most valuable thing a love doll could receive... seed.
Squelch, squelch, squelch— buh-ruut, buh-ruru, buh-rut.
"Oohh, haah, hah, hihk, heeuhng, uhuuhng...♡"
Explosion.
An explosion of pleasure.
The stack of orgasms that had piled up by the dozens from one pounding from behind.
That powder keg was ignited by the male’s release.
As if it were detonating in a chain reaction, the orgasm that had been building began to boil over.
It burst, burst... burst and burst and burst.
A chain reaction, a nuclear reaction... whatever it was, an insane wave of pleasure erupted out of me.
My head hurt, but it felt so good.
I could feel the condom swelling inside me too, the rubber balloon pressing against my womb opening.
That felt good too, ah, ugh...
I couldn’t hold back the moans. I couldn’t do that.
It felt so good.
It felt so good.
It felt so good.
"It feeelss... so gooood...♡"
"Huff... huff..."
"Ah... don’t take your cock out... I’m lonely... you pulled out right away even last time..."
"Stay still."
"Nooo... hold me... haah, hngh... heh, heh, after you finish cumming... hold me with your cock still inside me...♡"
Smack—!
"Ah, ahnngh♡"
My ass... he hit it...♡
"I’m going to change the condom and fuck you again right away, so stay still!"
"Hek, heh, hngh... hek...!"
More, more?
I’m... I’m getting tired now.
It was strange, because my body wasn’t supposed to get tired.
I’d come too many times. The rear-entry ride this time had stacked up too much.
It had all burst at once.
My mind was so blank now; mentally, I was struggling.
I didn’t need more. I just... wanted to be held. I wanted him to comfort his female.
If I could rest just a little, just a little... then maybe, maybe I’d be okay.
I was sprawled on the floor, unable to lift my head.
Because of the aftershocks of orgasm. Because of pleasure. Because of bliss.
Even as my ass was being touched, I was trembling at the stack that had exploded now that the man had come. I couldn’t breathe properly, just lay there gasping. Heh, heh.
"You’re lying there like a dog... what do you think? Still think I need to learn sex separately?"
"I-I... heh...♡ It’s because of the curse..."
Did that earlier comment hurt your pride?
But that was normal at first, wasn’t it?
If you had no experience, that was how it was. It wasn’t really anything to be ashamed of.
I’d just meant he should get used to holding a few women, that was all.
Then he’d get better at the dildo role, and I’d feel better too.
Anyway, technique and all that... huh? You didn’t have it, you didn’t have it... but this time, maybe... maybe this was okay?
He seemed to be hitting only the places that felt strangely good, only my weak spots.
When did you notice? How...? He’d done it forcefully a few times before, but it hadn’t felt like this, like he was only hitting the spots that felt good... ugh... ah...♡
Did he have sex with someone else while I wasn’t around... ah, Chae Haeun...? When I passed out then... did she teach him? Mm... ugh.
Earlier, he’d been out of room himself... so that’s why he couldn’t do it properly.
"I’m only ever going to do it with you, noona, so I don’t need to learn."
"Th-that’s... later, hngh... heh, heh..."
Later, because someday he wouldn’t be able to do it with me.
That’s why I’d been telling him to learn for the future, for his own sake.
Smack—!
"Ooooh...♡"
"Enough. Lift your ass again."
"J-just a second... I, right now, hhk, heh... haa, hngh...♡"
I tried to lift my hips, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t get them up.
All the strength had drained out of my body. Because the orgasm was too intense, because it was still going.
I was still feeling it as if it were happening right now, and unlike the earlier breast-feeding sex, his cock had been pounding for too long.
This orgasm was lasting too long.
So right now I was tired... I’d almost been satisfied, though.
Drip.
"Hic, hiiiic, hic♡ Wha-what is thisss?"
"The semen you like, noona."
Something hot soaked my ass and trickled down my back.
My body trembled as I felt it flow. The semen that had been kept inside the condom... he was pouring it onto me.
He was marking territory...!
I like this. Not as much as taking it in my pussy, but almost as much as drinking it.
Having my body soaked in semen, being marked as territory. The loneliness flies away... cold gets covered by heat.
I feel like I belong. The feeling of becoming someone’s... no, ugh...♡ more than that, it feels like I’m not alone.
"I’ve poured my semen on you, so lift your ass."
"Just a little longer... just a bit. Let me rest, I was almost satisfied... right now, hngh... I’m still cumming..."
"Noona. You’re mine, aren’t you?"
"Mm, I know that. I just need, hngh... a little break... and then...♡"
"Can’t be helped."
Kang Juhyuk pulled something out, lifting my hips.
He tucked something soft between the mattress and my stomach.
This, this was a pillow. He put two pillows under my belly, forcing my ass up.
With my pussy left open... I was being made to lie there again.
"Noona, keep your pussy on display."
"Mm, ugh...♡ Being treated like this, ugh...! This is..."
"Yes. I’m going to treat you like a sex doll. Eunha noona is my sex doll."
"N-no... ahh, haa, haa, haa...!"
"It’s fine. It’s fine. Only for now. Only during sex. Normally I’m your dildo, but during sex, you’re my sex doll. That’s how it is."
Huuuh...
Huuuh...
Huuuh...♡
My breathing was ragged.
I couldn’t calm down at all.
The afterglow of my orgasm wouldn’t fade.
The heat and sensitivity that had boiled up with his release.
It wasn’t going down at all. It just felt good.
Sex doll.
Right now, I was a sex doll.
Right now, I was Kang Juhyuk’s sex doll.
No.
The Blessing... had come back. With that last release... the desire had been relieved a lot.
If I washed away my mind, purified it... surely this pleasure, this lingering orgasmic haze...
I could shut it off and return to normal. I could stop Kang Juhyuk from doing whatever he wanted.
I could end this sex.
...But still.
That would be disrespecting Kang Juhyuk, who had considered me and waited until I said I wanted it.
No, of course he’d pushed me into wanting him. Still.
I didn’t want to stab him in the back like that after he’d fed me his milk.
So.
For now, only for now.
Even if we didn’t force it to end.
When Kang Juhyuk was satisfied on his own, then it would end.
I wasn’t going to be a sex doll forever.
So.
So for now.
It wasn’t over.
Sex wasn’t over.
Just because I was satisfied didn’t mean it was over.
It wouldn’t end until Kang Juhyuk was satisfied.
"Sex... doll..."
"Yes. Sex doll."
"...Mm."
A sex doll pussy.
A useless pussy that couldn’t move once a cock was shoved into it.
A dairy-cow pussy that moved on its own when her nipples were sucked and milk came out.
Use me however you want...♡
Kang Juhyuk grabbed my waist.
...My body trembled.
The night was still very long.