Great Rift (7)
Kang Juhyuk carried me in his arms as he searched for a cave and made his way down the cliff. He’d been guiding me the whole time, but with the slope so steep and his hands occupied with me, it was hardly an easy descent. Unlike the Kang Juhyuk who had turned only a little colder and more matter-of-fact the moment he realized he had to take responsibility for me himself, I was still lost in sensation, breathing rough and shallow as heat and pleasure kept crashing through me. It felt as if time had no meaning in this body at all. No matter how long it went on, my head never cooled and the arousal never ebbed. It couldn’t be helped. Just being held by a man was enough to keep this body trembling.
Hot. So hot. I wanted him to put me down and fuck me right now. The cave didn’t matter. I could throw away my dignity here and now, if it meant getting what I wanted. I squeezed my eyes shut and did my best to ignore the signals surging through my body, clinging to the hope that time would pass quickly.
"Nuna."
"...Yeah."
When I came to my senses, we were already inside the cave. Maybe because this stretch wasn’t a place monsters traveled through often, we hadn’t run into a single one along the way. I’d heard the miners had already hunted the shallow depths like mad, so that had helped too.
The light had gone dimmer than it had been in the daytime. Had night fallen? This dimension wasn’t lit by a single sun the way the world outside was, so even though it was darker than day, it still felt brighter than night. Even inside the cave, as if starlight from outside had pooled in around us, one lantern was enough for us to see each other.
Kang Juhyuk took out a tent and an inflatable mattress from his subspace bag. He didn’t bother setting up the full tent, only making a place where I could lie down, then lifted me onto it so I could rest comfortably.
"We’re here."
"...Good. Let’s sleep here tonight."
"Y-yes."
Maybe because I was looking up at him, he got flustered. His face was red as he nodded, strangely unlike himself.
"Lie down next to me. There’s only one mattress, right?"
As if.
Of course there were two.
I knew that, but I pretended not to.
Kang Juhyuk nodded. He probably knew it too. He’d been the one to pull the air mattress out himself, after all. He had to know there were two.
Still, he said nothing and simply nodded before slowly moving closer and lying down beside me, keeping a little distance between us.
The mattress wasn’t very large, but if we arranged ourselves carefully, there was room for two. Kang Juhyuk lay beside me without letting our skin touch.
I could hear his breathing. Tense breathing. But as if he still remembered what I’d told him earlier, he didn’t say a word and lay there as instructed.
He definitely wanted to.
He hadn’t been able to finish earlier... so it must have been rough on him.
And yet he didn’t press me. He’d told me that respecting me meant waiting until I said it myself.
He’s such an idiot. He knew that if he really wanted me, if he just lunged at me, I wouldn’t be able to refuse. He knew I was an easy woman, helpless the moment a cock was inside me, and he still knew it all the same.
And yet, he was greedy in his own way.
Because he didn’t just want my body. He wanted my heart too.
A man, of all people. My heart, which not even other women had ever had. As if he had the right to want that when he was a bastard who’d practically raped me before, a bastard who’d forced himself on me again and again. And now he wanted that?
"Kang Juhyuk."
"...Yes."
"Do you want to?"
"I do... I really do."
"Heh."
It was strange.
No, maybe it was maternal instinct. And maybe I was aroused too.
Even though Chae Haeun wasn’t clinging to me right now... even though we were separated again...
for some reason, there was a little less resistance than usual. At least, for the moment.
"Come here."
"..."
Lying on my side with my back turned to him, I opened my arms and called to him. At my words, Kang Juhyuk turned his body toward me.
We were both lying on our sides now, looking at each other.
I was waiting for him to throw himself at me already.
He came a little closer, but he didn’t cling to me. He didn’t pull me into his arms.
We still weren’t touching.
My body felt lonely.
...And I didn’t reject that loneliness, either.
I was aroused, that was all. We had to do this. And maybe that was why I’d accepted it.
Why aren’t you holding me? I looked at Kang Juhyuk with a slight look of disappointment.
"Why aren’t you coming closer?"
"I haven’t heard it yet."
"...You want me to say everything out loud?"
"You told me to endure it until you said it."
"You’re so dense... Fine. Lately, it really is safer to make sure you hear the words clearly."
Even after telling him to come here, Kang Juhyuk still didn’t move.
There was no need to ask what he wanted.
"I want to... do it with you. Let’s have sex."
"...Nuna!"
The instant I forced the words out, Kang Juhyuk beamed so brightly it showed all over his face and slipped into the open space of my arms.
I gave him my embrace, and he came into my arms as I lay back. Then he held me too. My chest was pressed down against his hard body.
Hot. A hot embrace. My lower belly shivered. Held in a man’s arms, breathing in the scent of his sweat.
That unpleasant smell didn’t disgust me at all. Instead, the crushing loneliness in me slowly began to settle.
And once that loneliness faded, what rose to take its place was the signal to accept a man’s desire.
His hard cock, already pressing through his pants, touched my thigh.
That cock would be inside me tonight.
It was familiar, but it still made my heart flutter. My body had always answered that way. It was only my reason that had tried so hard to find it distasteful.
For the moment, I’d just stopped trying.
"You’re already hard...?"
"I’ve been hard the whole way down."
"Really...? Even while you were struggling?"
"Because I was holding you... and you smelled sweet. I could tell you were holding back... and your body is so obscene... every time you breathe, every time I walk, your chest keeps bouncing. I can see your nipples poking through your shirt. And you’re so light too. Your voice kept going weak when you told me the way. Your pretty face with your eyes closed."
That pervert.
And yet, strangely enough, I liked hearing it.
It was ridiculous. It shouldn’t have been, but right now I liked it.
The fact that a man was getting hard looking at me felt good.
And I didn’t deny that feeling, either.
Maybe because I was aroused. Maybe because I’d come here planning to do this.
Maybe because of the maternal instinct. Because he was the one who’d suckled at my breast. Because I felt no resistance toward him.
"Then... do what you want."
"Can I? Just put my cock in and cum right away? I don’t have to do it that way?"
"...Right. Since I’m the one telling you to do it, it’s fine."
Because I’m the one allowing you to touch me.
Because you... respected my dignity.
Because you respected me.
Because I was in a weak state, one where I couldn’t refuse even if I wanted to.
"Can I kiss you?"
"Kiss...? Th-that..."
"I guess you don’t want me to. I thought so."
Without asking me for a reason, Kang Juhyuk slid the hand that had been holding me and traced the line of my body.
His hand moved over my waist. My body shivered. It felt as though my entire body had become an erogenous zone.
My breathing grew quicker and quicker. Then, halfway down, his hand stopped at my ass. Over my clothes, he stroked my butt with his palm.
"Ahh...♡"
So lewd.
His touch was lewd...
I shut my eyes at that touch, letting out breathless little gasps as I savored it.
His rough hand closed over my ass. The force of it made the muscles in my lower body tighten and seize up.
My pussy had been leaking steadily the whole time, and now it felt like it let out a little more.
"I’ll take them off."
"...Y-yeah. F-faster."
Kang Juhyuk set his hand on my waist.
He slipped his fingers inside the elastic at my waistband.
I didn’t resist... I even lifted my hips to make it easier for him to strip me.
When he pulled my pants down, my already soaked panties were revealed.
This time, he took his time and stripped me completely. He lifted my legs... all of it.
Over my panties, Kang Juhyuk ran his hand along my pelvis.
Then it was my top. He reached to strip off my training jacket. I naturally raised my arms, accepting his touch as if I were giving him a triumphant surrender.
With a soft rustle, the fabric slid away. When he pulled the shirt off too, what remained was my bra and the T-shirt beneath it, my nipples already standing out beneath the cloth.
My spit had dried on the shirt, but it looked like a bead of milk might soon spill out too.
And just like that, I was left in nothing but my underwear.
Kang Juhyuk set my clothes outside the mattress.
My bra had been shoved aside, my panties pulled off, and I looked at him through ragged breaths, asking with my eyes what he wanted to do next.
Hurry up and start. Anything... I want it now. Quickly. He touched my ass, and the heat of my arousal flared back up. Now... right now!
Because I’d allowed it.
Because I no longer fought this arousal.
Because I’d surrendered my mind to what my body was telling me.
"Will you take them off for me?"
"Ah, got it..."
This was my turn now. I hurried, because the faster we undressed, the faster we could start.
With clumsy hands, made clumsy by arousal, I stripped Kang Juhyuk’s clothes off.
When I took off the stiff top that protected his skin from getting scraped, a sleeveless undershirt remained.
When I pulled off his pants, his huge cock was trapped inside a pair of blue boxer briefs.
He looked like he was in pain, so before I even realized it, I touched his underwear too. Kang Juhyuk didn’t refuse and lifted his hips so I could slide them down more easily.
With a quick tug, I stripped him, and his massive cock was released from the fabric and revealed.
Just touching it with my fingertips was enough to feel how hot it was. I instinctively grabbed it.
Hot... so hot.
But I liked it. This was good.
Then, almost instinctively, I shoved my hand into his undershirt and toyed with Kang Juhyuk’s nipples.
Not because I wanted to please him... just because I felt like doing it.
"Hah, h-hah, Nuna..."
"Ah... ah."
Startled by the sound of pleasure in Kang Juhyuk’s voice, I snatched my hand away.
What was I doing? I was embarrassed by my own behavior, caught off guard by it for a moment.
No... damn it. Right. It was because I was aroused. That was only natural.
Even as I flinched, I immediately brushed it off as something I couldn’t help.
Then I grabbed his cock again and used my fingers to tease the hard nipple beneath his undershirt.
Touching a man was a little different from touching a woman.
Less soft. More firm.
Maybe because the arousal and the maternal instinct had stripped away my resistance for a moment... maybe because just feeling a body like this was, well, actually kind of fun in its own way.
But that thought was quickly overtaken by something else. The pleasure of touching his body lost out to the arousal pounding through me.
My breathing turned ragged. Use this... use this to fuck me.
I want this. Hurry. Hurry up...
As I played with his cock and nipples, Kang Juhyuk reached for me too without holding back.
Since we were lying on our sides, he slipped his right arm, the one touching the ground, under my neck and pulled me closer, while his freer left hand moved to my wet panties.
My arm, which had been teasing Kang Juhyuk’s nipples, ended up trapped between his chest and mine. I could feel hardness and softness at the same time. I wondered if he could feel it too.
Did he like rubbing against my soft breasts?
As if he knew what I was thinking, Kang Juhyuk said nothing and slipped his hand into my panties. Ah, hhng♡ Ah... there, nh...!
"Ah...! Nnh♡ Hah. Ugh..."
I trembled and let my body sink into his hand.
My own hand was still wrapped around his cock, but I couldn’t keep teasing his nipples anymore.
It couldn’t be helped... my body was shaking like this. Ah...
His hand brushed through my pubic hair, then slipped past my clit and headed for my soaked pussy.
Even just teasing the entrance, letting his fingers tap lightly at the place where I was leaking, sent pleasure bursting through me.
It crackled through my senses like carbonated water popping open, sharp and stimulating.
But he didn’t give me enough to tip me over the edge, so the sensation only kept rising, keeping me feeling good and wanting more... and somehow that was the most frustrating part of all...
If he just pinched my clit... I’d come right away. But he didn’t do that.
"What’s wrong? Keep touching what you were touching."
"Y-you know I can’t... ah♡"
"...Damn. You’re so cute. Really. I’m losing my mind here."
"D-don’t call me cute... ahng!"
That just meant I was easy to play with...
He was deliberately keeping me from cumming... ah...♡
Just brush over me gently, just barely touch me...!
"Nuna. You’re so cute I can’t take it."
"Hah... hhn... why... why are you holding back... I... I want to come... hurry..."
"If I say I want to put it in right away, you might think I’m just horny."
"Seriously, are you stupid...?"
Idiot.
I didn’t quite get as far as calling him a dumb fuck.
Still, it really was stupid. Foreplay was supposed to be necessary before sex, but honestly, hadn’t we already done all that?
We were wet enough already and hard enough already.
If he wanted the main event... then he should just do it. If you make a woman too worked up before you fuck her, sometimes it actually makes her lose the urge after she’s already come once.
And besides, this was arousal, okay?
No matter what I said, it could only be arousal.
How annoying.
"Hah... hah..."
Thinking he might just shove me over and plunge in like before, I took my own panties off first, still lying down. I was breathing hard, unable to hold back, already rushing a little.
...Maybe next time I should wear something softer and easier to get off, the kind of underwear that slips away fast. I was worried he might end up shoving himself into me while I was out of my mind and hurt his cock.
It would probably be the kind of tiny, skimpy underwear Ha Yujeong had bought me before, like that red lace pair.
It wasn’t as if wearing modest underwear would protect my masculinity now, not when I was already doing this with Kang Juhyuk. I’d think about it later.
In the end, I was basically naked except for a bra that had been shoved aside.
I faced Kang Juhyuk, who was also basically naked except for an undershirt.
After looking at me for a moment, Kang Juhyuk reached into the bag he’d set aside earlier and rummaged through one of its pockets.
What he pulled out was a condom... I think.
"Wait a second, I... bought this. How do I put it on..."
Seriously.
He really didn’t need to make it obvious he had no experience.
Wasn’t he embarrassed at all? In front of a woman, no less.
For a second, I nearly told him to just get on with it and fuck me already.
I was on my period, so it wasn’t the right time to get pregnant.
But if there was a condom, then of course we had to use it.
Ugh, fine. Hurry... hurry and put it on. Fast.
"Give it here."
I snatched the condom from Kang Juhyuk’s hand.
Not really snatched, maybe; more like I took it from his weak grip.
Tearing the package open with some effort, I sat in front of his cock.
As if unfolding something that had been rolled up, I used both hands... slowly.
Starting from the tip, I stroked downward and rolled the condom on.
I didn’t have much strength, not much energy, so it didn’t go on smoothly in one try.
Almost like I was giving him a handjob, like I was serving him, I kept stroking down his cock.
Every time my hand touched his shaft, the ragged sound of Kang Juhyuk’s breathing hit my ears.
His cock kept jerking, and that movement made my hand wobble. It wasn’t even funny. That little bit of pressure was enough to make me feel like I was being pushed around. Ah...♡
"Thank you... Nuna."
"Forget that... okay? I’m..."
"Yes. Got it."
The moment I finished putting it on, Kang Juhyuk grabbed my shoulders and forced me down onto the mattress.
Then he climbed over me gently.
He sucked a little at my milk-wet breasts. Slowly, he opened my legs and slipped between them.
With his tongue licking my nipples and his hands parting my thighs, it really felt like we were about to begin. I was so turned on I could barely breathe.
Kang Juhyuk’s hips and mine touched.
His condom-covered cock rose over my belly, its shadow spilling across my stomach. His balls pressed against the flesh of my pussy.
The base of his cock pressed against my clit... and shifted slightly.
Just like the position he’d been in when he’d asked me for permission at the edge of the cliff.
Our eyes met.
"This time, I can put it in, right?"
"Why... why do you keep making me impatient like this?"
"Because it feels like this is the first real sex I’ve had with you."
"What are you talking about...?"
"The first time... I forced myself on you. At the love hotel too... halfway through, I got jealous and turned it into force again. Even when you took me in at the love hotel... I couldn’t really tell Ha Eun nuna from Eunha nuna... but right now, you feel like the real Eunha nuna. What I did with Ha Eun nuna wasn’t what I’m doing with Eunha nuna."
Was that... how it looked?
At first, I’d been too aroused, too confused to know what was what, so when Kang Juhyuk forced himself on me and had sex with me, I’d had no choice but to go along with it.
At the love hotel, I’d gone there because my head was a mess, but once my stress got the better of me, it definitely turned into a situation where Kang Juhyuk had gone off and forced things because he was sulking.
What I’d told him to do in the middle of it... well, honestly, that had been mixed up with Chae Haeun too.
It was a little different, sure, but to think he’d noticed that... was it really that different?
He was paying attention to such strange things... Sex was just sex, after all. It wasn’t that huge a deal.
"So... this is the first time we’re really doing it right, with both of us agreeing to it...? Then why...?"
"That’s why... I want to make sure I get confirmation from you properly. Until the end, just like you say."
"You idiot... What kind of sex is that...? You’re not a kid, are you? You’re an adult, aren’t you?"
"...Huh?"
Did I really have to explain everything one step at a time?
There was no helping it... really.
I had planned to teach him how to have sex anyway.
Since when he was with me he would cum no matter what we did, I’d even thought about calling another woman over to teach him technique...
But maybe the basics would be enough...♡
"If you’re the male, then you should properly devour the female. That’s what sex is... If you’re an adult, you don’t ask permission for every little thing. You do it right... properly."
"That’s... okay? You said you wanted me to respect you."
"That was only until right before we started... I gave you permission to start, didn’t I? Once you start... until the end..."
He swallowed.
Kang Juhyuk swallowed hard.
As he waited for the moment when I would hand myself over to him completely...
"Until the end... if a female is begging for your cock, then you, the male, have to tame her...♡"
"N-Nunaaaa!"
Ah, yes...!
Kang Juhyuk got so worked up he raised his body.
And just like that, with one hand on my waist...
and the other bringing his cock to my pussy entrance...
without even savoring cock-to-pussy kisses,
he thrust in—hard.
"Hh, h-hyik, nnh! Uuunngh-♡ Hheh, uuhhnn♡"
Again. Again...
He shoved it all the way in again in one shot...!
He drove in to the hilt in one go, again and again.
He forced my pussy open, no, it opened more gently than that, but still—
that huge cock slid straight inside my slit and went all the way...!
No, ah, no... I must have been holding back too long. I’d been waiting too much.
I’d wanted to come for so long, had waited for it for so long. No, ngh, uuhhn...♡
Ah, oh, ohh... I can’t take it. I can’t. I can’t stop the sounds from coming out. I can’t stop my body from writhing.
When I writhed, my hips moved too, and that made the cock inside me rub against a different place, ah...♡
This. I’d been waiting for this.
I’d been waiting for this to happen...♡
His cock dragging through my pussy, ramming against my cervix.
Grinding my G-spot, pumping in and out, stretching me open.
Filling me with thick cum, with so much white that it erased the empty feeling inside my belly.
It felt so good. So good, so good, ah... ah!
R-right now I don’t know rejection. Man or woman, I don’t care.
I only want to think about how good this feels. I’ll think about the rest after it’s over.
Right now, right now is fine. This happened because I said to do it.
I said it was okay, so my dignity is fine. Kang Juhyuk is fine. I gave him permission.
He respected me and started because of that. So...
So it’s okay to feel it.
So this isn’t bad. It isn’t embarrassing at all...♡
With my fluids spilling, with strange moans slipping out of me.
Being dominated by a male, being dragged around by his cock.
Showing him how my pussy—my stupid, helpless pussy—just goes and goes even when I’m being used.
Even if I came and came and came.
Right now...
right now, it was fine...♡
Even if I came the instant he shoved it in, it was fine...!