Great Rift (6)
“Ahh...♡ Ah, ah! Nn... Haaah... Hng...♡”
“Your breathing’s getting really lewd.”
“You’re the reason for that...”
Kang Juhyuk kept mercilessly tormenting my nipples before briefly pulling his mouth away to point out how aroused I was.
My pussy was getting wet, my womb was trembling, and my cunt was loosening up in preparation to take his cock.
And still, I kept hold of my Blessing, refusing to let Kang Juhyuk out of my arms.
If only I’d kept him from coming near me in the first place. If only I’d forced him down and tied him up with brute strength, or something like that.
Then I wouldn’t have had to let him touch me like this... let him nuzzle me in this half-hearted, teasing way.
But I didn’t want to stop nursing him.
I wanted to keep patting his head, keep letting him drink my milk.
He was clinging to me with his cock hard, desperate to fuck the big sister who was feeding him... and even so, though I couldn’t offer him my cunt, I still wanted to keep giving him my breast.
Really, if he’d just behave and hand over his cock properly—
if he’d let me manage his release and just drink my breast milk...
Then my baby could do that much...
He was a grown man, after all, a cock-erected man who could fuck women...
And yet, even while acting so shamelessly full of himself, he kept working over my nipples.
He was saying he was a male who could dominate a female.
“See, Nuna?”
“...Nnngh♡”
“Your nipples, Eunha Nuna... they’ve got bite marks all over them. It’s so damn lewd.”
Kang Juhyuk cupped both hands over my breasts and pushed them toward my face.
My bright pink nipples were ruined by the marks of his teeth. Nipples that couldn’t really be ruined—nipples that would go right back to normal in no time—but right now they looked truly wrecked, crushed flat. His saliva and droplets of my breast milk had mixed together, leaving them sticky and indecently wet.
My whole chest was slick with the liquid running down from my nipples.
Like I was leaking arousal...
This wasn’t nursing anymore. It was foreplay.
He wasn’t giving milk to a baby right now; he was servicing a man.
Not maternal instinct, but sexual desire.
That’s how Kang Juhyuk kept saying it to me, over and over.
With both hands, he pinched both nipples. One he rolled between his fingers, the other he pinched hard.
He played with one side gently and the other roughly, tugging my breasts apart so my face was framed between them.
Lying there stupidly, looking up at him while he watched my face react, he finally opened his mouth.
“Nuna... I want to do it with you.”
“Nnngh, no... Eh, ahhaah♡”
“You want it too, don’t you, Nuna?”
“Th-that’s... Aah!”
“I really want to do it... It has to be with you, Nuna. I only want you.”
Che, cheater.
If I said no, he’d just squeeze my nipples harder.
He was making it impossible to answer properly, impossible to think properly.
He really was just a baby—an absurd baby who was using his baby face to bully me.
What should I do?
Juhyuk seemed like he wanted it.
Wouldn’t it be better to give in?
It was pitiful, after all. He wanted to, but if I only let him use my breasts with my hands...
He’d probably want to enjoy this soft little pussy too. If he was begging me like that, looking at me with such desperate want... I couldn’t say no...
Nnngh...
No. If I gave in this easily,
my pride would take a hit. I’d just be a toy that let Kang Juhyuk have me whenever he wanted, whenever he was in the mood.
Someone who was just a sex doll.
I was the one who fucked people, not the one who got fucked, so I wasn’t going to get pushed into sex like this. Even if I ended up doing other things elsewhere because my body reacted on its own, I was still worth more than that...
I split from Chae Haeun.
The same desire—to share my maternal affection and satisfy myself through a substitute.
The same thoughts, the same reasoning, all mixed together in my mind.
My consciousness, which had been blending into one, began separating again as it faced Kang Juhyuk’s desire.
Girls like Chae Haeun were easy, the sort who spread their legs the moment a man they wanted to keep came close, a slut whose breeding instinct outweighed everything else—but Chae Eunha was trying as hard as she could to reject sexual desire, even if she had no problem with maternal affection.
Let’s do it. Let’s give it to him... okay? You wanted to cuddle Juhyuk too, didn’t you? Let’s comfort him with your pussy. Okay?
No... no. Shut up, Chae Haeun.
The voice split apart. Even though it wasn’t my thought, I could hear it beginning to speak.
It was annoying. Hearing thoughts that weren’t mine felt disgusting.
They hadn’t been there a second ago. They’d been fine a second ago.
It wasn’t like I’d wanted to dote on Kang Juhyuk in the first place.
It was just... exactly what it sounded like: a substitute. I’d only used him as a stand-in.
I’d only wanted to hold the version of myself from the past, the child I used to be.
Wanting to dote on someone was the important part. Kang Juhyuk himself wasn’t.
Just yesterday, we’d already done it.
I’d given him a blowjob, and he’d gotten a tit job.
We hadn’t used my cunt, but he’d come twice already.
And a few days ago, we’d even had sex at a love hotel...
So what more did he want? I knew he was twenty and full of hormones.
I knew his balls were being worked over because he’d gotten the chance to be with an erotic woman like me, a high-level woman like me.
But every single day...!
I didn’t even need to do this.
I’d already taken care of all my desire yesterday.
I had absolutely no reason to be having sex today.
It was Kang Juhyuk who was stimulating my body however he pleased, cranking my sensitivity up however he pleased.
That selfish behavior shouldn’t be forgiven.
My left hand, which had been pinning Kang Juhyuk down, began to lose strength.
Even my right hand, which had kept stroking his head while he teased me, started to go weak.
The Blessing split apart. The power I’d been wielding together with Chae Haeun began slipping away.
My self-control weakened under the pressure of my own desire, and Kang Juhyuk kept stimulating my body, stoking that desire higher and higher.
Chae Haeun grew stronger and stronger.
My Blessing was being taken over by Chae Haeun little by little.
And Chae Haeun... no longer wanted to keep suppressing Kang Juhyuk.
She wanted to be raped—no... she wanted to give him her cunt.
No... no.
It couldn’t... it couldn’t be...
“Nuna...”
I couldn’t let that voice in.
If it crossed over, he’d fuck me right away.
He wasn’t just sexual desire, a cocked-up male, something cute to be doted on.
So why did he have to sound like such a baby? Why did his voice stir up my maternal instinct like this?
Ah, he’d just finished nursing, so now I instinctively wanted to care for him. Nnngh... ngh...
I should resist... but...♡
Kang Juhyuk pushed himself up.
I’d been holding him down with force, my left hand around his cock so he couldn’t get up.
I’d been doing that, but at some point...
At some point, my Blessing had been taken completely by Chae Haeun.
My head had filled with hot breaths and sex until I couldn’t think straight...
And before I knew it, I could no longer stop Kang Juhyuk.
“N-nooo...”
“Nuna.”
“Stop, stop calling me that.”
“Eunha Nuna...”
Don’t. It hurts my head.
Stop putting those lewd sounds in my brain.
If this keeps up, I’m really going to...
Kang Juhyuk grabbed both of my wrists with his hands.
With both hands.
He bound my arms by force.
I could no longer escape from him.
The baby in my arms had already turned into a man, one who demanded not maternal affection but breeding.
“Your strength’s gone.”
“N-no... I didn’t mean to give permission. My body... my strength just left me for a second.”
“Then push me away. With force... you can do it. You’re stronger than someone like me by hundreds of times.”
“Nngh... I can... I can... l-let go, let gooo...”
I flailed my arms.
No. I couldn’t get away from Kang Juhyuk’s hands.
Without my Blessing, I couldn’t do it. It wasn’t even defiance—it was the barest pretense of resistance.
It only made me look like a toy that was easy to play with, a girl just pretending to resist...
“You’re not doing it. Is it okay if I don’t let go?”
“No... no. It’s not that I’m not doing it. I can’t. I want to get away, but... because of Chae Haeun, because of Chae Haeun. My body’s getting aroused on its own. So that doesn’t mean I agreed...!”
“...Yes. I know. I told you, didn’t I? I’d make you want it.”
Don’t, don’t do that.
I already want it. I do want it. But my reason is only telling me not to accept this.
My pride was telling me I should only give it to him when I wanted to. That I should only let him have me when I actually wanted it...
Kang Juhyuk pushed my arms down and laid me back over the ground.
Not too roughly, but with softness—yet it was firm, unmistakable, and solid.
I tried to hold out with force, but the power of my Blessing had been stolen by Chae Haeun.
This body’s strength was weaker than that of an ordinary woman, the kind of weak woman who would submit easily to a man.
No matter how much I squirmed, Kang Juhyuk’s strength pinned me down with ease.
We were on hard stone, gravel, and rock.
On a high ridge, on the edge of a cliff, along a blue night road where there were no people, no monsters... a path that was, quite literally, meant only to be passed through.
But Kang Juhyuk, who had already lost half his reason, didn’t seem to care.
Out here, in a place like this—well, I was nursing him outside too, of course, but still.
Kang Juhyuk lifted both my arms high above my head, forcing me into a surrendering pose.
My hands were pulled together, and he bound both of my arms with just his left hand.
Even though I struggled with both arms, I couldn’t escape that one hand.
My heart was pounding.
I shivered all over.
My lower belly, that sensitive little pouch inside me... gave off a faint vibration.
My already weak body felt that vibration and ignored the signals from my brain.
All the strength left my body at once.
How helpless.
How easy. How simple.
So weak in front of Kang Juhyuk, who was only a D-class hunter.
“This, this is rape... I keep telling you not to... not to do this. You won’t listen to me, you won’t listen to what I say.”
“I’m doing it because Nuna likes it.”
“D-don’t be ridiculous...♡”
Don’t gaslight me.
Chae Haeun might like it, but I don’t.
If I liked it, I wouldn’t be resisting.
So sure, maybe my body, my flesh, might like it. But my reason knows perfectly well that this is bad.
“From where I’m standing, you look more and more aroused.”
“Nngh... ah, no... aahh♡”
Tap.
My nipple, again.
I was trying to say no, and he did it again.
With his freed right hand, he flicked my nipple.
My left breast bounced from his fingers.
It shook side to side, and the other breast followed along with the motion...
Breast milk spilling, just like that...
“Want me to check?”
“D-don’t...”
Kang Juhyuk’s hand moved lower and lower over my chest.
He fiddled with my soft stomach, lazily tracing circles around my navel with his finger.
Even that little touch made my body writhe and react sensitively.
His fingertip felt hot. My skin was responding to a man’s touch with ridiculous delight.
He kept making me impatient.
Hah, hahh. Huhh. Aah!
The hand that had been idly rubbing my stomach...
Suddenly slipped under my sweatpants.
Right into my panties, all at once. That hot hand, sliding inside.
Ah, ahh... ahh...
Nnngh...
Wet, sticky, slick with my juices.
Into those panties already soaked with my arousal...
Kang Juhyuk’s firm right hand. His fingers... dug in.
Squelch.
Squelch.
“Nnngh, mmh... mmh...♡”
“You’re soaked.”
“No... it’s not because of you. This is... nursing. Because I was nursing. That’s all.”
“So you were getting turned on while feeding a baby?”
“Y-you were sucking too hard...”
“So it was me, then. This water.”
Nnngh...♡
Kang Juhyuk’s hand grew bolder.
The hand moving through my wet panties.
He pushed deeper and brushed over my pubic hair on the way down.
His fingers slid toward the flesh near my wet clit.
“Nuna.”
“W-what?”
“I like this part of you. This place... the little soft patch of pubic hair that’s so hard to notice unless you touch it, the barely visible fuzz.”
“Pervert...”
“And the hard little clit hiding under that fuzz too. It’s cute.”
“Nngh.”
“And it’s lewd.”
“Nnngh...♡”
“And the hot cunt underneath... the entrance... this dripping, flowing hole too. It’s really... really lewd.”
Huh. Huh. Huh... hhhnngh...
My breathing grew ragged.
Kang Juhyuk’s voice kept...
kept narrating my body like that voice.
Bit by bit.
Every lewd part of my body that I’d only ever known in my head.
He kept emphasizing each one.
Just hearing him speak made me feel like I might come.
“And this pathetic cunt too.”
“Don’t call it pathetic.”
Squelch.
“Uuunnngh—♡”
“It is pathetic. Nuna. You react just from a touch, twisting your body and blushing while you get my fingers wet... looking at that closed slit and leaking so carelessly.”
“Haaah, haaah... haaah...♡”
“Seeing you like this, getting your cunt played with, drives me insane. Seriously... you’re just too damn lewd.”
Throb, throb.
The cock I’d pulled out of his pants with my own hand gave a sharp twitch upward.
It was packed full of blood. Hard as a rock. Talking about my pussy, saying he wanted to get inside.
“You feel the same way, don’t you, Nuna?”
“Hah... n-no. I don’t...”
“You’ve been staring at my cock this whole time.”
“That’s... it can’t be helped. My body, so...”
“That’s exactly it. It’s what your body wants, so... then it’s what you want, right?”
“No! You know why my body’s like this, you know everything...!!”
“The baby doesn’t know about things like that.”
Cheater. Childish!
“I’m going to play with Nuna’s body. Since I’m a baby. Nuna should just hold me and pat my head or something.”
“You’re... honestly hopeless. Are you really a baby? Then why did you act so mindlessly happy when you heard about pregnancy... you weren’t prepared at all to raise a kid, let alone be responsible for one.”
“Yeah. It felt really good at the time. I thought if there was a baby, Nuna would look at me properly. And when you said no, I got even more jealous thinking there was already a man who had the thing I wanted so badly.”
“Don’t use a child like a tool. And you... you know we’ve only been seeing each other for two weeks, right?”
“That’s probably why I’m burning hotter.”
“No sense of responsibility... This is why I call you a baby. You just got off on meeting a convenient woman you could have sex with, and then started talking about love and sincerity and all that...”
Hopeless. A child in an adult’s body.
Honestly... really.
At this point, a one-night-stand addict would’ve been better.
“I’m not exactly sure I understand love or anything like that... but still. I want to keep being with Nuna. I want to keep doing this with you. I only want you. I want you to only do this with me too.”
“Heh... you know, you said earlier that I should introduce you to another woman who could teach you sex? A guy with such a light cock like yours would probably end up saying the same thing in front of her after just a few days...”
“Never. I can’t even imagine anyone prettier than Nuna.”
He said that because he didn’t know...
Because he was a baby, plain and simple.
But whatever I thought, it seemed Kang Juhyuk couldn’t hold back anymore.
He let go of both my wrists, which he’d been holding with his left hand.
Then, using both his left and right hands, he started pulling off my pants.
Halfway down, in his hurry, he yanked up only one leg and left the pants hanging there.
He was trying to get rid of my soaked panties.
Seriously, idiot. These are... snug, sporty... the kind of panties that cling tight.
Even if you pull them aside, the stretch makes them snap right back, and if they keep rubbing against your cock, it’ll hurt.
Not knowing any of that, Kang Juhyuk spread my bare legs as if we were ready.
My slit—wet and slick—was laid bare to him.
My panties bunched up and shoved aside.
Kang Juhyuk shoved himself between my thighs. He dropped down onto his knees to do it.
Ah... the stone... if my knees scrape against it, that’ll hurt. Even with pants on, even with rough fabric, it would still scrape. It would hurt...
He pressed in close, lifting my hips slightly and grinding his cock against my cunt.
He leaned his body over mine...
Then planted his hands on the ground on either side of my head, lowering himself over me like that.
He brought his face level with mine, locking eyes with me.
He wanted to prove this was nothing but sincerity.
“I’ll do it. I want to. Please let me. Say it with your mouth, Nuna. Say I’m allowed to.”
Ah... but he couldn’t.
If he pushed inside in this state, he’d hurt his cock.
His cock would scrape against these tight panties.
He should take the panties off first... and then do it.
No, wait. That wasn’t it.
That wasn’t the important part.
What mattered to me was...
“If I say no right now... will you stop? Will you respect my decision...?”
“...Yes. I’m Nuna’s dildo. If you tell me no until the very end... I’ll hold back. I don’t want you thinking I’m some guy with a light cock, like you just said. I’m a dildo... but I don’t want to be only a dildo.”
He really was innocent, because he was a kid.
If it were me... if I were Choi Eunho—
if there was a female I wanted, I’d have just shoved it in without saying any of this.
Was it even possible to hold back in a mood like this? A woman would say those things, sure, but she’d really just want you to shove it in already, right? A woman who truly intended to refuse wouldn’t still be standing here. She’d be shouting, cursing, trying to kick you away with her legs.
In a situation like this, being quiet and shy and saying no only counted as flirtatious resistance.
Of course, I wasn’t flirting. I really meant no. Because of my body.
“No...”
“...N-no?”
I tried to push against Kang Juhyuk’s chest with both hands, but it didn’t work very well.
Whenever I showed even a little of that immature weakness,
I couldn’t push him away. Maybe because I was on my period, maybe because I was producing milk...
So I stretched out both hands and put them on his cheeks instead.
I absentmindedly stroked the mole on his left cheek.
At my refusal, Kang Juhyuk froze, flustered.
As if he hadn’t expected to be turned down.
As if he knew how I felt... as if he knew I wanted it.
Well, of course he did. My body wanted sex, and once the mood was set, desire would pile up.
And now that my Blessing had been taken away too, he must have thought I’d give in. He probably hadn’t imagined I’d refuse.
“W-why...? You want it so much right now, Nuna. I can see it. It literally says one hundred—right now you’ve got ‘in heat’ written all over you.”
“Hah... hah...”
“Your breathing’s rough. Hot... and your pussy’s leaking like crazy, and your milk’s coming out too. Your eyes keep going straight to my cock.”
“So...?”
“And even so you don’t want it? Then why do you keep seducing me like earlier every time I look like I’m about to give up? Why...? Even if it was a misunderstanding, you could’ve just let it stay a misunderstanding.”
“I wasn’t seducing you... I just... for some reason... wanted to feed you my milk... while patting your head... That was probably just the curse... an instinct. I wasn’t seducing you... It’s the same as using a dildo to masturbate, that’s all.”
“How am I supposed to hear that and not get confused... you really do make it hard to understand.”
Don’t get gloomy...
That’ll make me want to nurse you again.
Nngh... then you’ll say I was seducing you again, won’t you?
Idiot.
Of course... if you gave up, it’d sting my pride.
But that doesn’t mean I’d keep seducing you just to stop you from leaving.
That would hurt my pride even more.
I’d prove I was fine without someone like you by finding someone else right away.
And... there’s no need to look so down.
The reason I refused this time... was just because I wanted to check whether your words were sincere.
“This time, you’re the one who... made me want to do whatever I wanted with you, so... hhh... you have to wait until I say I want it. Only then can we do it. That way... when I say let’s do it, we do it... and you protect my pride. You’re really respecting me. Not treating me like some slut you can use or swap out anytime, but like a woman you actually want by your side...”
“...Yes, yes. I got it. Okay. If that’s what it takes. Yes.”
...How disappointing.
Even while looking shaken, Kang Juhyuk steadied himself and began to rise, but I stretched my arms farther, hooked them over his head, then pulled him down into my chest and hugged his head against my breasts.
Could he hear the pounding of my heart, beating so hard it felt like it was thudding against my ribs, through the fat of my breasts?
“But... I’ve lost my Blessing. It’s your fault, but still. Right now... if I don’t do it, I won’t have the strength.”
“...What?”
“And this place... even if it looks empty, hunters could come by at any time... If we go down below the cliff, there should be a cave somewhere in the middle...”
“Th-then you mean...”
“I can’t walk... I’m completely out of strength right now. I went over a second ago and got so turned on my pussy was shaking... You’ll have to carry me, follow my instructions... and go down with me. We need to go into the cave together.”
Kang Juhyuk swallowed.
Was he imagining it?
After we got into the cave, what exactly would we do?
“Why...? Are you tempting me again because you’re about to back out?”
“N-no. No. I didn’t think that.”
“Good. Be bold like that... okay? Be mature. Don’t think so pessimistically.”
After saying that, I patted the back of Kang Juhyuk’s head a little more, then let my arms fall away.
Kang Juhyuk immediately sat up and, first of all, straightened his clothes.
He struggled a little getting his massive cock back into his panties, then put my pants back on me. He lifted my bra back into place and pulled my shirt down over my chest, leaving it where it could cover me, even if only barely.
I didn’t resist his touch. I just looked up at him with half-lidded eyes and said,
“...Then why aren’t we going already?”
“Y-you said someone might come.”
“Hmm.”
So he was taking away the woman he wanted to fuck.
Looks like he didn’t want anyone else seeing me.
Kang Juhyuk roughly finished tidying my clothes, then picked me up without warning.
I had no strength left to keep my balance anyway.
Still, for all that he was an awakened hunter, he lifted me effortlessly in a princess carry.
Honestly... I wasn’t all that surprised.
There was no way I’d get flustered over a man.
My body was already overheated and hypersensitive, so my heart was pounding like crazy... but that was just because I was aroused.
I was only permitting sex because I thought it was admirable that he’d protected my pride.
Nothing really changed.
“Don’t... get the wrong idea. You’re just a dildo.”
“...Yes. I know. For now.”
“Not for now. Always. You’re just a dildo, period.”
And right now... even though I was allowing it,
the truth was I was only allowing it because I couldn’t help it.
Even if I refused to the end, if he raped me anyway I couldn’t stop him.
Then I’d lose my pride and still have to give him my cunt, so I might as well take the long way around and preserve at least some dignity.
It wasn’t because I liked you even one percent.
So don’t get all smug.
Just seeing that pathetic, lousy look on your face...
made me want to pat your head again.
“Annoying... you.”
Chae Haeun smiled with her eyes.
It was probably Chae Haeun.