Drawing a New Line (8)
There was a filthy sound.
The wet, obscene noise of the flesh and lining of my mouth rubbing against saliva and my own slick, mixed together into a lewd liquid.
The filthy sound and the filthy smell battered my brain.
My body, forced into arousal, began preparing itself for sex.
It’s getting wet. It’s wet already. Even so, I’m not doing it. Not today... absolutely not.
Chae Haeun, you stupid instinct. Go ahead and feel sorry for yourself all you want. Do you really think I’m just going to be dragged around by whatever you want? Today I’m biting his dick. The pussy can just sit there.
Even if you cry, I’m not indulging you today. I’m not doing this because I’m desperate, so I can do whatever I want, can’t I?
I imitated it.
How had the women who sucked my dick done it?
They’d looked a little more stupid, I think.
They’d shoved the head all the way down their throat and used their whole mouths to draw it in, I think.
While they were at it, they’d fondled the balls, too, and rubbed the base of the dick and—
Sluurp, chuup, shllk, slup, chuup. Smack.
Ah... whatever.
My hands had been around his waist, but... whatever, no more. I let go of Kang Juhyuk’s shaft at once, then wrapped my thumb and forefinger around the base I’d been sucking and took hold of the length itself.
With my other hand, I softly cupped his balls.
Cold. Pleasantly cold. Right, that was it. They’d always been cold there.
Swish, swish.
I squeezed the hand holding his balls softly, then loosened it, then squeezed again.
Teasing them, kneading them like I was squeezing out a slime toy. Stimulating them.
I held his balls as gently as a woman playing with slime—too hard, and it would hurt... so just enough to feel good.
With my thumb and forefinger, I slid up and down the shaft I couldn’t quite encircle, matching the movement of my mouth.
Forward and back, using my throat, forward and back...
Suck, suck, and suck some more. I was going to teach this dick a lesson.
“Uh, aaah...”
Kang Juhyuk’s body went rigid. Then he pushed his hips forward a little.
His balls tightened, as if trying to force out everything he’d been holding inside.
A sweet smell began to seep from the tip of his urethra. I could smell it. The smell of semen.
This body really was stupid. A sweet smell from cum, seriously?
I looked up at that stupid expression of his.
A pathetic expression. The kind you wore when you wanted to hold back but couldn’t.
He didn’t even know how to look down at the woman servicing him. Pathetic.
Trying to cum?
Already? Idiot. Moron. Bastard. You’ve only just gotten sucked. Why so fast? Premature ejaculation.
This is why virgins are hopeless. Inexperienced men. If there weren’t a convenient woman like me around, you wouldn’t even have been able to hold one in your arms.
A lucky bastard. A loser. A worthless piece of shit. That’s why you’re a dildo. You’ve got no right to hold a woman.
And yet you still show off your possessiveness... disgusting, disgusting.
Fine. Go on. Cum.
I was only going to let you cum once today, anyway.
Finish fast and get it over with.
Spill your seed and be done... so empty, so quick. Just finish already.
“Eunha nunaaa...!”
Clench.
Huh, huhmpph!?
Kang Juhyuk grabbed my head in both hands.
As if telling me not to run away. As if he was going to pour everything inside me.
You idiot. I’m not running. I need it too, I need to go. If I’m going to go, I need your cum. I need it.
I didn’t want it on my clothes, so I was going to take it in my mouth. That was all. You didn’t need to do this.
How rude... let go, let go...
“Kek, kuh...! Chup, uhk...! Ogh...!”
“I’m cumming, nuna...! Take it all, take it all! Eat it!”
“Ummph... mmmph!”
Don’t thrust your hips around like that. Don’t piston my head, damn it...!
I said I’d do it. I’m the one who’s going to do it.
I’m the one who’s going to fuck you.
Don’t act like you’re the one doing the fucking...
Stop it.
I said stop it.
Stop... ♡
Splurt, splurt...!
When Kang Juhyuk’s climax reached its peak, sweet, sticky white fluid spilled from the tip of his throbbing shaft into my mouth.
A thick, molasses-like liquid surged in, gliding down my throat.
Sticky. It wrapped around my tongue and clung to my throat. It wouldn’t go down easily.
Sweet. Sweet.
This body, this tongue, declared the liquid maddeningly sweet.
My throat hungrily craved it. Kept swallowing. Licking it with my tongue, swallowing it, swallowing it again.
Gulp.
Gulp.
Gulp.
Every last drop. Not a single one left behind.
And all the while, Kang Juhyuk kept rocking his hips.
As expected, strangely enough.
I couldn’t resist. No... I didn’t resist.
To the dildo who had my head in his hands and was going wild as he pleased, I—
But there was no room to wonder about that.
Right now, there was only one thing I felt.
It feels good.
It feels good.
I shouldn’t feel good.
I shouldn’t forgive this kind of rude behavior.
If the first part had just been fun, this—this felt good.
Being used felt good.
Fuck... ♡
I-I’m going... I’m going, ugh, g-going... This... is weird. It’s weird, but it feels good.
Because I took his cum, because I drank it.
Because a man only came.
Just touching the hot fluid with the tip of my tongue... sent me climbing toward my own climax.
It rose and rose, and then I was going—!!
“Mmmph, mmmmmmph♡”
With his dick still in my mouth, I convulsed. My lower belly trembled. I was going. I was going over the edge.
The strength drained from my body, but I couldn’t let go of his dick. Not yet, because Kang Juhyuk was still holding my head.
I couldn’t escape. No, I didn’t want to escape. I still couldn’t let go. I hadn’t finished drinking the cum yet. I could still take it. I wasn’t letting go of his cock.
My pelvis shook, and my thighs trembled. The lower half of me, still trapped in my pants and underwear, was soaked through. Gross. I wanted to strip. I should’ve stripped first.
And yet, even so. Still, right now, it felt good. It felt bad and good at the same time. Sticky, but good.
A man cumming—
A man climaxing—
A man ejaculating—
A man being satisfied... felt good... ♡
Gulp.
Gulp.
Gulp.
Puha.
I drank it all...
“Haa... haa... haa...”
“Hek... hee... haah... huhh...!”
Once Kang Juhyuk had emptied himself completely, he let go of me with a rough exhale.
My body, finally free and yet scorched white with climax, slumped backward at once.
With a little pop, I let his cock slip from my mouth and fell back into a seated collapse.
Unable to support myself properly, I leaned against the wall... almost lying down where I sat.
I panted hard. My breasts were heaving up and down violently in front of that breathless air.
And Kang Juhyuk, who had been the one I’d devoured down to the very last drop of semen before collapsing myself...
was staring down at me, still clutching his shaft.
“Nuna... did you finish?”
“Uh... yeah... I finished...”
Maybe because I hadn’t built up a stack, the afterglow of climax wasn’t very strong.
Compared to stimulating my body to build up fake climaxes, then blowing those stacks apart when he came... this was a strangely delicate orgasm.
What kind of game was this? No, sex really was like a game in a way, but this body was absurdly unreal. It wasn’t strange, considering it was an alien body.
Anyway, no masturbation, no touching the pussy. Receiving his release without even a touch of foreplay... I’d climaxed, sure, but it wasn’t as satisfying as actual sex.
“You only got a blowjob and you’re saying you finished?”
“I don’t know... I told you, that’s how this body works... When a man... cums... I do too...”
With a belch—
A belch of semen, a sweet belch—bubbled up. Annoying. Even the smell was sweet. Gross.
It wasn’t satisfying in the way sex was, but—still, it had been a climax.
My mood had eased up a little.
I didn’t know. It wasn’t so much that I felt relieved as that the unpleasant feeling had become hard to remember.
What had that man just now even looked like? What was his name? I didn’t want to know. I wasn’t curious.
Right now, I just wanted to enjoy the lingering echo of that brief climax.
It wasn’t as good as sex, but... this... wasn’t bad.
Even if it wasn’t because of desire, if I was stressed out... maybe this was a decent way to let off steam...?
“Haa... heh... ha... That’s enough... That’s enough for now... Get out...”
“You want me to leave?”
“This is enough for today... Let me catch my breath, and then I’ll go. You go first... wait outside...”
Of course, compared to sex, it was disappointing. A little more would’ve felt even better.
Still... I’d decided not to have sex today. It wasn’t like I’d lost my Blessing or anything.
I wasn’t even that pent up... so let’s stop here.
“So it ends as long as nuna is satisfied?”
...Huh?
He snapped upright.
What?
“I wasn’t satisfied at all.”
“Ah... huh?”
Startled, I lifted my head.
His dick.
Kang Juhyuk’s dick was still standing there, heavy and hard.
Even after coming once, it didn’t look satisfied in the slightest.
Still rock-hard, it jutted up and pointed straight at me.
Don’t make me laugh.
Who did he think he was? He wanted to fuck me?
If I said this was where we were stopping, then this was where we were stopping.
What he wanted had nothing to do with me, nothing to do with—
Ugh.
My mouth wouldn’t open.
I wanted to frown hard, to put on a serious face and shout that I didn’t care whether he was satisfied or not.
But I couldn’t shout it.
Absolutely not.
I couldn’t compromise on this.
Once you start, you have to see it through.
Chae Haeun was speaking to me in a voice that was suddenly far too heavy.
Her reverse scale had been touched, just as I’d been blocking her from spreading her legs wherever she wanted.
Just as she kept me from hurting her femininity.
As though I was touching the one thing she would never forgive.
A man hadn’t even been satisfied, and I was cutting him off in the middle...!!
That was absolutely not allowed!
You crazy bitch.
What does it matter? Do that when it’s your turn.
I’m the one doing it right now. Fuck... don’t just do whatever you want.
Stay still. Who do you think you are to be the one making allowances?
But I couldn’t say that.
Because Kang Juhyuk had raised that massive dick again and was bringing it back in front of my eyes.
Because before I could even answer, he was pressing me down with a kind of force that left no room to push back.
My anger collapsed in front of that cock in an instant, all my nerves flooding toward it instead.
Nothing remained in my head except his dick.
“I said I wasn’t going to, but you’re the one who started it, nuna.”
“Ugh...”
“I’ll let you fuck me properly, so suck it.”
Again.
He was sulking again, Kang Juhyuk.
As if what I’d said earlier—treating him like a toy—had set him off again...!
His dick twitched, ordering me to lick it.
It was strange. This was strange.
It was absurdly rude, and yet...
Every time Kang Juhyuk grabbed my head.
Every time he came at me like this, my body went shivery.
Something... something.
My lower belly... was trembling.
A chill ran through me.
What is this feeling?
No. No way.
Feeling good while being used... that was just because I’d gotten carried away. Just because I was too turned on in the moment.
My brain had simply gone numb for a second. That’s all. I’m not like this normally. I’m not the kind of person who feels this way.
But... ugh... I was shaking. Weirdly shaking.
Could this... be good?
I shook my head. Get a grip.
Chae Eunha. No, Choi Eunho. This is one of Chae Haeun’s traps too. Anyway, that’s what it is.
There was no way this should feel good. I shouldn’t be accepting this.
“How long are you going to keep staring?”
But.
Kang Juhyuk had just said... he’d let me fuck him, hadn’t he?
Right... he said that, so this means I’m the one fucking him.
If I can’t even make the one I’m fucking lose his mind to the end, then that’s... that’s just premature ejaculation.
If you fuck a woman, you ought to make her go so hard she can’t even speak. That’s what makes you a man.
So it’s the same thing here.
If I’m the one doing the fucking, then I have to make him go until he can’t even talk.
That’s what it means to fuck him.
“A-all right...”
...A chill, a chill.
That, that’s what it is... ♡
I grabbed the hem of my T-shirt with my left hand.
Then I slowly lifted it. My smooth belly was exposed.
A sound of swallowing. Kang Juhyuk tightened his dick at the sight of my bare skin, revealed little by little as the shirt rolled up.
My own eyes shook up and down as his dick sprang back to life.
“Hah, haa...”
“...Why? Turned on?”
“I can’t exactly say no.”
“Hee-hee.”
At the same time, I stood up and grabbed his shoulder with my other hand.
For all his tough talk, now that I’d bared my waist to him, he was tensing up stiffly.
Did he see my navel or something? Over that little thing.
He probably hadn’t been thinking beyond a blowjob.
Yeah, he was still a virgin. So rude. Weak one second, aggressive the next. Then weak again.
That doesn’t suit you. Or maybe... that awkward side of you is what makes you cute.
Maybe it would work on some people? Not on me, though.
Obviously. I’m Choi Eunho.
...No, right now I’m Chae Eunha.
Then... does it work?
I don’t know. Whatever.
This isn’t the time for that.
You’re not getting away. You’re the one who got me started? You rushed at me saying you’d fuck me, and now you can’t even satisfy me, you premature little bastard?
You’re... dead.
The Blessing remained strong in my hands.
I gently pushed Kang Juhyuk and signaled for him to sit on the toilet I’d been using.
“I’ll fuck you the way you want... so sit.”
“N-nuna.”
“I said sit...?”
“...”
Hoo... hoo... huh... ugh...
Kang Juhyuk wordlessly followed my gesture and sat on the toilet seat.
His cock stood there, waiting for me, hard as a rod.
I just couldn’t take my eyes off it. Was I smiling?
I wondered if my smile looked like Chae Haeun’s.
If he asked, “Nuna Haeun?”
I’d really lose my temper then.
Then, for real, whatever Chae Haeun said wouldn’t matter anymore. That would be the end of it.
I pulled my shirt up higher.
It got caught on my heavy breasts. So I followed the line of my chest and lifted it higher.
Before long, once I’d raised the hem to my neck, what was revealed was my breasts trapped in a sports bra.
“But... I’m not... going to have sex.”
So saying I was going to fuck him was, strictly speaking, a little misleading.
Still.
Foreplay.
I was going to toy with him until he went over the edge through foreplay alone.
The slim shirt, forced up over my breasts, clung tight and stayed pinned in place.
With both hands, I slowly pushed the edges of my bra outward, then slowly, slowly tugged it upward.
My heavy breasts rose along with the bra that clung to them.
But the sheer weight soon overcame gravity, and as the bra was pulled up, my breasts spilled and settled back into place with a soft sway.
At the feeling of my nipples brushing—
I thought my face turned even redder.
“I’ll... use my breasts for you... ♡”
And so I offered up my bare chest.
Lifting both breasts with my hands to show them off.
I knelt down before Kang Juhyuk.
Just as I had been staring down at Kang Juhyuk’s cock, and the face beyond it, Kang Juhyuk was now looking down at me with trembling eyes and a flushed face, at me holding my breasts up as if displaying them proudly.