Drawing a New Line (7)
"Nuna?"
Still holding Kang Juhyuk by the wrist, I strode toward the back corner of the Hunter Market.
The destination was simple enough: somewhere with no people. Even in a shopping complex, the closer you got to the center, the more crowded it became, while the neglected corners were full of empty rental units or only a handful of open stores.
The places that did stay open felt less like real businesses than spots people drifted into just to kill time.
And in a restroom tucked away in a place like this... almost nobody ever came.
Probably.
The shared restroom in a secluded corner of the market.
As Kang Juhyuk trailed after me with that odd, hesitant air, I caught him by the hand and dragged him straight into the men's room with me.
Of course, there was no one inside.
A slightly smelly restroom that clearly hadn't been maintained all that well.
It was the kind of place I would normally wrinkle my nose at and avoid, but now I didn't care in the slightest.
Compared to the fake air freshener they’d stuffed in there to mask the restroom odor, the scent of the man's lust clinging to me from behind was far more intense.
I could feel Kang Juhyuk's heartbeat pounding more strongly through the hand I was holding.
Even while he followed behind me, I could feel his gaze lingering on the line of my neck where it showed past my tied-up hair.
"Nuna, don't tell me..."
"What."
"This is a public restroom."
"So?"
Don't act so innocent.
You know exactly what you're doing too.
I led Kang Juhyuk into a stall.
He hesitated, but he didn't resist my hand and followed me in.
Why were you putting on airs when this was what you wanted anyway?
The inside of the stall was apparently pretty recently remodeled, because it was roomy enough for the two of us to stand in there together.
I shoved Kang Juhyuk inside first, followed him in, and locked the door.
It wasn't really airtight or anything. Locking it didn't change much of anything.
A stall was still just a stall; there was zero soundproofing, and with the gap beneath the door, anyone could easily guess what was going on from the sight of our ankles.
But once the door shut and the only thing left for either of us to see was each other...
I felt something inside me switch on.
But don't get it wrong, Chae Haeun.
I'm not going to give you what you want.
At least not today.
"Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not horny."
"...Huh?"
"I'm not having sex."
Yeah. I was perfectly normal.
I wasn't so worked up that I needed sex, or so overrun with desire that I'd lose my blessing over it.
Besides, I’d already had intense sex just two days ago. If it was happening this quickly again, that really would be too soon, no matter how you looked at it.
Just because that guy had been walking around leaking the stink of lust didn't mean I'd pile up enough desire to lose my blessing this fast.
This was stress.
The irritation from what had just happened had surged up all at once.
Right. This was about confirming something. I wasn't the one getting fucked.
I just wanted to fuck someone to blow off the stress.
That the target wasn't a woman but a man... was fucking annoying, sure.
My body just couldn't take women anyway.
There was no helping that.
And Kang Juhyuk was my dildo, so this was different.
I sat down on the closed lid of the toilet seat.
It was a little higher than ideal, but when I leaned my body forward, it lined up well enough with his waist.
Kang Juhyuk standing there, and me seated in front of him.
His pants were right in front of me, hiding that heavy thing inside them.
Yeah.
I was going to draw out his semen now. With my hand... or with my mouth.
Just like when I first met him.
There was no need to have sex.
After all, this body only needed semen to get there. As soon as a man came, it would go on its own. It was almost like everything was linked together.
So there was no need for him to actually be inside me.
Just getting him off would be enough; I'd reach orgasm on my own, and my mood would naturally settle down.
Then I'd still be keeping Choi Eunho's rule. Only have sex when it's needed. I didn't need sex right now.
So I wasn't going to have sex. But I was going to make him come.
That meant I wasn't breaking my oath.
"What are you standing there for? Take it out."
"No, I mean, even so, now..."
"Who said anything about sex? I'll finish with a handjob or a blowjob. Take it out."
"Nuna..."
Look at this bastard.
I told him to take it out, and he still wouldn't.
What, now you’re acting high and mighty? You dildo. I’m the one providing the equipment, and I even said I’d pay you.
You can’t even handle pulling out your cock and getting a blowjob or a handjob?
You think I’m doing this because I want to? Well, of course I want to. I want to come. I want to get off. But I’m not doing this because I want to touch your disgusting cock, you know.
You think you can hold out against me?
I have a blessing. You can't run.
Arrogant. Arrogant bastard. Arrogant dildo.
I grabbed him by the waist with both hands at once. He tried to recoil, but in front of my blessed grip he was no different from a bug.
It was probably exactly how a dragonfly felt when a little kid caught it by the wings.
If I let go of his hand, he'd yank his hips back, wouldn't he? The cheeky bastard.
So I used my mouth. Holding his waist with both hands, I used my teeth to work at his belt buckle.
Was this some one-touch thing from a thousand-won shop? Cheap.
One bite with my teeth, and it came undone smoothly. Using my tongue, I worked at the button of his pants, then caught the zipper between my teeth and pulled it down.
"H-how did you learn how to do something like that..."
"Puh..."
I dragged the zipper down with my teeth.
I must have looked pretty worked up, because as I opened his pants, the black underwear beneath them started to bulge more and more.
What, you wanted this too, didn't you? So stop pretending.
Yeah. A rapist like you would back out in a situation like this? Quit acting cute. What are you, some shy virgin?
"You learned that by messing around with guys who look like they know how to have fun?"
"You know... that jealous, possessive look you get sometimes is honestly disgusting..."
I picked that up while I was used to coddling women...
There had even been girls who liked having their pants and underwear stripped off like this when we were fooling around.
But saying that felt too much like making excuses, so I didn't.
Let the arrogant dildo stay jealous.
"You just need to sit still and let me fuck you."
His underwear.
I leaned in toward his underwear again.
But then I caught the scent and was drawn in by it.
Weird. This was weird...
I buried my face in the underwear that was bulging in front of me.
Then I drew in a deep breath through my nose.
The smell. The smell... that hot, musky odor. Huh, maybe this wasn't so bad.
Perfume the girls used to wear mostly just gave me a headache and felt awful, but this ordinary human scent... maybe this was okay.
I couldn't believe it.
That I might... like this.
No, of course. This body was Chae Eunha's. Not Choi Eunho's.
It was the body of a filthy slut like Chae Haeun. While I was trapped inside it, it was fine to like this sort of thing. That was only natural.
All I had to do was not get swallowed by it. As long as I kept hold of the will to go back, that was enough.
So... it wasn't weird. I could hate it after I went back.
"If I let go of your hand... you'll run, won't you? Disgusting, but... I guess I'll have to use my mouth."
Yeah.
A handjob would be easier. It would be better to just work your disgusting cock out with my hand than lick it with my tongue like some trash.
But if I let go of you... if I let go of your hips, you'd run.
There was no choice but to use my mouth.
I bared my teeth. At the edge of his underwear, I started to work the cock out.
The smell was strong. The smell of a man getting turned on. His lust was even stronger than before.
Was Chae Haeun always breathing in this kind of scent? Was that why?
It was a strange feeling. Not something I was doing because desire had filled me up and I had no choice, not some act of my body overpowering me.
It was just... just something. Something... I couldn't quite put into words.
As I slowly tugged down the underwear with my teeth, the cock caught against the fabric and bent downward along the shaft.
Along the pubic hair, along the shaft, and against the balls crushed underneath it.
The thick smell made my head swim.
Lower. Once I pulled the underwear all the way down, the hard, throbbing cock trapped inside sprang upward.
It bumped against my nose. I flinched back slightly, though I wasn't really startled.
It felt like the scent had soaked into the tip of my nose.
"Nuna..."
"Haa, haa..."
Kang Juhyuk, flushed and thoroughly aroused, was looking down at me.
I stared at his cock, breathing rough and hot.
Then I looked up at Kang Juhyuk's face.
Then I looked back at his cock, and then up into his eyes.
Even though I'd seen it plenty of times, it was still big.
Whatever else, his cock was always...
I slowly opened my mouth and let the tip of my tongue slip out.
He wasn't fully hard yet. The size he'd shoved into me before was definitely bigger than this.
With the tip of my tongue, I tapped the little urethral opening at the end of the glans. I teased the urethra with little flicks of saliva.
Get excited. More excited. Isn't that lewd? Get harder. Harder. I stuck my tongue out farther, using it broad and flat to lick over the entire glans.
Almost like I was coating it, I spread my saliva wide over the tip.
It swelled.
It got even bigger. Once it seemed big enough, I opened my mouth wider.
And shoved that heavy cock into my mouth... into my mouth.
"Ugh—!"
Maybe he was flustered by the heat of my mouth, because Kang Juhyuk let out a short groan.
It was funny. We hadn't even started yet. It felt a little like the times I’d given him a blow job.
I started to enjoy his reaction. Mhm. Mhm. How is it? Tell me how it feels.
Using my tongue, I teased the glans inside my mouth. The sensation was different from the times I’d sucked him while he was already half out of his mind and not thinking straight.
Right now, Kang Juhyuk was awake, looking down at me, and showing me his response.
The revulsion of making a man feel it was being counterbalanced by the strange sense of accomplishment in my body.
The tangled feeling of disgust and amusement, that peculiar thrill of doing something forbidden.
The sensation that I was doing something I shouldn't.
"Sluuurp... chu-lup, slurp, sluuurp, lick... like it?"
"I-it feels... really good..."
In the end, I couldn't help it. With his cock in my mouth, I looked up at Kang Juhyuk and asked him anyway.
The sound of his voice saying it felt good was gross, but I liked it.
Yeah. It should feel good when I was doing this much for him.
Licking a man's cock was definitely different from licking a woman's pussy.
More rough than soft. But without baring my teeth.
Creating a pressure difference in my mouth, using my lungs to suck him in.
Wrapping my mouth around his cock and drawing it in.
Sluurp, chu-lup.
Sluuurp. Smack. Pop.