53. Pistil (2)
53. Pistil (2)
It's horrifying.
Disgusting.
I want to die.
It wasn't my parents or a nanny from my childhood, but a fully grown adult.
Having someone else wipe me with toilet paper while I'm in a woman's body was really, really, really unpleasant and humiliating.
And what I realized through this experience was that the human mind doesn't break so easily.
Through word of mouth, I'd heard many stories about how someone somewhere went insane, or suddenly became a different person.
I wished I could go crazy or lose my mind like those people.
But as if fate was mocking me, my mind remained perfectly intact.
Even the Succubus watched my every move.
In front of the Succubus, with both arms bound so I couldn't resist or cover myself with my hands, I had to show everything.
It wasn't like an owner watching their pet's bathroom activities - she thoroughly enjoyed watching my face contorted in shame.
And she did the final cleanup herself.
She watched the results(?), personally wiped me with toilet paper, and even took away the disgustingly dirty bucket herself to dispose of it.
It was a memory so repulsive I didn't even want to speak of it.
"Ha..."
How long do I have to endure this?
Even from a casual glance, the Succubus seemed busy.
Putting together the bits of information she occasionally let slip, it seemed she was preparing some kind of device to properly torture me.
That would truly be the beginning of being tortured.
Seeing how long she's been preparing, I couldn't even imagine how cruel and horrifying it would be.
Given how meticulously she's been treating me, she probably won't kill me easily.
Does she want to extract the empire's key information from me?
Or is this revenge for the disgusting wound on her side?
I don't know.
Actually, I think I'm starting to feel a bit afraid.
If she throws me to the goblins like last time, I might truly go insane.
Last time at least ended within weeks, but since this is the Demon King's castle, I shouldn't expect rescue until the Hero defeats the Demon King at the very least.
That's why I'm afraid.
From what I remember of Imperial Father's stories, it seems the Hero of this generation is appearing really late.
I might have to endure their sexual processing for at least several months, maybe even years.
-Oooooon!
".........Ugh?!"
Was it because I imagined it?
Suddenly my Crotch Tattoo began burning red.
Ever since this Crotch Tattoo was engraved, my body has been strange somewhere.
Even in this disgusting and desperate situation, seeing how it burns and stimulates my uterus...
At least it wasn't the 'me' of the past.
There's no way I'd be in heat all the time just from being gang raped by mere goblins.
.....Of course, even so, all I could do was endlessly wait for the meals the Succubus brought.
If I had to be precise, there was one more thing.
Showing the Succubus all my digestive activities from those meals, just like a pet.
.....I really wished I could die again.
Whether it's the Succubus, me, anyone.
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"Heh, uhihihi, it's finally done...!"
After many trials and errors, and numerous failures, she who had learned 'patience' had ultimately emerged victorious!
Referencing ancient texts found in the Demon King's castle, she had created what was called—
".....The Human Modification Device! You're mine!"
Of course, the ancient texts described it as a failure.
No matter how much you modified humans with the Human Modification Device, you couldn't brainwash them to attack other humans, and while you could transplant demon beast parts into their bodies, the humans who received transplants would immediately die.
So while such spectacular modifications wouldn't be possible, Lilith found possibility in one particular result.
That was the result that emerged when modifying a human who had gone insane.
Specifically, the results log of 'Human Modification 7-13'.
It was a log recorded by some executive of the previous Demon King's army who had conducted human experiments.
And this results log contained the following:
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[7-13. Experiment to 'amplify' humans to their limits.]
Progressed smoothly at first.
Strength enhanced to the point of breaking objects when picked up.
Enhanced to hear sounds from about 20 meters away.
But shortly after, began screaming that it felt like bugs crawling all over their body even when stationary.
Unable to recognize their own strength, began scratching their entire body, eventually died from excessive bleeding.
Not certain, but skin sensitivity seems to have been amplified.
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That very last line in the log.
The single line about skin sensitivity possibly being amplified drove Lilith crazy.
Naturally, Lilith created the Human Modification Device based on that literature.
But it was different from what the previous Demon King's army had made.
Looking through the logs he left behind, he started modifications with the purpose of using humans for combat.
He only tried to brainwash them to make them part of the Demon King's army, or modify already dead or severely injured humans to make them into combat weapons.
"How foolish."
Only being able to think of using the Human Modification Device for such purposes was truly stupid.
With that level of knowledge, she would have definitely created paradise on earth.
Then, among some logs, a certain document suddenly fell out with a thud.
"Hmm?"
A log that looked even older and more worn than the other documents.
Its name was.....,
".....3000x Sensitivity.....?"
Lilith began reading that incredibly interesting and captivating log with intense focus for hours.
She retracted her earlier comment about it being foolish.
As expected of the previous generation, it seemed he tried all kinds of modifications.
Among them were details about exactly what she wanted.
However, there weren't many successful results recorded in the log.
The reason being,
[But even then, human genitals couldn't accept my genitalia. No matter how much I modified humans, they all tore or broke.]
was written.
After that, he seemed to have lost interest in that type of modification, as the logs were filled with other kinds of modification records.
"Hmm..... This might be enough to save the baby in the Princess's womb.....?"
Though she herself didn't seem to know she was pregnant yet.
Anyway, it was good news for her.
After all, humans have stronger maternal instincts than any other race.
If she could somehow utilize that, it would definitely make a very good excuse.
Save the baby, and make her a cunt.
No, what about becoming a cunt unwillingly because of her own child?
Or having a miscarriage midway through pregnancy..... No, not that. Yeah. Absolutely not.
Lilith didn't want Jaina to break.
Rather, she wanted her to hold onto her sanity and survive to the end, enduring and enduring the shame and humiliation, reluctantly realizing despair and surrendering.
".....Huuuut~!! Aah, just imagining it makes me feel like I'm going to come...❤️"
Then what she needed to consider now was how to prepare our Princess so she would strive to live more than anyone else.
That seemed to be the first thing she needed to think about.
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'When is she coming.....'
A week had passed of this repetitive life.
Well, actually, it had been a week based on counting how many times the Succubus had brought meals.
If she only brought one meal a day, I wouldn't know.
Anyway, since I ate whenever the Succubus came, my body's patterns had adjusted accordingly.
They say the body is more honest than the mind.
Since the Succubus hadn't come at the time she usually should have, my stomach was making a fuss about being hungry.
Being fed directly in this cramped space of just a few square meters made me feel like I'd become livestock.
'.....No, maybe I'm already livestock.'
The mere fact that I was captured and imprisoned in the Demon King's castle meant I couldn't possibly have any human rights.
Ignoring my hungry stomach with effort, I waited for the Succubus as always today.
Even if I didn't want to wait, my body was honest.
This was a life I'd already given up on to some extent.
If I can't die anyway, what does it matter if I'm honest about being hungry?
But no matter how long I waited, the Succubus didn't come.
Maybe something really happened.
Just as that thought occurred to me, the Succubus I'd been waiting and waiting for opened the door and entered.
However, she wasn't holding the food she always brought.
On the contrary, she had a small knife in her hand.
"Darling, I brought you a present today?"
It wasn't the Succubus's usual voice.
Deeper than usual, more mesmerizing..... a voice that seemed to tell me to prepare to be surprised.
Is it finally starting now?
I blinked slowly.
It seemed the torture was finally beginning.
With that small knife, she would probably cut into my flesh, muscles, and bones.
It would be unimaginable pain.
But even then, she wouldn't kill me until the end.
However, the Succubus suddenly undid the iron chains binding my wrists.
-Clatter!
".....Huh?"
.....Suddenly undoing these?
.....Why?