Episode 85. Ambivalence 2
Episode 85. Ambivalence 2
I shot up from my seat and strode briskly into the living room.
I'd noticed it for a while now—Seyeon often took photos or videos with her camera. Even on normal days, she'd cling to me and snap selfies like crazy, and when we were doing lewd things, it went without saying.
So... I figured I'd just take a lighthearted photo and send it to her. Like a peace offering to calm her down.
Thump, thump—
I was walking along just fine when I suddenly came to an abrupt halt.
"......"
My expression grew strangely complicated.
'Is this really the right move?'
I squeezed my eyes shut. It felt a little absurd that I'd come up with such an idea myself.
It's not like I did anything wrong in the first place. She's the one who gave me that weird order out of nowhere.
And just a few hours ago, I was going on about learned helplessness and how the spirit of resistance matters, and now I'm supposed to bow my head and apologize?
'I have my pride too. Let's just go back to bed.'
I spun around and headed straight for my bed.
But before I'd taken more than a few steps, I turned right back around and dashed—tadadadad—into the living room.
'...Honestly, I'm fucking scared.'
If someone who normally does outrageous things without hesitation speaks in such a cold, icy tone...
As a sane person who hasn't lost it like me, I couldn't even imagine what might happen.
Realizing I'd overestimated my own willpower, I picked up a full-length mirror that had been tucked away in a corner of the living room and moved it.
'Still, I can lift this pretty easily.'
Back in March, I would've struggled and grunted just to move it.
Anyway, I carefully sat down in front of the mirror.
"Ah, fuck."
I let out a harsh curse.
Because there in the mirror, I saw myself unconsciously sitting meekly on my knees.
Annoyed for no reason, I tried to shift into a cross-legged position but paused mid-motion.
'She'd probably like me kneeling like this...?'
I closed my eyes for a moment and shook my head side to side.
Let's be clear about the goal. Right now, I need to take a photo that will satisfy Seyeon. Even if it's just to avoid that terrifying punishment, I'll set aside my pride... just a little...
It can't be helped. If I want to match her perverted, vulgar tastes.
Really, it can't be helped.
"I'm really going crazy."
Honestly, I don't even know what I'm thinking. It's all nonsensical and inconsistent, but for some reason, I was gradually convincing myself.
'But it's true, isn't it? Seyeon is forcing this punishment on me. So to protect myself, I have to find a way to calm her anger. And among those ways, this is the one that causes the least shame and is the most doable...'
I picked up my phone with a hand now clammy with sweat.
I opened the camera app.
There I was in the screen, kneeling with a tense expression, reflected in the mirror.
'Wh-what pose should I...?'
No, before thinking about poses... let's just try taking one first, okay?
I made a peace sign with my left hand, not holding the camera, and tried to smile as widely as possible before snapping a picture.
"......"
It was, of course, terrible. Sure, I'm very pretty so it didn't look too weird, but my expression was somewhat awkward. It looked like someone was holding a gun to my head, forcing me to take the photo.
'Ah, but I really am pretty.'
Anyway, let's think about what the problem is.
First, fix the expression as mentioned, and then... I should think about the pose too. Something that would appeal to Seyeon, you know, a lewd pose.
I unconsciously squeezed my eyes shut and let out a sigh so deep it felt like the ground might collapse.
A deep sense of reality shock hit me—the fact that I was seriously contemplating such an absurd act.
'But I have to do it. For tomorrow's me.'
I was unbelievably stupid, only now realizing the utterly obvious fact that today's me becomes tomorrow's me.
I looked over the photo I'd just taken again.
What was lacking?
Staring blankly at the ceiling as I thought, a idea suddenly flashed through my mind.
"Outfit...?"
After all, what I needed to take was a lewd photo.
But what I was wearing now was a short-sleeved cotton T-shirt and loose shorts. They weren't even dolphin shorts, so they just looked plain and bulky.
'Th-then what should I do?'
After pondering deeply again, I muttered in a shy voice.
"Should I take it off?"
Whoosh—
The moment I said it, my cheeks flushed hotly.
Did I just think about taking it off myself?
My heart started pounding. Really, do I actually have to take it off?
...No.
Taking it off isn't mandatory. I could just lift the T-shirt sleeve a bit to reveal my soft, pale lower belly...
But if I do it clumsily, it might not have any effect.
Then again, taking it off completely would be mortifying...
Eun Yubin, rolling her eyes, continued her internal battle.
Eventually, I clenched my fist and muttered resentfully.
"Okay, just this once..."
In the end, fear overcame shame.
No, not fear. Of course it's my submissive, female-like devotion to my Master, hehe♡
Smack!
I immediately slapped my own cheek. The stinging pain made the weird thoughts vanish instantly.
This might be pretty effective...?
Anyway, with trembling hands, I grabbed my T-shirt and pulled it up, sliding it off smoothly.
"Euk..."
As the fabric went up, my large breasts rose with it, and once the top was completely off, they dropped down with a bounce, swaying lewdly.
Then the nipple patches covering my nipples came into view.
"I-I should take these off too... right?"
To match Seyeon's tastes, I have no choice.
I gulped down my sticky saliva, pinched the patches on both nipples with my index finger and thumb, and ripped them off in one swift motion.
"Hiiik...!"
Instantly, a chill ran down my spine, and a tingling shudder swept through my body. My head jerked spasmodically, and I let out a pitiful moan.
"Ugh, hheu...♡"
My head felt floaty for a moment. Gritting my teeth, I blinked rapidly, waiting for my senses to return.
My womb, automatically detecting female pleasure, was already thumping excitedly, ready to spray love-filled juice all over— what am I even saying...!
I tried to slap my cheek again like before, but maybe because of the orgasm, I couldn't muster any strength in my arm.
"Haa, haa, heut......"
A few minutes later, once I'd calmed down a bit, I wiped the tears welling in the corners of my eyes and took a deep breath.
Then, finally, I slowly pulled down my shorts too.
I lifted my head and looked ahead. In the mirror, I saw myself wearing only pure white panties clinging tightly to my hips and thighs, one arm wrapped around my chest, desperately trying to cover my erect nipples. I was still kneeling.
'Really, I must be crazy...'
I was so embarrassed I started hallucinating my pupils spinning. My flushed face felt like it was about to burst.
'Just once, really just this once, then I'll stop.'
The pose, okay.
What if I keep my arm around my chest like now and lean my upper body slightly to accentuate my cleavage?
"Okay."
After answering myself, I struck that lewd pose and pressed the shutter button.
Click—
I immediately checked the photo that was taken.
"......Wow."
A gasp of admiration escaped me. It turned out perfectly, just as I intended. My large, soft breasts were pressed by my arm, making my cleavage prominently visible. And my delicately indented collarbones, the cute slight bulge of my soft mons pubis, even the panties stretched over my childbearing hips—all of it looked lewd and turned me on.
Whether from embarrassment or excitement, my face was bright red as I stared intently at the photo.
'Now I can send it, right?'
I opened the messenger app, went into the chat with Seyeon, and the moment I selected the photo to send—
I paused abruptly.
"......"
There was something, just a little, that bothered me.
I closed the messenger and went back into the gallery.
"Umm......"
It's good. It's really good but......
First, the expression is still awkward. Even though it's just a photo, you can clearly see my pupils shaking, and it's hard to tell if I'm smiling or crying.
And second—
"It feels kinda cliché."
It was too familiar.
I mean, she's seen me in just panties not only in her dorm but also after sparring at school when I shower. And, very annoyingly, she's taken photos of me like that often too.
There has to be a way to fix these two flaws.
I put down my phone and sank into thought.
For a moment, I almost had another reality shock wondering what I was doing, but I suppressed it and kept thinking.
'Something new, not cliché.'
An expression I can make naturally even when nervous, one that Seyeon likes.
And an outfit she hasn't seen often.
"...Ah."
How much time had passed? One outfit floated vaguely into my mind.
"Wh-what am I saying. I'm not wearing that, no matter what."
Taking a good photo is important, but that doesn't mean I can wear that cursed nightgown.
I turned and trudged back toward my bed.
Then, the wardrobe containing 'that outfit' loomed right in front of me.
I stopped dead in my tracks, wearing only panties.
'Haa, really, fuck......'
I could just send a nude photo and be done with it!
Why am I agonizing over this here!!!
Even as I yelled internally, I couldn't take my eyes off the wardrobe.
To meet Seyeon's perverted standards, I'd have to wear that.
But, but... it's too embarrassing—
"......"
Is there any need... to be embarrassed?
No, let's think carefully.
It's just a slip anyway. Merely a piece of silk.
Just once, really just once... if I close my eyes tight, put it on, and take the photo, wouldn't that be okay? It might even be less embarrassing than being naked.
'Ah, what am I even saying.'
My thoughts were going in such a weird direction, and somehow, that sense of obligation began to creep up on me.
Gulp—
I swallowed my saliva again, carefully gripping the wardrobe drawer handle.
Deep inside this drawer was that slip. The one I had firmly sealed away.
Drrrrr......
In the end, I opened the drawer.
Based on past experiences, the moment my fingertips touch that slip, it's over. My hesitation would vanish in an instant, and I'd immediately change into that lewd nightgown. And my way of thinking would become even more... distorted......
'...As if my way of thinking becoming distorted is a new thing.'
Anyway, I have to wear my uniform in the morning, so I'll naturally take it off. And after taking the photo, I'll go straight to sleep, so the time I'm actually influenced by this lewd personality is very short.
And... if Seyeon isn't satisfied and I get punished, the aftermath of that punishment would probably make my personality even lewder.
'So, it should be okay... right?'
Low risk, high return. Right?
It's a very, very logically derived answer, with no room for error.
Still, it was a relief. Even though my personality is more than half eroded, I can still think properly and come up with an answer.
Maybe there's still a way out.
I nodded once, then reached deep into the drawer.
Fumbling around—
'Where was it?'
Did I stuff it too far in the corner?
No matter how much I swiped my hand around, I couldn't reach it.
Swish, swish—
Tap.
"Ah."
Did I touch it...?
As I moved my fingers slightly, I felt the uniquely soft, smooth texture of silk gliding against my skin.
I clenched my hand and pulled out the slip right away.
"Euh......"
No matter how I looked at it, it was such a vulgar garment.
'Maybe I just shouldn't wear it?'
...What am I saying. It's too late to back out now. Then I'd be disqualified as Master's dedicated bitch.
Smack!
"Agh, that hurts......"
Maybe because I was sober this time, the slap landed well.
Anyway, with trembling hands, I unfolded the slip and slowly slipped it over my head.
"Haah......"
Maybe because I was so nervous and sweaty, the soft silk clung stickily to the feminine curves of my body.
"Fuck, I'm crazy, damn it, really...!"
I blurted out bad words, stomping my feet in place.
'Now that I'm like this, let's just take the photo quickly.'
I hurried with quick steps to the mirror.
"But, what about my expression?"
In this confused mental state, even if I try to smile, it'll look very bizarre.
Maybe if I close my eyes and take it—
"Ah."
Suddenly, it felt like lightning struck my head.
I remembered something from the past.
There was a time when Seyeon saw me with my eyes gently closed, mouth open, tongue out, and said it was super lewd, asking if she could take a photo.
'...When was that?'
I'm not sure when, but it definitely happened before.
That's it.
I don't need to try hard to make a seductive expression; I can just easily close my eyes and open my mouth— heh— wide.
Probably because Seyeon thinks that's the most female-like and lewd expression.
"Okay."
I immediately knelt down— no, I was about to, but then realized I was already naturally kneeling, so I just gently closed my eyes.
After that, I slowly, carefully parted my lips and shyly stuck out my shiny, bright red tongue.
'I-is this how I do it?'
In that state, I snapped a few clicks.
"Ooh......"
I looked at the taken photo and gasped in admiration.
It was incredibly lewd. My long eyelashes gave off a delicate feel, and my protruding tongue seemed to beg for a deep, intense kiss. My breasts were outlined through the silk, nipples and all, and the slip tucked between my clenched thighs gave an strangely erotic sensation.
"Wow, wow... I can send this."
Feeling a strange sense of accomplishment, I excitedly opened the messenger app and immediately sent the photo to Seyeon.
Then the [1] next to the message disappeared instantly.
'......?'
♩♪♬~
And immediately, the phone rang.
[Seyeon]
'What what what, why is she calling all of a sudden!'
In my panic, I accidentally swiped the wrong way and rejected the call.
[Seyeon: ?]
[Seyeon: Why aren't you answering?]
♩♪♬~
The phone rang again.
"......"
Click.
This time, too much time passed, and the call ended automatically.
[Seyeon: Eun Yubin.]
[Seyeon: Answer the phone. While I'm asking nicely]
"Huhk...!"
No, why is she doing this!
I sent you a photo you'd like!!!
♩♪♬~
The phone rang again.
Trembling all over with fear, I forced my hand to move and barely managed to answer the call.
"He, hellooooo...?"
"......"
"Se, Seyeon-ah?"
"Hey."
"U, uh?"
"The photo, what is it?"
"Ph, photo?"
"The one you just sent. What is it?"
"W-well, a photo is a photo, what else would it be......"
"Do you think I'm asking because I don't know?"
"Ah, no! No, of course not."
"Then what is it, explain. Quickly."
Thump, thump, thump.
My heart pounded as if it would burst, and cold sweat began to soak my back.
"No, just, ah......"
"......"
"Really, it's really nothing......"
"It's nothing, but you send a photo like that? When I didn't even say anything?"
"......"
I squeezed my eyes shut, took a deep breath, and spoke.
"So, sorry......"
"Huh?"
"I'm sorry! For not following your order!"
Finally, I shouted back in a voice mixed with shame, irritation, and anger.
"......"
Seyeon was silent at my reluctant apology.
'Wh-what? Did I really do something wrong?'
Maybe she actually dislikes such lewd photos?
No, there's no way that In Seyeon would dislike this.
"Yubin-ah."
"Ah, yes, yess...! No, uh...!"
"Pfft......"
'Ah...!'
Lost in the long silence, when Seyeon's voice suddenly came through, I unconsciously responded formally.
Seyeon laughed mockingly, and I gritted my teeth, my lips trembling with humiliation.
"Yubin, you're really funny. Yeah, really funny."
"Fu, funny?"
"Now you've really become a total perverted masochist bastard, huh?"
"Wh, what?!"
"It's true. You took a seductive photo yourself and sent it."
"Th, that's...! I just had no choice to calm you down—"
"Yubin-ah, what kind of talk is that. Don't you think it's absurd even as you say it?"
"Ah, no, it's not... it's not absurd, is it...?"
Huh.
Why is my voice trembling?
Maybe because my confidence is gone.
"Anyway, Yubin-ah, I got the photo. It's really, really lewd. I want to kiss you like this, it's such a shame you're not here?"
"......"
"I understand your feelings very well, so don't worry too much. I'll treat you kindly tomorrow."
"Ah, uh, okay! Th, thank you......"
'...Why am I saying thank you?'
"Then sleep well, Yubin-ah. See you tomorrow."
"Mm, okay."
Click.
"Huuuuuu......"
My legs almost gave way from the tension, and I barely supported myself by grabbing the wall.
That call alone probably shortened my lifespan by ten years.
Anyway, despite the twists and turns, I achieved my goal.
She clearly said she received the photo well and would treat me kindly tomorrow.
'Thank goodness.'
Now I can stretch out and sleep comfortably, right?
"Hehe."
With a smile all over my face, just as I was about to lie down on the soft bed—
♩♪~
"Huh...?"
The messenger notification sound rang.
'What is it?'
I immediately checked my phone.
[Seyeon: (Video)]
Bewildered, I tilted my head slightly.
A video out of nowhere?
I tapped the screen with my long index finger and entered the chat with Seyeon.
"Uh, huh...?"
The thumbnail behind the video's play button looked familiar somehow.
Squinting to see more details, I saw some girl, completely naked, on all fours on a bed.
"......Ah."
Realizing the video's identity, I froze right where I stood.
I remembered the conversation I had with Seyeon just yesterday.
"What is it. Why are you suddenly filming?"
"I'm preparing a masturbation video for Yubin."
"What nonsense is that."
"I'll film every detail of you coming from start to finish and send it to you. Use it when you masturbate alone later."
"You're really insane......"
'Wh-why is she sending this now...?'
My hair felt like it was standing on end.
"Ha, haha......"
I forced a laugh, trying to act casual.
But my lips trembled foolishly, betraying my true feelings.
"Li, like I'd watch it, huh? What, what are you talking about... really."
Turn it off.
If I just turn off the phone, it's over, right?
So, just turn off the screen completely.
My hand slowly rose. I stretched out my index finger, about to press the button— no, to touch the screen. Completely ignoring my will.
'Ah, no...!'
I tried to tense my muscles and lower my hand, but my body wouldn't listen at all.
Just like when I tried to take off the slip last time and ultimately failed.
"Euk, eut, ah, no, fuck...!"
Then, my finger pressed down firmly— on the video's play button.
"......Ah."
Immediately, as if entranced, I made a dazed expression and stared intently at my phone.
The video started right from the part where I was getting fucked.
[Eunghik?! Ohohoook♡♡♡]
[Ahaha! Yubin-ah, your voice is so vulgar!]
[Heuk, hiiik, heui-i-iit♡♡♡]
A room with a soft atmosphere from the stand light.
I was half lying face down, my chest grabbed by Seyeon, squirting sticky milk with a brrrrrt.
Dribble—
Squish, squiiish♡
The sound of thick breast milk filling a bottle and the sound of my pussy trembling as it squirted love juice like a fountain spread rawly through the speaker.
[Heek♡ Eut, no, hit, stop it aaah......♡]
My mind lost to constant stimulation, I was seen letting out lewd moans with a sticky, melted pronunciation.
'I, I make that expression when I'm coming...?'
With rolled-back eyes, a distorted smile, drooling transparent saliva, and my body shuddering, I hardly looked human.
That Eun Yubin in the video, the me in the video... wasn't a person but a female completely consumed by pleasure.
'No, female, I, I'm......'
Throughout the video, Seyeon wore a satisfied smile and, despite my pleas to stop, squeezed my erect nipples firmly♡, milking me to the limit.
My hands kept trembling, but I couldn't take my eyes off the scene of ecstasy for a second.
Unconsciously, I gulped, and the saliva was so hot I could feel it going down my throat and pooling in my stomach.
And then, after dozens of minutes passed.
[Yubin-ah, I'll pull it out.]
[Ah, nooo, heut, ohohoook♡♡♡]
[Now, take a deep breath. Should I put it back in?]
[Ahiiik...!]
Now I was held tightly by Seyeon, my backdoor being stuffed deeply with a pink anal bead.
"Eut......"
Every time the bead slid out of my backdoor with a sluuurp— in the video, my head spun dizzily, and my backdoor throbbed achingly.
"Heut, haa, heu......"
Heat rose to my forehead, and it felt like my brain was melting sweetly. I could feel the inside of my armpits already sticky with sweat.
[Yubin-ah, look, look. This is you, right? I don't know how many times I've said it.]
[Eunhiit, heuk, hit, heu, heee...?]
[With a plug in your ass pussy as a basic, anal beads stuffed in, squirting breast milk, love juice, drooling saliva, and you say you're not a female?]
"Uu, heuk...♡"
Hearing the word "female" in Seyeon's low voice, my cheap maso bitch womb got excited and started acting coy, saying 'Fuck me please♡' to the fullest.
'Ah, no...!'
Even in my dizziness, I tried to slap my cheek to regain sense, but my hand wouldn't rise. As if someone was gripping my wrist tightly.
It was the doing of intuition, now no longer on my side.
Every time my warm lower belly throbbed, my pussy, in heat, advertised it to the world by dripping sticky love juice dribble♡.
Drip, plop......
Not just soaking my panties damp, but droplets of pussy juice falling to the floor. I could feel the hot, sticky liquid streaming down my thighs and calves. It felt like my knees would give way any moment.
Soon, the moment right before my climax arrived.
As a collar flew and snapped around my neck, my expression, though eroded by pleasure and full of defiance, instantly melted into infinite affection.
[Ma, Master...?]
Saying "Master" with a cute smiling eyes, I was completely obedient and docile, fitting for Seyeon's dedicated sex slave.
Master.
Master, Master......
"Maste— ah...!"
I almost unconsciously muttered that noble— no, disgusting title, and hurriedly shut my mouth.
Dribble, dribble...♡
Even though I hadn't finished speaking, suddenly my pussy clenched tightly, spraying happiness-filled love juice.
"Aah, ah, no, if this happens, it's bad......"
Sweating profusely with a female scent, I stammered like someone not in their right mind.
"Haa, haa......"
And finally—
[Ungoooooook♡♡♡]
Squiiish♡ Squiiiiish♡
Brrrrrrt...♡
That lewd personality reached its climax.
"Euhuk?!"
Whoosh—
As pleasure struck like lightning, my womb rang kyuung♡, and pussy juice sprayed out like a water gun, whoosh.
Suddenly coming lightly, I was so startled I dropped my phone and plopped down sitting.
"Heuk, heut, what, this, really what......"
On the floor, pussy juice had already formed a small puddle. My whole body was sticky with sweat, and a lewd, addictive smell wafted from between my thighs.
"Th, this, to masturbate to? Me?"
Sitting in a W-leg position, I muttered while looking at the phone far away.
"Li, like I would? I won't, I won't do it. Heut......"
With trembling legs, I crawled on all fours and turned off the phone, which was still playing the video.
"Masturbation, ah, I won't. I'll just, sleep. Okay."
With a flushed red face, I rambled to myself and barely made it to bed.
Then, as usual, I lay on the mattress, rolling the blanket straight and hugging it tightly.
"Huu, heup, haa, haa, heu......"
For some reason, the excitement from earlier wouldn't fade. My nipples were still erect and hard, and my lower belly was soft and warm like a water balloon filled with hot water. I kept feeling a throbbing, tickling sensation in my pussy.
"Ah, really ah......"
Frustrated about something, I hugged the blanket tighter.
"Hik?!"
Suddenly, a tingling sensation pierced my head, and I trembled my sweat-soaked neck.
Wh, what was that just now...?
'Ha, just one more time......'
Squeeze—
"Heuk...!"
A floaty, pleasant feeling started from my womb and melted smoothly throughout my body. With my brain feeling pickled in sticky sugar water, my mouth opened on its own heh—, and saliva streamed down.
My pussy was squeezed, pressed by the rolled blanket.
"Huu, eut, haaauuu......"
Ah, this feels gooood...♡
Ha, but, if I masturbate, I shouldn't—
"......"
...No.
This isn't masturbation, right?
Yeah. It's not masturbation.
It's just, because my pussy is ticklish... I'm just rubbing it a little.
It's not like I'm fingering my pussy with my fingers. It's just pressing with my panties, slip, and blanket, so this isn't masturbation... right?
So of course, I'm not following the order to masturbate either.
Having rationalized it like that to myself, I felt relieved and began rubbing my thighs against the blanket more actively.
"Heu-euk♡ Eut, heup, hiiii......"
Slide, sliiide.
Squuuueeze...♡
As if the blanket was a beloved lover, I wrapped my arms and legs around it, hugging it tightly♡ as if the stuffing would burst.
Dribble, dribble, pshhh...♡
Pussy juice flowed out incessantly like pee, soaking not only my panties but also the slip and blanket completely damp.
"Euk, hik, ah, auk, ooook...♡"
When the top of my pussy was slightly brushed, my head automatically jerked up, my throat opened round, and I let out a vulgar moan like a bitch. I curled my toes inward tightly, gripping the blanket fabric so hard it left marks.
"Heu, eup, uum, heee... jjook, tsup, tsuuuu♡"
For some reason, I opened my mouth like a fool and began licking and sucking the blanket as if a baby nursing, lick lick, suck suck. As if kissing someone, I stuck out my red tongue, licking and dripping sticky saliva.
"Uungeut...! Hee, hek, jjook, jjok, tsuup, heu, hehehe...♡"
Even though nothing entered, my inside clenched squeeeze, and my cervix trembled as if scared, making me spill a cute hehe, laugh.
My pussy is, such a feel-good place......
Just by rubbing, just that... why does my head feel floaty and happy already.
Is this why, Seyeon told me not to use my pussy...?
Ah, but this much should be okay, right?
As I thought earlier, this isn't masturbation. Of course, it's not using my pussy either.
"Oouk?! Hueut♡ Hik, heuk, ungoook...♡"
A tingling sensation crept up from my pelvis along my spine to my shoulders. Even trying to close my mouth, it opened on its own, making me utter stupid sounds. It was the precursor to climax.
Thump, thump......
I could vividly feel my heart, and my womb, thumping excitedly, anticipating the moment to climax in a female-like way.
"Aheuk, hit, heiik, aat, aaaa...!"
Pshhhht—
Squish, squiiiiish♡
Soon, I came, burying my face in the blanket, twisting my legs.
My pussy instantly sprayed love juice pshhhht, making not only my lower half but also the bed a complete mess. It looked just like wetting the bed as a child.
"Haa, heut, haa, huu, haauuu......"
Yet, wrapped in the afterglow of climax, I couldn't muster the courage to shower or get a new blanket and clean up.
"Tomorrow, eut, tomorrow, I'll do it aa...♡"
Trembling, I hugged the blanket tightly again as if relying on it, and gently closed my eyes.