Episode 65. Love is destructive. 2
Episode 65. Love is destructive. 2
The narrow alley was empty. What a relief that was.
Because......
"Ngh, haa......"
With every step I took, it felt like my uterus was still buzzing, zinging.
Each time, a warm, sweet pleasure would seep up, making my head go fuzzy.
"Hheup, hheu......"
Shivering, shakily, I forcibly dragged my legs that kept wanting to buckle and barely made it back home.
The moment I entered the living room, I immediately collapsed face down on the floor.
I tried to inhale, but it wasn't working. It felt like thick cement was clogging my throat. But I had to breathe. I forced my mouth open and gulped down air, chunk by chunk.
I didn't know what to think. How was I supposed to process this situation? My hair stood on end and my consciousness felt like it was floating away.
Lying face down, I propped myself up with my hands and looked down. A wave of nausea surged. Hot tears dripped, plop plop, onto the floor, forming small puddles. My cold, melted heart dripped miserably.
My emotions were murky, like the water in a paintbrush washing jar during art class. I couldn't tell what colors had mixed, but it was definitely filthy.
I tried to repay what I received. I tried to pay back both the money and the affection with my heart.
But it wasn't so. She just saw me as a toy. Pretending to be affectionate, while behind my back, she just toyed with my body and sneered. All the great love I received had turned into dark lumps of lead. Cold and deadly, but too heavy to shake off.
Just as she said, in this heart-shattering betrayal, I couldn't bring myself to properly hate her. Even after it had come to this.
Why?
Just why......
Time flew by as I floundered around still in my school uniform. I think I might have dozed off for a bit. I got up and looked in the mirror. A ghost was standing there.
It was nearly 7 o'clock. I had to move.
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The way to school felt like someone had forcibly stretched it out. It felt impossibly far.
With every step, my ankles felt like they were sinking deep into the ground. It was like walking on melted asphalt. Something sticky clung to my ankles, constantly stopping me in my tracks.
'What am I going to see?'
Seyeon had clearly said 'the two of us'.
Two?
Who she was talking about, I obviously had no idea.
Could it be that there's someone else, besides Seyeon, who raped me?
I hoped, at the very least, that it wasn't someone I knew. This painful betrayal was enough to experience once.
The moment I became conscious of my sticky skin and the strong smell of sweat, the school's main gate came hazily into view.
I had to hide my feelings. If I got caught, it was obvious she'd just laugh at me more.
I forcibly wiped the miserable look off my face.
Seyeon was at the main gate.
"Right on time."
"......"
Her tone and manner of speaking, as if nothing had happened, made me just glare at her.
"Let's go."
As she said that and tried to grab my wrist, I immediately shook off her hand.
"Don't touch me. It's disgusting."
"Ah, is that so?"
Seyeon let out an inexplicable laugh.
We slowly crossed the Training Ground. Seyeon led the way, and I followed sluggishly, keeping a considerable distance.
We arrived at the Dormitory lobby and went to the elevator. I thought we were going straight up, but Seyeon pressed the B1 button. I wanted to ask what it was, but I held back.
When the doors opened, it was, unsurprisingly, the cafeteria. It was right in the middle of dinner service, so the warm, steamy smell of food tickled my nose.
"Ah."
Come to think of it, I hadn't eaten a single meal today.
I never eat breakfast, and lunch was ruined because of that incident......
"Let's eat first, Yubin-ah."
"......"
Hearing her call my name, "Yubin-ah," I immediately wanted to run away, but...
A gnawing hunger, as if my stomach was shriveling up, rose sharply, so my body just obediently followed.
And so the bizarre meal began. The menu was white rice with spicy beef soup, radish kimchi, braised soy sauce beef, and chicken cutlet. The food itself was edible, but the damn atmosphere made me feel like I'd get indigestion.
I didn't say a word, and Seyeon was the same. We just silently put food in our mouths. Too proud to look openly, I just rolled my eyes and glanced at her, but Seyeon was just staring at her tray.
'...It's delicious.'
A bitter laugh escaped me. Am I really having thoughts like that in this situation?
We eventually cleared our trays completely and left the cafeteria.
"Did you eat well?"
I obviously didn't answer Seyeon, who asked so nonchalantly.
Vvvvrrrr-
The elevator rose upward with a heavy noise.
The vibration, thud thud, seemed to start from my feet and shake my whole body. With each number that went up, my heartbeat grew faster and faster.
After getting off the elevator, Seyeon immediately opened the door to her Room.
"......"
This all-too-familiar Room.
Just yesterday it was a place full of excitement and heart-pounding events, but now it was just terrifying.
"Hmm."
Seyeon plopped down on the bed and looked up at me.
"Sit."
"...I don't want to."
"Don't rebel for no reason, hurry up."
Seyeon's eyes narrowed. I just stared at her for a long moment, then finally sat down gingerly.
"Not on the floor, sit next to me."
"What?"
I asked back, half-sitting in an awkward posture. Does she even know what situation this is? From the start, if I could, I'd want to get out of here right away.
But Seyeon just stared at me with a brazen look, as if she wouldn't say it twice.
I finally let out a deep sigh and sat down next to her.
'Me, why am I like this?'
I clearly came here full of intent to rebel.
Why am I obediently following along with what she says?
In the center of the bed, we faced each other, keeping a slight distance.
No, we weren't facing each other. I deliberately turned my head a little to look at the wallpaper, and only Seyeon was staring straight at me.
Silence again, like that.
"......"
"......"
'She's not saying anything...?'
I tried to gauge the situation, then glanced at Seyeon.
Our eyes met immediately.
'Ugh.'
I averted my gaze right away.
'Fuck, what does she want......'
This pointless dragging things out, I used to just accept it before, but now it's irritating.
She'll probably call me "Yubin-ah" first, like this.
"Yubin-ah."
I closed my eyes for a long moment, then opened them and looked at Seyeon.
"Ngh......"
Even after all this, Seyeon still looked pretty. Of course. She just suddenly became a bitch, her appearance didn't change.
Maybe because of that, something... felt strangely complicated. After all, I am a man.
"I couldn't help it."
"......?"
My eyes widened.
"...What do you mean you couldn't help it?"
"We first met in that empty lot, right?"
I nodded my head obediently.
"I saw you there... I really, really couldn't help it, really......."
"So, what!"
Unable to hold back, I let out a shrill cry. Then Seyeon said with a laugh.
"I was fucking turned on by you, Yubin-ah."
"...What?"
Seyeon continued.
"I fell for you the moment I saw you. Your face is cool and aloof, but your chest is huge. Your legs, wearing those knee socks, were so, so hot."
"......"
"Yubin-ah, you know? Wandering around in a school uniform with that lewd body is just advertising 'fuck me'. So I just did that for you."
"Hey, you......"
"Even if you'd covered it with thick clothes, I would have fucked you anyway. I, being a succubus, am quite good at spotting lewd kids like you."
Seyeon says, as if it's nothing, that she fucked me.
"Me, I've lived my life getting everything I wanted since I was little."
"......"
"So I couldn't help it, with you. The moment I thought I wanted to have you, it was already over."
My clenched fist began to tremble.
Something surged inside me, and my cheeks grew hot.
I forced the words out with a voice trembling with anger.
"So, fuck... do you think that's normal?"
"Normal?"
"Do you think raping someone you just met is normal!"
Seyeon chuckled softly, watching me grit my teeth and yell furiously.
"Well, of course it wouldn't be normal."
"......"
"It's not like I don't know, being a succubus. Of course it's a crime and morally wrong."
Seyeon shifted her posture slightly and continued.
"But so what... Who cares about that."
"What...?"
"Yubin-ah, everyone lives suppressing their desires. Office workers go to work every day suppressing the urge to stab their boss with a kitchen knife, grad students get paid little but endure their advisor's power trips and live in the lab every day, men see a pretty woman and think they want to touch her breasts just once but hold it in."
"......"
"Somewhere, someone is deathly lazy but still drags themselves to the Academy, makes do with tap water for meals, takes public transport instead of a taxi......"
The corner of Seyeon's mouth curved up even more.
"Succubi are creatures of desire. But the funny thing is, they also live super cautiously? To fuck one person and get their essence, they have to hide for days and sneak attack."
"...Why?"
"Because if they don't, they get stabbed and die right away. So I felt so sorry for them."
For a moment, bewilderment overtook anger.
Somehow, it sounded like she was speaking on behalf of succubi.
Seyeon was just mixed-blood, wasn't she unrelated to them? Like other half-breeds.
"I wonder why. Why can't they just do as they please? They probably want to grab and fuck any man or woman passing by right now. Why can't they?"
"......"
"Yubin-ah, I told you earlier. I've lived my life getting everything I wanted since I was little. Why do you think?"
"......"
"Because I can. Because there's no one who can say anything even if I ignore laws and morals. I can live as I please. Because my Mother, my Dad, and I are all strong."
"Hheut......"
Seyeon's laugh grew deeper until it became downright eerie. For a moment, an optical illusion made it seem like the corners of her mouth were torn all the way to her ears, and I let out a short breath.
Was Seyeon much stronger than I thought?
No, from the start, she reduced a person to this state......
"You, you're just... a crazy bitch."
"Yeah, that's right. So I said it wasn't normal earlier."
"Ha, ha......"
It was so absurd that a sigh of disbelief escaped.
"So, what are you going to do now?"
"Huh?"
"The hypnosis thing, you exposed it yourself. Now I hate you. What are you going to do?"
"Hmm... I have lots to do. I've thought of plenty of fun things. Ah, doing lewd things every day... Eventually making Yubin truly love me sounds fun too?"
"...That will never happen. Ever."
I glared at Seyeon and spoke in a low voice. Seyeon giggled contemptuously.
"Really?"
Saying that, Seyeon began to approach me. Crawling on all fours, slowly, her gaze fixed on me.
"Wh, what...!"
Is she going to do something?
Is she going to try some weird hypnosis again...?
"St, stay away- Hheup?!"
Seyeon, who had gotten so close I could feel her breath, just hugged me tightly.
"Uhp, kkheuk...!"
And then immediately pinned me down on the bed.
"Eueup! M, Master...!"
My face buried in Seyeon's chest, pinned under a body several centimeters bigger than mine, I struggled.
Hooook.
'Huh...?'
Instantly, a sweet, meltingly sweet scent instantly forced its way into my nostrils.
"Euhheup, heup, hheup, at, hheung, a-eueut...?"
Ah, this......
"Sseu, sseup, heut, hiiit, sseueueu, haa......"
From Seyeon's rich body odor, my body went into full heat in just 1 second.
"Eung, hit, sseueu, hheuhit?! Eung, ha-euet......"
Tiiiiight......
I immediately raised my arms and tightly hugged my Master. Then the sweet smell melted stickily past my nose and into my brain.
"Yubin-ah, does it feel good?"
"Hheu, feels good... Sseueu, hheut, hik, eunghit, feels good......"
"Just from the smell, you become a total idiot. You really......"
The sweet fragrance.
Wanting to smell my Master's sweet fragrance more, my body oozed affection and clung even closer to Seyeon.
"Eung, smell, good, chyuup, hheut, chyok, chyooook......"
Since I am my Master's female dog, it's only natural that I carefully lick her chest over her blouse and give her affectionate kisses.
A little more, clinging tightly, engraving my Master's smell deep into my body... so I can spurt, spurt thick pussy Water......
Pyuut, jjoreureu......
Finally, my body, utterly defeated by the smell alone, opened its pussy hole wide and began to let out sticky love juice like a running faucet.
My uterus was the same, kneeling in submission. With every breath I took, my warm, heated baby room kept kyuung, kyuung ringing, wildly spouting affection for my Master.
"Eung, hheuhit, good, hehe, good, Seyeon-nim smell good, eunghiit......"
"Oh, honorifics...?"
"Eung, chyook, hek, heet, chyuuuup......"
"Waa... Today it's really working, Yubin-ah."
Pyushut, ppureut, jjiiiik-......
Seyeon, seeming pleased, rubbed her chest against my face. It was soft like jelly, and at the lewd sensation, I trembled, paruparul, my thighs and spurted pussy Water, jjiiiik. My legs stretched straight to the tips of my toes and shook, deel deel, like a scared child.
"Okay, that's enough for now."
"Ah, aht......"
Watching Seyeon, who left so abruptly after saying that, I made a terribly sad face.
If I could just smell it a little more, I could have gone......
Jjoreureu......
My pussy, as if regretful, meaninglessly dripped love juice. Seeing it soak the sheets as it ran down my thighs, I felt apologetic.
"Yubin-ah, did it feel good?"
"Ah, yes... It felt incredibly good."
"Tell me what felt good and how."
Aht.
I immediately sat up, kneeling respectfully, opened my mouth, and spoke softly and clearly.
"Eung, first, the moment you hugged me, that sweet smell instantly hit me, and my pussy and uterus immediately surrendered with a heart poof, that, that felt the best... and being held tightly, it felt like I was being loved so much by you, it made me so, so happy. My head melting from the smell and becoming an idiot, biting and licking your blouse, all of it... ugh?!"
Instantly.
Along with a feeling that something was wrong, the fog in my head cleared.
Me, just now......
"Uwoop...! Waeeeeek......"
I immediately buried my head in the bed and gagged. It felt like something was about to come up my throat, but it just made the sheets damp with sticky drool.
"Thi, fuck, uwoop, crazy bitch......"
"Oh my. Yubin-ah, your mouth is quite foul. I didn't know."
"Hahyuk, thi, cunt......"
More than calling her Master, more than doing lewd things, the fact that my body moved on its own felt the worst.
My body and mind being controlled so willfully was the most disgusting part of the hypnosis.
"Hheu, heup, hooouu......"
I wiped the drool that had drenched my chin with the back of my hand and raised my head again.
My pussy... no, my vulva was still... dripping, jjoreureu, with love juice. My lower abdomen also kept burning hot and throbbing, doong doong. My school uniform, already soaked with sweat, became even more clammy, now feeling almost like I'd been dunked in water, and my school skirt was sticky from the love juice, constantly clinging to my thighs.
"See, Yubin-ah. I didn't use hypnosis, right? You're like this just from smelling me."
"St, stop lying!"
"It's the truth, what can I do? If you think it's a lie, want to experience it again?"
"Ugh......"
I had no choice but to bite my lip.
Honestly, I wasn't confident.
"Yubin-ah loving me is just a matter of time. Right."
"...No."
"Pfft......"
Seeing me deny it now, after just hugging, licking, and even using honorifics, seemed funny to Seyeon, who covered her mouth and laughed.
I was embarrassed too, so I just awkwardly turned my head and stared at the wallpaper.
"You get what I mean now, right?"
"......?"
"Don't get cocky for no reason. And... tone down the swearing a bit."
......
I nodded my head helplessly.
After one big wave hit me, I actually became calmer.
Just blindly rebelling is pointless.
If I obediently follow along where I should, maybe I won't suffer worse things.
'Fuck......'
Why do I have to be like this.
I just ended up in a girl's body.
Why do I have to get hypnotized and spurt love juice...!
"Well then... shall we start in earnest now."
"Start...?"
"I said I'd show you, what I did to you."
"...Yeah."
Seyeon nodded at my answer and spoke again.
"Take off your clothes."
"What?"
"I said take off your clothes."
"...I don't want to."
"If you don't want to, then by force......"
"Ah, no...!"
At my refusal, Seyeon began to approach me little by little. That alone made the smell waft over, making my head fuzzy and the strength drain from my body, sereur, so I hurriedly started taking off my jacket first.
'Really, fuck, fuck......'
If you go by before the possession, she's a girl younger than me.
Being constantly manipulated by a kid like this is, really... humiliating. It feels like my pride is being shaved away, drurureuk, in real time.
I took off my jacket, blouse, skirt, t-shirt, and even my Bracelet, and neatly folded them all in a corner of the bed.
'...Why am I folding these?'
Things like clothes, it's fine to just toss them aside.
Why am I putting in this much care to organize them......
'Is this hypnosis too...?'
I sat back down, having organized the clothes that were still warm from my body heat, and looked at Seyeon.
"Ah, you're so pretty whenever I see you."
"......"
It was the most unpleasant compliment in the world.
"Look, your nipples are hard. Yubin always gets like that when in heat. I guess my scent felt that good."
"...Stop talking nonsense and just get to the point."
"Don't rush. There's still more to do."
Swish.
Seyeon flicked her hand and something flew right over to me.
"Ah."
What landed with a thud between us were the Over-the-Knee Socks we bought at the university district last time and... a pair of gloves I'd never seen before.
Long gloves made of black nylon, like stockings, that looked like they'd cover almost up to the forearm.
These things, are they called Opera Gloves...?
"...What am I supposed to do with these."
"Put them on. Don't you know?"
"Ha, really......"
I let out a sigh, finding it ridiculous.
"These?"
"Yeah."
"Haa, seriously......"
"It'd be good to get used to them. After today, you'll be wearing only these every night."
"No. I won't wear them."
"You won't wear them?"
"Nope."
"Really?"
"Yep."
"For real?"
"...Yep."
"You're not going to wear them? You mean it?"
"......"
"Well, can't be helped. Then straight outside naked-"
"Ah fuck, fine, I'll wear them!"
I immediately snatched up the knee socks and gloves.
Even though I swore, Seyeon just giggled. It seemed she was literally just amused.
I put on the somewhat familiar knee socks first.
"Ngh, hheuk......"
The taut nylon clung, chyook, to my thighs, sticky with sweat and love juice, like it was kissing them.
It felt distinctly different from pantyhose. Unlike stockings with a waistband, knee socks only go up to the thighs.
"Hheu, ha......"
The band hugged my legs warmly, making the slight bulge of my thigh flesh visible. Because of my uselessly soft thighs......
Next, the gloves.
"......"
I took one deep breath and then just shoved my arms right in.
"Heut......"
As expected, a strange sensation.
The gloves went up to about mid-forearm, as expected. It felt like putting stockings on my arms.
"Waaa......"
"......"
Seyeon covered her mouth in admiration, looking at me now fully dressed in the knee socks and gloves.
In contrast, I was mortified and couldn't lift my head.
"...Why aren't you making me wear underwear."
"Well, it's only natural you don't wear any. Yubin-ah."
"Ha, shii......"
I grumbled and gulped down saliva. It tasted metallic.
"At least a Plug or something......"
"A Plug? I gave you one at lunch."
"I didn't put it in."
...I'm embarrassed even saying it.
I forgot the most important thing.
'Well, anyway... would she have told me to take it out when she said to undress.'
"But why a Plug specifically? Not a bra or panties."
"What?"
I asked back, incredulous.
What kind of obvious question is that, this girl......
"Because covering my Back Pussy is the most important thing, that's why."
"Cover it? Why?"
"Sigh... Because my masochistic, lewd female dog Back Pussy is for your exclusive use, so when you're not using it, it always has to be blocked. So no one else can fuck it."
"Ah, right."
Seeing Seyeon finally understand, I let out a deep sigh.
She doesn't even have basic common sense about Anal Plugs, so why is she so good at hypnosis?
"But is that necessary? It's my Dormitory room anyway."
"Ah, seriously. What if someone picks the lock, comes in, and fucks my back hole, what then?"
"Gasp, really?"
"Of course! You said it yourself. My anal is a premium female animal Back Pussy, so chewy, so warm, so fucking hot that anyone would want to do it."
"Pfft, pffheuht... Ah, I did say that. Okay. I'll permit the Plug."
Seyeon suddenly covered her mouth and laughed.
I was dumbfounded by the laughter that erupted out of nowhere, without context.
'Is she insane.'
Anyway, I turned my Buttocks toward Seyeon and got on all fours, lying face down.
It's frustrating, but anyway, my anal belongs to Seyeon.
So... putting in and taking out the Plug must also be entirely entrusted to Seyeon.
"Hurry up and put it in."
"Ah, okay, pfft, okay, kick......"