Episode 64. Love is destructive. 1
Episode 64. Love is destructive. 1
"......"
I squeezed my eyes shut, then opened them. My blurry vision returned to normal.
The message remained unchanged, not a single character altered.
'No such case exists?'
A cold sweat trickled down my spine.
It felt as if time had completely stopped. Only my hot, panting breath could be felt between my lips.
The seconds that hadn't passed piled up layer upon layer in my heart, pressing down on it as if about to burst.
"Yubin-ah?"
I lifted my head at Seyeon's voice. I tried my best to keep my expression blank, but it didn't work well. My long eyelashes trembled faintly.
Seyeon looked at me and gave me a strangely smiling grin.
"What's wrong?"
"...Eut."
"I feel like I've been asking 'what's wrong' a lot lately."
Seyeon muttered to herself as she slowly approached me. Even though she was wearing Converse instead of dress shoes, her footsteps echoed loudly.
I feel a sense of déjà vu.
This has happened before. Definitely.
But I can't remember when exactly that was.
But I know this much. That I shouldn't get close to Seyeon like this.
I forced my stone-stiff hand to move and put my phone in my skirt pocket.
"Yubin-ah."
And after taking one deep breath.
I immediately turned around and ran down the hallway like crazy.
"Uh...?!"
A flustered voice sounded muffled from behind.
I paid no attention and just ran without thinking.
Tadatadatadatadatadat-
I practically slid down the stairs.
"Hueok, hueok, hueoeok......"
Round and round and round-
After circling the landing in a U-shape repeatedly and reaching the first floor, thankfully, I saw the wide-open entrance.
"Ayeuk...!"
Thud-thud-
I stumbled and tumbled out embarrassingly.
I naturally got up as if performing a breakfall and kept running.
Students glanced at me running across the training ground like a dog.
"Uh, Yubin-ah?"
I caught a glimpse of Eunbyeol, who seemed to have been running laps after eating, but I ignored her and just kept running straight.
Swaeaeaeng-
A gust of wind blew, threatening to dry all the sweat that had drenched my entire body.
I passed through the wide-open school gate without any security and escaped from the school.
"Hek, heek, heeueuk......"
I kept running without stopping, crossing through streets and alleys, pushing through the crowd.
Midway, a tingling sensation spread all over my body, and I almost fell embarrassingly, but I barely managed to right myself.
By the time I had run until my surroundings blurred and my head turned white.
'Why... am I running?'
Suddenly, that thought occurred to me.
What do I hope to achieve by running now?
After all, I'll see Seyeon again tomorrow, right?
No, but still, I had to run from that situation for now......
...Why?
Why did I think that?
Before I knew it, I had come to a complete stop, standing still at a certain point.
"Ugh, haa, haa, haaa......"
The moment I realized that, air heated by my body temperature rushed out instantly, as if I had been holding my breath without realizing.
My slender knees trembled, and my legs felt like giving way, so I almost crawled to a nearby bench and plopped down.
My head hurt as if someone was pressing down on it hard. My vision darkened from the edges, and sounds became faint.
Even so, I kept my head bowed and thought.
Honestly, there was no reason to run from there. If I think about it carefully.
It would have been better to keep the Director's message in mind and proceed slowly. Just do as Seyeon said, go to the bathroom once, then while eating school meals, I could think about how to push her away or interrogate her.
But why......
'Bathroom......'
For some reason, that place felt familiar. Even though it was the New Building bathroom, far away from our classroom.
Of course, I've never been there before.
The moment I felt that, I immediately turned around and ran.
'Is it my intuition...?'
"Haa, haa, haeu......"
No, looking back now, I definitely remember thinking consciously.
It was probably a mix of both. 'My intuition' and 'skill intuition'.
If so, the reason is......
It must be because something terrible happened to me in that bathroom.
By none other than Seyeon herself.
And what the Director has been suspecting until now is a mental attack, commonly called hypnosis or brainwashing.
"Haa, damn, sheee......"
I couldn't even curse properly, swallowing the words back roughly.
Was that where Seyeon applied hypnosis?
I blinked.
Sweat that had dripped from my forehead fell drop by drop like tears. My face, neck, armpits, back, stomach, buttocks, legs—everything was soaked and sticky with sweat.
"Wh, what, hheu, hyp, hypnosis......"
Looking back from March until now, I had no awareness of being hypnotized.
'No, of course I wouldn't be aware if it's hypnosis.'
But still, there must be some clues, right?
Looking at typical hypnosis-themed adult games, the highlight is usually when the heroine becomes aware and the hypnosis breaks—
'...Adult games?'
Goosebumps rose on my lower back. My eyes widened in an instant.
'What did the Director send earlier?'
She said there's no case where meditation makes the lower abdomen sensitive.
It's not because I have some special constitution, definitely not.
That feeling of my lower abdomen throbbing and feeling good every time I do something.
That was undoubtedly sexual sensation.
In other words, orgasm.
And Seyeon is a Half Succubus.
With blood so thickly inherited, she's no different from a pureblood succubus.
Until now, I thought she was just using hypnosis to use me for some vicious plan, like a typical villain in an academy story.
But in reality......
"Done organizing your thoughts?"
"......!"
I immediately lifted my head.
My watery vision gradually cleared.
In front of me was Seyeon, looking down at me with a cold, expressionless face.
"Eut......"
Startled, I immediately stood up from the bench.
"Ah, you, you......"
"You? How disappointing, what's that supposed to mean."
Seyeon grinned and slowly approached me.
"Here, you dropped this on your way out."
Seyeon handed me something.
I absentmindedly took it and examined it.
It was an anal plug, still smeared with sticky gel.
"......"
Only then did I feel something empty in my back hole.
Could the reason I almost fell embarrassingly with a strange sensation in my body midway be......
'Then that means it just plopped out and fell on the street.'
And from under the skirt of a frantically running schoolgirl at that.
"Eut......"
I bit my lower lip, my face completely red.
I almost showed my back pussy to just anyone.
'B, but I'm wearing panties, so it shouldn't be visible.'
Huh?
Thinking that, it feels strange.
If I was wearing panties, the plug shouldn't have fallen out...?
"Ah, right. This too."
At the softly spoken voice from ahead, I looked at Seyeon.
Seyeon was holding a snow-white pair of panties with two fingers and waving them gently.
I was dumbfounded and just stared at them silently.
It's like a magic show, things just keep coming out.
"P, panties, there's no way they came off......"
Right. Running doesn't make panties come off.
That means they weren't there from the beginning?
'I went to school without wearing panties...?'
Th, that can't be.
Absolutely not.
I definitely remember putting on my underwear properly this morning......
"...Ah."
I didn't.
I came out of the shower naked, dried my hair, applied lotion, and just put on my blouse and skirt first.
And while doing so, I didn't feel any sense of incongruity at all.
"I, In Seyeon, you... euk?!"
I barely managed to open my mouth to interrogate her, but.
I was immediately shoved back roughly.
Thud.
"Hheueuk...!"
My back hit the wall hard, forcing a gasp out of my lungs.
"Yubin-ah, you finally noticed. I thought I'd die of boredom waiting.
"......"
"For a girl, how can you be so clueless?"
At an almost nose-touching close distance.
Seyeon's warm breath flowed down, tickling my face.
'S, sweet scent......'
Instantly, my head grew hazy, and my arms unconsciously rose to tightly hug Seyeon.
"Pfft......"
Seyeon looked at my melted, unfocused pupils and laughed scornfully.
I shook my head side to side and barely regained my senses.
"You, you... what have you done to me-"
The moment I tried to shout while grabbing Seyeon's collar with trembling hands.
"Euk...?"
My arm wouldn't move, as if frozen.
It wasn't just my arm. All the muscles in my body had stiffened and stopped moving.
'Wh, why is my body like this...?'
I rolled my eyes to look down.
"......"
Seyeon had her index finger extended from her hand, pointed right below my navel.
With her other hand, she gently held my neck and softly stroked it.
She had targeted my cervix... the weak point in my sensitized lower abdomen.
"Ah, euk......"
I made a tearful face as tears gradually welled up. My heart beat like crazy, circulating hot blood throughout my body and rapidly raising my temperature.
My entire body was sweaty. I could feel the warm sweat droplets secreted from my armpits flowing down my arms to my fingertips. My thighs trembled, ready to politely kneel at any moment.
I was afraid.
The sensitization of my lower abdomen was, of course, Seyeon's doing.
And just how much has she been playing with me?
To accurately poke my cervix with just one touch, and with such a slender finger, without even feeling around my stomach.
That came to me as immense terror.
"Ah, aahaa......."
Dribble dribble......
I ended up embarrassingly leaking urine-like love juice. The sticky love juice tickled the back of my thighs and dripped down to my ankles, thoroughly soaking my socks.
"Ahaha. You, your expression is so funny. Your pupils are rolled up, mouth agape, drooling."
"Aeue, ah......"
I wanted to curse her out thoroughly, but my body simply wouldn't obey.
"By the way, of all places, it's here again."
'Here...?'
I barely managed to roll my eyes to look around.
We were deep inside an alley with no sunlight, creating a gloomy atmosphere.
A lone bench bleakly attached to the wall.
And a vending machine selling cool cider.
This was the empty lot where I first met Seyeon.
"Yubin-ah."
"......?"
"I'll take my hand off your uterus, so from now on, just obediently answer my questions."
"......"
"If you push me away or make loud noises, I'll immediately strip you and make you run all the way to school."
"......"
"If you understand, answer."
My neck trembled as I slowly nodded, and seeing this, Seyeon chuckled and immediately withdrew her hand.
As if a rope had been loosened, my body relaxed smoothly and began to move.
"...Hheueueuk! Haa, haa, haeu, huuuuu......"
Only then did I hurriedly breathe in and out.
A moment later, Seyeon looked at me intently with her crimson eyes and spoke.
"Yubin-ah."
"......"
I wanted to curse her out right then, but.
Remembering the warning I just heard, I couldn't.
The best rebellion I could manage now was just to send her a look filled with hatred.
"Actually, I deliberately left many traces. Telling ridiculous lies, or leaving you alone without hypnosis even when you could feel the incongruity."
"......"
"But you were too slow. Of course, I'm happy that I caught a girl who's just pretty with an empty head."
I gritted my teeth as if about to break them.
"The truth is really scary, right? That the girl who was always kind to you, fed you, and raised you was such a wicked pervert."
"......"
"Yubin-ah, how do you feel at a time like this? Sad? Or... just angry?"
"...What are you trying to say?"
"I'm having so much fun. You trying to frown and glare at me is so pathetic it's funny, and your nipples are standing straight up in the meantime."
Seyeon ignored my question and just kept talking.
At her words, I slightly bowed my head to look down at my chest.
I wasn't wearing a bra to begin with, and the nipple patches had fallen off somewhere, so the pink nipples protruding through the white blouse were faintly visible.
Ah.
I see.
This child isn't some villain with malicious intent, but just wanted to play with me from the beginning......
"Yubin-ah, what will you do?"
"...About what?"
"Carrying these memories will be hard. So I'll give you a choice now."
"......"
"If I just clap my hands, you can forget immediately. In Seyeon is just Eun Yubin's friend. A close friend who always sticks together. You can treat me happily without any suspicion. Without any thoughts."
"...Then will you stop too?"
"Stop what?"
"Playing with me."
"As if that would happen. It's just that you won't know."
Seyeon said with a laugh.
I closed my eyes.
Honestly, I want to nod right away.
If I follow Seyeon's suggestion, I will definitely be happy. How could I not be happy with a rich pretty girl raising me?
Besides just the financial aspect, also having such a kind and affectionate friend.
"......"
But is that truly the better path?
I thought back to the past.
Even knowing that ignorance is bliss, I took the test. To distinguish Seyeon from others.
Seyeon's words echo again.
Carrying these memories will be hard, so I'll give you a choice now......
'The word 'now' is wrong.'
From the beginning, back then, when I tried to leave a message for Eunbyeol, I had already made my choice.
Therefore, I have no intention of living like a fool now.
"I refuse."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
I answered with my eyes wide open.
"This will make me incredibly sad, you know. Are you serious?"
"Yes. That way I can forever remember what an utter bitch In Seyeon is."
I said, forcing a smile.
At my curse, Seyeon's expression twisted slightly before returning to normal.
For a while, both of us kept our mouths shut. A bird chirped cheerfully as it crossed the blue sky. The sweat had long since dried. The sunlight warmed the alley, but none of it reached here.
"...Yubin-ah. Come as usual by 7 today."
"......"
"I'll tell you. Everything I did to you. All of it. Without missing a single thing......"
"Yeah."
"You just have to watch what the two of us do."
"...Two?"
"Thank you for choosing as I expected."
I reflexively asked back, but Seyeon just took a step back and grinned.
"Ah, right. You're obviously not thinking of telling anyone about what just happened, are you?"
"......"
"The elf Director-nim? She's quite pretty, Yubin-ah. Just as you thought."
Whoosh.
Seyeon disappeared right in front of me.
I just stared blankly and silently at the ground where Seyeon had been standing.
'...Fifth period must have already started.'
Right now, I don't have the energy to finish the remaining schedule.
I just turned off my phone and trudged home.