Episode 48. Doubt and Oath 3
Episode 48. Doubt and Oath 3
The next morning.
Whirr-
I see myself in the full-length mirror, drying my hair with a hairdryer. My expression was indescribable.
I had thought about several things.
First... about the strange phenomena occurring in my body.
Just as expected, the nausea occurred again last night. The moment I opened the front door and entered the house, an unbearable urge to vomit surged up, and I rushed into the bathroom.
After gagging over the toilet a few times, it subsided for a moment.
Having calmed down a bit, I went out to the living room, lay down, and thought.
'...The timing is somewhat similar.'
The day before yesterday was the same; the strange phenomenon manifested as soon as I arrived home.
"Hmm......"
A sigh was drowned out by the sound of the hairdryer, sounding like noise.
'I think I need to observe it a bit more.'
It's only been two times, but even that wasn't an easy feat. The fact that the nausea surged at the exact same moment—the precise instant I stepped one foot into the entrance.
This is a problem that time will solve.
If the same thing continues for about a week, I definitely won't be able to call it a coincidence.
"Alright."
Anyway, that's settled for now.
And second, yesterday's intuition.
Rather than just worrying aimlessly, I decided to figure out which part triggered the intuition.
'When I was about to tell Seyeon about my condition, my intuition immediately blocked it.'
Was the problem 'to Seyeon' here, or was it 'trying to talk about my condition'?
Yesterday I simply suspected the former... but maybe it could be the latter.
Or maybe my intuition just misfired. Even if it's an S-grade Skill, it must make mistakes sometimes.
Or......
"......"
Anyway, the way to verify it is simple.
I can just ask someone else. A friend or a teacher.
Yes, that should do it.
If I do that......
"......"
Tick, tock......
In the quiet room, the sound of the old clock's hands echoed hollowly.
"Hup... there..."
After putting on my white socks and finishing getting ready, I silently looked around the house.
"......Hmm."
It was the same as usual.
"......"
...I know.
That I'm being stubborn for no reason right now.
That I'm trying to curl up and hide in the face of an obvious possibility.
But if I confirm it here and start gradually suspecting and being wary of her... I just think my heart would be too sad.
After all, she's my first friend in both my past and current life, so I can't help it.
"Hoo."
So I'm giving a chance. To myself, or to Seyeon.
Just as I was steeling my heart and about to go out.
Thump.
"Huh...?"
Something brushed against my foot, so I looked down and saw a paper bag placed in front of the front door.
'Did Seyeon give this?'
I couldn't remember properly because my memory was spotty from the nausea.
But judging by the circumstances, it seemed it had been left here ever since, because I immediately ran to the bathroom as soon as I got home.
"What did I receive this time......"
I muttered in a small voice and looked inside.
Then three items.
Three......
"......"
Three, very familiar items.
"Ah, right."
I took off my shoes again and headed back to the living room.
Rustle-
I turned the paper bag over and laid out all the items on the floor.
Lube, a bracelet, and... the most important anal plug.
'...I almost forgot this and went to school.'
I guess I've been really out of it lately. Of all things to forget.
It's no different from going outside without panties.
"Ugh......"
Just imagining that made me immediately embarrassed, and my face flushed hot.
'It's a good thing I noticed before going out.'
So let's quickly put it in and go. I might be late.
First, I took off my skirt since it could get dirty, and pulled down my panties.
Then I picked up the bracelet first and put it on my wrist.
'......!'
At that moment, a cool energy suddenly swirled in my stomach, and then I felt somewhat empty.
Stage one complete.
Next, I squeezed out a generous amount of lube, almost too much, and lubricated my finger until it was slippery. Not getting hurt is the priority.
"Ugh, hoo......"
Then I moved my finger to massage around the anus, sufficiently moistening and relaxing it.
"Hih...!"
Soon, my index finger went in easily.
The startled sphincter cutely contracted, but that didn't last long before it loosened into a pliable state.
"Hup, haahk, hit......"
While continuing to sweep around the anus with my middle finger, I gathered a lot of gel inside the anal cavity, and gently stirred the entered lube with my index finger to make the intestinal wall melt stubbornly. Soon, the rectum widened smoothly, preparing to accept the foreign object.
"Ai, jin, jjaa......"
Even during this, pleasure crept up from the mucous membrane, and I inadvertently got annoyed.
'Why does it feel good......?'
This makes it seem like I'm some kind of pervert.
I'm just loosening my anus to insert an anal plug.
It's no different from feeling pleasure while wearing panties or a sanitary pad.
"Haahht, ung, hoo......."
After slowly pulling out my index finger, I quickly clenched my sphincter tightly to prevent the gel from flowing out.
Then I picked up the anal plug that was on the floor.
Squiiish-
As before, I pressed the tube firmly to squeeze out the lube, then soaked the plug until it was sticky.
"......"
The plug with the pink heart-shaped jewel embedded in it sparkled in the sunlight. I don't know why, but I felt a slight throbbing in my lower abdomen.
Anyway, I aimed the plug at my back... no, my anus, and slowly pushed it in.
"Hih, hukk, hik......"
As the cold metal touched my skin, goosebumps rose and my buttocks clenched tightly. After taking a few deep breaths, I pushed the plug in again, kwooook.
It seemed my earlier efforts to loosen it paid off, as the sphincter slowly opened and began to chew and swallow the plug, omul-omul.
"Hoo, hup, ugeuk......."
As the shape grew thicker, the sensation of a foreign object in my rectum expanded insanely. Each time the plug went deeper, my back straightened more and my head lifted upward.
"Unght, uheuk, haaht......"
As I forcibly suppressed my struggling anus and kept pushing the plug in firmly, kkok-kkok.
Slip!
"Hiiik...!"
The plug, which had been moving slowly, suddenly slipped, sok, and went completely inside.
Instantly, I rose onto my tiptoes and felt a damp sensation below.
"Hoo, hit, huuuu......"
I caught my breath and moved my trembling legs to stand in front of the mirror.
Then, sticking my butt out towards the mirror, I turned only my head to check the appearance.
The glistening butt crack. The sticky lube dripping down between my thighs. And... the anus with the anal plug inside.
Thanks to the heart-shaped jewel on the handle, the hole was perfectly concealed.
"Phew......"
Only then did I feel relief. It was like finding something I had lost?
Really, to almost go out without this.
It's unthinkable.
Since the vulva and chest are places that shouldn't be seen, everyone wears bras and panties.
Isn't it the same?
You can't show someone a secret and precious part like the anus, right?
So wearing an anal plug in the anus is just common sense.
After finishing the cleanup, I pulled my panties back up.
Thanks to the plug's unique structure, it probably won't fall out, but securing it with panties like this is even more reassuring.
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"By the way... who should I ask?"
I muttered to myself while trudging up the school stairs.
It's a necessary process to turn suspicion into misunderstanding.
For being open without hesitation, a friend would be good; for expertise, a teacher would be good.
'...I'm thinking deeply about something that isn't even a dilemma.'
It's such a simple matter—just grab anyone, take them somewhere Seyeon isn't, and blurt it out.
But the fact that I'm hesitating like this... probably means I want to postpone it that much.
"......"
Drrrruk-
I opened the sliding door and entered the classroom. A quiet yet subtly murmuring sound could be heard. The peculiar atmosphere before morning assembly.
As expected, Seyeon had arrived first and was reading a book. She's probably the first to arrive in our class.
To Seyeon, who was waving her hand with a smile, I nodded with a dazed expression.
Just as I pulled out my chair and carefully sat down.
Tok.
"Ugh...?"
With a strange sound of hard objects colliding, the plug pushed deep inside.
"Hoo, eup......"
Afraid a strange sound might leak out, I hurriedly covered my mouth with both hands. The sensation suddenly felt in my butt made my toes curl tightly.
Fortunately, it seemed no one heard, but one person was an exception.
"Yubin-ah? What's wrong?"
"Ah, no, it's nothing."
I shook my head side to side and brushed it off. Then Seyeon glanced at me and laughed before going back to reading her book.
'Why does Seyeon only laugh when she looks at me?'
It wasn't the smile that's basically her default expression, but a feeling of literally laughing.
Anyway, not long after that, morning assembly began.
"Uuugh......"
I muttered to myself as I received the rough, gray Parent Notification Letter.
'Uncomfortable.'
Sitting continuously with something inside my anus... made the foreign object sensation feel much larger.
Every time I tried to shift my buttocks and adjust my posture because it was uncomfortable, the plug went deeper, stimulating the intestinal wall and making the feeling even more peculiar.
'Why is this happening...?'
It's a plug I've supposedly worn every day like panties, so why does it feel uncomfortable today of all days?
"Aigoo......"
I sighed and looked at the Parent Notification Letter I received.
[1st Grade Field Trip Participation Form]
"Field trip?"
A term I haven't heard in a very long time.
[Location: Lotte World Museum]
[Transportation: Public transportation (bus, subway)]
[Cost: 30,000 won]
[Date: Friday, May 8th, 20XX]
So it's a month from now.
Since midterms are in the last week of April, they probably scheduled it like that so we can play after the exam.
By the way, a field trip...
My memory is very hazy. The last one I went to was in 8th grade, and I skipped all of them after that.
"Are you going?"
"Uh, huh?"
While I was lost in thought, Seyeon suddenly leaned close to me and asked.
"......"
"Are you worrying about something unnecessary again-"
"No."
Seyeon probably thought I was concerned about the cost.
If I had actually brought that up, she would have cut me off, saying she'd pay for it or something.
...She definitely would have.
But why?
The words "unnecessary worry" lingered in my head for far too long.
"......"
I picked up a pen, circled the form, and signed it. Even the 'Parent Signature' part.