ASMR (3)
"Whoa, so Gyul-gyul does stuff like that too……." Realizing once again just how tough this job must be for Gyul-gyul, I clutched my pounding heart. 'She's really something…….' It was definitely impressive. Even if she was drunk, to do something like that without hesitation in front of people. Honestly, the sounds were so realistic that you'd believe she was actually doing that kind of thing. Thanks to Yeon-a, I felt like I had a bit of a grasp on it. With a confident expression, I looked at the chat window.
The people teasing me with tissue jokes honestly surprised me a little. 'Didn't think it would be that suggestive.' Throughout my entire life, I'd lived far removed from that kind of behavior. I'd never learned about love, never experienced it, and there had never been any time for me to do anything lewd. My heart pounded. The tension of doing something I'd never done in my entire life in front of so many people. I swallowed hard, and a nervous breath escaped. The sounds were picked up by the mic and tickled my ears once more.
"I-it won't be that suggestive… After all, today's a fully wholesome stream."
Leaving the teasing comments behind, I carefully brought my lips to the earpiece of the mic and gave it a light nibble.
"Hahp……"
Donations suddenly popped up. Since the sound was off, they just appeared on the monitor. The chat window popped up silently, teasing me. I am 23… I'm clearly an adult, yet being treated like a baby felt unfair.
"H-hmph, heha mahaheu… (I-I'm twenty-three……)"
The Jireongi kept teasing me about being a baby. Starting to feel a little annoyed, I pulled my lips away and stuck my tongue out slightly, licking the earpiece once.
"Bweeeeh……"
The chat exploded with reactions. 'Everyone's first time too…!' or '…My first experience is with you♡' comments started appearing. I felt a sense of connection. This was my first time properly listening to and doing ASMR too. My heart fluttered at the thought that the Jireongi and I had something in common. Wanting to share that feeling, I licked the earpiece diligently before pulling away and smiling shyly.
"Hehet… I-it's my first time too… This is fun, everyone keeps screaming… Hehe."
"Eh…? Why would we get arrested?" I asked, pausing mid-lick at the sudden donation. There was no reason to get arrested. I wasn't doing anything as suggestive as Yeon-a, just sticking my tongue out and licking the mic. It wasn't like I was doing anything weird. But unlike me, who wasn't thinking anything strange, the chat started panicking hard. The Jireongi began shouting things like "Officer! You enjoyed it too!!!"
"The left side… Okay……" Nodding at the Jireongi's words that I didn't need to worry, I turned the mic and pressed my nose against the left side. Then I took a slow breath. Since people seemed to like it, I did it despite the plastic smell. The chat went wild with delight.
"…Just enjoy it… You don't have to think weird thoughts… Listen and go to sleep… Just sleep."
After reassuring the anxious viewers, I stuck my tongue out again and slowly pushed it into the hole this time. The bitter taste of plastic hit me. 'Eugh… I shouldn't do this.' It tasted really bitter, so I pulled away, rinsed my mouth with water, and returned to my spot.
"Kehk…! It's so bitter…!"
Smiling softly at the chat, I turned on the air conditioner since I was feeling a bit warm. "Just a sec… Let me turn on the AC… It's embarrassing so I'm getting hot… I really sweated a lot."
"Eek… Sweat… You like it…?" I frowned at the rather unusual preference and asked, but they said they loved it. I didn't scold them. They were people who liked me, so of course they'd like even my sweat. "…Thank you for loving me…! I'll keep going now!"
The people were loving it. My face flushed with embarrassment as I fiddled with the mic's earpiece, continuing to stimulate them. "Is it good…? How is it…?"
"Eek… My hand got covered in saliva…! I'll wipe it… Uu, dirty."
While wiping my hand, I looked at the Jireongi pouring out cheesy lines and felt a loving feeling welling up inside me. It felt like my heart was warming up. Even though I was worthless, these people loved me no matter what I did. Having people like that was truly a happy thing. Wanting to convey that feeling, I brought the mic back to my lips and whispered quietly.
"…Everyone, I really love you."
"…Maman, welcome… Eeng, I'll like you even more… A-after all, you guys are the ones who saved me."
The people who always supported me when I was sad. My gratitude toward them was something I could probably talk about for a lifetime and still not fully express. Good people live without realizing they're good, after all. "I love you… I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you… I like you… A lot, really a lot."
It might have looked a bit menhera, but the feeling of love wouldn't easily subside, so I expressed my gratitude like that. I was so grateful and loved them so much. "…Then, I'll lick again."
With that, I placed my hand on my flushed, warm cheek and stuck out my tongue slightly to lick the mic. "Hawp… hewup… uuuuuum… bweeeeh……."
Paying no mind to them, I closed my eyes and continued licking slowly and diligently. "Chyurup chyurup chyurup… Haaaa…… Ebebubub… Hooooooo……" All kinds of sticky sounds and breaths passed through the mic. That day, I continued the stream licking until my tongue cramped. Until my heart, heated from loving too much, cooled down a little. I kept licking until then. 'I love you… I love you……' It felt like I was gradually understanding Yeon-a's feelings from the video.