I Know. It's All Because of Hypnosis.
I knew. Everything I was doing was because of hypnosis. I knew that, but there was nothing I could do about it.
"Hahk♡ Hahk♡ Hahk♡ Hahk♡"
"Puhahaha! Han Seungyeon, you know your face looks fucking hilarious right now? Your obsession is insane. You can't tear your eyes off my dick."
I couldn't argue back. After all, my gaze was fixed on Kim Hoyoung's colossal cock. It was huge. Thick. Long. Ferocious. Majestic. Cool. Terrifying. Kim Hoyoung's dick wasn't just a penis—it was more like a siege cannon. Even I, a man at heart, knelt submissively before this monstrous thing. You could tell at a glance it was on a whole different level from any ordinary guy's. There was no way anyone could compete; it hit you visually, right in the gut. If even I was like this, there was no chance women could resist Kim Hoyoung's cock.
I had a dick too, but his made mine look like a cute little toy for kids to play with— that big and brutal. Honestly, I wanted to suck it.
This is all because of the hypnosis too, right? But I can't resist. I want to suck it. I want to suck it. Just once, I want to taste it. What would it feel like to swallow something that huge? Wouldn't it be okay to try it once, just for the life experience?
It's better to know than not to, right? Experience matters. In the end, all that remains are memories. Screw excuses—bottom line, I wanted to suck it. I couldn't hold back anymore.
"Chururururururup♡ Lick lick♡ Churup♡ Churup♡"
"Hahaha. My dick's not going anywhere. You can take it slow."
Shut up♡ Fuck, it's so goddamn delicious♡ This can't be real. A guy's dick tastes this good? Weird. It's just spongy tissue—why does it taste like something?
I didn't get it. I'm a guy—why was I enjoying sucking another guy's dick? Well, technically a woman's body now. But originally a man... Ah, aah! Fuck if I know.
"Chururup. Chururup. Chururup. Smack smack."
"Now you're even kissing the glans? Can't get enough of my lovely dick, huh?"
"Eung...♡"
That smug bastard pinched my cheek, all full of himself. I should deny it, but my heart was pounding so hard the words wouldn't come. Better just keep sucking dick.
"Chururup. Churup. Chururup."
"Oh yeah, lunch break's coming up. What do you wanna eat?"
Dick.
"Pizza? Chicken?"
I want dick.
Couldn't I just keep sucking dick while he eats a chicken leg? This alone felt like it could replace three square meals.
Dick dick dick dick dick. Staring at the glans made me want to kiss it over and over.
"Smack."
"Hey, pick a lunch menu."
"Chururururururup."
"Crazy bitch. Your head's full of nothing but dick right now."
What bullshit. You're the one talking nonsense, you crazy dick bastard. What's in my head? Nothing but dick? No way! Just 'cause your dick's big, don't get cocky. Time to say something.
"Dickdickdickdickdickdick..."
"What? Speak properly."
"Dickdickdickdickdickdickdick..."
"You've got hearts in your eyes."
"Dickdickdickdickdickdick..."
"...Just suck the dick. You don't even have the brains for human language."
Hmph. No choice then. You're the one telling me to suck it. Not like I care about dicks or anything♡
I'd just learned fellatio, but I'd already developed my own technique. First, I aligned my eyes with the glistening pink glans. Looking at that dragonfly-face tip made it feel so lovable—my heart warmed, my mind turned to a flower field.
"Smack."
Kissing it like a lover made the glans quiver cutely. Kim Hoyoung acted tough, but he loved it. No woman, but a fellow man like me? Couldn't fool me. If there was no sensation from soft lips on the glans, it'd be limp dick. Kim Hoyoung was the polar opposite of that word.
After the kiss, I pressed my nose to the glans.
"Euuuuuum~~~♡"
Jasmine scent. Like rain-soaked earth at dawn, or a home after a trip. Pure bliss—I wanted to smell it forever. But scent alone wasn't enough. My mouth was flooded with saliva, starving.
"Uueup♡ Urrrrup♡"
I shoved the dick in my mouth. Eyes closed, bit by bit, swallowing it. The glans scraped my teeth, pressed my throat. My mouth was already full, and I hadn't even gotten half in.
Fuck, it's huge... Shit... Is this even gonna fit all the way?
No, I'd swallow it all no matter what. It'd be like going to the beach and only dipping your knees—such a waste with this dick right here.
"Ugggghhh!"
"Hey, hey, don't push it. Too hard for a newbie. Unless you're a vet like my mom who's been fucked tons of times."
"Ugagagak."
"Stubborn one. Half is fine, right?"
No way. I'm eating it all. It's mine.
"Whoa, your eyes are totally gone. Remember? You used to be a guy..."
"Uuh!! Uuuuh!! Uuh!! Aah!!!"
"Okay, okay. I won't say it. You're a girl. Seungyeon is a girl~ So fellatio's not embarrassing~ Right?"
Don't talk to me like a kid.
"Haven't even started proper training, and you're already clinging like this. Sigh... Well, resisting me in a woman's body is nonsense anyway."
I wanted to curse his arrogance, but after experiencing the dick's power firsthand, I had to admit his confidence had some basis. Maybe because of the dick, but his face even looked handsomer now. Whatever... whether a guy's hot or not didn't matter to me.
"But Han Seungyeon... how long you gonna keep it in your mouth? Either deepthroat it all or let go."
I was trying. But this bastard's dick was way bigger than imagined—my throat was already stuffed. Pushing more blocked it. Couldn't breathe... Felt like dying. Still, I didn't want to let go. Why was I like this?
"Uhk! Uhk! Keuk!"
"Hey, your face is turning blue. Can't breathe? Just give up."
"Uuuuuuh!!!"
I didn't want to. Letting go now felt like... defeat inside me. An inexplicable stubbornness. But I'd hold on. No matter what.
"Won't listen. You'll choke to death."
"…………."
"That face says you don't care. Damn, girls who taste dick go this crazy. That good, you lunatic?"
Almost three minutes without air. Superhuman willpower, even by my standards. But limit approaching. Vision blurring, consciousness fading.
——I must've passed out with the dick still in my mouth. Vaguely, I saw Kim Hoyoung on the phone. A white-coated doctor arrived and talked with him.
"Gonna need the spreader. Won't open her mouth at all. Feels like some strong will is throwing a tantrum, refusing to let go even now."
"Ha... Guess I'll just take her to my place like this."
"Your house, Hoyoung-ssi?"
"Why? Problem?"
"Not really, but isn't that special treatment? She's just cute-looking, nothing standout otherwise."
"Her backstory's fun. Wanna invest time corrupting her into a bitch."
"With your skills, couldn't you brainwash her instantly?"
"Sure, but sometimes enjoying the process is fun."
"I see."
"Doesn't concern you anyway, Gae Ddogi. Shut it off."
"Yes, sir. I'll just earn money to offer you. You're the gracious one who turns my wife into an onahole."
It was probably that conversation with Gae Ddogi—the guy I thought was the biggest pathetic cuck while reading the novel.
I later heard that even unconscious, I wouldn't let go, so they used a tool to force my mouth open and separate me from Kim Hoyoung.
When I came to, I was in a spacious mansion with sleek interiors. Kim Hoyoung's place—the one he'd seized from some corporate chairman in Paengchang-dong.
Now I'd even ended up in Kim Hoyoung's house. How the hell did this happen? I'd planned to flee to my hometown without even running into him, but now I was inside his home. And according to him, I was staying here for a while.
Of course, I didn't want to. Right now, all I wanted was to hop on the subway and head back to the apartment with my family.
But on the other hand, now that I was here, I couldn't deny curiosity about seeing the novel's main characters in the flesh—Kim Hea-e, Kim Jiwon, Isia, Bianca, and the rest. When a favorite story comes to life, you wanna check it out, right? Especially since this was like a VR experience where you could even talk to them.
Sure, the downside was no logging out at will. But anyway, now that it was like this, I wanted to see what Kim Hoyoung's family looked like with my own eyes.