The First Time Was All My Fault
I listened to the story of our first time, and it turned out it was entirely my fault. If anything, Ji-eun had been an absolute angel, taking care of me the whole time and going along with every ridiculous request I made. She even aimed for me while I pissed, for fuck’s sake. ‘Wow, so this is what people mean by a no-win situation, huh?’
But why? I felt sorry, embarrassed… and yet… why did it feel so strangely good? No, more importantly—
“Are… are you okay?”
God, I’m losing my mind. Even now, I couldn’t focus because of the way Ji-eun’s pussy kept clenching and squeezing around my cock. If anything, the more the alcohol wore off, the clearer and more vivid the sensation became… ‘Holy shit, what the hell is this… this is actually…’
A sigh of pure awe escaped me. Having only ever seen sex through porn my entire life, I used to wonder—honestly, is it really that good? Good enough that people, especially guys in their twenties, would risk everything just to chase women? I’d asked myself that question dozens of times. Maybe it was just a virgin’s coping mechanism. I really believed that.
But the moment I actually slid my cock inside a woman’s pussy… the moment our bodies were pressed together, really having sex… I finally understood why everyone lost their minds over it. Why sexual desire ranked among the three great human urges.
“Ah, you’re asking if I’m okay? Of course I’m okay.”
“…Huh?”
Hwangbo Ji-eun’s answer was brimming with confidence. No, she actually looked excited.
“Do you have any idea how long I’ve been watching your every move lately, oppa?”
“Well, that’s…”
I couldn’t not know. Ever since I saved her, Ji-eun had been doing everything she could to look good in front of me. She tried to clean for me, bought me food, and when I walked her home after work, she’d casually link arms with me like it was the most natural thing in the world.
“I wanted to repay your kindness somehow. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized I didn’t have anything special to offer.”
“……”
“The only thing I’m any good at is being nice to a lifelong virgin… but you didn’t seem to want that at all…”
I didn’t want that? Why would she think—oh! ‘The ring kept giving me quests to reject her, so I turned her down over and over…’
Damn, thinking about it now gave me chills. So the ring had seen this future coming. As expected of a power of God, I guess.
“I know why you kept rejecting me, oppa… That’s why, when this chance finally came, do you know how happy I was? Oh, and don’t worry—I’m not going to ask you to take responsibility or anything. That wouldn’t be repaying your kindness. That’d be repaying it with resentment.”
Hmm. She was seriously misunderstanding things because of those quests the ring gave me. Honestly, I had been wondering for a second if I should take responsibility for this.
“I just want you to enjoy my body, oppa. That’s the only thing I can do for you. So don’t overthink it. Think of me as a sex friend? Or, if you want, a portable onahole that spreads her pussy whenever you feel like it.”
“Hey, that’s a bit…”
“No! You’ve earned that right, oppa!”
“……”
No matter how many times I experienced it, Hwangbo Ji-eun really was still just a kid who hadn’t fully grown up yet. The way she casually threw around her body, the way she could say such outrageous things without batting an eye. But that was also part of her charm.
‘I used to be like that too.’
I’d gotten called rude by older coworkers more times than I could count. They’d also called me weird. Back then I thought it was a compliment. Only after getting older did I realize they’d been trying to be nice in their own way.
‘That’s something you only understand once you reach this age.’
Still, there was a certain charm that only someone as immature as Ji-eun could show. When people became too mature, it could actually feel a little uncomfortable.
“Alright… I got it. Honestly, I’m not completely without responsibility here since I was drunk. Let’s just go with that for tonight.”
“Not just tonight…! Ha, never mind. Yeah, let’s go with that for now.”
“……”
The blind affection of a childish kid felt both incredibly grateful and incredibly burdensome. Well, from her perspective, I probably seemed like a lifesaver who had rescued her. So I guess it made sense.
“Mmm, anyway, how do you feel right now? Just so you know, you’ve already used two condoms, oppa.”
“What?”
When I flinched in surprise, Hwangbo Ji-eun reached down and picked up two used condoms that had been lying on the floor. The tied-off ends were swollen with thick loads of cum.
“You must’ve really been backed up, huh? You came this much twice.”
“Uh… um…”
My face burned. She wasn’t wrong—I had been really backed up. It wasn’t like I lived alone, and after starting the part-time job I barely had time to jerk off. Plus my ‘Stamina’ stat had gone up by 1 recently.
“Do you remember any of it?”
“…No.”
That was the most unfair part. I’d cum twice and couldn’t remember a single second of it.
“Did… did I move on my own?”
“Obviously. I helped with the initial insertion, but once you were in, you started thrusting like crazy.”
Ah… I wanted to die. I could only imagine what kind of movements I’d made. A guy with zero experience, drunk out of his mind…
“You were so strong it actually hurt a little… but if it felt good for you, oppa, then it’s fine~”
“Ughhh…”
Even now, Ji-eun kept kissing my cheeks and neck because she liked me. Our eyes met directly. She said she’d washed up, and sure enough, her bare face looked a bit softer and gentler than usual.
“My bare face is kinda embarrassing, right? I usually wear pretty heavy makeup.”
This time it was Ji-eun’s turn to blush.
“A little? Yeah, without the makeup you do look a bit more innocent.”
“Uwaa, so embarrassing… heeng.”
But she was still Hwangbo Ji-eun. Naturally playful, affectionate, and in many ways, the kind of girl men couldn’t help but fall for.
“……Gulp.”
Just looking at each other like this made my heart pound. Our eyes met again, and naturally Ji-eun tucked her hair behind her ear with one hand and closed her eyes.
Wait, was this… was this the moment for a kiss? For real?
I’d never kissed anyone in my entire life…
Thump. Thump-thump. Thump-thump-thump!
My heart hammered like a cannon. Still, following pure instinct as a man, I slowly leaned in and pressed my lips to hers.
The moment our lips touched—
“Mmm!”
I felt my inner desires explode as I hungrily devoured her lips.
“O-oppa… mmm, s-slow down a little… haa, haaang! I can’t breathe—mmph, mmm.”
Even though my kiss was violent and clumsy, Ji-eun seemed to like it. She gently stroked my face and offered her lips to me. I grabbed the back of her head and kissed her deeply for a long time. Our breathing quickly grew ragged. I felt strength surge into my hips, and my cock grew even harder.
‘Fuck… just kissing feels so good I might die.’
It was so sweet and electrifying that I wanted to keep doing it forever. Was this the dopamine people talked about when they fell in love? I’d heard that romantic dopamine had the strongest effect and highest addictiveness of all.
“Haa… haa… haa… Wow, we’re really kissing like this… mmm…”
Ji-eun was enjoying it just as much. She smiled with a seductive, naughty expression while panting heavily. Even now, the walls of her pussy clung to my cock like a living thing, twitching and squeezing again and again.
Wow, her technique was insane. She wasn’t even moving her hips much—just the slightest motions while I was inside her—and she was milking me perfectly so my cock wouldn’t soften. Experienced women really were on another level.
“Oppa, you know what? The best way to make it feel really good isn’t just thrusting up and down. It’s like this—rotating my hips in circles… mmmh… then moving back and forth… haaang, haaang!”
“Huk! J-Ji-eun…!”
The moment Ji-eun sat up and started lightly swirling her hips in circles, I felt my cock being squeezed in overwhelming pleasure and had to swallow a sharp gasp. It felt way too good. Unbelievably good.
“Haa… haa… You can do whatever you want, oppa. Anything that feels good, just enjoy it. I told you before, right? I love helping lifelong virgins graduate. That’s the kind of girl I am, so just have fun however you like. And if that person is you, Hyun-woo oppa… it makes me feel even better.”
Not only was her pussy top-tier, her personality was perfect too. How could anyone stay sane while having sex with a girl like this? I understood now why that stalker had followed her all the way to her house. How many women like her could there possibly be in the world?
‘Somehow, this amazing girl is offering to be my personal onahole and squeezing her pussy around me right now.’
And yet earlier I’d been thinking I’d just treat this as a one-day memory. That was legendary-level idiocy.
‘Maybe the more I rejected her, the more aggressively she came at me.’
I’d heard that before. The harder it was to obtain a woman, the more desperate and hungry she became. That was why so many crazy things happened when women fell for men who weren’t theirs. At least in this area, women were supposedly far scarier than men.
Anyway, let’s just enjoy the moment. What was done was done.
“Hey Ji-eun… is it really okay if I move however I want? I’ve never had sex before.”
When I asked shyly, Ji-eun broke into the brightest smile I’d ever seen. Her lips practically reached her ears.
“Of course, oppa! We still have several hours until checkout. Take your time today and learn everything there is to know about women, one by one. I’ll teach you everything. Hehe.”
The expression on Ji-eun’s face as she said that made her look like a ‘victor.’ I had no idea what she’d won, but it didn’t bother me. I didn’t have the mental capacity to care.
“Huk, huuuh… J-Ji-eun. Krr, I’m going crazy.”
“Haaaaang, oppa, oppa… I like it too, huuk, your cock is so big and hard… haang, it feels so good… mmmngh!”
It didn’t take long before I completely lost myself in the overwhelming pleasure of my first time. The alcohol still clouding my system made it even harder to stay sane.
“Huk, huk!”
I came much faster than when I jerked off. Even though I was wearing a condom, I learned that cumming in a hand and cumming inside a pussy were as different as heaven and earth. And after I came like that…
“Ah, it got a little soft. Don’t worry, oppa. I’ll get it hard again with my mouth. Hehe.”
“Huk, J-Ji-eun… huuk.”
“Mmmmmm, I’m doing this because I like you, oppa. Chuuup.”
“Ugh—!”
Like it was the most natural thing in the world, Ji-eun smoothly removed the condom and gently took my cum-covered cock into her mouth, sucking it softly. Thanks to her, I managed to get hard again and again. By the time the alcohol had completely worn off…
Chirp… chirp… chirp…
The sparrows were already singing. It was morning.