It Wasn't Forced, Wait a Minute
It wasn’t forced. Wait a minute. What the hell is going on? I couldn’t process a single thing. How did the company dinner end? And why is Hwangbo Ji-eun straddling me right now? The quest?
“Still not awake yet? Oppa, are you okay?”
“Uh… yeah? I mean… no?”
Even while answering in a complete daze, my eyes kept scanning Hwangbo Ji-eun’s beautiful naked body—up and down, over and over, completely honest in their hunger.
“…….”
Whoa… whoa. My mouth wouldn’t close. I’d seen gorgeous naked women countless times in porn, but there was a world of difference between watching on a screen and seeing it with my own two eyes. Especially when that same beauty was currently riding me. With my cock buried deep inside her pussy.
Was I… in the middle of having sex? Me?
The thought hit harder because I’d genuinely believed I’d die a virgin. It left a strange, bitter taste in my mouth.
“…….”
If a phone call would just come in right now, maybe I could snap out of it. I glanced sideways. The phone I’d left on the shelf stayed stubbornly silent.
What time is it? Never mind that—Ji-eun’s nipples… they’re insanely pretty.
My mind went completely blank. Whether it was the alcohol still clouding me or Ji-eun herself casting some kind of spell, I couldn’t stop staring at her naked body like an idiot.
When she noticed, Ji-eun gave me a seductive little smile. That mischievous eye-smile of hers was seriously dangerous.
“Do you like my body that much? It’s pretty, right? I work out hard and take good care of it, you know.”
“Uh, yeah? But why…”
“Why? What other reason does a girl need to take care of her body? To look good, obviously.”
Ah. Yeah, that makes sense.
“That was true before… but lately the reason’s changed a little.”
“Huh?”
“I wanted to show you, Oppa.”
“……?”
“I wanted to look pretty for you. So I’ve been working out even harder. I told you already, Oppa.”
Just moments ago, Hwangbo Ji-eun had been slamming her hips down onto me with fierce, energetic strokes. Now she leaned her upper body forward like she was taking a short break, pressing her face against my chest and rubbing it there.
Her soft skin, full breasts, and silky hair brushed over me, tickling everywhere they touched. The feeling was strange… and really, really good.
“I’ve been having nightmares lately. That’s why I can’t sleep properly.”
She had mentioned that before… I think.
“Even then, I can only fall asleep after working out. And even that’s light sleep. I have so many dreams. Still…”
She planted a small kiss on the side of my neck.
I flinched. It tickled. It burned. The spot where her lips had touched felt unbearably sensitive.
“When you appear in my dreams, Oppa, I can finally sleep deeply.”
Wait—if you’re already dreaming, isn’t that still light sleep? That’s REM sleep. Part of me wanted to correct her faulty knowledge, but I couldn’t. Her eyes looking up at me were sparkling too brightly.
Well… if she feels that way and it makes her happy, then…
“Is this a dream too…?”
“It’s not a dream. You really don’t remember anything, Oppa?”
“……Yeah.”
I gave a small nod. Even if I’d been sober, clear thinking would’ve been impossible. On top of that, I still wasn’t fully awake. My body felt heavy and I was insanely sleepy.
“Hng, I see. You’re so cute.”
She kissed my neck again.
“……!”
Only on the second kiss did my face flush bright red. Calling me cute again, she rubbed her lips against my neck.
“W-what are you doing right now…”
“Ah, sorry. You’re just too cute and lovable.”
“…….”
My face grew even hotter. How could she say such embarrassing things without batting an eye?
“Oh, and just so you know, coming to this motel was completely consensual. I didn’t want us to part like that, so I asked if you wanted to have one more drink at a motel… and you said okay. I thought you were still fine at the time. I didn’t expect you to strip everything off the moment we entered the room and pass out on the bed.”
“…….”
Damn it. Since I couldn’t remember anything, I had nothing to say. Did I really do that? It was possible. Especially since it’s true that whenever I black out and hit the bed, I throw off every piece of clothing I’m wearing…
It had been the same before I enlisted—after drinking the farewell drinks. I’d thrown up all over the stairs at home, then woken up naked in my little sister’s bed. I’d sworn I’d never drink like that again.
“Ugh.”
I let out a soft groan and rubbed my face. When exactly had I gotten that drunk? I couldn’t even guess. My last memories were fragmented and blurry. I could remember drinking soju with ice cream as a snack, at least.
“What about Sunae?”
“Wow! You’re bringing up another woman in this situation? Oppa, you’re kind of a player, huh? Are you trying to make me jealous on purpose?”
“Huh? Ah, no… sorry.”
I reflexively apologized. Ji-eun burst out laughing, then rubbed her face against my neck again.
“I’m kidding, I’m kidding. Sunae-unnie got home safely. At the end we played rock-paper-scissors to decide who would take you home. I won, so I brought you. You were still okay then. You were walking on your own two feet. Well, you did fall a few times.”
Now that she mentioned it, my knees did feel a little sore. I also vaguely remembered hearing rock-paper-scissors. But usually the loser takes responsibility, right? I could’ve sworn I remembered Ji-eun’s happy voice saying she won…
Damn. Was my memory that wrong?
“No, wait. Okay. Up to that point, okay. But how did we… end up like this, you know… doing… that…”
I swallowed hard. I was too embarrassed to finish the sentence. Even now, my eyes stayed glued to her, and my whole body was drinking in the warmth and sensation of Hwangbo Ji-eun with everything it had.
So this was what a woman’s body felt like—soft and light. Yet the feeling of her breasts rubbing against my chest was nothing short of incredible. It had been insane even when they brushed my arm… and now there wasn’t even a scrap of fabric between us.
Damn it. I was going crazy.
“Aha, so you’re asking how we ended up having sex?”
“Y-yeah…”
Unlike me, Ji-eun said the word “sex” without any hesitation. Then again, she was the same woman who had boldly offered to take a virgin’s first time not long ago.
“Hng, you don’t remember that either. For the record, I didn’t force myself on you.”
“…Really?”
This time I wasn’t entirely convinced. She claimed it had been consensual, but I had zero memory of it. I’d blacked out from drinking, opened my eyes, and found her enthusiastically bouncing on me and moaning like she was having the time of her life.
“Come on, I wouldn’t jump someone who’s so drunk they can’t even think straight. Especially after what happened recently, Oppa.”
“Ah… right. Sorry.”
I had no choice but to apologize again. Her expression looked so sad and pained. If she was having nightmares about it, it must have become a trauma for her…
“First I laid you down, then I went to wash up. There was only one bed, and no other rooms available, so we came in here. The bed was smaller than I expected.”
“Ah, yeah.”
Now that she mentioned it, the bed really was small. You could maybe sleep hugging each other, but there wasn’t even enough space to put a pillow between us as a divider.
“I figured we’d drink more, so I wasn’t worried. You answered so clearly, but the moment we got inside you just collapsed. And as soon as you hit the bed you started groaning and stripping everything off—shirt, pants, even your underwear. Do you know how shocked I was?”
“……Sorry. Even if I had ten mouths, I wouldn’t know what to say.”
I apologized again. I had no excuse since I couldn’t remember. Damn it, why did I drink so much…?
The quest must have been completed, right? Why was the ring being so quiet?
It's out of consideration for you.
The quest has been completed.
So don't worry and enjoy the moment.
Enjoy the moment? What the hell was there to— Ahem. Of course, it wasn’t like I hated it. But was this really okay?
......
The ring went silent again. Damn it. I’ll deal with you later.
“Anyway, I came out after washing up wearing nothing but a big bath towel.”
“Yeah…”
“Then I kept poking your cheek and asked you—what do you want to do? Do you want to go home now? Or drink more? Or just sleep here while I head home?”
“…….”
It was all so normal. When I thought about it, I was the only one causing trouble. My face burned. And yet my eyes were still greedily drinking in every inch of Hwangbo Ji-eun’s naked body… I really was losing my mind.
“……So what did I do?”
Had I opened my eyes, seen her naked, and jumped her? Considering the porn I’d watched, maybe I’d gone even further. Like some evil instinct inside me had awakened and I’d cursed at her while ordering her to spread her pussy…
Damn. Just imagining it was so awful that cold sweat broke out on my back.
“It wasn’t anything dramatic. You said you needed to pee, so you stumbled toward the bathroom with your dick swinging around. I helped you. Did you know you tried to piss in the corner at first? If you’d actually done it, it would’ve been a disaster. The motel owner would’ve been furious.”
“…….”
I rubbed my face again while looking at the corner of the motel room she pointed at. Just hearing about it made me dizzy.
“It was the same in the bathroom. I told you over and over to sit down, but you insisted that real men pee standing up. You said sitting down weakens your virility.”
“…….”
“And then you tried to pee in the bathtub.”
I wanted to die.
“I couldn’t watch anymore, so I finally grabbed your cock, aimed it properly at the toilet, and helped you go. You let out a long, powerful stream—there was so much.”
“…….”
God, kill me now. Fuck. Even remembering waking up naked in my sister’s bed after drinking enlistment farewell drinks made my spine crawl. Now I had an even worse black history. And Ji-eun wasn’t even family. What the hell was I supposed to do about this?
“After you finished peeing, I asked if you were going to throw up and wiped your cock with toilet paper.”
“…….”
“But then your cock started getting bigger and bigger.”
“…….”
“So I asked you—Oppa, do you want to have sex? Do you want to do it with me?”
“…….”
“And you answered.”
Hwangbo Ji-eun grinned, then kissed my cheek instead of my neck and said,
“Yes.”