Chapter 94
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 94
Chapter Title: Lover Contract
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It was an unfamiliar room.
For a moment, anxiety gripped me, but soon I remembered this was Su-a's place.
I recalled what we'd done before falling asleep.
Su-a and I had pleasured each other with our hands.
Despite swearing we'd never touch each other again.
In the end, I'd lost to desire once more.
Su-a wasn't beside the bed.
My clothes were somehow all gone, leaving me completely naked as I slept.
My body felt clean, as if wiped down with a damp cloth.
Where are my clothes?
I scanned the room, but they weren't anywhere in sight.
Should I check the closet?
After a brief hesitation, instead of rummaging through the closet, I decided to look for Su-a.
I draped the blanket over myself like a robe and stepped out of the room.
"Ah, you're awake, Sun-hu?"
"...Su-a."
Su-a was in the kitchen.
Her slender back and cute butt were on full display.
Naked, save for an apron.
It was like she'd stepped straight out of a man's fantasy.
Where on earth did she learn something like this?
"Breakfast is almost ready. Have a seat at the table and wait just a bit."
She must be preparing a meal.
The aroma of doenjang jjigae tickled my nose.
It had been delicious last time, too.
Su-a was surprisingly skilled in the kitchen.
"Su-a, my clothes."
"They're all wrinkled, so they're in the steamer. You can have them after we eat."
I obediently sat at the table as she instructed.
Without clothes, I had no way to resist.
Rice, stew, and side dishes were placed on the table one by one.
Every time Su-a leaned over to set down a dish, I caught glimpses inside her apron.
"I made the side dishes you like, Sun-hu. I hope it's to your taste."
Sausages on the table meant Mom must be the source.
The thought unsettled me.
Did Su-a have any idea?
That the 'person I love' I'd mentioned was Mom.
"Dig in, Sun-hu. It's nothing fancy."
"...Su-a, my clothes."
"We're at home. What's the big deal?"
With that, Su-a untied her only apron and hung it on a chair.
Good lord.
"And you, Sun-hu—take off that blanket while you eat. You're such a sleepyhead."
From the moment I'd left the room, I'd been wrapped in the blanket.
I couldn't exactly wander someone else's house without pants, after all.
"Come on!"
"Got it!"
She looked ready to yank it off if I didn't.
She'd already seen everything there was to see.
What was the point of hiding now?
I meekly shed the blanket and draped it over the chair beside me.
"Let's eat."
"...Let's eat."
We sat across from each other, eating naked.
I couldn't tell if the food was going in my mouth or my nose.
"How is it? To your liking?"
"...Mm, yeah—cough!"
"Oh no."
"Cough! Cough!"
...The food really went up my nose.
I held back from spitting on all the nicely prepared dishes, but that only made the choking worse.
At least nothing splattered...
"Sun-hu, you okay? Here's some water."
"Ah, yeah—cough! Thanks... cough cough!"
After coughing for what felt like forever,
Su-a patted my back vigorously until the choking subsided.
Phew. Thought I was a goner.
But there was a bigger problem.
Su-a's naked body right in front of me.
Her perky breasts, pink nipples, slim waist, cute belly button.
And below that...
"Sun-hu. Better now?"
"...Yeah."
In my distraction, she'd closed the distance.
I had nothing to say even if my head rolled.
"Ah."
My naked body in front of her.
Meant her naked body was in front of mine.
"Sorry, Sun-hu. I didn't even realize."
I hoped she'd pretend not to notice.
A man's gross instincts and all.
But Su-a charged straight ahead.
"This must make it hard to eat. Should I take care of you like last night?"
"N-no. You can ignore it."
I desperately wanted her to gloss over it.
But Su-a was merciless.
"How could I? Keep eating, Sun-hu. I'll handle this."
"No, really."
"I've done it once before, so I'll be even better this time. Leave it to me."
Su-a slipped under the table.
Kneeling beneath, she began caressing my cock.
"S-Su-a."
"I'm not letting go until you finish eating."
What kind of situation was this?
Eating naked was weird enough, but this service on top?
"Eat slowly, Sun-hu."
"Eep."
She wouldn't let go until I finished, so I shoveled food in frantically.
But I couldn't focus on the meal.
Who could eat normally in a situation like this?
"How are the side dishes?"
"Y-yeah, delicious."
Honestly, I tasted nothing.
All my senses were focused between my legs.
"D-done!"
"Already?"
"Yes! So let go now."
"No."
Ugh.
"...You said you'd let go once I finished."
"I said I wouldn't let go until you finished. Never said I'd let go after."
Oh, right!!
No, that's just playing with words.
"S-Su-a."
"Not until I make you cum."
Ah.
Fine.
Whatever.
Getting antsy was exhausting.
When would I get a handjob from Hwang Su-a again?
I gave up resisting.
"Sun-hu, how's it feel? Good?"
"Yeah... feels good."
"Should I go harder?"
"No, just like this..."
I knew her heart—wanting to make me feel even better.
I'd felt it myself.
That urge to do anything for the one you love.
But I couldn't exploit that.
Sure, I wanted to try this or that.
But I couldn't ask for more.
Not if I couldn't return her love.
"Ugh. Su-a, I'm about to cum."
"R-really? What do I do?"
Su-a panicked at my words.
"Can I... cum on your face, Su-a?"
"My face? Sure!"
She accepted my request with surprise—and joy.
Not even a minute after I'd told myself not to ask for more.
What kind of person was I...
Su-a closed her eyes and offered her face.
The sight of her willingly presenting that beautiful face stirred something deep in me.
"Ugh!"
And I sprayed my filthy semen on it.
That desire to defile something beautiful.
Staining Su-a's face to sate my petty conquest.
She flinched at the unfamiliar sensation but didn't pull away.
She kept her face there the whole time.
When I finished, more of her face was covered than not.
Maybe because her face was so small.
"Done?"
"...Yeah. Thanks."
"No problem."
Su-a blinked as she opened her eyes.
Semen on her eyelids must have been bothering her.
"It, uh, might sting if it gets in your eyes. Better wipe it off quick."
Not that I had room to talk, after doing the deed.
But I couldn't ignore it.
"Why the face, though, Sun-hu? Doesn't it need to go in the womb for a baby?"
Her innocent question left me speechless.
"It's like... marking my territory? Like animals do... a guy's instinct, maybe."
I didn't really know.
But it felt right.
Maybe I was the weird one.
"So I'm yours now?"
"Ah... well..."
I had no reply for her delighted question.
...No. I had to say it.
"Su-a."
I slid off the chair and knelt on the floor like her.
Matching her eye level.
I didn't want to talk down to her from above.
My serious demeanor tensed her up too.
"Like I said earlier, I have someone I love. No matter what happens, that won't change."
Not the kind of thing a guy says right after cumming on her face.
"...Okay."
Su-a looked on the verge of tears.
"So even if you love me... I can't return it. I'm sorry."
"Then! Can't I just love you by myself? You don't have to love me back. Can't I just like you one-sidedly?"
It hurt.
Maybe because I understood that feeling.
Even rejected, you couldn't give up easily.
If it were me, I'd cling just like her.
But that love would only make Su-a miserable.
I wanted her to be happy.
Someone like Su-a deserved happiness.
Sincerely.
"Even a tenth, a hundredth of your love. Just until you get tired of me. Can't you share a little of the love you give her? Wouldn't the woman you love allow even that?"
Mom would.
No, she'd welcome it enthusiastically. Tell me to love Su-a even more than her.
"Th-that would... just make you unhappy, Su-a."
The truth made my words waver.
"Not at all! Being abandoned by you—that's my unhappiness!"
Why did Su-a love me this much?
"I couldn't live without you, Sun-hu."
Why did she love a guy like me so purely?
I didn't deserve it.
Her earnest love was so dazzling it nearly blinded me.
"...Su-a."
"Yes, Sun-hu!"
Her eyes brimmed with hope.
I had to reject her.
Make her give up.
"I already have three women in my heart."
But what if she accepted anyway?
What then, Jin Sun-hu, if she said it was fine?
"Even if you treat me the best, you'd be fourth or later. I couldn't love only you—I'd barely have time for you after the others. You'd be disposable. Is that okay?"
"Yes!"
Joy burst across her face.
Why, Su-a? How could you be so happy?
"Fourth, fifth—whatever. Even occasional attention when you're bored. Just let me stay by your side."
Ah.
Why, Su-a?
Why fall for trash like me?
"Please, Sun-hu!"
Why would such a wonderful woman
Be deceived by scum like me,
And ruin her body and heart?
"...Alright. So you and I... we'll be that kind of relationship from now on."
"Yes! Thank you, Sun-hu!"
Su-a was overjoyed to the point of tears.
The angel inside me, who wanted Su-a happy, wept.
The devil inside me laughed.