Chapter 93
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 93
Chapter Title: Let's Just Hold Hands and Sleep
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"...Su-ah."
My uneasy premonition hit the mark.
Su-ah came back wearing nothing but a bathrobe.
"I always sleep naked. Clothes make me uncomfortable."
"Don't lie."
That seductive vibe made me turn my head away.
"Sun-hu."
When she called out to me and I turned back,
Su-ah let even that single robe slip off.
I whipped my head away again, but the afterimage lingered in my eyes.
The afterimage of her pristine naked body.
"Let's just hold hands and sleep. I mean it."
"...Isn't that usually a guy's line?"
Su-ah laughed at my words.
"I'm lonely. So lonely."
Lonely.
That word disarmed me.
I knew the meaning of loneliness all too well.
"Come on. Lie down next to me."
Su-ah lay on the bed and beckoned me.
A woman so perfect, like she was crafted by a supercomputer.
Hwang Su-ah's naked body was right there in front of me.
I'll just sleep.
Where's the line for "just sleep"?
I meant no sexual acts,
but did sleeping naked together count as a sexual act?
Could I even just sleep in the first place?
"Su-ah, the lights."
"I always sleep with them on. If we turn them off, I might get scared and cling to you."
That was the sweetest threat in the world.
"The blanket."
"I don't use one. It's uncomfortable."
Then what was that blanket right there for?
I didn't bother asking.
Su-ah's intentions were crystal clear.
She wasn't letting me go.
There's a saying about a feast laid out on the table.
It's slang for when a woman offers her body to a man.
"Come here, Sun-hu."
Su-ah lay naked on the bed, tempting me.
It was a feast laid out on the table, plain and simple.
Why was Su-ah going this far?
Was she using her body to hold onto me no matter what?
But even if I took her here,
it wouldn't mean I was choosing Su-ah.
This might be her last resort, unaware of that,
but her opponent was Mom.
After her came Noona, then Mi-so.
It was a gamble Su-ah could never win from the start.
An angel and devil fought in my head.
The angel saying not to touch if I couldn't commit fully.
The devil saying she tempted me first, so eat and run.
"Come on. Lie down next to me."
The devil tempted me.
I gave in and slowly slid onto the bed.
"Aren't you stuffy like that, Sun-hu?"
"...No, I'm fine."
Su-ah reached out to me as I lay there stiffly.
"At least loosen your tie."
Her breast brushed my arm naturally, her hand my chest.
My tie came undone and fell to the floor.
"And your belt too."
"Su-ah."
This time, her hand went to my waist.
I grabbed her wrist.
"I'm just loosening your belt. Don't treat me like some weird girl."
She sounded a little angry.
"...I'll do it myself."
I let go and undid my belt myself.
Su-ah lay back down.
Her eyes stayed fixed on my face.
"Isn't it unfair that only I'm naked?"
"...I always sleep fully dressed. Naked is uncomfortable."
"Liar."
Su-ah pulled my hand with a dissatisfied look.
"Let's hold hands and sleep."
Her small, warm hand enveloped mine.
I felt genuine affection from that grip.
"It's amazing having you next to me, Sun-hu."
"..."
"It'd be great if we could live like this every day. Fall asleep together, wake up together. And in the morning, when our eyes meet, we'd say good morning. 'Did you sleep well?'"
How blissful would that life be?
Falling asleep next to Su-ah every night, waking to her beside me.
The man who marries Su-ah would be happy.
But I couldn't abandon the happiness already in my hand for that one.
I'd end up losing both.
Greed destroys people.
The happiness I already held was more than I could handle.
"Sun-hu, what's this in your pocket?"
Lost in thought, my reaction was too slow.
Su-ah slipped her hand into my pants pocket and grabbed "something" inside.
Oh. God.
"Ah."
She must have figured out what it was.
She yanked her hand out in shock.
"S-Sorry, I didn't know it was that, really."
She was already naked herself, yet blushing like this.
After a brief pause, Su-ah seemed to steel herself and reached for the pocket again.
"M-Men must have trouble sleeping like this, right?"
Overcoming her embarrassment, Su-ah took another step.
I grabbed her hand before it went in.
"...Didn't you say just holding hands?"
"I didn't say which hand or what to hold."
...Was that it?
Wasn't that cheating?
The devil inside me scrambled to justify her words.
My inner angel... writhed like a mosquito sprayed with insecticide.
"Su-ah. You don't have to do this."
"I want to. Please. I won't push anymore."
I didn't have the willpower to coldly reject her tearful plea.
The angel's final plea was shot down instantly.
My grip on her wrist loosened, and her hand slipped back into my pocket.
Ah. My frail willpower.
"Wow."
Through the thin fabric in my pocket, Su-ah's hand grasped my cock.
It kneaded gently.
Like a kid fascinated by a sea cucumber, poking it curiously.
"It feels weird. Gross but cute."
I got the gross part, but cute?
She hadn't seen it up close.
The real thing wasn't cute at all.
"You're stuffy, right, Sun-hu? Let me take off your pants."
I was in a state of resignation.
I had no strength left to resist.
From the moment her hand met mine in my pocket, my inner angel was dead.
Holding out this long against her naked body was a victory.
"Whoa."
My pants and underwear came down, and my cock sprang free.
Facing it directly, Su-ah looked flustered.
It probably wasn't as cute as she'd imagined.
"C-Can I touch it?"
After coming this far, could I say no?
I left it up to her.
Su-ah tentatively explored the menacing cock.
At her innocent touch, it hardened even more.
"D-Does it hurt?"
"No. Not at all."
The stimulation wasn't quite pleasure—just frustrating.
But seeing Su-ah's pure reactions like this might only happen today.
I didn't rush her.
Let her touch as much as she wanted.
"Oh. It just moved a little."
Su-ah reacted like she was observing a fascinating reptile.
Each time her delicate fingers brushed a sensitive spot, my cock twitched.
"Hehe. So cute."
...Really cute?
This?
You have to be kidding.
"Oh. Something like water came out the tip. Is it pee?"
"No. It's Cowper's fluid. Men produce it when aroused. Same as women."
"Ah."
She seemed to understand from the women comparison.
Did that mean Su-ah had gotten wet before?
I wondered in what situation.
"Um... how should I touch it?"
Su-ah asked cautiously.
What was I supposed to say?
Honestly, the teasing sensation was driving me crazy.
If this kept up, I might really pounce on her.
Better to calm the devil inside before that.
Maybe just finish with her hand.
It felt like the most rational solution.
"Like this... grip it with your hand and stroke up and down."
"Like this?"
I'd been passive since lying down, but this was my first real response.
Su-ah brightened up at that alone.
Messing with such a good woman's heart...
I felt guilty.
Su-ah was diligent.
She caressed my cock eagerly, following my advice.
Su-ah was the type of woman who'd give her body and soul for the man she loved.
Whenever I reacted like I felt good, she'd beam several times happier.
Ah. What should I do?
I had nothing to give back, body or soul.
"Sun-hu. Tell me. How can I make you feel even better?"
If I told her, she'd do it without question.
Suck it if I said blowjob, spread her legs if I said fuck.
No hesitation, all to win my love.
But I...
"Ah!"
I placed my hand between Su-ah's legs.
Hand for hand.
As she pleasured me with her hand, I pleasured her with mine.
Su-ah clamped her thighs in surprise but didn't push my hand away.
"...Su-ah. Keep stroking. I don't like it if you stop."
"A-Ah..."
At my words, she resumed moving her hand.
Was it innate? Su-ah's pubic hair was sparse and fine.
I gently rubbed around her clit.
"Sun-hu..."
Just from my fingers, Su-ah started feeling it right away.
Her eyes moistened, face flushed.
Her breathing grew ragged already.
How weak were her defenses?
Or was it because it was me?
Su-ah had started pleasuring me first, but she reached the finish line way faster.
"Hah! Ah! Sun-hu!"
She writhed toward orgasm in no time.
But even then, her hand on my cock didn't stop.
Su-ah's body heated up.
Even after her first climax, I kept caressing her toward the next.
"Sun-hu, it's scary, scary!"
Su-ah clung to me.
Her trembling spread to me.
The unknown sensations scared her more than pleasured her.
"Don't worry, Su-ah. I'm right here."
I whispered into her flushed ear.
One hand on her pussy, the other stroking her hair.
Just that sent her into back-to-back orgasms.
"Sun-hu, Sun-hu...!"
Yet her hand on my cock never stopped.
As if letting go meant losing me too.
"Sun-hu, kiss me! Kiss...!"
Su-ah begged.
I instinctively knew I shouldn't.
If I did, I'd fall for her.
She'd fall for me even harder.
We'd never escape each other.
Even knowing that.
"Mm, chu... mmm."
I kissed Su-ah.
Not the childish peck from before.
A real kiss that melted body and soul.
"Mmm! Ngh...!"
"Su-ah...!"
Su-ah climaxed repeatedly.
And this time, I came too.
On her hand, her body, the bed.
I spurted my semen.
Su-ah didn't stop stroking until the end.
Soon, the trembling in Su-ah's body eased.
She slowly opened her tightly shut eyes.
"Sun-hu... did I do good?"
She looked at me with teary eyes.
"Yes. Thank you, Su-ah. It felt good."
I stroked her head in praise.
Only then did she close her eyes in relief.
"Good... glad..."
I held Su-ah, she held me.
Our hands on each other's sexes.
We fell asleep together.