Chapter 85
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 85
Chapter Title: Han Se-ah 2
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I held Han Se-ah in my arms like that for a good while.
Ah. What do I do.
I might actually fall in love with her for real.
I'd said I would steal Han Se-ah's heart, but it felt like mine was being stolen instead.
I'd found common ground with Han Se-ah.
I'd shared her secret.
On top of that, there was my existing crush on her as a fan, her beautiful face, and her alluring body.
There was no way I couldn't fall for her.
I was getting completely one-sidedly swept off my feet.
Who was making who fall, anyway?
It had been an unwinnable battle from the start.
I'd hoped my body heat would reach her, but instead, I was the one pounding with excitement from her warmth.
What should I do?
At this rate, all I could see was a future where I got bewitched and toyed with by Han Se-ah.
"Sun-hu...?"
I wanted to keep holding her just like this.
I wanted to feel more of her skin.
I didn't want to hand her over to another man.
"Se-ah. Won't you go out with me?"
"Pardon?"
I looked straight into Se-ah's eyes and said it.
"I don't have money or talent. I'm a flawed guy who can't promise you anything. All I can give you is love, but even so, I promise I won't let you regret it. Not that guy, not President Choi Dae-seung, but me—won't you date me?"
"I'm sorry."
Se-ah's answer had been decided from the beginning.
It came out without even a moment's hesitation.
"Sun-hu already has Mi-so."
Mi-so was my little sister.
We weren't officially dating or anything.
I wasn't shameless enough to lie my way out of it like that.
"I don't want a man who doesn't love only me. Or could Sun-hu abandon Mi-so?"
Abandon Mi-so.
Not just Mi-so. Mom and Noona too.
Abandon them all and love only Han Se-ah.
...I couldn't do it.
"You can't, right? That's why it won't work. Sun-hu has Mi-so and other women, but that man has only me. I'm the only one who can love him and receive his love."
It was a perfectly natural thing to say.
Wanting the person you love to love only you.
I wanted the same from the women I loved.
Even though I couldn't offer it myself.
I... was really trash.
"Then... just for this moment, just here in this room today, won't you be my lover?"
I knew I was being pathetic.
"Forget the president and look only at me, please? I... I don't think I could hold Se-ah while she's thinking of another man."
I knew it was cowardly too.
"Once we leave this room, you and I are strangers. Everything that happens here stays our secret, to the grave. So..."
But if it was just for today.
If today was the only day I could hold Han Se-ah.
"Just while we're in this room, won't you love me?"
Even just for one day, I wanted to be Han Se-ah's lover.
"......"
Se-ah stared at me without even blinking.
I met her gaze without looking away.
A brief silence.
"...All right. It wouldn't be fair to you otherwise."
Se-ah nodded with visible difficulty.
"But I can't promise 100%. I can't control my own thoughts."
"Thank you, Se-ah."
That was enough.
Even if it was just a hollow act.
As long as Han Se-ah and I could love each other.
I kissed Se-ah once more.
Chu.
Her lips trembled faintly.
I could feel her hesitation.
"I love you, Se-ah."
I whispered against her cheek.
"...Me too, Sun-hu."
Thump thump.
Even knowing it was a lie, my heart raced like this.
I kissed her again.
One hand on the nape of her neck.
One hand on her back.
I sucked on her lower lip while gently stroking her back.
"Haa..."
Another kiss slipped into the gap as her lips parted.
I slid my tongue into her mouth.
Licking. Sucking.
At the overt kiss, Se-ah pushed against my chest.
"Wait. That's too intense."
"Sorry. Se-ah is just so lovable, I got carried away."
I brushed it off with a clichéd excuse.
This was a holy war to rescue the saint captured by an evil demon king.
No rules, no fouls.
Justice was on my side.
I kissed her again without tiring.
Tongue in, but gentler than before.
'It's less than last time.'
Se-ah seemed to accept it as something she couldn't avoid.
Her body started warming up.
Mi-so's info that Se-ah had been the most eager during kiss practice was coming in handy.
It meant she didn't hate kissing itself.
She just hadn't wanted to do it with other guys.
Start with simple lip touches, then gradually ramp up the intensity once she got used to it.
Like a frog in boiling water.
Even the resolve not to kiss would numb away bit by bit.
I took my time, patiently acclimating her.
Se-ah's kisses were getting pretty enthusiastic now.
"Eek."
Did she sense my impure intentions?
As if annoyed, Se-ah grabbed my dick.
But it was an awkward grip.
She'd snatched it in the heat of the moment but had no idea what to do next.
"Se-ah. Grip harder. And move it up and down."
"...L-like this?"
"Yes... Feels good."
I ended up getting a handjob from Se-ah almost by accident.
I kept kissing her while enjoying those clumsy strokes.
"Se-ah. Touch wherever you want. I'm your lover right now."
One hand was stroking my dick, but the other wandered aimlessly, unsure.
Hearing me, Se-ah placed her wandering hand on my chest.
Did girls want to touch guys' chests too?
I needed to work out more.
I put my hand on Se-ah's breast again.
Casually fondling her mound.
Se-ah caressed my body, and I caressed hers.
It wasn't one-sided sex.
It felt like sex between real lovers.
Like a fresh young couple sharing love for the first time.
We dove into genuine sex.
We exchanged deep, tongue-numbing kisses.
Se-ah had forgotten her hesitation.
She was looking only at me now.
Time for the next step.
"Eung!"
Her lips broke away.
My hand had slipped between her legs.
She couldn't handle the sudden stimulation.
I rubbed her clenched lower lip.
A bit of wetness.
But not enough yet.
"Ah... Ah..."
Se-ah gripped both my shoulders.
Her head was bowed, hiding her face.
On her knees on the bed, she was moving her hips herself, rubbing her pussy against my hand.
What a sight.
And informative too. Basically advertising her weak spot to me.
My dick felt like it would burst.
But not time to insert yet.
Needed to soften her up more.
"Ack!"
I hooked her thigh over my arm and pushed her down onto the bed.
Se-ah's pussy was right in front of me.
This was the third Spring member's pussy I'd seen, but Se-ah was hairless too.
The president's taste, huh. Infuriating.
Pale outer labia cradling pink inner lips.
I knew Se-ah's favorite spot.
Obvious, but the clit.
Like how guys like their dicks stroked.
Most women feel it through the clit.
But everyone likes it differently.
A woman's clit is small, covered like a guy's glans.
Some like direct stimulation of the sensitive red flesh inside.
Others prefer indirect through the hood.
Being so sensitive, technique and pressure need fine-tuning.
Se-ah was the latter.
She'd rubbed around it against my hand, not directly.
Direct might be too intense.
In that case, use something softer than fingers.
I stuck out my tongue and licked Se-ah's pussy.
"Ack! Ahh! Wait!"
Embarrassed, Se-ah flailed her legs, but she couldn't escape my arm.
If she flailed too much, I'd jab her clit with my tongue.
"Ahee──!"
After a few times, she stopped flailing.
She'd learned resistance brought fiercer pleasure.
"Ahng, ahng..."
Smooth sailing from there.
I licked her pussy to my heart's content.
Cunnilingus.
Simple act of sucking pussy, but it takes stamina and skill.
Uses mouth muscles you don't normally train.
So I'd trained myself to do it better.
To please my women.
No woman I'd been with hated it.
Even if embarrassed at first, they ended up loving it.
Like Se-ah.
The initial squirming was a lie now; she was meekly accepting my mouth.
Totally immersed.
"Aa... Ahng..."
My idol was moaning under my touch.
Was there better fan service than this?
Her pussy was plenty wet now.
Half my saliva, probably.
Should be fine to enter.
Maybe test with a finger first.
"Ah!"
Se-ah's body tensed up sharply.
Hm. Weird.
Wouldn't go in easily.
Tight shut, no sign of opening.
Like a clam. Like a virgin pussy...
....
"Se-ah, are you... a virgin by any chance?"
"...Pardon?"
Se-ah, who'd had her eyes squeezed shut, opened them wide and asked back.
Ah. Mistake.
Jin Sun-hu.
Are your eyes knot holes?
She looks like a virgin no matter how you see it.
Her reactions, her actions—all virgin.
Response of a girl who doesn't know men.
Why'd I think otherwise?
'We'll date officially when she turns 18.'
I'd assumed they'd already done it.
Two years since she turned adult.
No way he'd leave a girl like Han Se-ah alone.
Biased by my prejudice against the president, I figured he'd done this tons already.
That her body had been through several men.
I even doubted he'd waited till adulthood.
I wouldn't have.
"Really..."
"Sorry. I misunderstood."
"I said I couldn't tell just anyone. That it was hard to find a match. That only the three of us know."
"No excuses."
Even ten mouths, I'd have nothing to say.
Ten mouths? I'd lick ten times better.
So how long had that president held out?
Two years since adulthood, plus years before.
As a man, I salute his patience.
Can't respect that weird fetish though!
"Then, as apology... do that thing from before a bit more."
Se-ah said it sulkily, embarrassedly.
"I'm still... scared of putting it in."
She added it like hiding her inner thoughts.
Gladly.
Se-ah's pussy? I'd lick for hours.
Call it pussy-licking, not anteater.
"Ahng!"
I licked her virgin pussy with renewed reverence and vigor.