A Body That Craves Its Own Ruin
Why do I have to crave pregnancy even after taking a pregnancy inhibitor?
Jiyeon glares at Sua, who is stealing glances at us with her head turned away.
Sua looks as if she has something she desperately wants to say about the pregnancy inhibitor.
But Jiyeon snaps sharply at her.
"Don't you dare say a word."
Wait, didn't Jiyeon claim she didn't know anything about the pregnancy inhibitor?
She literally asked about it when Sua was injecting me earlier.
Filled with doubt, I look back at Sua, but—
"I... I really don't know anything... Yurin-nim."
Sigh.
I don't even know anymore.
No, more importantly, even if there are side effects, I still have to take the inhibitor. It doesn't change anything.
I gently caress my lower abdomen.
Ugh.
Fertilization has probably already occurred, and they say implantation usually takes about a week.
Once it implants, it's over. I'll be completely pregnant.
Even though I still have a week left, it feels like a whole day has already flown by.
Because Jiyeon has been violating every inch of my body all day, time is passing way too quickly.
The anxiety inside me continues to swell.
Now is not the time to worry about side effects.
I absolutely have to get that pregnancy inhibitor.
Shouldn't I put out the immediate fire first?
I decide to get the injection first and think about the rest later.
"Jiyeon... more importantly, just give me the pregnancy inhibitor quickly..."
"Ah, fuck, just wait a second, will you? Why are you in such a damn hurry?"
"Because... I might get pregnant any second... I don't want to get pregnant..."
Jiyeon's face contorts at my words.
"Are you seriously saying that when you already know my baby is fertilized inside your belly? Huh?"
"I... I know that..."
"Sigh. Fertilization aside, it's not going to take long for it to implant now."
"Eh...?"
"I mean, you already got shot up with the pregnancy inhibitor once, right?"
"Yeah...?"
"There are two side effects, and one of them is that it drastically shortens your implantation cycle."
"Wait a minute..."
If I take that shot to avoid getting pregnant, it actually accelerates the implantation cycle?
Then if I keep taking it, pregnancy is practically guaranteed in the end.
No way. That can't be right, can it?
Terrified of the answer, I look up at Jiyeon.
"Then... if I keep taking the pregnancy inhibitor... does that mean I won't be able to escape pregnancy no matter what I do...?"
"Bingo."
She planned all of this?
Jiyeon did?
I glare at Jiyeon, the mastermind behind this entire trap.
Seeing my glare, Jiyeon lets out a wicked smirk.
Don't tell me...
Is there even more?
Jiyeon brings her face right up to mine.
"We still have one more thing to talk about, don't we? What the other side effect is. Heheh."
"...What is it?"
"Didn't your womb throb when I was fucking you so dirtily earlier?"
"Come to think of it..."
As I had sex with Jiyeon, the sensation of my womb throbbing with a tight squeeze had grown stronger.
Or rather, it was happening much more frequently.
Confused, I look at Jiyeon.
Jiyeon looks back at my bewildered face with a playful, mischievous expression.
"This is way more important than the implantation cycle speeding up."
"So... what is it..."
"Ahem. The point is, the longer you take the pregnancy inhibitor, the more you will desperately crave pregnancy."
"What... what does that mean...?"
"Didn't you feel it when we were fucking? From now on, you're going to start begging and thrashing around just to have sex with me."
"Why..."
"What do you mean why? The pregnancy inhibitor is just like cigarettes."
"So..."
"Yeah, exactly what you're thinking. It might give you temporary relief right now. But if you keep taking it, you won't be able to survive without it."
"No... no way. How could it be like this...?"
No...
Am I understanding this correctly?
If I take the pregnancy inhibitor to stop the pregnancy, the side effects will ruin me.
In the end, my body will gradually start to crave pregnancy.
And even my mind will warp to match my body...
"See? I told you from the very beginning. You can never escape me."
At Jiyeon's words, my head drops.
In the end, I have to keep taking that pregnancy inhibitor to hold out.
Because if I don't, my mind will shatter, and I might end up getting pregnant anyway.
I place a hand on my lower belly, feeling it.
So if my mind breaks, I'll end up carrying Jiyeon's baby?
I imagine a future where I carry Jiyeon's child.
"I'm supposed to be a guy..."
Tears pooling in the corners of my eyes spill over and trace down my cheeks.
The tears drop onto the bedsheet, slowly spreading and leaving damp stains.
Jiyeon doesn't care in the slightest as she watches me weep.
She grabs my chin and forces my head up.
Then, she brings her face right up to mine.
She sticks out her tongue and presses it against the corner of my eye.
She licks upward, sweeping away the tears clinging to my eyelashes.
Ugh.
What is she even doing?
I freeze, utterly bewildered by her sudden action.
But Jiyeon only smirks obsessively at my flustered reaction.
"So, what's it going to be? Do you want the pregnancy inhibitor?"
I have no reason to hesitate.
It's still better than getting pregnant right this second.
"Yes..."
Hearing my answer, Jiyeon leans in close and grabs my arm.
She raises the syringe containing the pregnancy inhibitor and presses it against my forearm.
I feel the cold needle piercing my skin.
Jiyeon depresses the plunger.
I can feel the drug entering my system, spreading through my veins and rushing across my entire body.
How many times do I have to endure this sensation of chemicals flooding my body?
Just then, a sudden heat begins to flare up inside me.
To be precise, my lower abdomen gives a tight, throbbing squeeze.
What is this...?
I look at Jiyeon with a face full of confusion and dread.
Jiyeon leans her face right next to mine and whispers in my ear.
"Just so you know, the side effects kick in for real starting from the second shot."
"...!"
As if responding to her words, my body reacts violently.
A wave of pleasure surges up from my lower belly, shooting up my spine and radiating through my entire body.
This... this is the exact same sensation I felt when I climaxed during sex in this female body.
In that instant—
"Ahhn... Ah, hiiiiieee... Ugh, wh-what the hell... is thiiis... Ah, uuugh...!"
I end up climaxing right in front of Jiyeon's face.
My entire body shudders violently as love juice gushes from my pussy like a fountain.
The fluids stream down my thighs.
The tear stains that had soaked the sheets earlier are now completely drowned in my own slick.
"Yurin, I gave you the pregnancy inhibitor just like you wanted. How is it?"
"Haa... Ugh, wh-what... did you... d-do to me... th-this is..."
"I told you clearly, didn't I? That's the side effect."
"Haa... I feel... some kind of... th-thirst... rising up... Ah, aaah..."
"What's wrong? Do you want me to help you? Hmm?"
Jiyeon's hot breath tickles my ear as she whispers.
I feel like I'm going to climax again.
I want Jiyeon to shove her fingers inside my pussy.
I look down at Jiyeon's massive cock.
I want her to thrust that deep inside me.
No.
What the hell am I thinking right now?
I don't want to get pregnant.
Then why am I craving Jiyeon's cock so desperately?
What is happening to me?
Is this... really the side effect?
Jiyeon cups both sides of my face with her hands.
She forces me to look directly into her eyes.
"How about it? Want me to fuck you right now?"
"Ugh... Ah... Th-that's... haah..."
"Think you can keep holding back? Well?"
"Y-yes... I can... h-hold... this much... back... Nnh, haaa..."
Ugh.
Love juice continues to pour out of my pussy without end.
It feels like a thin, sticky thread of fluid is dripping all the way down to the floor.
I said I could hold back, but—
I absolutely cannot endure this.
How long does this side effect even last?
If this keeps up, I won't be able to last much longer.
"Haa... Nnh... I-I'm... ah... r-really... at my limit... ugh..."
"Oh, really?"
"Y-yes... pl-please... tell me... how long... the s-side effects... will last... ugh..."
"Hmm."
No.
Why is she even hesitating?
Just tell me already!
Why does she always hide things and keep me in the dark?
She's just going to reveal it all later anyway.
My anxiety mounts, leaving me burning with desperate impatience.
Just then, Jiyeon releases her grip on my face.
She moves her index finger down to the entrance of my pussy.
"Yurin, I'm going to slide my finger inside your pussy now."
"Hngh... Wh-what...?"
"If you can hold back from climaxing, I'll tell you. Deal?"
"Nnh...?"
I misheard her, right?
She's going to torment me again instead of just telling me?
No.
Please, no.
"N-no, stop...! Hngh..."
Her index finger slides all the way inside my pussy.
"Hmph... Ah, uuugh... Hngh... Ugh... Uuuuugh..."
The moment I feel myself about to climax, I twist my body and desperately hold it back.
I almost came from just a single finger.
But Jiyeon looks at me with a dissatisfied expression, clearly displeased that I held it in.
To push me further, she slides in her middle and ring fingers one after the other.
Her middle finger slips inside.
"Hmph... Nnh..."
And then her ring finger pushes in.
"Hiiie... Hngh..."
My pussy is completely stretched and filled by Jiyeon's three fingers.
I cover my mouth with both hands, barely managing to hold back my cries.
"Then how about this?"
"Mmph...?"
Without warning, Jiyeon presses all three fingers firmly against a specific spot deep inside my pussy.
No way.
"Hnnnngh... Hiiiiieeegh..."
The moment she presses against that spot, my vision goes completely white, and my entire body begins to shudder.
I don't quite cross the threshold of climax, but—
It feels like I'm being suspended at the very peak of an orgasm indefinitely.
I can't even think straight.
"This is the G-spot, a pleasure zone only women can feel. How does it feel?"
"Ugh, mmph... I don't... know about... th-that... Mmph..."
"Oh, really?"
"Nnh...?"
Suddenly, Jiyeon pulls her three fingers out of me.
What...?
So suddenly?
She slowly backs away from me.
Wait.
My body, reacting to her departure, remains suspended right on the agonizing edge of climax.
"Ugh, mmph... Jiyeon... where... where are you... g-going... Mmph..."
"You don't have to hold back your moans anymore. Since you held it in, of course I'm going to tell you the side effects."
Right now, the side effects aren't even the problem.
Wait.
Did I just think "aren't even the problem"?
My mind has gone completely haywire.
I just want Jiyeon to shove her fingers back inside my pussy and make me cum right now.
Huh?
What the hell am I thinking?!
My body writhes and thrashes in complete confusion.
What is this?
Jiyeon looks down at me, her gaze dripping with mockery.
"What's wrong, Yurin? Don't tell me you want to cum so badly? Hmm?"