Chapter 175
Translator: MadScientist
Chapter: 175
Chapter Title: Confession (3)
“What?”
“I... I want to have sex too... Please...”
Seo Yu-ju clung to me, practically begging.
“Wha... what are you saying...”
“Why, why not? Do you hate me...?”
“No, it's not that...”
“Then why? You could just do it with me.”
'Fuck... how the hell did this happen.'
I couldn't for the life of me figure out how things had escalated with Seo Yu-ju to this point.
“... Am I not attractive enough?”
“... No.”
There was no way she wasn't attractive. Honestly, she was so tempting it was hard to hold back.
“Then why...!”
I had to calm her down. I didn't know why she was acting like this, but I didn't want to act on impulse with her.
If we hooked up impulsively, she'd definitely regret it later.
“I told you. In my first round, the me who liked you wasn't...”
“It wasn't even liking Ho-yeon!”
Her shout made me catch my breath for a second.
“You had sex with Ho-yeon! You bit and sucked each other all over! And you're not even dating!”
“W-wait, calm down a bit...”
“Why... why can't it be me... Why do you keep pushing only me away... Lee Yun-seong... Lee Yun-seong!”
Looking into Seo Yu-ju's eyes, no words came out.
Resentment, jealousy, shame, desperation—all kinds of emotions poured from her gaze.
The strongest feeling I sensed in her eyes right now was pure anger.
Anger at not understanding why I was pushing her away.
“Do I... do I not turn you on? Don't you want to fuck me? What's lacking about me... as a woman? I... I dressed up so much just to appeal to you sexually...”
Today, Seo Yu-ju had dolled herself up to the max.
The truth was, whenever we met alone, she always put in real effort to look good. And I knew that.
“Why are you making me feel so pathetic... It's not that hard. I'm humbling myself like this... What more do I have to do here?”
“......”
“... I asked if I could do it like Ho-yeon, right? You think I can't?”
Suddenly, Seo Yu-ju dropped to her knees.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
“Why? Don't you want this woman in your arms? Then treat me like a tool, like Ho-yeon.”
Tears streamed down Seo Yu-ju's cheeks.
“I... I'm exhausted now...”
“... Seo Yu-ju.”
“Yun-seong, don't you get why I dressed up like this?”
“.....”
“It's so you'll pin me down.”
She was saying these things on purpose to provoke me.
Honestly, I was at my limit too. I'd been clinging to the last thread of reason to keep things normal with her, but I couldn't hold back anymore.
“If... if what I'm saying isn't your type, I'll change.”
“......”
“I'll study what words get you excited, how to act cute to make you like it.”
Words desperately trying to turn me on.
“... You'll regret it later for sure.”
She smiled at my words.
“I won't regret it, Yun-seong.”
“Fuck...”
As I cursed, Seo Yu-ju flinched.
Probably because she wasn't used to hearing me swear in front of her.
But maybe she took it as a positive sign, because she egged me on.
“... Curse at me. Do whatever you want. Don't hold back. I won't either. So don't you hold back.”
“... Ha, Seo Yu-ju.”
“Yeah... tell me anything. I can do whatever.”
“... I'm going out. Follow me.”
At my words, her face went pale.
Tears even started streaming down.
“You hate me that much?”
She was misunderstanding in a weird direction.
I felt bad for Seo Yu-ju, but I had no intention of letting her go now.
With a woman saying all this in front of me, resisting lust was impossible.
Everyone around was telling me to act on my desires anyway. Whatever I did to her now would be fine.
“Shut up and follow. We can't do it here.”
Her face lit up at my words.
******
I don't even remember clearly how I got the room.
All I recall is grabbing her wrist and dragging her here.
And Seo Yu-ju didn't resist my actions at all.
I tossed a wad of cash at the clerk, grabbed the key, and hurried to the room.
The moment we entered, I locked the door and pulled her into a tight embrace right in the entryway.
“Ah...! Ngh...!”
A kiss with zero consideration. My mind was gone; all I could see was the woman Seo Yu-ju in front of me.
“Hng... ha... pah... haa...!”
“Hoo... Feels good?”
Seo Yu-ju's expression was dazed. An incredibly lewd face that stoked a man's lust.
Saliva connecting from her lips like threads—it drove me insane with excitement.
“Yeah... Feels good, so good. I love it, Yun-seong...”
Like she was high on drugs, repeating how good it felt, I led her to the bed.
Once on the bed, she looked at my face, touched it with her hands, and spoke in a watery voice.
“What about your eye...”
'Ah.'
She must have seen my blind left eye and felt a mix of emotions.
“... It's fine. Consider it the price for getting a woman named Seo Yu-ju.”
Hearing that, she gave a small smile.
“Yeah... I'll give you a lifetime free pass to Seo Yu-ju...”
'Ha...'
“What do you want? You gonna undress? Or...”
“You undress me, Yun-seong...”
“... Alright.”
I started slowly peeling off Seo Yu-ju's clothes. But...
“Fuck, what the hell kind of structure is this outfit...”
Since she'd dolled up so much, the clothes were a pain in the ass to remove.
I wanted to just rip them off, but that would be a problem later.
Seeing me struggle, she giggled and started undressing herself.
“.....”
Her appearance left me speechless.
“How do I look...?”
She'd deliberately kept her skirt on and her shirt half-open.
Her breasts and ass were fully exposed, but the half-dressed look was even more arousing than fully nude.
“I studied a lot... about what men like.”
“Ha...”
She stroked my face, continuing in rapture.
“Yun-seong, you know? I came here thinking we'd do it today. But actually doing it feels so amazing...”
“... You perverted slut, you planned on getting pinned from the start?”
“Yeah... I'm a total perverted slut.”
I placed a finger on her lips.
I didn't say anything. She knew what to do right now.
“Slurp...”
“... Good girl.”
She smiled happily at my praise, sucking on my finger inside her mouth.
The sensation of her tongue wrapping around it.
The rising excitement sparked an impulsive thought.
The desire to shove my cock in her mouth like I did with Wi Ho-yeon.
She'd told me to do whatever, so maybe it was okay?
'No.'
... I held back as much as possible. I wanted to give her pleasure over pain.
“... Turn around.”
She turned her body. I was behind her on the bed, holding her.
With one hand, I stroked her thigh.
“Eut...”
She shivered at my touch.
“Haa... Yun-seong...”
I grabbed her breast with my other hand as she let out a sweet moan.
“Aah...”
I didn't squeeze too hard.
I wanted to maul it roughly, but my goal wasn't just relieving my lust—my top priority was making her feel good.
I wanted today's experience to be an ecstatic memory for her.
I caressed her breast slowly, so even an inexperienced woman like her could fully feel it.
“Haa... Good... so good...”
“Ha, you like having your tits groped?”
“T-tits...? Aang...!”
'... Maybe that word choice was too much.'
“... Or milk bags?”
“Both are lewd... Call me whatever word you like, Yun-seong.”
“.....”
“... Call me with words that make your cock rock hard.”
“You crazy bitch...”
“Curse at me. Get excited with curses. I love when you curse...”
“You like getting cursed at, you fucking slut?”
“Yes... I love it... Hng..”
As I kept stroking her thigh and caressing her breast, she let out needy moans.
“Good... haa... so good...”
... Impulsively, I nibbled her ear from behind.
“Hik! Ahak!”
Whispering in her ear as she jolted in surprise.
“You tremble just from a little ear sucking, huh?”
“Haa... Your whispers are driving me crazy.”
“Ears are your erogenous zone, huh. Figures for a perverted slut.”
“Haaah...”
Her body quivering meant she was feeling intense pleasure.
I kept whispering in her ear.
“What do you want me to do?”
“Se... sex...”
“No, not yet.”
“Why, whyyy... please...”
... She wanted it right now, but I wanted to loosen her body up first.
“Then... use your hand. Please, Yun-seong?”
“Want me to finger your pussy?”
“P-pussy...”
She flinched at my words.
Of course, she'd probably never heard such crude terms before.
“Yeah, finger my pussy...”
“... Spread your legs then.”
“Okay..”
She parted her legs at my commanding tone.
“Ha, what's this?”
Her crotch was already soaked when I touched it.
Embarrassed, she didn't answer.
“You're drenched already. How'd that happen? Hm?”
“Th-that's...”
“You got this wet from a little caressing?”
“Hng...”
I teased her ear mischievously.
“Hey, if you don't answer, no fingering.”
Clear condescension. Not calling her by name, treating her like a street whore.
“... I-I got excited.”
“Details.”
“... You sucked my ear and groped my breasts... Ah, my pussy got wet...”
“Seo Yu-ju, don't say 'down there.' It has a proper name.”
“Hnguk...!”
I pinched her nipple hard, and she arched her back.
“Haak... hak...”
“Where'd it get wet?”
“... P-pussy.”
My lips curled into a grin at her words.
Good thing she couldn't see my face right now.
“My pussy's wet...”
“... Good girl.”
As a reward, I stuck my tongue in her ear and twisted her nipple lightly again.
“Heuk! Ahak, nooo...!”
“No what?”
“Hak.. haa... hng...”
I moved in front of her after a bit.
“Ah...”
Seeing my face, her body trembled.
“Y-Yun-seong...”
“What.”
“Your face looks scary...”
For someone scared, her eyes were full of anticipation and excitement.
“... How's it scary.”
“... Like you're gonna rape me.”
I chuckled and stroked her head.
“Bullshit. Rape? If you feel that way, then sure.”
“Ah... hng...”
“Dripping pussy just from a little touch, and it's rape?”
Right after my words, her pussy twitched.
'Ha...'
She didn't seem to realize it herself, but she was thrusting her hips forward, begging for fingers inside.
I held up my fingers in front of her pussy.
“You asked for fingering, so I'll do it. Hold back as much as you can.”
“H-hold back...?”
“Don't cum. Hold it no matter what.”
“Th-there's no way... Impossible...”
“Can't hold it? No sex then.”
She panicked at "no sex" and blurted out desperately.
“N-no! I'll hold it, Yun-seong, I promise... Please...”
A beauty like Seo Yu-ju begging for sex—every man's dream.
To make her even more desperate, I touched her pussy.