Sex Education Lesson 2
I lay down facing Cecil first, our cleavage facing each other. It was the start of sex education period 2.
I couldn't help but wonder why I had to do this... but what could I do? I'd created her, so I had to take responsibility.
...Though a fleeting thought crossed my mind that this was responsibility without any pleasure, I pushed it aside.
Thinking back, my intentions when I made her had been pretty impure... but after living together, all sorts of emotions had cropped up.
It was especially true because of memories from my past life. Things that were totally normal in this world often triggered a huge sense of revulsion in my sensibilities.
If that weren't the case, maybe I wouldn't live quite so harshly. But since I couldn't change that, all I could do was gaze at Cecil's face.
Our eyes met, and she blinked as if her earlier virgin talk had all been a lie.
"Asha-nim?"
I stroked Cecil's head once... and began period 2.
"So... you mean something that's never been put in the hole is called a virgin?"
"Uh, y-yeah, that's right."
Her matter-of-fact tone was proof of her ignorance. Somehow, it felt like I was the only one embarrassed.
I wondered if Cecil would ever feel shame.
Cecil met my eyes. There was... some dissatisfaction on her face.
"Is there something you don't understand?"
"That's not it, Asha-nim."
"Then?"
"That beast took Asha-nim's virginity... does that mean the beast put its rod in Asha-nim's hole?"
"...Yeah?"
Cecil's face filled with shock.
"Does Asha-nim... love that beast?"
Her excited face drew closer. She looked like she might start crying any second.
"N-no, it's not like that..."
"Then why... did you give your virginity to that beast? Asha-nim said putting a rod in the hole is something you do with someone you love. But... why did you give your virginity to that beast?"
...Explaining this was tricky.
My relationship with Claudia was too nuanced to call rape, but it wasn't exactly consensual either.
"Well... there are exceptions sometimes. With Claudia, it was... kinda business-like... yeah... like testing a prototype aphrodisiac. There wasn't any love involved."
In the end, it had turned into an aphrodisiac test, just like Claudia said.
"Cecil loves Asha-nim, but you won't let Cecil put it in the hole. Yet..."
"Ah, no, that's... yeah, I love you more than Claudia. But we're... parent and child, right?"
"So if we weren't parent and child, Cecil could do it with Asha-nim like with the beast?"
...The subject being "beast" instead of Claudia made it sound weird.
"First off, let's change how you refer to Claudia. Call her something other than 'beast.'"
"Why?"
"I didn't say anything because nothing happened during the day... but it could cause trouble later. Not just with Claudia, but with other beastkin too."
"Then Cecil will call her a beastkin."
"...Fine."
Where the hell was this going? But sex ed period 2 with Cecil wasn't over yet.
"If Cecil and Asha-nim weren't parent and child, could Cecil fill Asha-nim's hole like the beastkin?"
...She had such a fresh way of expressing sex.
"Our relationship won't change like that, first of all. And with Claudia, it was just temporary for the test, so it won't happen again. So... no?"
Cecil chewed her lip. Then she continued.
"Then if Cecil does a test too, can she do it like the beastkin?"
"...Maybe, but probably not."
That was why I'd hesitated to use it on Cecil in the first place. What an ironic situation.
Not that I'd prefer sticking it in Cecil or anything. Just saying.
"...Understood."
"Good. Then shall we sleep now?"
"Cecil has one more question."
"...?"
"Doesn't Asha-nim have another hole?"
"Uh, yeah?"
"Besides the hole you mentioned, there's one lower down, right?"
"...Ah."
No... that hole was right, but...
"That's... not a hole for putting things in, as you know."
"It can't go in?"
"Of course not...?"
She bowed her head with a dark expression and started mumbling.
"Is it because Cecil is defective?"
"I've told you before, that's absolutely not it."
I stroked her gloomy head and continued. The mood felt like soothing a sulky child, but...
"Why do you want... virginity so badly?"
"It's not because it's virginity, Asha-nim. It's because it's your virginity."
"... ."
"It feels... strange that only the beastkin got Asha-nim's virginity."
What should I call this...? Childish possessiveness? Jealousy over something she couldn't have?
I had no idea how to respond... I should've raised a kid to know.
I knew the feeling of not getting a toy you wanted... If that's all Cecil wanted, I'd buy it laughing...
But it wasn't.
Even I couldn't laugh this off... Don't imagine it.
Anyway, I couldn't just watch Cecil keep self-deprecating and moping.
"Fine... if you want it that badly... I could give it to you."
"Really!?"
Cecil's red eyes sparkled.
"Ah, no, I mean hypothetically. Not right now."
I probably wouldn't make new aphrodisiacs, so the odds were... zero. But if this cheered her up, it was worth it.
Meanwhile, a hot rod started poking my navel.
Cheered-up Cecil meant her clone was perking up too.
"Uh... Cecil?"
"Yes! Asha-nim!"
"It's hot... could you move it?"
"Sorry. It got hard again without me noticing..."
"...That's okay, it's a physiological response."
"Asha-nim really is kind."
...Something felt off. Was it the poking at my navel?
"Will it go down?"
"Probably... like this morning."
Meaning I had to help...
I was tired, but let's finish quick and sleep.
"Let's go."
"Really!?"
"Yeah."
If I'd decided to take responsibility, I'd see it through.
It was just... looking at her face... cost-free.
I grabbed Cecil's hand and led my dazed body along.
We walked the slightly chilly hallway to the bathroom.
For some reason, breathing felt hard.
As Cecil hiked up her clothes, the now-familiar sweet scent spread and filled the space.
I suddenly wondered. Did this smell sweet only to me...? Or to others too?
But there was no one to ask.
Splash splash. Water sounds started, and Cecil's arm moved.
But she wasn't reaching climax easily... her face didn't look as pleased as before.
For efficiency, I pressed my body against hers.
Like this morning, Cecil buried her nose and sniffed deeply.
The air rushing toward her nose brushed my skin, making it itch.
My body was already heating up from the morning routine, leaving me dazed often. Today, after Claudia touched me too... my mind blurred as my body buzzed.
Every breath Cecil exhaled and inhaled made my body twitch slightly.
Even so, Cecil still hadn't released.
In the narrow space, her scent mixed with something sticky-sweet.
I needed to end this quick, so I asked.
"Cecil... you're taking longer today. Is something wrong?"
Cecil opened her gritted lips, and her soaked clothes fell away. Her moist lips were visible. They were red.
"Cecil doesn't know either, Asha-nim... Normally, Asha-nim's fragrant scent makes it fine..."
"Hmm..."
My head spun, hard to judge the situation.
Why? What was different...?
Was it the stimulating talk at night?
My fault? Then... should I help more?
"Asha-nim?"
"Huh, yeah?"
"Are you hurting...? Your face is red."
...This wasn't me getting aroused. It was to help Cecil. No other meaning.
"Ah, Asha-nim?"
"I'll... help."
Still facing Cecil, I gripped her shoulders.
Between my cleavage, I felt the hot rod's pulse.
Unlike last time, with no resistance, it pushed in, parting my flesh slightly.
The now-stiffer rod lifted me a bit, but this time it wasn't so scary.
Unlike then, Cecil was in her right mind now, looking at me with worried eyes.
...The rod seemed separate, still throbbing away.
"Try... moving like this."
"Yes... Asha-nim."
Then Cecil hugged my body and started moving her hips.
Friction in my cleavage stimulated the protruding tip.
A weird feeling made my thighs clench instinctively.
That made Cecil's rod feel even more prominent.
For some reason, Cecil moved her hips like she was used to it.
Her flushed face shook her hips, just like I'd seen recently.
A face like she was about to cum soon.
Why...? Instinct engraved at the genetic level? Breeding urge or something.
Makes sense thinking of when she lost control...
Then a strong stimulation hit.
Seemed like Cecil twitched adjusting her position.
"Hng...!"
This time, I suppressed a groan for a different reason.
In the workshop, it was to avoid stimulating Cecil... this time, it was just helping.
Not because I felt good.
I suppressed it. But my strength drained, and I leaned on Cecil.
Then the rod dug deeper into my cleavage.
It was hot.
Cecil kept shaking her hips effortlessly, holding me.
...Impressive. Even in my original body, I doubt I could.
Moments later, Cecil whispered softly.
"Asha-nim... it's coming soon."
"Uh, uhn, yeah..."
Soon... with a spurt spurt, Cecil's rod vibrated strongly.
I too, at the same moment... now I knew what to call it.
"Hk!"
...Vulgar, but I reached climax.
Unlike a man's brief pleasure, it lasted... longer.
Even then, Cecil's rod twitched, ejaculating.
It's fine. This was just a mishap while helping.
Once the hot touch and slight buoyancy in my cleavage faded, I cautiously spoke.
"...Feel better?"
"Yes! Thanks to Asha-nim, Cecil could release it!"
"Good... then shall we... head back?"
"Yes!"
Still held by Cecil, we left the bathroom.
Cecil carried me silently.
Only after the dawn's cold wind hit did I snap back to reality.
My face burned.
Self-loathing surged at the fact I'd chased pleasure myself, not just from Cecil's semen triggering heat.
No, no, it was that weirdly sweet smell and Claudia's fault.
Still embarrassed, I told Cecil.
"...Cecil, put me down?"
"It's fine! Asha-nim is light!"
"... ."
In the end, I returned to my room cradled in Cecil's arms.
My body really had no strength left.
With that lingering unease, I fell asleep. The next day, a reply from my master arrived.