Chapter 49
Chapter 49
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 49
Chapter Title: Leakage of Heavenly Secrets (IF) #2 - Treating the Illness 2
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...What the hell am I doing right now?
-Struggling
"Eek..!"
I could see him writhing, trying to escape from me.
The more he twisted his body, the more tears spilled from his eyes.
-Crunch
Along with his tears, something inside me flowed out as well.
Something that had been so solid.
The precious something I'd built up over all these years of living was crumbling away.
I thought I had to save him.
Even setting aside the feelings I'd harbored for him, I had to save him if only to repay the debt I owed.
So... is this working out okay?
-Crunch
His body recovered thanks to the energy I gave him, but... will the wounds he's suffered disappear?
Can wounds heal just with an apology?
-Crunch
After spending ten whole years like that.
-Crunch
Even as I worried day by day about the growing debt, all I could think of was apologizing.
-Crunch
Even as I ignored the worry of whether I could properly heal the wounds he'd taken all this time.
Do I even have the right to worry now?
Do I even have the right to apologize now?
"..."
The values I'd built up over time were collapsing, and the pillars supporting the person I called "me" were losing their foundation.
It was only natural that qi deviation would come if this kept up.
"Ah.."
I... can't... let that... happen.
I can't end up accomplishing nothing like this.
Even if I don't have the right to apologize, I still have to...
-Crunch
...what exactly should I apologize for?
For sharing intimacy without his consent?
No. Something even more fundamental.
For failing to properly protect him from danger?
No. Something even more fundamental.
For failing to manage my disciple properly and ruining his life...?
...How did Soyeon end up doing something like that?
Twisted love? Mad obsession?
There was an even more fundamental reason than that.
Think about it.
Recall how Soyeon ended up doing something like that.
[...It was that child who seduced first.]
...Ah.
So that's how it was.
But... then...
Wasn't he the one who was wrong first?
As the first button of the mistake that had stretched over ten years came undone, everything began to change.
I wasn't the one who owed him a debt.
Soyeon had said it. That Dan Yuseong had seduced her first.
Back then, I'd thought it was some absurd, twisted nonsense, but now that I'd experienced it myself, I understood.
He was the one who seduced first.
The one at fault wasn't Soyeon, but him, and rather than owing him a debt, I needed to avenge my disciple.
He was the one who'd cut her down himself, but he was the one who'd stirred up the misunderstanding.
So he bore responsibility too.
I had to make him pay the price.
"Hic, hiik.."
Was he sensing the change in my aura?
With both arms pinned, he tried to pull his body back as far as he could.
The tears and loathing that had been ripping into my heart just moments ago could no longer hurt me at all.
If anything, they felt sweet now.
This was the process of getting revenge on the lecherous demon who'd seduced my disciple, led her down the path of corruption, and caused all the misunderstandings.
Come to think of it, hadn't I developed feelings for him too?
When I thought about Soyeon's situation, it was clear I'd fallen for his seduction as well.
If it had happened ten years ago and now, then surely countless women had fallen for him in between.
The sense of betrayal he felt toward me now was probably all deception too.
I couldn't even imagine how many women he'd seduced and toyed with in that time.
So what I was doing now was avenging Soyeon and all those women.
Villains needed to be reformed, after all.
And reforming a lecherous demon was no different.
I needed to etch it properly into his body so he could never seduce another woman again.
"Gurk.. guk.."
I put all my strength into trying to escape those two arms choking my neck.
I scratched with my nails, pounded with every ounce of baby-sucking strength I had left, twisted my body pinned beneath her, but those two slender arms around my neck showed no sign of loosening.
"Kek.."
Running out of oxygen.
Just when I felt like I'd pass out, she'd cleverly ease up to feed my brain some air, but otherwise, my brain kept screaming for oxygen.
And amid all that, what drove me insane was that my damn dick kept staying hard no matter what.
"Even after taking in my energy, it's still so firm. Could it be you're enjoying this too?"
"Grk..!"
My mind grew hazy, my brain pumped out pleasure chemicals, but my body showed no signs of calming down.
I was truly at death's door, but this wretched body kept getting off on whatever the hell it liked, so there was no end in sight.
"No need to make such a wronged face like some woman who's lost her chastity. I'm the one whose first time was actually taken here."
'This is my first time too..!!'
I had no idea why she was so deluded, but this was my first time too.
Men's virginity might not mean much, but it was still a once-in-a-lifetime thing, and I wanted to remember it more beautifully.
At least with someone I loved.
'But what the fuck is this..!!!'
"Kek.."
Not content with rape, now strangling too? I'd never even heard of shit like this.
Even on Earth, it was too sketchy for me to watch directly, but experiencing it firsthand made it all the more heartbreaking and agonizing.
'I thought she was a good person..'
I'd thought she was strong and kind.
I'd thought it'd be nice to get close and travel together.
Sure, part of it was using her for safe travels, but that wasn't bad enough to deserve this.
'What did I even do wrong..!'
I'd just traveled with her and matched her vibes a bit.
To begin with, I couldn't even properly grasp that I was... getting... raped... right... now...
-Whoosh
"Gah! Kuhuk! Krhk!"
The moment I was about to black out, fresh air rushed in again.
Inhaling the long-awaited clean oxygen, my brain cheered and started flooding with pleasure.
-Gurk! Gurk!
"Krhk.. kuh.."
My throat and heart ached, but my brain and lower body rejoiced.
It was a total disaster.
What was I supposed to do when it screamed for air when deprived, and partied when supplied?
'How the hell did I even end up getting raped..?'
It made no sense.
If I were some mind-blowingly gorgeous beauty, getting assaulted by some creep while passed out might make sense, but I'm a guy, and I'd been hiding my face to begin with.
I don't know how she took off my hat while I slept, but even seeing my face shouldn't warrant treatment this brutal...
-Grip
"Guhk.."
My neck was gripped again.
Either way, I still couldn't figure out how I'd ended up like this.
If I'd seduced her first, at least I wouldn't feel so wronged.
.
.
.
"Cough.. cough.."
I lay prone, stroking my neck.
I couldn't see it, but I was sure red handprints were etched there.
It hurt like hell, but I'd barely endured.
The pleasure that whitened my mind was offset by the pain, letting me hold on somehow.
If she'd added drugs or something, who knows, but she hadn't.
"Gah.. kuh.."
I'd barely escaped, but no thoughts of running came to mind.
Even if I tried, the physical gap meant she'd catch me in seconds.
Thinking back to getting recaught when I tried earlier, maybe huddling still was smarter.
'I'll pretend to accept it for now and bolt when I see an opening.'
Revenge? No way in hell.
Against a Mount Hua Sect warrior who's at peak master level at that age?
Better to just sprint to the mountain where Master is.
I didn't know how long I'd have to wait for that chance.
Worse, she might decide to kill me right here to wipe out all traces.
If that happened...
'...What do I do?'
My body stiffened at the thought, and a voice came from behind.
"Are you trying to end it already?"
"..."
What did that mean?
Did she mean more here?
I prayed desperately inside that it wasn't that,
but
"You've rested enough. Get up. It's too early to finish."
"Ha.. ha.."
I'd climaxed at least six times that I remembered. My mind had been so scattered, maybe more I missed.
And she wants more?
"...It won't get hard anymore."
"This time, you take the lead. Once you cum one more time, we'll call it done."
"..."
It was a sweet temptation.
No strangling, and all I had to do was push once more.
"...I'll do it."
I dragged my trembling body toward her, crawling.
-Shivering
"You didn't say where I had to cum, right..?"
"...Do as you like."
She hadn't thought that far, apparently.
For all her skilled act, she was still a virgin from a world without internet.
She probably thought sex was just putting it in the pussy.
So, as long as I came somehow without inserting, it'd count.
-Stretch
First, to make that happen, I needed to get this drooping guy up, so I gripped it with my hand and shook slowly.
Five minutes passed like that.
'Fuck.'
Looked like it was squeezed too dry for a handjob to work.
She was eyeing me curiously.
But I couldn't give up. One more cum and it'd end; messing up now might give her an excuse.
-Grab
I reached out and kneaded her breasts.
If hand alone wouldn't do, add other stimulation.
But my hands had limits, so I started using her body.
Grabbing her hand and shaking it restored a bit of firmness.
Tried handjob, titjob, even inserted into her pussy and thrust, but still not enough to reach climax.
"...At this rate, dawn will break."
"W-Wait.. I can do it.. Just a bit more time.."
"I'll give you an incense stick's time. If not, we'll continue tomorrow."
Cold sweat trickled down my neck at her words.
An incense stick. Fifteen minutes to somehow manage, or suffer this tomorrow too.
But... I had a method.
-Gulp
Swallowing, steeling myself, I reached out and grabbed both her hands.
And then
-Grip
"Kek.."
I brought her hands to my neck and applied pressure.
Her strength joined mine, and just like before, my throat began to tighten.
Somehow conditioned now, my dick quickly regained full hardness.
'Ha..'
Looking at it raring to shoot healthily, as if the wilted state from before was a lie, I thought.
I didn't know if I'd escape her,
but this life was thoroughly fucked.
-Poke