Chapter 254
Chapter 254
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 12
Chapter Title: Resolve
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My vision was a blinding white.
-Splurt! Spluuurt! Spluuuurt!
I couldn't even tell where I was right now. I couldn't properly see who was right in front of me.
-Slap! Slap!
-Twitch! Twitch!
The only sensations reaching me were from the arms wrapped tightly around whoever was in front of me, as if they were my lifeline.
"...!! ...!"
No more groans escaped my lips.
My throat was hoarse; I could barely make a sound anymore, and even when I did, it was nothing but lewd, wordless cries that defied language.
This state had been dragging on for a while now.
At least at the start, it had been somewhat bearable.
After all, I'd declared I'd take whatever she dished out since it was what she wanted, so I had to endure somehow. And the Heavenly Demon, who hadn't fully shed her virginal innocence, moved with a hint of awkwardness.
...And it really had been her first time.
Even other women, no matter how martial they were, needed time to adapt. But this woman started mastering the perfect angles and techniques in an instant. Even without me teaching her a thing, she'd already reached a level rivaling Dang Ayoung's prowess.
She instinctively grasped how to draw out even a shred more pleasure from me. How to wring one more drop of semen from my balls. And she was doing it in real time, even now.
-Dizzy...
'...'
-Twitch! Twitch!
How many times had I cum, exactly?
I'd long known my body's stamina was abnormal, but this was beyond excessive.
My lower body had gone numb; I could barely feel it anymore. Yet my dick showed no signs of dying.
I'd given up counting orgasms ages ago, but every time the Heavenly Demon slammed her hips down, it twitched and spat out more semen.
Was it manufacturing it fresh from my balls in real time or something?
It felt like every protein in my body was converting to cum and getting sucked away. A sense of crisis crept in, wondering if it was safe to keep going like this.
-Slap!
-Shudder...
Whenever she dropped her hips with extra force, the vibrations rippled through my entire body, shaking even the arms clutching her waist. All I could do was hold on with everything I had.
Which was why my vision had been buried in the Heavenly Demon's breasts this whole time.
'When the hell... is this gonna end...?'
My senses were wrecked by the onslaught of pleasure; I couldn't even hear the Heavenly Demon's voice.
Even if something did filter through, it was just garbled noise, like speech underwater echoing in my ears. Whenever it happened, I just nodded mechanically.
If one of those had been something like "Can you take more?" or "Still holding up?" it would've been disastrous.
All I could do was pray she'd end it on her own before I broke.
...But did I even have to hold out?
'...Maybe just breaking wouldn't be so bad...?'
Thinking about it, wasn't all this suffering because my mind was still intact?
If it shattered, maybe I wouldn't feel the strain anymore.
I could just surrender to the pleasure, become her obedient dildo for her to use as she pleased. Then, when I snapped out of it someday, maybe something would have changed.
...I didn't have the confidence to endure however many endless years lay ahead.
A while back, when I'd mustered every ounce of strength to lift my head and meet the Heavenly Demon's eyes,
I'd realized my future life would be anything but easy.
Anyone would think the same upon seeing those eyes, brimming with affection so heavy it could only be described as infinite.
No man in the world could withstand that kind of love.
It was utterly different from the sorts of affection I'd known before.
This was just an endless torrent of love crashing against its target.
And since the source was none other than the Heavenly Demon, it was only natural I had no will to resist.
'...Yeah. This is unavoidable.'
'What can I do against the Heavenly Demon?'
-Crackle
Once my first line of defense crumbled, it was only a matter of time before the flood of emotions followed.
'Who knows how much longer I have to live like this.'
'Better to snap myself early than endure until I shatter later, right?'
It wasn't just about the sex.
Enduring this pleasure every time was frightening enough,
but the real terror was that boundless affection with no end in sight.
Years, decades—maybe a lifetime together—and I couldn't imagine surviving moment to moment under that suffocating love.
'...It was destined to end this way eventually, wasn't it?'
The heavenly secrets had already foretold my future.
Once I'd caught the Heavenly Demon's eye, even if I hadn't walked into the cult of my own accord, it would've happened someday.
It was just a matter of time.
And in exchange, I'd saved my Master. Compared to getting suddenly kidnapped by the Heavenly Demon out of nowhere later, this was a hundred—no, a thousand times better deal...
...Master?
-Twitch!
That word sparked something in my sinking mind, like a light bulb flickering on.
'Master...'
How had I even ended up walking into the Divine Cult of my own volition?
To save my Master, wasn't it?
I had no news from outside, so I didn't know if she'd regained consciousness, but if Yeo So-cheon was telling the truth, she should be fine.
'...She's probably awake by now, right?'
What would her reaction be when she heard I'd gone to the Demonic Cult?
In hindsight, I should've left a letter, but there hadn't been time.
I just hoped she wouldn't charge in here with her eyes rolled back in fury.
I had no idea how strong my Master was, but I doubted she'd beat the Heavenly Demon—even if a hundred Yeo So-cheons teamed up.
'...'
The woman who'd saved my life.
Who was like a parent to me.
My first love.
...The reason I'd kept living.
How else could a guy who'd enjoyed life on modern Earth survive a decade holed up in the mountains in this dull world? What kept him going?
...And that woman's life had nearly been forfeit.
Because of me.
The Saintess's mistake was a mistake, sure—but why had my Master gone there in the first place?
Because the world was ending and countless people would die or get hurt?
That wasn't her style.
She wasn't some villain who killed or harmed others, but she wasn't a saint who'd step up to save the masses either.
It was because of me.
Because if the world ended, I'd be in danger.
I knew that if I hadn't gotten tangled up in it, she never would've stuck her neck out.
...Though learning she'd watched over my comatose self all those years felt a little like betrayal,
well, it was my Master.
If she wanted my body, was handing it over really that hard?
She could've just said so while I was awake; it would've been easier for both of us. But no, she was too embarrassed. What an idiot of a Master.
How could a Master not know her own disciple that well?
-Gulp! Gulp!
-Twitch!
'Urgh...'
Even lost in those thoughts, the relentless pistoning never let up, and semen kept spurting out healthily.
But this time, unlike before, my mind had cleared a bit.
Like this... I couldn't give up even if I wanted to.
-Grip
I poured strength into the arms around the Heavenly Demon's waist, squeezing out what little power remained in my body, and forced my mouth open.
"St... stop..."
"#@%@?"
"Enough now... I need to rest..."
The moment I barely managed to voice my intent to stop, I felt the Heavenly Demon lift her hips obediently—as if she'd understood.
Even that she did slowly, reluctantly, her insides clinging to my dick right up to the end. But in the end, she released it.
-Pop!
-Spurt...
The dick that finally slipped free flopped limp in an instant, proving how forcibly it'd been held up till now. Amid the dulled sensations, the sudden cool air told me just how long it'd been trapped inside.
"%#@&@#@@"
"My... ears aren't working right... just a sec..."
[Ah, I see. Can you hear me now?]
...Telepathy wasn't meant for times like this.
Her using it as casually as if she were eating rice left me briefly stunned, but I didn't even have the energy to be surprised anymore.
With my stamina rock-bottom—opening my mouth to speak word by word an ordeal in itself—continuing the conversation was impossible.
[I've pulled it out for now... but it'd be better if I sit up fully, right?]
-Nod
My dick was out, but my body was still pinned under the Heavenly Demon.
I nodded, and she tried to rise,
[...You'll have to let go of my waist first, though?]
-Grip...
'...'
My arms, locked around her waist all that time, showed no signs of releasing.
"...I can't get my arms to let go either."
[Hm... lack of strength?]
"No... sensation in my arms..."
[That's fine by me, but you won't get any rest like this... Hold on a moment.]
Whether she used void grasp or something, my arms slowly loosened. Once they did, the Heavenly Demon shifted off my body.
The shift from her lingering body scent to fresh air hit me, and with the realization that it was finally over, overwhelming drowsiness crashed in.
Time sense wrecked, I couldn't pinpoint the hours, but we'd gone at it nonstop for at least a few.
'Still... she backed off when I asked...'
I'd even braced to beg if she refused and kept slamming down, so it ending cleanly was a relief.
As thoughts bubbled up—like maybe married life could work if I just solved that suffocating love issue—the Heavenly Demon, now off me, met my eyes.
And in those eyes,
-Flinch!
[How long do you need to rest? You look exhausted—speak freely. If you want to sleep, I'll wake you after that much.]
I spotted desire blazing undimmed.
It looked just like the switch flipping in Dang Ayoung's eyes when she'd drag me to bed.
Eyes screaming she wanted to pin me down and slake her pent-up lust right then.
The difference? Dang Ayoung got that look before sex started. The Heavenly Demon had it even after finishing.
And the depth in those eyes was incomparably darker, more profound.
'...Ah.'
I needed to say something, but piling fatigue and the mental shock left no room—my consciousness was fading fast.
In the end, without uttering a word, as awareness winked out,
a sense of crisis burned in: figuring out what, how much, and how to teach the Heavenly Demon if I wanted to survive.