The Burden of Submission
It has come to this already...
But... actually having lived as a public sub... it's been less than a year.
At first... I didn't do it much... because of Yeom Seong-bong... I couldn't...
Sigh... there were many twists and turns.
Time really flies.
"Yeah...
I don't know... I want to do it more often from now on...
There are months when I only do it once a month...
You'll have a lot of complaints.
After all, it's a cheap body being used publicly...
but pretending to be expensive... right?"
"No...
Hye-in... you don't think that way...
No one... thinks that way..."
They continued their meal, chatting as they ate.
"Hey... Hye-in...
Meeting just the two of us and having physical relations...
violates the cafe rules...
and I know I can't even curse at Yeom Seong-bong..."
"Come on...
Director is special...
After lunch, I have some time...
No special guests this afternoon...
The office phone is set to ring on my phone.
Come on... us..."
"Sorry..."
"No...
Don't feel sorry for me...
Honestly, I don't even have the qualifications of a sub.
Where's a sub who hides everything...
I still need to go lower..."
She couldn't finish her sentence and just took another sip of the cold millet soup.
After finishing their meal, the two of them got into Ko Dong-seok's car and entered the parking lot of a nearby motel.
And... immediately went up to the room.
"Lately, you're just openly wearing short skirts?
"Yes... I kept pushing it to my husband...
This is... just... I kept insisting on it.
I wanted to change something.
Without any change... it was always the same.
I wanted to show myself a little more without it being noticeable.
Finally... this one thing... changed like that.
Short skirts are comfortable...
I can take them off anytime...
Because there are times when I have to change my underwear several times a day...
so I just..."
"I see..."
Ji Hye-in unzipped Ko Dong-seok's pants and pulled down his zipper.
And... she was pulling down his pants and underwear all at once.
"Sit here..."
She made Ko Dong-seok sit on the bed and knelt between his legs.
"You don't need to wash?
You've been out for a while..."
"I like that feeling...
The taste of sweat... that feeling..."
Before she could finish speaking, Ji Hye-in immediately took his penis into her mouth and began sucking.
Ko Dong-seok closed his eyes.
This feeling...
Ko Dong-seok loved this feeling of Ji Hye-in, the public sub of the cafe, sucking his penis.
But... Ko Dong-seok knew.
That his netori tendency was being diluted because of Ji Hye-in...
Ko Dong-seok was clearly aware of it.
The netori tendency that takes pleasure in stealing someone else's woman...
had gone beyond just the pure netori tendency and had become a greed to possess that woman.
It had manifested as an oddly transformed tendency, not even netori... but dom tendency... or rather, not domination tendency either...
Ko Dong-seok was clearly feeling it.
But... what could he do?
When he closed his eyes, thoughts came to mind... and when he opened them, thoughts came too...
Now... he couldn't be satisfied with just stealing.
To maximize the pleasure of being a netori, Ko Dong-seok had mustered his courage to push for a meal where he meets both Ji Hye-in and her husband at the same time.
Of course, it wasn't the first time.
In the past... when he stole another man's wife...
he had done similar meal settings several times...
and the foolish husbands had smiled foolishly without knowing anything...
Ko Dong-seok remembered this clearly.
Such hidden pleasure was like an extra bonus added to stealing someone else's woman.
He didn't even know it was an act of humiliating the stealer.
But... Yoo Kang-soo, Ji Hye-in's husband, was different.
During those few tens of minutes when he was beaten by Kang-soo...
Ko Dong-seok had felt the fear of death.
That's why... he decided to stop cafe activities for a while, but since he couldn't stop meeting Ji Hye-in's body...
he was having private meetings secretly.
Feeling the warm tongue and lips of Ji Hye-in licking from his penis to his entire body...
Ko Dong-seok thought that he was falling.
The reason he was taking a short break from the cafe...
was because he felt that something big was going to happen in the future.
The cafe, which had always been precise in its connections...
public subs were always used according to their exact purpose, and when their lifespan as public subs ended, they were either assigned as private subs or supported to live a new life after divorce, distancing themselves from the cafe...
such a series of events had always proceeded by the system...
but there had never been a single time when the system broke...
In the past 8 years, about 20 wives of someone had been turned into public subs... eventually divorced... and then assigned as private subs to someone or fallen into the pleasure quarters... passing through the cafe in similar ways...
but there had been no noise...
now, it seemed to be creaking...
that's why Ko Dong-seok, who was the first to escape from it, was afraid.
Ko Dong-seok knew well that his action was a cowardly act of escaping the sinking ship first.
But... he didn't blame Ji Hye-in.
Honestly, Ji Hye-in was a public sub whose training was not yet complete...
and the training speed was very slow...
Yet... the cafe members had come to her defense as if they were under a group hypnosis.
Actually, to fulfill the duties of a public sub, one had to allow one's body often, giving more opportunities to more members...
but in reality, she wasn't doing that.
Because of various reasons... supply was insufficient...
so on the demand side, enthusiasm and competition were occurring.
Ko Dong-seok knew this well.
If he didn't follow Yeom Seong-bong's path...
he also knew that this private meeting with Ji Hye-in had to be cut off from now on.
Perhaps... this might be the last private meeting place today...
thinking this, Ko Dong-seok tightly closed his eyes.
"Take everything off and kneel..."
Hwang Jeong-geon spoke in a low voice after washing his hands.
"Yes..."
Ji Hye-in answered briefly.
She had removed the thin mesh cardigan and the sleeveless t-shirt underneath.
And... immediately unhooked the shoulder-less bra.
Lately, Ji Hye-in had been wearing shoulder-less bras often on purpose.
Because she had to wear holboks or one-piece dresses that exposed the collarbones, she had no choice but to wear shoulder-less bras...
so she had to get used to the feeling.
That's why... even on weekdays, Ji Hye-in had been wearing shoulder-less bras often on purpose.
In an instant... Ji Hye-in's upper body was completely naked.
When she pulled down the business mini skirt that reached the middle of her thighs...
the flesh-colored band stockings that were pulled up as high as possible on her thighs were revealed.
She pulled down the mini skirt to the floor and removed it, and also removed the stockings one by one in order.
Now... Ji Hye-in was wearing only a single white panties.
Ji Hye-in pulled down the white panties in front of Hwang Jeong-geon.
"Now... are you going to keep wearing panties?"
"Yes..."
"During menstruation?"
"During menstruation... I just wear regular panties or girdle type."
"Then you're not wearing them all the time..."
"I'm sorry."
"Get on..."
"Yes..."
Ji Hye-in climbed onto the table and knelt.
She was in a modest position, kneeling.
In a state of completely naked body without even a single thread...
Ji Hye-in was kneeling naked on the table.
"When did you last have sex with your husband?
No... How many times last week?"
"Last week... once.
I think it was on Thursday."
"You must do it at least once a week?"
"It seems about that.
If many... up to twice a week... No... last month, there was a week with three times."
"The divorce talk is completely out of your system now?"
"Yes..."
"Good?"
"Just... I feel a bit more at ease."
"Why not just divorce and live comfortably doing whatever you want?"
"I thought about it."
"But?"
"My son is on my mind.
And... I'm sorry to my husband...
I want to submit to my husband.
Originally... at first... the desire to submit to someone came from my husband.
I still don't want to divorce."
"Don't you think that you're not really a sub... but a sex addict wearing the mask of a sub?"
"I don't know.
Having such thoughts... is scary."