The Secret Scent of Obsession
Is liking someone in an alleyway always this blindingly obsessive? Han Yujun. A fan who supports me with such fervent passion. I’d known him since before I even debuted as an idol. Back then, I was just grateful. The fact that he supported me sincerely, even outside of the broadcast, made me so happy I could cry. To someone like me, who felt like nothing... he made me feel like I was a special existence. Thanks to his support, I gained the confidence to make it this far.
I had tried to give up so many times. Training was so grueling that I’d cried more times than I could count. But every time, I’d get back up, thinking about how my fan, Han Yujun, would be waiting for me. In the process, the space Han Yujun occupied in my heart grew larger than I could have ever imagined. Whether through social media or attending events, he was supporting me anytime, anywhere. I think it’s only natural to harbor special feelings for someone who treats you as someone special. By the time I came to my senses, I was obsessed with him. I’d become anxious if I didn’t see him at a fan meeting. Before I knew it, my affection for him had turned into obsession. No, wait. Isn’t affection just another word for obsession, and obsession just another word for affection? When you like someone, you’re bound to become their stalker.
“Haaah…!!” The moan I’d been suppressing burst out in a lump. That massive rod was scouring my insides. Holding my pelvis like handles, Yujun-oppa was slamming his hips into my backside, hitting me with the force of a car with broken brakes. The sound of flesh colliding echoed through the alley, hidden by the moonlight. It felt like my insides were melting. His cock, hot as if it had been tempered in fire, rubbed against my inner walls, staining them with heat.
“My, my womb… *thwack, thwack* stop…! Augh…!!” I came, just like that. The strength drained from my waist. I barely managed to support my collapsing upper body by leaning against the wall. I lifted my hips, trying to escape the pleasure that threatened to turn my brain into mush. It was a spinal reflex. His cock slipped out of my pussy just a little.
“Lift your head.” As if taking a break was a luxury, Yujun-oppa pressed his hand against my lower back and pulled my hair, forcing my hunched-over torso to stand upright. My hair, tied in a single ponytail like a beast’s tail, acted like a leash. My waist had no strength left, but I had no choice but to lift my upper body.
“If you’re an idol, show some grit, like an idol should. That’s the only way it’s worth supporting you.” Once I gave him permission to do whatever he wanted with me, Yujun-oppa seemed to have been released from a seal; he was truly ravaging my pussy as he pleased. Even though it looked like he was thrusting wildly, it was a little different from last time. Before, he had been blinded by lust and focused only on ramming his cock inside, but now, he was paying attention to my reactions, being meticulously considerate. Should I call him a kind-hearted sadist who, despite his rough, beastly actions, was acting this way not to cause me pain, but to give me pleasure? A kind-hearted sadist... it was a combination of two words that shouldn’t go together, but it was the most appropriate way to describe Yujun-oppa right now.
I leaned my body against the wall. “Ugh…!” Yujun-oppa pushed me against the wall. My body pressed flat against it, my breasts flattened like pancakes. Just like he was pinning me down and pounding into me on the floor, Yujun-oppa used his body weight to shove me, thrusting hard. I couldn’t move an inch. All I could do was flail my arms or tremble with my heels, which were barely touching the ground.
His upward-curved cock scraped against my vaginal folds. It felt as if I could vividly feel the shape of the folds that shouldn’t be able to feel anything. “Hiiuuuk…!!” He pulled back sharply, as if he were going to withdraw his cock, then shoved it all the way into the depths of my twitching, spasming pussy in one go. If it felt like 2/3 of his cock had been inside before, this time it felt like it had gone all the way to the root. It felt like my womb was being crushed, rising up to above my navel.
“Haa… huff… hu… hu….” To let me get used to his size, Yujun-oppa stayed still, his cock buried deep inside me. I gasped for breath. My trembling legs gave out, and I staggered. But Yujun-oppa pressed his body against my back, pushing me even harder into the wall. Even though one of my feet had left the floor, I didn’t fall. It must be because Yujun-oppa was holding me firmly, but it felt like I was fixed in place, impaled by his cock.
“O, oppa… is this your first time?” I didn’t know the standard for being good at sex, but with his hip movements and the way he targeted only the spots that felt good, Yujun-oppa seemed to be a natural. Was it because of his keen observation skills? He had figured out all my weak points. Even now, he was pressing his glans firmly against the space behind my cervix, inflating the balloon of pleasure.
“It’s my first time.” Yeah, of course it would be. If there were any other woman who had been impaled by a cock like this, she would never have been able to escape. She would have kissed his balls in a vow of loyalty and declared eternal submission to his cock. My pussy seemed to have already surrendered, sucking on his cock instead of kissing it. I’m so glad. Thanks to swallowing my shame and approaching him proactively, I was able to monopolize this cock for the rest of my life. A sword and its scabbard are a set. A key and a lock are a set. And oppa’s cock and my pussy are a set.
“Aah…! Hnnng…!” After waiting for my pussy to get used to his size, Yujun-oppa began to move his hips again, roughly stirring my insides. The pleasure I thought had subsided began to blaze anew. In an instant, heat spread throughout my lower abdomen, and my whole body turned hot. Heat rose to my face, making it hard to breathe. It was the moment we entered the second round in earnest.
“Hey, do you hear that?”
“Hear what?” Voices of people drifted in from outside the alley.
“Should I call it the sound of a puppy crying?” Like stray cats, we, who had been hiding in the alley and having a blast, stopped dead without anyone saying a word. We froze as if time had stopped. But the cock buried inside my pussy kept twitching and moving. I pricked up my ears, listening to the voices drawing closer.
“I thought I heard a ‘whimper, whimper’…”
“Maybe some horny dogs are fucking in there. Ah, I want to have sex. Even dogs are doing it, so why can’t I?”
“Because you’re less than a dog?”
“You son of a bitch.” They sounded tipsy, their voices loud. Judging by the way laughter mixed into their words, they must have downed two bottles of soju.
“……Oppa, let’s go deeper inside… haaah!!” Just as I was about to suggest we hide deeper, Yujun-oppa thrust his hips up. The cock that had been twitching inside my belly poked deep into my insides, and naturally, a moan burst from my lips at the recoil.
“See! You heard that just now!”
“That wasn’t a dog… it sounded like a person?”
Hiccup! I covered my mouth with my hand and hiccuped. I looked back. Yujun-oppa was stroking my hips gently, giving me a kind smile as if to tell me not to worry.
“Mmph!!” Unlike the smile he sent to reassure me, Yujun-oppa pressed his hips into my backside. He adjusted the distance so that no sound of flesh colliding would be heard, moving his hips as if scraping against my vaginal walls. It felt good to have my cervix pounded, but the way he rubbed his glans against my vaginal folds, poking and prodding as if lifting the walls, also offered immense pleasure.
“Nng…!!” The moment he hit a certain spot, a chilling pleasure that made my spine tingle shot all the way to the top of my head. I knew instinctively where he had hit. The G-spot. It could be called a woman’s greatest weakness.
“I think it came from that alley over there?”
“Should we go check?”
I covered my mouth with one hand and tugged on Yujun-oppa’s sleeve with the other. But Yujun-oppa only moved his hips. The sound of footsteps was getting closer. I held back my moans, bowing my head low to hide my face. They wouldn’t recognize me. No, they *mustn’t* recognize me. My heart hammered against my ribs in time with the approaching footsteps. Just as the voices of the two people whispering and approaching reached the very entrance of the alley, Yujun-oppa pulled me into his arms, lifted me up, and hid deeper into the alley. We managed to hide with a split-second difference. Yujun-oppa covered my mouth with his hand so I wouldn’t moan. I held my breath as much as I could, just like when I hid in the bathroom to eat a rice ball to avoid my trainer.
“What the? There’s no one here.”
“Let’s go a bit deeper.”
No! I rolled my eyes frantically, scanning my surroundings. There was nowhere to run. If they came inside, we were caught for sure.
“Forget it. Let’s just go.”
“Why? We should go look.”
“What are you going to do by watching others fuck?”
“Then why do you watch porn?”
“Is that the same thing as this?”
The two grumbled in front of the alley before leaving, saying they should go drink another beer before they died of envy. Hearing their footsteps fade away, Yujun-oppa took his hand off my mouth.
“Phew…… Thank goodness, we didn’t get caught.”
“You jerk!” I turned around and pinched Yujun-oppa’s arm.
“Ow!”
“What were you going to do if we got caught?!”
“Ahaha, well… it would have worked out somehow, right?”
“I thought my heart was going to burst.”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Yujun-oppa patted my head.
“But you liked it too, didn’t you?” Yujun-oppa said slyly, still moving his cock, which was buried in my pussy.
“Your pussy was tightening so tightly.”
“I… I was just nervous. I was nervous.”
“Really?” As if demanding the truth, Yujun-oppa moved his hips gently, poking my pussy with his cock.
“Hnnng… i, it felt… it felt a little good♡”
“You’re a pervert.”
“You’re a pervert too, oppa.”
“Anyway, what should we do? I feel like I’m going to cum soon.”
I bowed my upper body again, lifting my heels to make it easier for him to thrust into my hips.
“You’re going to keep going even if I tell you to stop.”
What else could it be a signal for, if not that he wanted to keep going until he finished, while poking at my pussy with his cock?
“Sua is my exclusive female idol, after all.”
I wiggled my hips while keeping his cock inside my pussy.
“I am Han Yujun’s exclusive female idol, Lee Su-a♡”
His cock throbbed inside my belly. As expected. It seems Yujun-oppa likes this kind of filthy stuff. It’s embarrassing, but… I enjoy it too. Is this what a win-win relationship is?
“Hick…! Hng…!” The wet slapping sounds began to ring out roughly. Yujun-oppa shook his hips more violently to finish quickly.
“Huuuuuuuh…!!” My body shuddered as I reached the climax. Love nectar overflowed from my pussy, which was blocked by his cock. *Splat! Splat! Splat!* The obscene sound of water was vivid.
“Sua-ya, I’m cumming.”
“Ye-es…♡ Ple, please cum inside…♡”
Moving his hips as if sprinting for the final spurt, Yujun-oppa pulled his cock out with a *pop*. *Squelch!!* Hot liquid poured down over my hips.
“Hnnng… it’s hot….” My body went limp. Ah, will I be able to make it back to the dorm? I want to be dragged off to a motel by oppa like this and have a second round.
* * *
I opened the door and entered the dorm. “You’re late!” As soon as I returned, Hana-unnie scolded me. It was inevitable. I’d gone out to buy ice cream and hadn’t returned for over an hour.
“Sorry, I suddenly felt like taking a walk.” I smiled sheepishly and held out the bag in my hand. “I bought Haagen-Dazs!”
“Don’t try to brush it off so easily.”
“There’s also the Twist Chocolate Strawberry that you like.” I took the Haagen-Dazs Twist Chocolate Strawberry out of the bag and handed it to Hana-unnie. Hana-unnie, who had been wearing a stern expression, sighed, “*Sigh*,” as she took the ice cream.
“I’ll let it slide just this once. From now on, let us know if you’re going for a walk. We were worried because you didn’t come back.”
“Got it.” I handed out an ice cream to each of the other members.
“Hm? Sua-unnie.”
“Why?” Iroha approached, sniffing the air.
“There’s a weird smell coming from unnie.”
“Wha… what?”
“Sakana… like raw fish?”
“Raw fish? It must be sweat. I was bored during my walk, so I ran harder than usual.”
“Nooo… it’s not Sua-unnie’s sweat smell.”
“I don’t know. I’m going to go wash up because I’m sweaty.”
I ducked into the bathroom as if running away from Iroha, who was trying to get closer. “Phew… she’s got a nose like a bloodhound, seriously.”
I took off my pants to shower. “Ugh….” My hips were sticky. There were no towels or tissues to wipe it off right there, so I had to put my underwear back on with the semen still on my hips. The weird smell Iroha had caught was probably the smell of semen. I took off my underwear and carefully brought it to my nose. It’s disgusting to do this with my own underwear, but I had no choice because oppa’s semen was on it.
“*Sniff*…… Haaaah…♡” The scent of fresh semen. I want to use this for my private time, but if I leave this in my room, the smell of semen will soak into my bedding. I’d like that, but… the other members are here. With a lingering sense of regret, I threw the underwear into the sink. I’ll wash it while I shower.
“Oh, right.” I took my smartphone out of my hoodie pocket. I sent a message to Yujun-oppa regarding tomorrow’s schedule. Originally, I had planned to meet him briefly during a break and have fun in the mall bathroom, but something even more enjoyable had come up.
“Sent~” I sent the message.