High Self-Esteem
“Huaa—”
Midway through the massage, Nadia pushed my face away slightly, stopping the kiss.
Her breathing evened out as she looked down at me and said.
“Dorn… it’s okay if you move now.”
“Understood.”
I gripped her soft, plump thighs with both hands and began moving my hips slowly.
Chiduk… chiduk… chiduk…
“Ah— ah— ah—♡”
A short moan slipped from Nadia’s lips.
“Guk!”
I, too, was thrilled by the pleasure her pussy was giving me every time I thrust forward and back.
‘Inside it’s incredibly tight…!’
Her inner walls were scalding hot, with a perfectly curved structure designed to give men intense pleasure. The deep, rhythmic contractions wrapped tightly around my cock, delivering strong stimulation. Unaware, my mouth fell open at the movements that were so effective for penetration.
“Ugh!”
Nadia let out a pained moan.
“Are you okay?”
I stroked the back of her head, which was still moaning beneath me, and asked.
“Yeah…”
With both hands clutching the bedsheet tightly, Nadia looked up at me with moist eyes and gave a soft smile.
She then pursed her lips again.
“Kiss… let’s do it again…♡”
She’s addicted to kissing.
Of course, I liked it too.
I willingly met her lips.
“Chuk, chyop… heup, chuh…♡”
Chibuk, chibuk, chibuk…
The soft breasts jiggling in rhythm with my cock’s gentle in-and-out movements aroused my desires.
Chyeop chyeop chyeop chyeop—
“Yeah, ah— ah, ah…♡”
The flowing juices wet the junction and made the movements even smoother. Nadia’s hips rocked in response.
A sweetness gradually crept into her moans.
“Haah— huu♡ Ah, hng—♡”
Kkuk—♡
Suddenly pulling away, Nadia embraced my neck tightly.
Her lips pressed against my ear, whispering with her moist breath mixed in.
“Dorn… I like you… I really like you♡”
“……!!”
The sentiment in her voice, as if holding back genuine emotion, made my heart throb even more.
Without thinking, I intensified the movements of my hips.
Chybop, chybop, chybop!
“Eunah— ah, ah, ah♡”
With a short delay, a series of adorable moans burst forth one after another.
The stronger the contractions of her vaginal walls became the more pleasure I felt.
Chybeup, chybeup, chybeup, chybeup!
My cock swelled even thicker while sliding in and out of her extreme depths. Hot fluids stirred inside the testicles hanging below, building up toward climax.
“Nadia, I’m going to—”
“Yeah, it’s fine. Cum inside, a lot…”
Was she aiming for that?
I should have pulled out to avoid the condom, but my words were too lewd.
The primal breeding instinct that always lingered at the core of males.
The desire to impregnate the beautiful female in front of me had risen high.
“Uuet…!”
“……♡”
With a flushed face, Nadia held my moaning head firmly with both hands.
Her brown eyes stared straight into mine without blinking.
If I continued, I would show her my face as I came inside her.
‘No, did she even want to see that?’
As a man, I had wanted to stop out of shame, but…
“…Cum inside♡”
With a small whisper, Nadia’s pussy contracted tightly.
“!!!”
The grip was like a final blow, sending pleasure so intense that my balls and tailbone throbbed.
While buried to the root inside her scorching heat, I started to cum.
Byuub… byubyuub…
“Haah…!”
Nadia trembled with me at the same time.
I realized that in our first time, she had experienced a shallow climax.
Even after the orgasm stopped, I held her for a long time, delighted by the fact.
“Are you in pain?”
I turned to the side and gently stroked her head, asking carefully.
“It feels a bit sore.”
Smiling shyly, Nadia answered.
I told her with sincerity.
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“…Just.”
Mumbling vaguely, I softly patted her plump butt.
Each pat made the soft flesh jiggle.
Nadia, feeling good from my touch, pressed her soft cheek against my chest and got even closer.
When I looked closely, I noticed she liked skinship as much as kissing.
After lying quietly for a while, I asked her.
“Thirsty?”
“A little.”
“Wait a moment.”
I got up from the bed, tied up the used condom and threw it away, then fetched water from the kitchen.
“Thank you.”
Nadia propped herself up slightly, drank the water, lay back down, and gazed at me steadily.
What did this mean this time?
Thinking for a moment, I quietly lay down beside her.
Sshak—
Still staring at me with those brown eyes.
This time, I turned to the side and pulled her into my arms.
Swish.
Only then did the corners of her mouth lift up in satisfaction.
She even took my hand and placed it on her butt.
Noticing that was the signal to pat her butt again, I gently stroked it.
“……♡”
Slightly closing her eyes in satisfaction, Nadia stuck out her tongue.
She was urging another kiss.
I suddenly grabbed her tongue with my hand and tugged it lightly.
“Eu…?”
Eyes wide open, Nadia made a distressed face.
Her slightly contorted face was cute, yet subtly stimulated the masochism inside me.
Absorbed in it, I stopped stroking her butt for a moment. She patted my hand with the back of hers as a signal.
‘Not a cat.’
They say that hitting the butt is what cats like.
But saying cat made Casher’s face pop into my mind.
“……”
To deliberately forget about her, I kissed Nadia.
“Yeah, chuh… chup…♡”
In a deep deep kiss, Nadia’s eyes quickly became hazy.
I didn’t stop there. I moved my lips to her nape and sucked gently.
“Haang!”
Nadia tilted her head slightly and moaned.
I moved along her neck, down to her collarbone and chest, sucking the soft skin and leaving wet, red marks.
On her sides, belly, and the soft inner thighs…
It was as if something had bound her. I left traces all over her body.
It was an instinctive defense mechanism awakened by loss.
“Haang…♡”
With a sweet voice, Nadia hugged my head.
I indulged in her body for a while longer, then fell asleep.
***
The next day.
I woke up only after noon.
The bed beside me was empty.
‘Where’s Nadia?’
I briefly wondered if I had dreamed it, but the red marks still dried on the sheets proved yesterday’s events were real.
Staring at the stains on the sheets for a moment, I got up from the bed.
Luckily, no hangover.
Opening the bedroom door, I saw Nadia standing in the small living-kitchen area.
“Ah, Dorn…”
Today she was wearing bandages instead of underwear, as usual.
The white skin not covered by the bandages showed the wet, red marks I had left.
The memories of last night, which had felt so hot, naturally returned.
Realizing the same, Nadia’s face flushed until it looked like it would burst, and she lowered her head deeply.
Had she reverted to her original shy personality now that the alcohol had worn off?
“I made breakfast… if it’s okay with you…”
She said in a voice that sounded like an ant crawling.
I wondered what she had been doing since waking early.
“Just rest. Why make breakfast until morning?”
Though there were personal differences, hearing women say it was painful after first time and inconvenient to move, I couldn’t help worrying about her.
“I’m sorry… but since you’re a guest, I should serve properly…”
“No, I’m the one who should apologize. Thank you, Nadia. I’ll eat it all.”
My appetite wasn’t great, but refusing food prepared early in the morning was impolite.
Nadia’s breakfast mainly consisted of vegetables.
A stew with various vegetables, roasted eggplants and potatoes, and a bit of bread.
The taste was excellent, but there was no meat on the table at all.
‘Is she vegan?’
The thought crossed my mind, but I remembered she had eaten the dried meat I gave her before, and how she had enjoyed the meat snacks at the bar last night.
In the Demon Realm, how could she be vegan?
‘That’s something unimaginable.’
If I said to a demon who loved meat that they had to eat vegetarian to show respect for life, their head would split that day.
And if she wasn’t vegan, the real reason would be money.
I had already half-convinced myself that Nadia was struggling financially.
Probably she was deliberately eating mostly vegetables because they were much cheaper than meat.
‘Rational suspicion though…’
I couldn’t ask her directly. Still.
I hadn’t yet clearly defined my relationship with her, but after last night, it was undeniable that we had become intimate.
I decided to ask her in detail about her finances later.
“I ate well.”
Although there was no meat, the food was so skillfully prepared that I enjoyed it thoroughly.
I looked at her sitting across from me and carefully opened my mouth.
“Um, yesterday…”
“It’s fine.”
She cut me off.
“We were both drunk.”
With a calm voice, she declared there was no need to take responsibility for each other.
“No, I was going to say…”
I tried to protest, but Nadia shook her head with a bitter smile.
Only then did I think about why this shy girl had reacted so firmly.
‘Why? Just yesterday she was so proactive…’
The attitude change in just one night was somewhat infuriating.
Even if drunk, if she hadn’t felt anything for me, she wouldn’t have shown such behavior…
“Ah…”
At that moment, looking at myself, I vaguely understood what thoughts Nadia was harboring.
“……”
There was still some old emotion in me toward someone else.
If she wanted to start a new relationship, it would be logical to first clear that away cleanly.
After a short silence, I told her.
“…Let’s meet at the Cradle.”
***
After leaving Nadia’s house, I thought.
‘I should go to Casher.’
It was a process I had to go through to ensure the future.
On the way, I bought some plums she liked.
While giving them to her, I planned to ask in detail about my relationship with that Gail guy.
Originally I could never have imagined such bold action, but now, born as a true man without sympathy, I felt quite at ease and confident.
I arrived at the destination with the plum envelope held high—
“Whut— whut— whut—♡”
“Great, this is so good—!!♡♡”
“Guh…!! Crazy…♡ Pussy went crazy…!!”
“Oh, ohoook—♡♡!?”
The sounds leaking from my childhood friend’s room shattered my miserable self-esteem.
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