Lie (2)
"What do you mean...?"
"I mean me having sex. Wouldn't it be easier to tell if you watch it directly?"
He's telling me to watch Hyeonwoo oppa fuck a woman...? And then pretend it was my experience and tell Minjun oppa all about it? Just imagining it makes my stomach churn like I'm gonna puke.
I hate the thought of watching Hyeonwoo oppa do it, and I hate pretending it was me even more. Why's he suddenly saying something so weird?
"N-no, I don't want to...!"
"Don't want to? It'd probably make things clearer if you did. I don't mind showing you."
"Stop it... Just thinking about it makes me wanna throw up..."
"That bad?"
Hyeonwoo oppa's eyebrow twitches.
"W-why would I wanna see that...?"
"I'm not forcing you. I was just asking if you wanted to. To help out."
"..."
I shrink back a little at his suddenly stiff tone. Was I too rude...? But no means no. What the hell is this even about? Netorare is horrifying enough. And the fact that I'm the one plotting this crap? Horrifying. Pretending I did it with Hyeonwoo oppa? Horrifying. And now listening to this weird suggestion? Even if it's for oppa, this is too much...
"Seoyeoni."
Hyeonwoo oppa calls my name in a softer voice.
"Yeah?"
"You know that, right? I've just been sitting back the whole time."
"What do you mean...?"
"I've been minding my own business, but Minjun hyung was the one who first asked for this weird shit. And then you came asking for help too, right?"
"..."
"It's Minjun hyung's problem, but whatever—I'm the one fixing your couple issues. Stuck right in the middle."
Hyeonwoo oppa brushes his bangs back, looking uncomfortable.
"Minjun hyung likes it, you like it, so I'm making it happen. Honestly, this isn't my business. All that netorare talk, keeping secrets and shit."
"...You're right."
"You two wanna handle it yourselves? If you don't need help, I'll just stay out of it."
Yeah... Hyeonwoo oppa hasn't done anything wrong. Far from it—he's just gotten dragged into our mess and stuck dealing with the hassle. Giving up his time like this, listening to weird stories... it must annoy him. He was probably just offering to help... I was too rude.
"Sorry, oppa... I was too harsh. You're just trying to help."
"Hah, no. This is shit I should be saying to Minjun hyung, not taking it out on you. Sorry."
"..."
I hate this so much. I just wish oppa could get treated at the hospital. If you can even call it treatment... Whatever—treated, fixed, whatever. I just want it all clean and done.
Just me and Minjun oppa. Hyeonwoo oppa and his girlfriend. The four of us hanging out sometimes, trips, meals, normal stuff like that.
"I was just offering to help, forget what I said. I probably crossed a line too. You're the one who's most messed up about this."
"..."
"Anyway, we're just pretending. Secret from Minjun hyung. Or not a secret—just don't say anything. Right?"
"...Yeah. Thanks."
"Don't thank me. And you'll come to the house every day?"
"Oh, no! Just today... I was gonna hang at a cafe from now on..."
"If we're acting, let's do it right. I saw that netorare stuff involves calls and shit."
"Calls...?"
"They get off on phone sex or whatever. To fool him, better stay together just in case."
"Oh..."
I hadn't even thought of that. Guess we'll do it that way until oppa finishes his hospital visits.
"Oh, someone might drop by sometimes... Just chill in the living room, don't mind. They'll probably go straight to the bedroom."
"Okay..."
He's talking about that girlfriend he was showering with? If she shows up, I'll bolt to the nearest cafe, calls or no.
"Whew. And if Minjun hyung asks how it was with me..."
Hyeonwoo oppa strokes his chin. It makes me feel even guiltier for stressing him out.
"How about this? Watch some porn. Porn."
"P-porn...?"
"Pick any porn and make shit up from that. Say you did it like in the video."
"Oh..."
"Might be gross, but it should work, right?"
Something wells up inside me all of a sudden. I barely watch porn, maybe once in a blue moon. Even then, it's just to research ways to make oppa feel good... And now I have to watch it and fabricate stories? Say I did that with Hyeonwoo oppa today...?
"..."
All the emotions I've been suppressing come bubbling back. Disappointment, sadness, resentment, worry, self-loathing, misery... How did it come to this? How did oppa end up like this?
"Aigoo."
I can't hold it in and start crying a little. I quickly wipe my tears pretending nothing's wrong, but Hyeonwoo oppa saw.
"Man, you must be having a rough time too, Seoyeoni."
"No, it's fine..."
He hands me some tissues.
"Minjun hyung's something else. He could deal with his issues alone—why drag his girlfriend into this crap?"
It's like he's trying to comfort me... I'm grateful, but his tone rubs me the wrong way a bit.
"Making his own girlfriend fuck another guy? And getting off on it?"
"..."
"What'd Minjun hyung say when he sent you to me today?"
"H-he just said... have a good time..."
"Hah. Sending you off to get fucked and he says 'have a good time'?"
His words stab like thorns. Not wrong, but it feels like he's badmouthing oppa, and it pisses me off.
"He's probably jerking off at home right now? Fantasizing about us?"
"S-stop..."
"They call it netorare, but it's a mental illness. Mental illness. Like a psycho."
"Oppa...!!"
I can't hold back and yell. I know oppa's messed up, but I can't stand hearing someone else trash him.
"Why?"
"Don't badmouth my oppa...! He's not like that."
I try to soften it, say it carefully so he doesn't get offended. He doesn't seem fazed by the yelling.
"Haa. That's why I feel bad for you."
Hyeonwoo oppa shrugs like he pities me. It makes me even madder. I'm not some pitiful case. And oppa's no psycho. He's just struggling a little, that's all. Yeah, just that.
"Hngh, ahn... Oppa, slower..."
Oppa was waiting for me right at the front door. I'd never seen that look on his face before. He was shaking so hard you could see it. His face flushed beet red, like he was questioning if this was all wrong.
He scanned my face, eyed my body sideways, breathing ragged the whole time.
'How was it...? Was it tough? Ah, no. Good job, Seoyeoni...'
His face bursting with excitement, voice dripping with anticipation as he hugged me.
I'd planned to say nothing happened on the first day—just talked with Hyeonwoo oppa and came back.
But seeing oppa so worked up, I had no choice but to lie from day one. That I'd done it... fucked Hyeonwoo oppa...
The second I confessed that fake story, oppa's face went blank, like something snapped.
He shoved me onto the bed harder than I'd ever felt, climbed on top, and ripped my clothes off like he wanted to tear them to shreds.
And now this. He'd stripped me down to nothing, buck naked, his sticky gaze roaming every inch.
It's not like I haven't had oppa look at my body before... I'd always tease him playfully, strike cute sexy poses...
But now my heart's pounding so loud I swear he can hear it. Just lying here exposed, silent, and something hot's leaking out from deep inside. My pussy's itching like crazy, driving me insane.
"Haa, haa. Seoyeoni. Tell me... everything..."
"O-oppaaa..."
"How'd it start? Shower first? Did you shower together? Kiss? How'd it feel? Hyeonwoo's dick? Ah, condom...? You used a condom, right...? Ngh, I forgot to tell you about condoms..."
Every question makes oppa twitch and shudder. His face burns even redder, breaths harsher.
I've never seen him like this. All those times he got excited with me before? Nothing compared to this.
Does it feel this good? Me fucking Hyeonwoo oppa...?
"Seoyeoni..."
Not anger, not despair, not disappointment. Pure arousal. He's just flat-out turned on.
Seeing oppa so fired up is making me lose my mind too. I'm just staring up at my excited oppa—no other stimulation.
Yet it's leaking out nonstop, more than ever. Even though I did nothing, the sheets are already soaked.
"Answer me... You fucked with a condom, right...?"
He twitches, asks again.
Forget netorare, lies, all that. If this gets oppa this excited, this happy... I have no choice but to keep playing along...
"H-he wore a condom..."
"Ngh, good girl... Good job, Seoyeoni..."
He sighs in relief and pulls me into a hug.
"So, did you kiss?"
"Kiss...?"
Even lies have limits. I kinda wanna say no kiss...
"You kissed too, right...? Tell me everything that happened with Hyeonwoo. No holding back..."
"..."
His reaction tells me saying yes will turn him on more. What the hell's oppa thinking...? Does he really love this...?
I half-suspected, but seeing him this visibly aroused shuts me up.
"Y-yeah, we kissed..."
"Haa, fuck..."
First time hearing oppa curse. I flinch and look up—he's caressing my cheek.
"I love you... Seoyeoni, I love you..."
He kisses me rough, breathless. That deep kiss melts my brain. I don't even know what's what anymore. Oppa getting so excited for me, burning up like this... it just feels good.
"O-oppaaa..."
"Haa, so how'd it star— No. Tell me one by one, slow. But first, one favor."
"Favor...?"
Oppa spreads my legs and guides my hand down there. Way more embarrassing position now.
"Spread it with your hands?"
"W-what? This is so embarrass—"
"Just once. While looking at me, say Hyeonwoo fucked your pussy."
"What?"
Oppa’s breathing gets even rougher. He seems dead serious.
"N-nooo... You know I hate that kinda talk..."
"I know. That's why—just once. Say 'Seoyeoni's pussy got fucked by Hyeonwoo...'"
"Oppa..."
I hate words like pussy, dick—hate hearing them, saying them. Hell, the request itself is too much...
As I hesitate, oppa pulls off his pants. His rock-hard dick springs out, throbbing like it's alive. I've never seen it this intense.
I hold my breath without thinking.
"Can you do it for me...?"
Throbbing desperately, he pleads. With that new expression, that new desperation... My heart's pounding as hard as his.
"Just once okay...?"
"Yeah. Spread it with your hands, look at me... A little smile would be even better."
"S-smile...?"
"Cute tone, mocking vibe—love that too."
What the hell is this...? I don't get it, but one thing's clear: both of us are going insane.
"..."
I hesitate, swallow hard. Spread wide so he can see right inside. Look up at oppa.
His face flushes like it's gonna explode.
"Seoyeoni's pussy got fucked by Hyeonwoo oppa...♡"