20. Depth
20. Depth
"This way, Hayes."
When I arrive at the hotel by taxi, I see Branch Manager-nim standing at the entrance, waiting for me.
I feel a few gazes from people around who seem to recognize Branch Manager-nim, but Branch Manager-nim doesn't mind at all.
"Let's go. I've already checked us in."
"......."
I'm a little... trembling. Nervous, too.
St-Still, I'm not scared. It's not like... I hate this, or anything like that.
Just like Dust eonni said, this is something I, who understand oppa, have to do, and something only I can do.
"Did your conversation with Seungyoon-ssi go well?"
"Uh-uh... Yes."
"......"
"Th-There's no need to force yourself! Even now...."
"If it weren't forced, it would mean that I want to do this kind of thing with Hayes. That must not happen."
Is that so...?
W-Well, but... last time during the massage, Branch Manager-nim got an e-erection, too....
It's not that he wants to do it with me, but touching my body got him ex-excited... is that it?
...St-Stop it! Let me not think weird thoughts.
"It is best not to think deeply about it. There is no correct answer to an unprecedented situation like this."
"That's true... I suppose."
Dding-
Arriving at the floor of the room where we will stay, we step out of the elevator and walk down the hotel corridor.
For a moment, without a word, only the repeating sound of stepping on the soft carpet, sabak, sabak-, echoes.
But inside my head, things are a little complicated.
Because asking Matthew-ssi, a retired hero who used to be treated like a stud... feels like making a similar request.
"Let's head in."
"......."
Naturally, in this quiet and clean hotel room, there are only the two of us.
Oppa... definitely said this, right?
'Thinking about you getting roughly fucked by Matthew-ssi... made me feel like you would enjoy it....'
Oppa wants me to feel good.
That might be because it torments oppa more, or maybe he feels sorry for making such a request.
But if that's the case, wouldn't it be okay if Matthew-ssi felt a little good, too...?
N-Not that I'm putting Matthew-ssi first!
For me, oppa always comes first... first and foremost, but I don't want to view Matthew-ssi merely as a tool for oppa's treatment.
...I'm sure oppa feels the same way. Definitely.
"Y-You know... Branch Manager-nim?"
"I am listening."
"Umm... I hope that Matthew-ssi can feel a little bit... good, too."
"......."
"N-Not that I mean you're doing this just to feel g-good!"
Matthew-ssi, who was taking off his jacket and loosening his tie, stops moving and stares at me.
That staring gaze of his, somehow it feels a bit similar to Dust eonni's...?
"It's just that I don't want to make Matthew-ssi feel the kind of gazes you received in the past again...."
"I understand."
"......."
"Does that mean within the allowed scope, it is fine for me to pursue my own pleasure?"
"Th-That's right."
Th-That's exactly what I meant!
Within the scope of what oppa permitted and requested, it's okay for Matthew-ssi to feel good, too... that's what I meant.
...We're on the same page, right?
"I'll say it once more: my words and actions may become a bit rough."
"......."
Nods.
Dust eonni had definitely warned me about this part, too.
We took the photos to send to oppa, and now we're really going to do it....
"Then."
Matthew-ssi pulls down his remaining underwear.
...Honestly, the silhouette of his erect dick was already showing plainly over the fabric, so there isn't much of a difference.
Just that the dick, held back by the fabric, springing upward and slowly twitching is a bit more visible now...?
"...I will begin."
"Y-Yes...."
Cautiously reading Matthew-ssi's mood, I climb onto the bed.
Thinking for a moment about how I should lie down... since showing my face is embarrassing after all, I choose to lie face down.
"I will start by loosening you up slightly with my hand, just like before."
"...Umm, Branch Manager-nim?"
"Yes."
"As you saw last time... my body is a bit s-sensitive...."
"...Yes."
"So, umm... I think we could g-go straight into it, though...."
Oppa used to say often that my body seemed sensitive.
I didn't know it would be l-like this... to the point where even I can feel how soaked I am before we even start.
But Matthew-ssi had an e-erection, too!
...It's similar. There's no need to be embarrassed.
"Understood. Then."
The bed makes a faint creaking sound as it rocks and sways.
I feel Matthew-ssi, who climbed up, taking his position behind me.
"Please spread your legs... a little."
"L-Like this?"
"A little wider... You also need to raise your waist slightly more."
"Nn, ngh...."
It's a l-little different from when I do it with oppa....
My waist has to be raised higher, and my legs wider....
"This is sufficient."
"......."
I glance back... slightly.
And at that exact timing, something like a hot, heavy pillar lands thud- right on top of my buttocks.
"Just keep exhaling while relaxing your muscles completely."
"Hoo... hoo, hooo... ha, ah...."
I feel large hands grabbing my buttocks and spreading them slightly to both sides.
Then, feeling something hard and wide touching between my legs, just like that—
"Heu, eeeut...♡ Hoo, hooeu, ha... eu, eup...♡"
"......."
The insertion... is slow.
That's why it is so vivid.
The bulging part of the hard glans presses and scrapes against my inner walls, kkuuuuk-♡ squelching its way deep inside.
"Hooo-♡ Hoo, eueup-♡"
"It is almost all the way in."
My waist keeps trembling uncontrollably on its own... it's hard to endure.
It's so... d-deep... My stomach already feels completely full, but the inside keeps getting pressed...♡
"...Done."
"......."
I couldn't say anything at all.
My arms and shoulders tightly hugging the pillow twitch and flinch.
My legs tremble, unable to close nor spread further.
Fearing embarrassed noises would come out if I tried to breathe, I shut my mouth tight and simply... feel it.
"I will start moving."
"......."
It-It's a natural difference... It's thicker and longer than oppa's, so it's just reaching further inside.
That's just all it is....
_
_
___Jjigeo-eo-eok-♡_
"Hi-♡ Hi, eueup, heu, beup...♡"
"You don't... have to hold back your voice."
The feeling of the dick plunged deep inside being pulled out was far, far more intense than I had expected.
My body, which I thought had barely adapted... feels like my hole is being dragged out along with the dick.
Am I cumming right now? Or am I holding back? If I'm holding back, how?
To think straight, stimulation far exceeding the amount of pleasure I can handle pours in relentlessly.
"...I will insert it again."
"Hoo, eueu-♡ Hoo, ha-♡"
"......."
The time it took to pull the dick out was just as long as the insertion.
And again, this time a bit faster and heavier—
___Pa-ang-!_
_
_
"Haeu♡ Hoo♡ Hoo, hooeu, hoo♡"
"I will... keep going."
My mind went blank.
The feeling of a firm waist slamming into my buttocks, the feeling of that long, thick dick thrusting deep inside again.
And the feeling of that plump glans roughly crushing and pounding deep inside... places that had never been touched before.
___Jjigeo-eo-eo-eok-♡_
"O, ot...♡"
___Pa-ang-!_
"Hi, geueup...♡ Eu, eup...♡"
My body, having already reached climax more than ten times from the repeated pounding, loses all strength and collapses forward.
The pillow I let go of from the impact of the dick thrusting inside has already fallen under the bed.
I try to raise my waist again to match Matthew-ssi's height, but it isn't easy.
"...You can stay still."
"Ha, eu...♡ W-W-Wait a, m-moment...♡"
I try putting strength into my legs to raise my waist... but it's easier said than done.
Seeing that, Matthew-ssi, who waited for a moment, moves. Instead of me, he lowers his posture and bends his body down slightly.
"You said your breasts were particularly... sensitive, right?"
"Th-That's, tr-true, b-but...♡"
That it feels plenty good even now, that we can just keep going like this.
My tongue has lost too much strength to give an answer like that.
A large hand firmly grabs my breast, which is squished slightly sideways against the bed.
"Haeuu♡ Eu, eut...♡"
"......."
Matthew-ssi's breathing seems to have become a bit... rougher.
But I don't have the leeway to pay attention to details like that either.
Raising his hips again, Matthew-ssi lowers his body and thrusts his dick back in.
"O, oo, o...♡ S-So deep...♡"
___Jjigeo-eo-eok-♡ Pa-ang-! Jjigeo-eok-♡ Pang-! Pa-ang-!_
"Hooouuu... Haaa. Hooo... Ha-"
Gradually, Matthew-ssi's deep breathing grows more ragged.
On top of that, the hand gripping my breast puts in a ton of force... making me feel continuously better.
...It's embarrassing, but even my p-pussy, which tightened up completely on its own... can be felt clamping tightly onto Matthew-ssi's dick.
"Haa... K-Keuh...."
Letting out a heavy, rough breath, Matthew-ssi suddenly plunges his hips down heavily.
Even knowing that I, pinned beneath him, cannot move, he roughly presses his hips down, ramming his dick even deeper.
"Hi, geueup...♡ Eu, eup-♡"
Pressed under heavy, forceful power, unable to even breathe properly... yet coming all the while—that's me.
Matthew-ssi's hand that was gripping my breast lets go, then grabs and presses down from above on my wrist, which was clutching the bedsheet.
Completely trapped, all I can do is simply....
"...Haaa."
"Ah, eut...♡ O...♡ O, ot...♡"
...to come.
A rough, coercive ejaculation without a trace of the warning or confirmation before cumming that I used to hear when doing it with oppa.
Every time he pins me down so I can't move and presses his waist, the dick swelling up inside me to bursting point....
...Dust eonni was right.
"...Ha. Haa."
"Hoo, eu...♡ Eu, eeeut...♡"
After a long, long ejaculation ends... Matthew-ssi pushes himself up, but I am still collapsed face down on the bed.
I can't even twitch a single finger.
Instead, I see Matthew-ssi's hand reaching for the bedside table, flipping the condom box somewhat urgently, and picking up a fallen condom.
"Haa... ha."
"Br-Branch Manager-nim...♡ W-Wait a second, rest...."
I barely open my mouth to call Branch Manager-nim, but my voice is too quiet to reach him.
I hear the sound of Matthew-ssi tying off the roughly removed condom, tossing it tuk to the side, then tearing open a new condom and putting it on.
And again... large hands grab my thighs and pull them apart.
"W-W-Wait a, minute...♡ M-Matthew-ssi...."
"......."
Matthew-ssi's movement stopped.
Then he slowly lets out a long sigh.
"Haaaa... I am sorry."
"Ah... I-It's okay, I am...."
"...I have no excuse."
Little by little, I feel Matthew-ssi's breathing calm down.
Mmm, umm... if we end it like this, will oppa... be satisfied?
Oppa too, and Matthew-ssi is still, like that....
.......
"Umm... It-It's okay if we keep going...?"
"......."
"I've caught my b-breath a little, too... and I think what I have to tell oppa is still a bit... i-insufficient...."
Silence for a moment.
Then Matthew-ssi, who was closing his eyes and taking repeated deep breaths, stands up from the bed.
"...Understood."
"......."
"Excuse me for a moment."
Matthew-ssi's hands wrap around my waist lying collapsed on the bed, and just like that, I am lifted straight up into the air.
Then, grabbing my buttocks with his hands, he lifts and holds me.
"Kya, kyaak...!"
"It's fine."
I-I'm not fine, though....
Oppa has lifted me a few times, but n-never while doing it.
"A-Are we doing it like this...?"
"Yes."
"It's my f-first time doing it like this, so...."
"...A woman I know told me that this position is the one that gives the most pleasure."
It was obvious who that woman was without even asking... but that wasn't the problem.
Roughly grabbing and clutching my buttocks with his hands, Matthew-ssi slowly lowers my body while thrusting his hips forward in sync with the movement.
The overwhelming feeling I felt during the first insertion has definitely lessened, but—
"O, ok-♡ W-Wai♡ Wait a, second♡"
"It's fine."
"Eu, eueup♡ Heup, eu, eup♡ Eueup♡"
The empty space left by the overwhelming sensation is filled entirely with dizzying pleasure.
My body pulled downward with the added weight of my own body, and thanks to that, his dick digs deeper inside, firmly pressing against my depths.
"I will... keep going."
"Eu... eu, eup...♡ Hoo, hooa, ha...♡"
I, I'm right now... clinging to and held in another man's arms instead of oppa's....
We haven't even moved yet, but I came feeling insanely good...♡
Matthew-ssi's body that I have to cling to lest I fall—no matter where I hold onto, it's all hard, broad, and hot—
___Jjigeo-eo-eok-♡_
"Eu, eueup-♡ S-S-Slow down♡ J-Just a little slow♡ S-Slowly, do it♡ Hi, higeueuk-♡"
_Pa-ang-!
_
Without a pillow, there's no way to stifle these embarrassing noises.
...No. There is one.
"Eu, beueup...♡ Heup♡ Eu, eueup...♡"
"......"
Burying my head into Matthew-ssi's broad, smooth shoulder... I press my open mouth against it to stifle the sounds.
Without even knowing what I'm doing, continuously, whenever my lips slip, I press them against another spot and do it again.
Once again, Matthew-ssi's breathing is becoming rough.