Stay By My Side
Had I been overthinking things? Suddenly, my stomach began to ache. Maybe it was from all the tension yesterday, or perhaps because I was in an unfamiliar place—I hadn’t been able to relieve myself. I usually only ate two meals a day anyway. My severe constipation made me afraid of eating anything at all. On top of that, I wasn’t the type to eat breakfast, so this was the first time in years I’d actually had a morning meal. All because I couldn’t bring myself to refuse Reina’s kindness.
Gurgle—
My insides twisted painfully. Cold sweat beaded on my skin from the tension, and even just sitting still on the bed was becoming unbearable. Unable to hold it any longer, I hurried into the bathroom inside the room.
“Ugh… what the—there’s no toilet paper…”
Of course there wasn’t any. I carefully stepped back out and began searching for another bathroom.
“Oh no, what do I do… not this one either… ugh, my stomach…”
After checking several rooms with no luck, I had no choice but to slip out the back door of the mansion and use the outdoor toilet I’d spotted while passing the training grounds earlier. One of the syndicate members standing guard there tried to speak to me, but the moment I frantically turned toward the bathroom, he stopped and didn’t follow. I figured Reina must have given special orders.
“We have to find Yujin! If we don’t, the boss won’t let us off easy!”
Suddenly, the outside grew noisy. I listened quietly and felt my blood run cold the instant I heard my name and that the boss was furious.
“Hic! R-right… Noona’s working right now…”
Yesterday she had clearly given me permission to go to the bathroom alone. I thought it wouldn’t be a big deal, but things were still awkward between us. That tension was probably what had upset my stomach in the first place, yet I’d been so desperate to find a toilet that I’d completely forgotten.
“What do I do… I’m dead… Noona’s already furious… if I cause another scene now…”
This time it wouldn’t end with just a slap on the cheek. She might even give me the breakup talk I’d been dreading. Panicking, I decided I had to get back to the room no matter what. Luckily, most of the members were out searching for me, so the hallway was empty. Still, I sensed someone nearby and quickly ducked into Reina’s room.
“Y-yeah! I’ll just say I was in the bathroom! Obviously! Noona probably went looking for me because she forgot I’d gone!”
I figured pretending not to know anything and avoiding the issue was the best way to smooth things over. But within minutes, someone entered the room. The moment I saw that faintly glowing silver hair, I knew exactly who it was.
“Hic! N-Noona!?”
“Hic… hic… Thank goodness… I’m so glad… waaah!”
I’d expected her to get angry and demand to know where I’d been, but instead Reina rushed straight at me and pulled me into a tight hug. She was trembling. Even though she was squeezing me hard enough to cut off my breath, I could feel that she was the one who was scared.
“N-Noona! I can’t breathe! L-let go for a second!”
“No! Hic… I’m never letting go! Sob… I’m sorry, Yujin!”
“Huh?”
I was the one who should be apologizing, yet she was the one saying sorry first. For a moment I just tilted my head in confusion.
“I… hic… I forced you too much… I thought you were sick of me… so… hic…”
“Ah… um… Noona…”
I had been about to make up an excuse about being in the bathroom, but seeing her cry made the lie die in my throat. Instead, I gently comforted her and explained what had actually happened.
“I-I’m sorry… You said yesterday that I could go to the bathroom alone… and you were already angry… I thought maybe you’d start to dislike me…”
“When did I ever say that…? Hic! Even if I gave permission, you still should’ve told me you were going… Do you have any idea how worried I was…?”
She buried her face against my chest, shaking her head while tears and snot smeared everywhere. Her sobbing voice came through muffled against my clothes. My shirt was getting sticky, but I just patted her back and decided I could be her handkerchief for now.
Once the situation was resolved, the members returned to their posts at Reina’s command. I apologized directly to them since the whole mess had been my fault. When we got back to the room, Reina was still sniffling and apologizing again.
“I was too hasty… Slapping you out of nowhere, forcing you to speak casually, even demanding you call me by name… I’m sorry…”
Hearing that, I apologized too and finally opened up about how I really felt. Being here made me uncomfortable, and I’d hesitated, but I’d told myself I wouldn’t be the first to leave. I admitted all of it honestly.
“I’m sorry… Are you… still uncomfortable now?”
“N-no! It’s just… I’m too timid and frustrating… B-but I still don’t think I can speak casually right away… So! Could you give me a little more time, like you said before?”
What she’d said made sense. Of course everyone was different, but Reina had clearly told me she didn’t like being called “noona,” and I needed to respect that. It felt like I’d only been thinking about myself.
“Okay… Let’s take it slow, one step at a time… I’ll wait until you’re comfortable…”
She looked a little disappointed, but she didn’t get angry or stubborn like before. Seeing that, I realized she was being considerate of me and decided I should be considerate of her too.
I should practice calling her by name soon…
I made a promise to myself not to hurt someone precious again and reconciled with Reina—only for her to suddenly push me down onto the bed and climb on top of me.
“N-Noona!?”
“I don’t want to… I want to do this right now… You’re the one who disappeared without saying anything, after all…”
“Hic!”
She started stripping off my clothes and dragged her tongue between my chest. When her soft tongue licked across my small nipples, heat flooded my body in an instant. My heart was pounding so fast I could barely keep my breathing steady. The ticklish sensation gradually melted into pleasure.
“Hng! Don’t… Noona… hah… ah…”
Her tongue kept targeting only my nipples with obscene precision. My breathing grew ragged and moans slipped out without permission.
“You’re so cute, Yujin.”
“Hah… Noona… don’t… hic!”
Her tongue swirled around the tiny bud again. While she caressed me, her rough breaths tickled my skin.
“What do you mean, don’t…? We’re lovers, aren’t we? Haaah…”
“Hng! Noona… we already did it earlier… I’m… tired… hah, ah…”
Even as I begged, Reina ignored me and slowly slid her hand downward. She pulled off my last remaining piece of clothing. Her crimson eyes were half-lidded with lust. Pressing my body down with one hand, she moved lower and took my gradually hardening length into her mouth. Her tongue rolled gently, peeling back the foreskin. The warmth of her mouth made me swell even more.
“Mmmph… mm…”
“Hng, it’s dirty… Noona… stop… hah!”
I tried to push her head away, but every time I did, her tongue wrapped around the head and stimulated me. She kept sucking while gazing up at me with half-lidded, seductive eyes.
“Slurp… mmph…”
She sucked relentlessly, lewd wet sounds filling the room. The air was thick with obscene noises.
“Hngh… don’t… ah… hah…”
Her tongue licked over the tip again and again. All I could hear was the wet sound of her sucking. Eventually she pulled back, a glistening thread stretching between us, and released me from her mouth.
“Hah… Yujin’s cock tastes so good… But what should I do? I’ve only given you a little foreplay and we haven’t even started yet… You can’t get tired already, right?”
“Hic! W-what are you saying…”
“I know you’re pretending not to understand♥ Anyway, the real thing starts now~ Brace yourself.”
She grabbed my resisting hands and forced them against her swaying breasts. Against my will, my hands began removing her clothes as if I were her puppet. Thump, thump— Even though I knew I should resist, my body wouldn’t move. The moment her clothes came off, I saw the black lace bra underneath.
“This~ is still too much for you, so I’ll take it off myself!”
“N-no! Don’t take it off! Hic!”
The moment the bra came off, her breasts bounced heavily. Her nipples were completely exposed. With a playful “ta-da,” she deliberately pressed them against my mouth.
“Hngh… too much… slurp…”
“I did it for you, so you have to do it for me too, right?”
“Haaah… mmph…”
It was my first time sucking on a woman’s breast. It didn’t taste like anything special—maybe a little salty from sweat—but I didn’t dislike it. If anything, my body grew even hotter, and my length stiffened further until the tip brushed against Reina’s thigh. The sensitive head made me twitch, but she only pressed her chest harder against my face, smothering my mouth and nose.
“Hah… hng… just a little more… ah…”
Through the gap, I could see Reina looking down at me with lustful eyes while touching herself. She was sliding her fingers inside, stirring her own wetness.
“If I’m not wet enough… hng… it’ll hurt you… so I need to get plenty wet first♥”