A Heart That Gives Without Reserve (3)
Secret sex with Lee Seonho, hidden away in the empty Reading Room during their free period.
Though this wasn't her first experience with him, Cha Eunju clutched her pounding chest, feeling a happiness that surpassed even the moment of that first time.
'Finally…. Finally, Seonho and I did it for "real"….'
For the first time, sex without leaning on the excuse of hypnosis—sex where heart met heart.
It was the day she learned for the first time just how joyful it was to share their true feelings with each other as they made love.
"Hehe…. U-uhehe…."
Cha Eunju lay there giggling like an idiot over the clothes that still seemed to carry his scent and warmth.
'I-I shouldn't be doing this. I need to get dressed….'
It was a Reading Room in a run-down library building that no one was likely to visit, but she couldn't stay here forever all the same.
She'd have to clean the soiled floor, and Seonho's clothes too, with dark magic. And contraception as well….
'The contraception could wait a little…. A-ah, no. What am I even thinking….'
She quickly smothered the strange thought that had flickered through her mind. If she swaggered back reeking unmistakably of a man and Han Sora caught her, that would be a disaster.
No matter that she was dating Lee Seonho (unofficially), she had no desire to broadcast that they'd done this outside. Even if the other party was the third friend she'd made at the Academy.
"Hh, hh, hheuh…."
She sent dark mana coursing through her inner body, wiping away and erasing every trace of him that had been packed into her vagina and womb.
It stung a little, having to wipe away the hard-won fruit of their love so easily, but it had to be done. If an accident happened and she ended up pregnant, it would be trouble for her—and unfair to Seonho besides.
…If she didn't handle the contraception properly herself, they'd probably have to use condoms, and she hated that idea in its own way. It didn't feel like truly making love.
-Squirm, squirm….
"Hoo, hoooo…."
With a single mass of dark mana, Cha Eunju cleaned everything—the contraception, the filthy floor, and even the clothes of Lee Seonho's that she'd been lying on.
The moment she moved to put her clothes back on before it got too late, his cock thrust itself up in front of her face.
"Could you clean mine too, by any chance, Eunju?"
"…U-uh, yeah…. I-I'll do it…."
It would be unfair for her alone to get clean after they'd made love together. If she got dressed like this, the inside of Seonho's underwear would end up damp. Keeping her boyfriend's cock clean was a girlfriend's duty, after all.
Stacking up excuse after excuse, Cha Eunju wrapped her lips around the slick, sticky cock that had been inside her own body mere moments ago—without bothering to dwell on the most fundamental reason of all: that she simply wanted to.
-Slurp, slurp, sluuurp….
"Ngh, n-ngh…."
It wasn't particularly difficult or taxing. She'd relieved his urges this same way back when Seonho was hospitalized in the Academy Church, after all.
Even that had been an act carried out under the pretense of hypnosis training, but she still remembered exactly how to swallow even his enormous cock whole.
-Shlurrrp….
"Mmph, ughhhh…."
With the sensation of swallowing a thick stick of rice cake whole, she pushed Lee Seonho's length deep into her throat, while her lips and tongue gripped his cock down to the root and cleaned it thoroughly.
It was a shockingly lewd act for someone who, until only a month or two ago, had been a shut-in whose only contact with men came through fictional characters.
"Mmph, nn, mmhh…."
"All done?"
"U-uh, yeah…. All clean…."
"Good. Thanks, Eunju."
-Pat pat.
"Hih, hiii…."
Ah, no. Don't.
He can't pat my pussy right now.
It feels too good—I'm going to come again. I-I just got it all cleaned….
And yet her body, pulled toward Lee Seonho's touch like an instinct, thrust her hips up against his hand, and in the end Cha Eunju left another small puddle on the floor.
-Trickleeee….
"Nnngh, nn, haaah…."
"…Sorry. I guess I'll have to clean it again, Eunju."
"N-no, it's not…. I-it's because I couldn't hold it…."
Seonho had only been patting her as a compliment, so there was really no need for him to apologize for her own slip-up.
Thinking Seonho really is so kind and considerate, Cha Eunju cleaned the floor with dark magic one more time, while Lee Seonho—having already pulled his pants and coat back on ahead of her—straightened himself up.
-Slide.
"Eunju."
"U-uh, yeah…."
And the moment she reached for her clothes again, both his arms stretched out in front of her once more.
She still felt a little embarrassed at being the only one naked, but this time Cha Eunju found herself half looking forward to what would come out of Lee Seonho's mouth.
"Could I have one more hug before you get dressed?"
"…Yeah, okay…."
It was a little embarrassing being the only one undressed, but she couldn't bring herself to refuse Seonho's show of affection.
In the past, this would only have been possible during "hypnosis training." Not anymore.
Being able to share this tingling, ticklish intimacy without any hypnosis at all made her happy all over again—happy enough that, if anything, she was the one who wanted to ask for it.
-Squeeze.
"U-uhheu…."
-Grope!
"Nnn, nn, nngh…."
…He's just outright kneading my ass hard now, isn't he.
Well, he did say his goal from the moment they met was something lewd. Maybe even that first hug, when Seonho's hand had landed on her rear, had been deliberate.
Not that it mattered. These days she didn't exactly dislike being touched by his hands.
-Squirm, squirm….
"Nn, nnngh…."
Before she knew it, her body—which had come to feel true love rather than mere suggestion—rubbed against him a little more and burrowed deeper into Lee Seonho's arms.
…I may have used up a bit more time than I'd expected.
Caught up in the mood, trading affection with Cha Eunju, three hours had somehow slipped by since we entered the Reading Room.
Since I'd spent about an hour of that strolling around the Academy with her under the pretext of "finding a training spot," this meant, in effect, that I'd done nothing but have sex with her all afternoon.
It was only one round of finishing, sure, but there'd been quite a lot of this and that before and after it.
"I-I'm all dressed now, Seonho…."
"Good. You didn't forget anything, like underwear or something?"
"Th-there's no way I would…. I put everything on properly…."
"Yeah? Should I check?"
-Whoosh!
"Kyaaah…!"
"Yep, everything's accounted for."
"Eeek…. Y-you, you prankster…."
When I flipped her skirt up as a joke, Cha Eunju flushed crimson and scolded me. Even that look of hers was so adorable that a smile tugged at my face all on its own.
Now that I'd pulled the things we used to do during hypnosis training over to her fully sober self, I could indulge in this kind of risqué teasing without any weight on my conscience. Though I'd have to restrain myself to some degree in front of the other heroines.
"Shall we head out for dinner soon…ah, looks like the others already ate."
Being the first week of classes, everyone seemed to have finished early; the group chat had already seen a dinner-gathering discussion come and go.
There had been a message mentioning me and Cha Eunju from Han Sora, but that had been right in the thick of when our bodies were entangled.
Reading the messages—by which point they'd apparently already eaten dinner together at the student cafeteria and dispersed—I sent my reply a step behind everyone else.
"Eunju, you should reply in the group chat too. The kids are kicking up a fuss about why you haven't answered when you're in the same group as me."
"Ah, r-right…. B-but what should I say…?"
"Using the same excuse as me might look suspicious, so just say you were at the library. It's not even a lie, really."
"R-right…. Then I'll send that…."
She really does follow instructions so well. Cha Eunju posted exactly what I'd told her into the group chat, and while she typed out her message, I opened the top drawer of the Reading Room desk and started rummaging through it one drawer at a time.
One reason I'd chosen this place as our secret rendezvous was that it was a hidden space unnoticed by others—but it was also where her fortuitous opportunity lay hidden.
Abyss: Essence of Shadow Magic
'…Here it is.'
A dark magic textbook meant for Cha Eunju.
More precisely, not a beginner's textbook but an advanced one. In the original story, it was a text on a magic that had already been lost.
Mainstream magics like wind or flame had orthodox schools with an iron grip on the magical world, so established magic was rarely lost—but dark mages, by their very nature, seldom banded together to pursue anything collectively.
Even in Cha Eunju's Magic Department, dark magic was probably only taught up through the intermediate curriculum; from the advanced stage onward, she'd have to master it on her own.
In that respect, this textbook was the single best opportunity for her. With it, Cha Eunju could skip the plateau phase of her growth and reach the advanced curriculum within a year.
Her personality was what it was, and in the original story the original Lee Seonho had exploited her for it—but that didn't change the fact that Cha Eunju was a mage who belonged in the ranks of geniuses.
"Eunju, do you know what this is?"
"Hmm…? What book is that…?"
"Found it inside a drawer in the Reading Room. Looks like it might be a dark magic textbook of some kind?"
"'Shadow Magic'…? I don't know that one…."
"It's different from dark magic?"
"I heard shadow magic is one school of dark magic. It's so hard to handle that nobody learned it anymore, so the school died out, or so they say…. B-but then why is it here…?"
"If you're interested, why don't you take it and read it? It might help somehow."
"Yeah. I am curious about it…. Though even I'm not sure it's really a magic book yet…."
If she read it even once, she'd realize at once that it was an advanced textbook for the very dark magic she was studying. With advanced materials she hadn't even known existed now in her hands, her scholarly hunger for her current coursework would climb along with it.
Of all the women I've tamed so far, Cha Eunju is the number-one bitch in heat—but right now, this is all I have to give her.
As the story progresses, I'll hand her plenty of other things too. For now, make do with this, Eunju.
The dorm room, after finishing dinner alone with Cha Eunju and coming back.
Seeing the tiny sneakers at the entrance, Do Yoonchae had apparently already come home.
'Not in bed, not at the desk.'
That left exactly one place. Thinking it was rather good timing for her to have returned, I knocked on the bathroom door where the sound of running water could be heard and called to her.
-Knock, knock.
"Yoonsung, are you in the shower right now?"
"D-don't come in! I-I'll kill you if you come in here!"
…I only asked if you were washing up. What a drama queen, honestly.
It was pure luck that her original-story roommate was Seo Woojin. If it had been anyone else, she'd have been found out long ago.