A Heart That Gives Without Holding Back (2)
Seon-ho had looked me straight in the eye and delivered his confession, calm and even, but utterly earnest.
To be honest, I couldn't say I was all that shocked. After all... it was something I'd already known everything about.
Seon-ho insisted that he'd been deceiving me all this time, but in the end, hadn't I been deceiving him too, pretending to fall under his hypnosis when I was wide awake the whole while?
So really, it was a case of mutual wrongdoing. Yeah...
"...The fact that I forcibly stole your first time while you were under hypnosis... that's what I did on the day I was discharged, when I invited you over to my place."
"...Oh, oh, I see.... And I, I never knew.... I just thought one day it had suddenly... torn...."
...Actually, the only thing that surprised me a little was that he really told me everything, without leaving out a single detail.
Just learning that his promise to confess everything honestly hadn't been a lie was enough for me. If anything, it made my trust in Seon-ho grow a little stronger—was that strange to say?
Until now, the "hypnosis training" he used as an excuse to do lewd things with me had been the one lie Seon-ho kept hidden from me... but at least from now on, that wouldn't be true anymore.
Even if someday Seon-ho found himself forced to lie to me again, I now knew he wouldn't be able to live with his conscience and would confess in the end... and that made him that much easier to believe in.
"If you want to hit me, go ahead. Or tell the other girls what a terrible guy I am—I don't care. Or report me to the police as a rapist, if you want...."
"N-no, it's fine.... I-I'm really okay with it...."
"But..."
"I-I'm the one who said I'd forgive you for anything, remember? A-and honestly, s-some small part of me was prepared for the possibility that you might do something like this...."
"...So you really did think I was capable of that."
"N-no, I didn't! I-It's not that I thought you'd do it because you were lecherous or anything, it's just... I-I figured any ordinary boy might, you know...?"
"And you still went along with all that 'hypnosis training' I talked about, knowing that?"
"........."
...Uuuu, this is so embarrassing.
The way this was going, it made it sound like I'd let myself get hypnotized for him on purpose.
I mean... honestly, that wasn't exactly wrong, but having Seon-ho call me out on it directly was still far too mortifying.
I was already embarrassed enough being the only one here naked.... Why did he have to bring this up now, of all times....
"You really were... a lewd girl all along, Eunju."
"...U, uuuuh...."
"I'm sorry I never realized it before, Eunju. If I'd known you felt the same way I did—if I'd known just a little sooner—I never would have approached you through something as wrong as 'hypnosis.'"
"I-it's okay.... B-better late than never.... A-as long as you stay by my side, Seon-ho, that's m-more than enough for me...."
"...Yeah. I'll never let you go again, Eunju."
"U, hngg.... Mmm...."
Tight. Seon-ho wrapped both arms around my body and whispered into my ear.
That sincere, low voice pouring into my ear made all the strength suddenly drain from my body. Every nerve that had been wound tight snapped loose all at once.
'So... that settles it, right?'
We'd confirmed we felt the same way about each other, he'd confessed everything he'd done to me, and I'd forgiven him....
So now we weren't just unofficial lovers anymore—we were really dating... right?
...And if Seon-ho and I were officially dating now... then from here on out, it would be okay for me to ask him to do lewd things with me....
"...S-Seon-ho."
"Yes, Eunju."
"Th-the wish I mentioned at the church, the one I'm owed.... C-could I use it now, maybe...?"
"...What kind of wish?"
"I-I told you already.... That when I was under hypnosis, y-you... r-raped my body and stole my f-first time...."
"...Yeah. I'm truly sorry, Eunju."
"N-no, it's not.... I-I'm not trying to blame you for that.... I-if it hadn't been hypnosis, I p-probably would have said yes anyway...."
"Hm?"
"Ahhhh, th-that's the thing, so.... U-um, anyway, it's just...."
Saying it out loud was so mortifying that my words kept tripping over themselves.
But still, this was far better than squirming in silence the way I had all this time.
"I-I don't... have any memory of my first time... with you, Seon-ho...."
"........."
"S-so, could we... start now, and do it as if it were my first time...?"
...Having actually said it with my own mouth, it was even more embarrassing than I'd imagined.
"...Could we start now, and do it as if it were my first time...?"
At Cha Eunju's words, my cock twitched to life inside my clothes once more.
The request she'd gone out of her way to frame as a "wish" was simply too obscene, and too adorable, for my body not to react.
She had no memory of her first time, so she wanted me to hold her now as if it were her first time—how could those words be anything but lovely?
Even better, despite clearly remembering everything, she was still pretending she had no recollection of what happened under hypnosis, letting it quietly sink away—and every little detail of it was precisely calibrated to stoke a man's lust.
'This is what they call a genius of seduction.'
If there had ever been a machine for measuring a woman's carnal aptitude, she was lewd enough to shatter it by blowing clean past its maximum reading.
After revising my assessment of Cha Eunju upward yet again in my head, I immediately took her face in my hands and pressed my lips to hers.
-Chuuup.
"Hng, hnggh?! Hng, hup...."
Startled for a moment by my sudden kiss, Cha Eunju quickly recovered, tentatively bringing the tip of her tongue to meet mine as it slipped into her mouth.
From there, the two of us tangled our tongues together, stroking each other's soft palates up and down, trading saliva in a kiss every bit as filthy as sex itself. Only after several long minutes did we carefully pull apart.
-Chuuuu....
"Hng, hnggh...."
"Eunju."
"Y-yeah...."
"Don't waste a wish on something like that. I can do that for you as much as you want, whether you wish for it or not."
"...Oh, I see...."
"I'll hold you however you like, as if it's your first time—so I'd rather you keep that wish."
"O-okay.... If that's what you want, Seon-ho, then I will...."
Truthfully, if it had been anyone else, I'd have just granted the wish and been done with it. But this was Cha Eunju.
Unlike with anyone else, letting her hold onto her wish actually worked in my favor. As long as Cha Eunju carried that wish around, the next time she wanted to ask me for something lewd, she'd be able to do it naturally, without hesitation.
And each time, all I'd have to do was wave her off with "you don't need to waste a wish on something this small," and I'd build a dynamic where she was the one constantly asking me for things. It would also let me gauge, fairly quickly, whenever the girl's frustrations started boiling over.
So instead of reclaiming her wish, I slowly rubbed her pussy with my right hand—to let Cha Eunju savor the "first time" exactly the way she'd wanted.
-Schluk.
"Nngh, hng, huungh...."
-Schluk, schluk.
"Nghnngh! Hng, hp, huungh!!"
Cha Eunju stood naked in the empty reading room, letting me finger her pussy with no one else around.
Her moans came out even more obscene and quivering with excitement than they had when she'd started undressing herself just moments ago, gradually filling the room.
-Schluk, schluk.
"Hnggh! S-Seon-ho, wait! I-I'm about to—"
"It's fine. You can come whenever you want. You're beautiful even when you come, Eunju."
"Hng, hyaaaahhh!!"
Whether my whispered words had been the trigger or not, she climaxed right there on my fingers, her whole body shuddering.
Warm liquid spilled from her urethra, quietly soaking the floor of the empty reading room.
"Huuuh, hng, huu...."
"The floor's gotten dirty. You'll clean it up with magic later."
"Y-yeah.... I-I guess I will...."
...That's where you're supposed to ask how I know about your Cleaning Magic, Eunju. Besides the time you used it in front of me while we were fooling around, when else have you ever cast it?
Standing before this timid mage who remained hopeless at deceiving people, I undid my belt without a moment's hesitation and drew my erection out into the open.
"You looked so lewd that this is the result."
"I-I see.... I-I've never seen a boy's... cock before...."
"Now I'm going to put this inside you. It might be a little hard at first. Bear with it."
"Y-yeah.... I-I can handle this much, no problem...."
"Over on the reading room desk... ah, wait a second."
Having deliberately drawn her attention to the desk, I shrugged off my coat and spread it over the spot where she would lie—to make absolutely sure she understood that I was looking out for her.
"There you go, lie down here, Eunju."
"Mmhm, th-thank you...."
Here she was, naked in this place because I'd stripped her bare myself, thanking me earnestly for the bare courtesy of a single coat.
Still pure, still a little foolish—but that was exactly what made her so damn enticing, so lovable.
-Squish.
"Hh, huungh...."
"The first time can hurt a little, so I'll go slowly."
"R-right.... I-it's our first time, after all.... I-it might hurt a bit, huh...."
Forcing herself to keep up the acting she still couldn't quite pull off, Cha Eunju slowly took my cock into her body, inch by inch.
My member pushed into her small, slick fold, gradually spreading her inner walls as it drove deeper.
-Squish, squish.
"Huuuh, hhu, hungh!! Huuunggh!!"
Cute. Lewd. Adorable.
For this one moment, nothing else fit. Those words alone were more than enough to describe Cha Eunju, after all.
Once I'd pushed myself in as deep as I could go, right up against the mouth of her womb, I leaned close to her ear and whispered carefully, just as one would on a true "first time."
"How does it feel, Eunju? Does it hurt anywhere?"
"Y-yeah.... I-it just feels good...."
"That's a relief. I heard girls usually hurt a lot their first time, but you're okay, right?"
"I-I'm fine.... Y-you can start moving now...."
Doing her clumsy best to play the girl losing her virginity, Cha Eunju pressed her hands together over her chest and gazed up at me, nervous and tense.
For the first time, with no suggestion, no deception, our bodies became one as she worked her hips earnestly beneath me, taking my cock deep inside her.
-Slap!
"Hnnngghhh!!"
-Slap, slap!
"Hnggh!! Hnnngghh!!"
Every time my member pounded against the entrance of her womb, Cha Eunju shuddered from head to toe, moaning obscenely.
The reading room desk, bearing her weight, rattled faintly beneath us. Not that it mattered much—Cha Eunju's moans were louder anyway.
-Slap, slap, slap!
"Haahh, S-Seon-hoohh!! Hng, hngghhh!!"
-Squirt, splatter....
"Haaaahh!! C-coming!! I-I came again, haaaahh!!"
Spraying a stream slightly weaker than her earlier gush, Cha Eunju reached her second climax barely ten-odd minutes after my cock had begun pounding into her.
As for me, with a little further still to go before I came, I buried my cock into her waist again and again, driven by a somewhat selfish desire.
"I'm sorry, Eunju. Hold on just a little longer. I'm close now too."
"Haah, n, nnnngh.... I-I'm fine, so k-keep going...."
-Slap, slap!
"Hng, hnnngghh!!"
Cha Eunju kept tumbling from one orgasm into the next with every thrust, spilling her lewd voice without pause.
Only after several more minutes of pounding her through climax after climax did I finally reach my own limit, and my cock emptied itself deep inside her body.
"Haaah, nnh.........!! Hng, hngg.........!!"
And with that, Cha Eunju came one last time as well, spilling a final obscene moan into the air.
Only after bucking her hips a few more times atop my coat did she finally settle, her eyes finding mine through the tangle of her disheveled hair.
"You did well, Eunju."
"Y-yeah.... Y-you too, Seon-ho.... N, heheh...."
-Chuup.
"Hng, hnggh...."
...I kissed her once more, even as she kept gazing up at me with that foolish little smile right to the very end.
After all, you were the one who seduced me first—so even if there's no escaping me from here on out, you'd best learn to live with it.