I Didn't Do It Because I Wanted to See You, So Why Did I Become a Pervert?

My palm and forearm slid down my back in a sticky caress.

It pressed against every single muscle with surprising persistence, as if trying to feel each one properly.

"My body feels really good."

"Unni."

"Yeah, Jjaehee."

After taking a deep breath and preparing myself mentally, I turned around and faced Hajin unni. I had meant to explain everything to her while she was still drunk enough to understand, but I had clearly made the wrong choice.

My gaze kept slipping downward instead of staying on her face.

It was because the breasts I had seen in the dream were now crystal clear in my mind.

Soft, warm, and gentle breasts.

"Jjaehee, you're looking at unni's face like that, aren't you embarrassed?"

"Not at all... it's not an embarrassed reaction."

The distance we had just separated by a couple of steps vanished in an instant, and our chests pressed tightly together.

My own chest wasn't being crushed at all.

Only Hajin unni's breasts were being squished, spreading out like soft, elastic dough.

"Th-that is..."

"Jjaehee, do you like unni?"

"I do. But that doesn't mean I want the situation unni is imagining."

"Why?"

My arms tightened around her as I hugged her even harder, and the sensation I had felt with my hands in the dream spread through my entire body.

This was dangerous.

If I kept going like this, I would be swept up by unni, and I would cross a line I could never take back.

"Unni, get off me... hick...!"

When I tried to push unni away and put my hands on her body, unni's hand wrapped around my butt like she was stroking it.

"My butt is firm too. Do you know what unni's type is?"

"Well, a good-looking... girl?"

"That's right too. But the real type is a woman with a great body. Especially one like Jjaehee, who has muscles, and you go crazy for that."

The problem was that she was touching my butt way too lewdly.

Should I feel the heavily squished chest, or the hand stroking my butt?

No. Neither, in the first place.

I should just push Hajin unni away.

"Hup...!"

Hajin unni's nipple touched the area near my sternum and began rubbing it teasingly.

Even though my body was being crushed so tightly, the fact that her nipple and her bumpy areola were still felt was so embarrassing that I kept my mouth wide open in shock and stared at unni.

Hajin unni wasn't looking at my face at all. She was focused on moving her chest while gazing at something else.

She must have done it on purpose.

"Jjaehee, you feel it, don't you?"

"I-I'm feeling it?"

"About unni's chest. That's why you're standing still."

"But I'm not."

"Liar. Your breathing is way too loud."

I had probably already been pulled in, and my body moved first.

"Kyaa! What kind of power is that, Jjaehee?!"

When I lifted unni into a princess carry, she even rolled her legs in delight.

It seemed like she was expecting the situation I wanted to keep coming.

"Unni, I'll shower first."

"... Jjaehee?"

"You shower first, then I'll shower."

"Just a moment... wasn't this supposed to happen?"

"I need to shower."

I gently lowered unni to the floor of the room.

"Jjaehee."

"Yes, unni."

"You can't even eat it even if I give it to you."

She was clearly smiling. The only difference from usual was that her eyes were smiling.

She seemed really angry, though.

"Then I'll shower."

After leaving unni like that, I closed the bathroom door, and her complaints started right away.

"Am I not charming? I'm not. Why aren't you coming over? I hugged you while pressing my chest properly."

I couldn't listen anymore, so I covered my ears and focused on showering.

After washing up cleanly, unni was still sitting in front of the bathroom door grumbling.

"Unni, you should shower."

"Ah, I don't know. I'll go to sleep. Since you brought me here, you should take responsibility."

With a voice full of complaints, she suddenly jumped up and threw herself onto the bed.

She pulled the blanket over her head all the way.

"Unni, are you angry?"

"Jjaehee, don't unni ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠find herself uncharismatic?"

"No. I do find her charming."

"Then why aren't you coming over? Or are you holding back?"

It was hard to decide which one it was.

I couldn't say she wasn't coming over because there were so many emotions and thoughts swirling, and I couldn't say she was holding back because I didn't want to do that with unni.

Maybe the dream had a big influence.

"Extremely hetero?"

"Actually, I don't know my own orientation well. I've never dated or liked anyone."

"Normally people would think you're hetero."

"I have a friend since elementary school. She's a lesbian, and when I was in middle school, she came out to me for the first time."

"Is it because of that friend?"

"It's hard to say for sure."

I wanted to ease unni's mood as much as I could, so I sat on the edge of the bed and kept talking.

"You drank too much. Should I go to the convenience store and buy a hangover cure?"

"If you don't want to see unni getting more angry, stay right here."

I didn't know why, but right now it felt like I was a criminal who had to obey unni's every word.

"You're annoyed."

"What?"

"I was angry, but when I saw Jjaehee I felt better. Why are you so ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠good-looking? Why is your body so good?"

The two legs hidden under the blanket moved wildly, slapping the bed.

I thought this side of her was adorable.

Hajin unni had always been mature and adult-like before.

"You're cute right now, unni."

I had said that thinking it would help melt her anger.

"Jjaehee..."

The reaction that came back was very ambiguous.

She didn't seem to hate it, but she also didn't seem to like it.

She gave a tiny flinch, pulled the blanket up to her eyes, and looked at me with narrowed eyes.

"No matter how much I think about it, it's suspicious."

"What?"

"It feels like you haven't seduced a girl even once."

"I've never done that before."

"You just don't realize it, dumbass. That's why those things make you seduce someone."

I was just as surprised as her, because I had never thought about it that way either.

"This is tough."

"Jjaehee, lie down next to unni."

I glanced at the hand slapping the bed for a moment, then shook my head.

"Why?"

"I think I might become dangerous."

She frowned for a second, grabbed the blanket tightly, and rolled around.

She wrapped herself completely in the blanket, but managed to slip out one arm and keep slapping the bed.

Every time her cute side peeked out, I couldn't help laughing.

Ah, this was giving her room too.

"Lie down quickly. Now you're safe."

"Yes, I've lain down."

When I lay down next to unni and our eyes met, she gently brushed my hair aside with a soft hand.

"I want to kiss you."

"You said something more than a kiss."

"You're good at teasing, Jjaehee."

"I was thinking about safety."

"Uni is a safe woman."

Didn't such words need to be said while wearing clothes?

"Jjaehee, there are many good things about dating unni."

"Yes, I think so."

"Even a fortress like this is a fortress."

"Now go to sleep. It's really late."

"If it's cold, bring the blanket."

"I don't get cold easily."

We stared at each other in silence, our eyes locked, until unni's eyelids grew heavy and slowly closed.

"I'm sleepy."

"Sleep well, unni. I'll stay right here."

"... Let's tease again..."

With those words, unni fell asleep. About ten minutes later, I fell asleep too, still in the same position, and I kept staring at Hajin unni's face as she slept soundly.

I didn't know why, but I wanted to do it.

*

When I woke up, I was the first to open my eyes. Hajin unni was still lost in the dreamworld, probably because she had drunk so much the night before.

"You're such a pain."

Even after I pulled off the blanket that had completely wrapped her, she stayed in the same posture.

"Your sleeping habits are bad."

After gently stretching to loosen my body, I checked my phone.

My parents, who hadn't sent even one message despite my daughter spending the night outside without calling.

It was now familiar to me.

They had raised me this way since high school.

It wasn't like she went out and caused trouble or anything.

*Shuffling!*

Hearing the movement, Hajin unni sat up on her upper body like a zombie from the sleep.

"Ugh..."

"Did you sleep well, unni?"

"Wherever we are... oh."

"This is a motel. You drank so much last night that you passed out. When you woke up, you talked to me, but you don't remember?"

"I... did something with Jaehee?"

Seeing her nod, I started recalling yesterday's memories. Then she looked at me with a dazed face as if she remembered nothing.

So everything that happened yesterday was just because of the alcohol.

From now on, I absolutely had to make sure Hajin unni didn't get drunk.

"Why are you completely naked."

"Ah, that's..."

"Jaehee, did we have sex yesterday?"

"What?"

"Having sex."

This was exactly the same as yesterday.

"No."

I let out a deep sigh inside and flatly denied it.

"But why are you naked?"

"I took them off because it was hot."

It was hard to tell her the truth about taking them off to seduce me.

"Jaehee."

"Yes, unni."

"Do you want to touch my chest?"

Her drowsy eyes, hair spread out, and foggy face.

When I asked if she wanted to lift her chest and touch it in that state, it didn't feel at all like yesterday.

"Do you want to sleep more? You still look sleepy."

"Hmm, so it's not a dream. If it was the dream Jaehee, you would have said you'd touch me."

It felt like she was hinting that I had had the dream too.

If the dream Jaehee had said she'd touch her, then did unni also have a lewd dream? About what we had done?

"Unni, did I appear in your dream?"

"Yeah, I did. It was an extremely lewd dream. We did it all day."

"R-really?"

"I kissed you like I was covering you with my body, touched your chest... and then... ah, I woke up before I put my fingers in."

The content of the dream unni recited in her drowsy voice was not just similar to the one I had—it was exactly the same.

Countless questions naturally filled my head.

There was no way we could have had the exact same dream unless it was the shared dreaming I had only heard about.

"Was it my room?"

"Yeah, it was Jjaehee's room, and I was super excited. So I said extremely lewd things I wouldn't normally say to seduce Jjaehee."

It seemed like the real Hajin unni didn't spit out every word as nakedly as in the dream.

"Unni."

"Yeah, Jjaehee."

I swallowed hard when I was about to tell her about the same dream in the same place with the same content.

It felt like it would turn into a huge hassle.

"Let's shower and eat something to settle our stomachs."

"Yeah. Uuugh! I drank too much."

"We almost finished a whole bottle of ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠whiskey between us yesterday."

"Eh? Really?"

"Yes."

"But why are you completely fine?"

"I don't know either. I didn't even know I could drink like this."

"Unni isn't someone who can't drink anywhere, but you're amazing, Jjaehee. Is it because you're twenty?"

I stood up and raised both arms to stretch, then started loosening my waist while bending my upper body ninety degrees.

It was unexpectedly easy for my fingertips to reach my toes.

She was more flexible than I thought.

While I watched unni from behind with that thought, her plump butt filled my entire field of vision, the secret area between her legs, and even her anus—all completely naked.

Too embarrassed, I blinked my eyes until unni turned her head and our eyes met.

"Perverted Jjaehee."

"... Huh?"

"You didn't want to do anything with unni, yet you're staring at her crotch like crazy."

"Ah, no! I wasn't looking!"

"I saw it though. Lie and you'll be a bad kid."

"I wasn't looking. I wasn't looking at all."

When I quickly turned my head to get dressed, unni came running from behind and poked my cheek repeatedly.

"Perverted Jjaehee. You're embarrassed because you saw unni's crotch."

No, in reality she didn't even say words like that.

Crotch wasn't even a dirty word.

"Hurry up and put on your clothes."

"Since you saw unni's crotch, Jjaehee has to take responsibility for unni's life."

"What are you saying. I didn't do it because I wanted to see."

"What? If you want to see, then you have to take responsibility for unni's life. Promise."

After staring at the outstretched pinky, I put on all my clothes and left the room.

"Jjaehee, why did you leave unni?"

"I'll wait here. You go wash, put on your clothes, and come out. Don't come out naked."

"Jjaehee thinks unni is a pervert. She's only showing me."

With those words, the conversation ended.

I sat down heavily on the bed behind the firmly closed ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠door.

"Haa... I'm going crazy."

If she kept coming out like that, it would be hard on me too.