Her Punishment (Blackmail)
Originally, I knew she was crazy, but when her words drove her completely insane, I couldn't hold back and ended up vomiting.
“U, uwaaa…”
After all, I hadn't eaten anything, so no bile came up, but the first thing I thought was that I was lucky. Right now, I didn't want to do anything to upset her in any way.
“Noona… I like Noona so much. Today, I think I've fully understood your feelings. I love you so much. I love every pitiful thing about you — the way you cry helplessly, the dirty sight of you peeing and vomiting, the scared and struggling face when your limbs are tied up. I swear that no matter what you do to me in the future, I'll love you so much that I'll go crazy for it.”
Having read a book and gained conviction is dangerous, but what happens when a truly crazy person gains conviction? My eyeballs trembled and vibrated. Because of her tongue sticking to my eyeballs and talking, the dizziness spread to my brain.
“... Do I really need one eye or not, Noona?”
Her shocking words came out without warning, and my breath and hers stopped at the same time. I didn't know her reason, but I felt a heavy atmosphere that made it impossible to even breathe. This wasn't a joke. She was serious. I could feel her tongue moving as if it was about to dig deep into my eyeballs.
“... Noona doesn't need a reason to see the world broadly. You only need to look at me… There's no need to take in many things. Isn't that right? That's how I think…”
“P-please… spare me…”
With great difficulty, I moved my tongue that had stiffened from begging for mercy, as she was about to gouge out my eyeballs if I just gave permission. I didn't know why I had to beg her for forgiveness, but in my mind, I only thought I had to ask for it.
“... Why would I harm Noona? Noona is everything to me. Without Noona, I wouldn't exist either… It's just asking to remove one eye… I say it again, Noona, two is too much for you. It's a luxury.”
“P-please… spare me… Master… Please…”
“I know. I can understand everything. It must hurt. It must be very painful. But I'm in pain too. The more my feelings for Noona grow, the more I want to confine you and make you only look at me. If there's only one eye, Noona can focus more on me. You understand my feelings, right?”
“H, huu… No, no… p-please… spare me…”
The more time passed, the worse the situation became. What wrong had I done… Her obsession only intensified as time went on, and the fear I felt only grew stronger.
With my waist straightened and hips thrust out, bound as I was, it was no different from having given her rights over my body. The fear of what I might face in the future made my head throb. Every day was a continuous horror. I felt like I was going crazy from the mental stress caused by fear.
Colorful conversation was impossible. Only one-dimensional words like “spare me” or “no” came out.
“Y-yeah, please forgive me… A, my a-ass is, is getting wet… I-I mean… P-please… just the e-eyes… I, I was drinking your tears… h, huu…”
Please don't cut the gander that lays the golden egg. I wanted to say that, but would she understand?
“... Is that so… Noona's tears taste delicious, but if I remove them, it would be a pity… If I damage Noona's pretty face, it seems like I'll be punished…”
“Y-yes! Y-yes! I-I'll cry h-harder! I-I mean, please… huu.”
I was in a daze, not knowing what I was saying, and I rambled on desperately. But whether it worked or not, her tongue slowly moved away from my eyeballs.
Although her saliva was still clinging, making my vision blurry, it was nothing compared to what I had just survived. All I felt was relief at having survived.
“Then, will you receive the remaining punishment?”
“Y-yes! I-I'll receive the punishment. I-I want to receive the punishment. Huu. Please make me receive it. Hoo…”
From the beginning, was this her plan? Was she trying to provoke me into saying extreme words so that receiving punishment would be better?
Was this her real intention…
... I don't know. Really, I don't know. Am I just playing in her hands, or is it just my excessive delusion…
I really don't know anything. The more I think, the more I sink into a swamp. Personally, I hope she is simple, and I just want the latter to be the answer.
While thinking these thoughts, she pushed something in front of my eyes.
Because her saliva was stickier than I thought, my vision was still blurry, but with the healthy opposite eye, I could see what she was holding.
It was a small syringe I had seen earlier.
I didn't need to ask what this was. Her mouth opened automatically and she began to explain.
“This is a medicine to help Noona successfully receive the punishment. To roughly explain, it's something like a Mental Stimulant, right…?”
Mental Stimulant. A type of drug I had never heard of even once.
“It doesn't look very good if you look closely… But if you really want to know, I'll tell you. Since you'll have to take it soon, I think you have the right to know. Do you want to know?”
It was a question that didn't require an answer. Who would refuse such a suspicious medicine? Detailed explanation was needed.
Nodding at her while looking at her, her explanation continued.
“To explain easily, it's an opioid analgesic. It seems Noona is in too much pain, so I prepared it. If you take this, you won't feel pain even if you receive the punishment? Rather, you'll feel good.”
If that was true, there was no reason not to take it. But if there are advantages, there must be disadvantages, right?
“... No side effects…?”
“Unfortunately, it's a medicine that has somewhat strong side effects. A medicine that turns pain into pleasure wouldn't have no side effects, would it?”
She started pointing out the side effects one by one.
“The biggest side effect is memory loss. Dopamine is secreted a bit too much, and all cells in the body wake up, making the brain a bit stupid. Apart from that, minor side effects and a slight addiction phenomenon?”
She took the tone as if it was nothing special, but it didn't look like nothing special at all.
It was a train to hell that would drive me into the abyss. I never wanted to take it.
Why would I have to take drugs when I hadn't even smoked a cigarette once?
“Huu… huaaa…”
I was so aggrieved that I couldn't bear it. Absolutely, I didn't want to take it. But I had to.
“If you don't want to take it, you don't have to. But…”
Can you endure my dirty spanking while sober?
She whispered in my ear with a voice as sticky as dirty tar.
... If you can't endure it, Noona's one eye will be... (she didn't finish the sentence, but her words played back in my head without her saying it directly.)
“... I-I'll take it… huu.”
Her expression brightened at my words, and she started smiling brightly.
“Yeah. You made a good choice, Noona. Receive the punishment quickly and finish it with a bang.”
She wasn't the type to drag it out after accepting my suggestion. Soon, her syringe approached my wrist and the needle pierced my vein directly.
Transparent liquid began entering my vein at a rapid speed. The effect was direct.
“U… ugh?!”
I was happy. Was it even possible to be this happy? I felt like swimming on clouds. This was the first time I felt such a blissful feeling. With this feeling, I could do anything.
“It seems the medicine is working well, Noona. Then, let's start the thirty punishments. Since you've taken the medicine, the number is up to you. Here. One!”
In other drug movies, when taking drugs, the surrounding people's words are usually inaudible, but this medicine, according to her words, perhaps because all nerve cells woke up, her words were clearer than usual.
The sound of slicing through the wind, the shape of slicing through the wind, appeared in my mind. It was a steel rod shaped like a three-section staff.
It wasn't that hard, but there was no way someone could endure a spanking with something like that on their ass…
The steel rod hit the ass flesh hard with a crack! The ruthless sound echoed in the room. It was a sonic boom that burst the flesh and caused bruising.
But.
“One… ugh!”
I felt no pain at all. There was no pain, only pleasure. The moment my ass was hit, a pleasant current flowed along my spine and reached my brain in an instant.
A violent squirt burst out.
Plop.
The sound of fluids soaking the blanket was heard nakedly.
“... Noona, you're in big trouble now. Once you know this taste, you won't be able to be satisfied with other lovers… Now, I have no choice but to live with you for the rest of my life.”