The Excruciating Torment of the Shota's Curse
It was so fucking painful. In my entire life, I had never experienced agony like this. It felt like having my bones shaved away without anesthesia. Back when I broke a bone and needed surgery, those quack doctors had skipped the anesthesia and I genuinely thought I was going to die. This was worse than that. When I told them I hadn't been given anything, the doctor—or maybe it was the nurse—slapped me across the cheek. The pain was enough to drag those memories screaming back to the surface. No, it was far worse than that. It felt like every bone in my body was being meticulously carved down.
‘Anesthesia! Fuck! Give me some fucking anesthesia!’
“Mmph! Mmmphhh!!”
“Hey, just bear with it a little, okay?”
That bitch Lee Jieun! This wasn’t pain a human being could endure without anesthesia! Fuck! And it was only getting worse!
The agony was so overwhelming that I blacked out for a moment. Then the pain would drag me back to consciousness, only for me to faint again. I repeated this cycle several times. A few seconds later, I realized I was growing smaller. The realization came because everything around me seemed to be getting bigger. And just to be sure, I pulled up my character window. The changes were clearly reflected there.
I was gasping for air, breathing in ragged, painful wheezes, when Lee Jieun approached and removed the gag from my mouth. I must have bitten down on it with incredible force; my jaw ached like it had been dislocated.
“Ughhh…. Sob… hic… sniff…”
“There, there♡ Our little sex slave♡ Did it hurt badly? Hiya, you look so much better this small. It’s nice to look at. Good, good. You’re so cute. I’ve always preferred boys small like this instead of too tall, you know? Hey, but after doing this, you suddenly seem a little more handsome and your figure looks better too.”
“Ughhh…? Sob. Ughhh…?”
“Maybe you have an unusual affinity for this curse? Let’s try it one more time.”
“Hey…, you crazy bitch…, that’s not fair…”
“This brainless sex slave bastard. Going into sudden rage mode again. Calling your Master a crazy bitch. I really don’t know when you’ll ever be properly trained…”
I knew that insulting Lee Jieun would earn me a beating, but the moment she suggested putting me through that bone-twisting agony again, I lost my mind and the words burst out.
When I cursed at her, she simply shook her head and took another drop of my blood.
“This is both an experiment and a punishment. We’ll be repeating this a few times.”
“…Uhek, I-I was wrong… t-this isn’t right…!”
“Bite down on the gag. Don’t bite your tongue. Now, now. No resisting.”
“Mmph! Mmmphhh!!”
She cast the Shota’s Curse magic with practiced ease, as if she’d done it many times before. I had to endure the pain once more, but strangely, the bone-twisting agony from before didn’t return. Perhaps because my body had already shrunk once, there wasn’t much left to change. It still hurt, but it was at a level I could somehow endure.
“Hmm, that’s strange. No change this time. Let’s try a few more times.”
“Mmph mmph! Mmmphhh!!”
Of course, that didn’t mean the pain was gone, so I cursed Lee Jieun inside my head. After I received the Shota’s Curse, she claimed I suddenly looked more handsome with an improved figure, and decided to use me as her test subject. As a bonus, she bestowed the incredibly fucked-up favor of upgrading my appearance in real time.
‘Fucking bitch. How long is she going to keep this up…’
I could guess why Lee Jieun was doing this. For some unknown reason, the body and appearance stats that normally required time to improve had their delay completely removed the moment I received the Shota’s Curse, applying the changes instantly. Having watched it happen live, Lee Jieun seemed to have concluded that the curse itself was making me more handsome. So she kept repeating the Shota’s Curse with the mindset of someone gambling on a lucky streak.
“Hmm, strange. Still no change…. But let’s try just a little more.”
“Mmphhh!!! Mmmphhh!!!”
‘Crazy bitch. You win.’
I surrendered to her obsession. With a completely resigned mindset, I dumped all my bonus points into my appearance and figure stats, thinking that if it changed this time, she might finally stop.
“W-wow!! Fuck!!! I was right after all!!!”
Lee Jieun bounced around in excitement as she stared at my drastically transformed appearance and figure. She looked like a scientist who had just proven her hypothesis after countless hours of effort. The only tragic part was that the lab rat for her experiment had been me.
“Then…! If we keep going, maybe it’ll improve even more…??”
‘No! You crazy bitch! Stop it already!’
“Mmphhh!!! Mmmphhh!!!”
Lee Jieun continued casting the Shota’s Curse on me with eyes burning with obsession and madness. Fuck. I was the idiot for thinking she’d stop once I raised the stats. In the end, I passed out.
# *Squish squish.*
I was touching something incredibly soft. Two warm, fluffy, sweet-smelling mounds of fat… I felt like I could touch them forever.
“Eut♡ Bad student, ju-junior…. Ah, no…, Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin…. Isn’t it about time you woke up…?”
A soft, gentle, pleasant voice drifted down from above my head. When I slowly opened my eyes, a pink-haired, big-breasted beauty was looking down at me with a flushed face, offering her lap as a pillow. From this angle, my face was completely buried in her enormous chest, creating a wonderful view where I couldn’t see her full expression. In other words, the two soft, sweet-smelling lumps of fat I had been fondling were her breasts.
Looking around, I realized I was in a completely different location from where I had passed out. It seemed Lee Jieun had carried me to the Revolution Circle’s hideout while I was unconscious. I didn’t understand why I had been granted the heavenly privilege of the leader’s lap pillow, but it was fluffy, warm, and wonderful.
“Leader Comrade. It appears that lewd rag bastard is taking advantage of your kindness to molest your breasts. Just give the order and I will kill him. Fuck…, if I had known this would happen, I should have just abandoned him somewhere…”
I heard Lee Jieun’s murderous voice grinding through clenched teeth. She clearly hated the sight of me resting on Kim Jina’s lap while groping her chest.
‘Ah, right. That bitch used to have a thing for the leader…’
After fucking me senseless together, she still couldn’t stand watching me lay my head on the leader’s lap and touch her breasts…
‘Then what if I get even closer to the leader right here…?’
“Sob sob, Leader Comrade~! I suffered so much from the sexual torture at the Discipline Department…! All to protect the ideals and beliefs of the revolution…! Waaah, Mommy~! Mommmmy!”
“Oh dear…. I-I see…. Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin must have gone through so much…. It’s okay, it’s okay. You’re safe now…”
“Th-that…! That piece of trash is acting! Leader Comrade! You mustn’t fall for his pathetic performance!”
“Lee Jieun! How dare you spout such nonsense at our Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin, who sacrificed himself for the pure ideals of the revolution! Apologize at once!”
“Leader Comrade…”
Lee Jieun wore an expression like the sky itself had collapsed. Wow, fuck. This was pure bliss. I was dying for some popcorn.
‘Wow, fuck. I can’t waste this chance! I’ll make her pay for cursing me. Do you have any idea how much that hurt!’
I put on my most pitiful expression and began to sob.
“Sob, I offered my entire body…, sacrificed everything for the revolution…, yet all I receive in return is condemnation from a fellow revolutionary comrade…. Sob sob sob, it’s too painful. As expected, the world has always been cruel to a pitiful boy like me…. It seems Vice-Leader Comrade Lee Jieun finds someone like me filthy. I no longer have the courage to keep living in this world…”
“Th-that…, that bastard…! Such a vile, hypocritical act…! Is this how you repay me for risking everything to infiltrate the Discipline Department and save you? Leader Unnie! This guy is nothing but a cock-obsessed male whore! He’s just using our circle…! Kim Dojin, you filthy rag! Get away from Leader Unnie right now, you disgusting rag!”
When I began openly fondling Leader Kim Jina’s soft, massive breasts and even stuck my tongue out as if preparing to lick them, Lee Jieun completely lost control. Her eyes rolled with pure rage as she glared at both me and the leader.
“Sob sob sob…, too much…”
“Lee Jieun! Apologize immediately! Instead of comforting a fellow revolutionary comrade in his time of need…, tsk tsk. Why is someone in the position of vice-leader so narrow-minded? I am deeply disappointed in you today. The vice-leader’s role exists for a prepared leader who can guide this revolution circle should anything happen to me. Besides, isn’t Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin a boy with an already frail body?!”
“Leader Unnie…”
“Even with such a weak body, he volunteered to throw himself into the struggle for our revolutionary ideals. Doesn’t that move your heart at all? Why can’t you embrace him instead of treating him so cruelly? Is it because Comrade Kim Dojin’s combat ability is weak? If so, would you treat me the same if I became weak? And do not call me Unnie anymore! Address me as Leader Comrade!”
“…Ugh, sob, Leader Comrade…. I-it’s not like that…”
“Apologize to Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin! Now! If you do not, I will never look at your face again.”
“……Sob. …I-I’m sorry. Leader Comrade…”
The Lee Jieun who had always seemed so strong, who had treated me with such cruelty, was now shedding fat tears like a child. Especially when Kim Jina said she wouldn’t look at her anymore—the light in her eyes died completely. I could swear that wasn’t acting. Being hated and disappointing the person she loved had shattered her; despair as if the heavens had collapsed overwhelmed her, and her emotions had simply burst.
‘Ah, fuck. Maybe I went too far? She’s crying her eyes out…. Fuck…. She won’t try to get revenge for this, right…? No. Fuck. With Lee Jieun’s personality, she’s definitely going to get revenge. Fuck. I’m screwed…. Maybe this time she’ll really try to chop off my arms and legs, or encase me in concrete and dump me in the Pacific. Or maybe she’ll lock me in that villa basement like she mentioned before and make sure I never see sunlight again…’
“The one you should be apologizing to is not me, but Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin.”
“……, …Revolutionary Comrade Kim Dojin. I’m sorry. I made a terrible mistake. Please forgive me.”
Lee Jieun apologized to me while still shedding tears. I accepted it awkwardly. Even though she was crying and apologizing right now, I had seen the flames of rage flickering deep within her eyes.