Chapter 21. I'm not good enough.
Chapter 21. I'm not good enough.
Normally, today was a day to go to the gate. But Lim Seo-yoon decided to take a day off. Because there was something more important than hunting in the gate.
This was one thing that was good about being a Solo Player instead of part of a crew. Because it was possible to rest when she felt like it without worrying about someone else's schedule.
Lim Seo-yoon woke up early in the morning and, without even washing up, sat down at the desk where the computer was.
"Massage method... massage method..."
She was like a madwoman.
Yesterday hadn't worked. She had deliberately not used her ability and attempted training for the first time without it. Since she had always exercised using her ability from the start, it was only natural that it was difficult for Seong Byeong-jin to feel proper stimulation now that the ability was gone.
Thanks to that, she had touched him a lot.
Normally, she wouldn't have intended to do that. She just felt good receiving the treatment of a teacher, and Seong Byeong-jin was the kind of person who treated her as a teacher even without her having to do that.
The problem was a thought that suddenly came to her.
If she didn't use her ability, how would she train? Could she do it like a real trainer, by touching his body?
And that attempt ended up breaking her brakes.
Lim Seo-yoon was a virgin. She had never even had a boyfriend. For her, the sound of 'seonsaengnim' from Seong Byeong-jin was her first sexual sensation felt towards the opposite sex that wasn't masturbation. Because every time Seong Byeong-jin called her 'seonsaengnim' and revered her, it tickled between her legs.
Choi Yeon-ju hadn't predicted this situation. She had no choice but to not see it coming. Because the suggestions she had planted in Lim Seo-yoon were only three or four times.
She realized that no matter how much Seong Byeong-jin said 'seonsaengnim, seonsaengnim' and revered Lim Seo-yoon, the slight itchiness between her legs that Lim Seo-yoon felt now was the limit of the suggestion.
The original plan was to continue stacking the suggestions repeatedly without any particular action for at least a month, maybe two.
So that the reaction would become realistic enough, not just a tickle from Seong Byeong-jin's voice. And at the same time, to secure enough time for Seong Byeong-jin's dick modification.
Choi Yeon-ju did have her own plans, in her own way.
The problem was the person who got caught.
Lim Seo-yoon was an innocent woman. It wasn't that she had never masturbated, but this was the first time she had felt sexual sensation influenced by another person.
Moreover, she was a Sensory Amplification ability user. It was possible to apply her ability to others, but also to herself. The reason Lim Seo-yoon could survive as a Solo Player in the gate and have a relaxed life was because she always used Sensory Amplification on herself while moving around inside the gate.
Even if it was an ability, it was impossible for Lim Seo-yoon's body not to adapt while her sensory threshold fluctuated wildly.
Lim Seo-yoon was a person with an extremely sensitive body compared to others.
Innocence. Sensitivity. And that unique liveliness. A personality full of curiosity.
In a way, it might have been only natural for Lim Seo-yoon to quickly fall into the role of 'seonsaengnim'.
Choi Yeon-ju had only planned while imagining Lim Seo-yoon feeling wary and anxious about the suggestion.
She hadn't even expected that Lim Seo-yoon would feel curiosity and interest, and fall into it on her own.
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"I will caution you once more. You are not ready yet. Absolutely do not go with the flow and have sex."
"I'll try."
"It's not 'I'll try' — it's 'don't do it'. If you do, we might have to give up on Lim Seo-yoon."
"...I absolutely won't do it."
"Good. Normally I'd say 'I trust you', but I can't in good conscience. Please understand."
"Is this something that even requires conscience?"
"Yes. Perhaps a threat would be better. If you have sex with Lim Seo-yoon, I will use the fact that you seduced the student into sex to have you removed from the position of teacher."
"I absolutely won't do it."
"Quite effective. I can trust this now."
From the morning, Choi Yeon-ju had used her ability and position to threaten me, then left for the Association.
I was sitting on the sofa in the living room, waiting for Lim Seo-yoon.
So this day has come again after all...
Unable to hide my complicated feelings, I dry-washed my face. It wasn't that I didn't have expectations about what Lim Seo-yoon would do today, but more than that, fear of the blue ball phenomenon was welling up.
But there wasn't much time to prepare mentally.
Ding-dong.
Because she had arrived.
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Lim Seo-yoon had developed a taste for being a 'seonsaengnim'. There was no way it wasn't fun, because for humans, sexual stimulation is a pleasure that resides not only in thought but also in the realm of instinct.
With the pussy feeling sensations every time Seong Byeong-jin called her 'seonsaengnim', it was only natural for Lim Seo-yoon to get addicted.
When interest arises, you naturally look into it. Lim Seo-yoon had no choice but to explore the various meanings of the word 'seonsaengnim' out of pure curiosity.
And since she was even getting pleasure from sexual stimulation, it was only natural that the materials she looked up were all porno.
"Let's start... with stretching~"
"Yep..."
Even as Seong Byeong-jin handed Lim Seo-yoon the orange juice laced with Goblin fluid, he wondered if this was really right.
If he had a mindset of aiming for a complete surrender of Lim Seo-yoon, even risking sex today, he might have been as happy as Lim Seo-yoon. But that wasn't the case. Seong Byeong-jin was a body under a sex ban from Choi Yeon-ju until his dick modification was complete.
Plus, since he was stupid, although it was actually Choi Yeon-ju who used hypnosis to bind loyalty, it was Seong Byeong-jin who followed orders.
Now, with the orange juice downed in one gulp that had become a habit, the training began — where one person was happy and the other was tortured.
From the start, Seong Byeong-jin was at a breaking point. Because Lim Seo-yoon came every day in increasingly daring outfits, to the point where he couldn't tell if he was being trained or if she was being trained.
Since it was just a sports bra and leggings anyway, someone who didn't know might think, "How can that get any sexier?" But that wasn't the case.
The sports bra that had sufficiently covered her cleavage began to dip deeper along the cleavage line, as if a proper wave had swept through it from somewhere. With the strong support characteristic of a sports bra gathering her cleavage tightly, the upper chest splitting vertically and bulging out on both sides as if about to burst was nearly visual terrorism just to look at. The main target of the terrorism was Seong Byeong-jin's dick.
What made it worse was that it reminded him of Lim Seo-yoon's pussy, which he had seen for the first time in his life. Her pussy was so clean and pretty it could hardly be called an adult woman's. Except for the little clitoris asserting itself on top, it was like skin split in a straight line.
Lim Seo-yoon was a woman whose cleavage and pussy looked the same.
It was nearly impossible for Seong Byeong-jin, who was fully erect, to stand up straight. After somehow, grunting, finishing the simple stretching exercises done standing, he quickly sat down. Although it was smaller than the dick that would be modified — the dick that Choi Yeon-ju called a 'gochu' (pecker) — Seong Byeong-jin's dick was about the Korean average size, actually a bit smaller than the sizes floating around the internet.
It wasn't to the point where his pants wouldn't bulge out.
Lim Seo-yoon sat down cross-legged opposite him, smirking. Every time she came here, she was happy. Because it got her much more heated than watching porno featuring female tutors and 'yeo-seonsaengs' (female teachers) at home. Not knowing it was all because of the Goblin fluid, this place naturally became increasingly special to her.
"First, let's put your soles together and loosen up the hip joint, okay?"
"Yep... seonsaengnim..."
And on top of that, there was Seong Byeong-jin, who faithfully treated her as 'seonsaengnim'.
Both Lim Seo-yoon and Seong Byeong-jin put the soles of their feet together and started hip joint stretching. It was a method where Lim Seo-yoon did it first and Seong Byeong-jin followed. A stretch that loosens the hip joints by bouncing both knees toward the ground.
Seong Byeong-jin had his head deeply lowered. Because right before his eyes, Lim Seo-yoon's pussy-like cleavage was blatantly visible. There was no way Seong Byeong-jin didn't know that in adult content featuring paizuri, men call women's chests 'breast pussy' or 'chest pussy'.
Because most of the sperm Seong Byeong-jin had ejected in his twenty-three years of life had come out through that kind of content.
In that respect, Lim Seo-yoon's chest, with her pussy and cleavage looking the same, truly deserved to be called a breast pussy. That's what Seong Byeong-jin thought.
The thought of wanting to put his dick inside that cleavage later erupted like a volcano.
Not knowing that, Lim Seo-yoon only saw Seong Byeong-jin lowering his head and performing the stretching carelessly.
Now, having resolved to not use her Sensory Amplification ability on Seong Byeong-jin for her own pleasure, she couldn't just let that kind of behavior slide.
Because someone under Sensory Amplification naturally assumes the optimal posture and has no risk of injury. But since she had decided not to use it, there was now a risk of injury if she didn't properly loosen him up.
In the first place, Lim Seo-yoon had fully developed a taste for the role of 'seonsaengnim'. To immerse herself in that role, she had also consumed quite a lot of porno featuring female teachers. In that type of porno, most of the action tends to start with the teacher catching a mistake made by the student.
There was no way Lim Seo-yoon, already deeply absorbed, would let it go.
"Jeja-nim! If you do it that carelessly, you might get hurt during the exercise, you know?"
"Ah. Sorry, seonsaengnim..."
Lim Seo-yoon scolded him. Her voice was already cute from the start, so there was absolutely no charisma, but Seong Byeong-jin was startled and hastily apologized.
Because in this situation, Seong Byeong-jin was a lifelong virgin who couldn't laugh and call it cute.
Lim Seo-yoon got up from her seat and knelt on her knees.
"I have no choice but to help you!"
"Eh?"
"I'll press you down!"
"...Seonsaengnim?"
"It's... the fault of jeja-nim who did the stretching carelessly! It'll hurt, but bear with it!"
Lim Seo-yoon spoke as she walked over in front of Seong Byeong-jin on her knees. Seong Byeong-jin dumbly raised his head, then immediately lowered it again.
Walking a short distance on one's knees isn't that difficult.
But knees are entirely different organs from feet. That means shock absorption is impossible when walking on the floor. Although Lim Seo-yoon's breasts were smaller than Choi Yeon-ju's, they were still well over the average size for Korean women.
Every time she walked on her knees, the power of her full C-cup breasts, jiggling like pudding, forced Seong Byeong-jin's eyes downward.
Soon, Lim Seo-yoon, who had walked right in front of him, reached out both hands and placed them on his knees. Naturally, her upper body leaned forward.
It was a posture that naturally exposed Lim Seo-yoon's cleavage right before the eyes of Seong Byeong-jin, who had lowered his head to avoid looking at it.
Gulp.
Sexy. Too sexy. Seong Byeong-jin thought that as he couldn't tear his eyes away from her cleavage. She was no different from Medusa. He had tried so hard to avoid eye contact, but because he had accidentally met her eyes, she was a Medusa that turned both his gaze and his dick to stone.
Thanks to the sweat from the moderate stretching, her sweat-coated cleavage was gleaming.
Lim Seo-yoon didn't know that Seong Byeong-jin was staring blankly at her chest. Because she was more focused on the fact that her hands were touching his body. Although it was just his knees, which was a bit disappointing, it didn't really matter. She had already secured the pretext of "doing it carelessly". She would continue helping with the stretching like this and freely grope his body.
Just as she thought that and applied strength to her hands.
"Alright, I'll help you, so I'll press down~! Heek!?"
It was the moment Seong Byeong-jin's knees touched the floor.
But they touched more than just the floor.
Lim Seo-yoon was so startled by the ticklish sensation from her cleavage that she sucked in a breath in surprise. Because when her forcefully pressed knees touched the ground, Seong Byeong-jin's upper body, less flexible compared to hers, naturally had to lean forward as well.
He barely managed to straighten his upper body, which was pitching forward at the sudden impact of the breast pussy rushing before his eyes, but it was a little too late.
The tip of his nose had slipped into Lim Seo-yoon's cleavage and then come out.
Seong Byeong-jin broke out in a cold sweat.
"I'm... sorry..."
Choi Yeon-ju had only told him not to have sex. Seong Byeong-jin took that to mean not to do anything lewd, but that wasn't it at all. It only meant that as long as it wasn't sex — that is, as long as it wasn't a situation where he had to take out his dick — any kind of lewd act was fine.
That was Choi Yeon-ju's mistake. She had simply assumed Seong Byeong-jin would understand. But Seong Byeong-jin was dumber than she thought.
Because of that, Seong Byeong-jin genuinely thought he was in big trouble and had no choice but to hastily apologize. If Lim Seo-yoon felt uncomfortable with this situation and left, he would have to find another woman. Before that, she was the first woman he had ever seen a pussy of. It wasn't first love, but for Seong Byeong-jin, she was a woman with special meaning. If he lost Lim Seo-yoon, he would feel so unfair and pathetic that he probably wouldn't be able to sleep at night.
Lim Seo-yoon's face turned bright red as if it would burst. She had intentionally worn a sports bra with deep cleavage. But she hadn't anticipated a situation like this. She had simply wanted to enjoy the sight of her student, Seong Byeong-jin, not knowing what to do when she showed it off.
Having her chest touched wasn't a problem per se. But that was if she had brought her chest to him herself. It wasn't like rubbing it against his arm, or timidly pressing against his back while rubbing there.
Seong Byeong-jin was a lifelong virgin, but Lim Seo-yoon was also a lifelong virgin.
No matter how much she wanted to enjoy the pleasure of sexual stimulation, that action couldn't suddenly escalate in intensity.
And now this situation. The situation where the tip of Seong Byeong-jin's nose had gone into Lim Seo-yoon's cleavage and come out was something she had never imagined from her side.
This was all Lim Seo-yoon could do.
"Did... did something happen...?"
Playing dumb.