Sex Friends?
There’s a saying in those games: “dick in, brain off.” Once he’s inside you, you can’t move a muscle. It’s a cliché that shows up in pretty much every eroge. Obviously it’s pure fiction made to satisfy sexual fantasies. Try that in real life and you’ll end up in jail, not bliss. No woman actually melts just because a guy shoves it in. Atmosphere and emotional connection matter way more to us.
But what if this really is a world inside a game? What if it’s straight out of a dirty visual novel? Then what?
The cliché becomes real.
“Hyaang! Haaang!! W-wait! Huaang!!”
That’s exactly what happened. The second he buried himself inside me, I couldn’t do anything. And from what I’d heard, doggy style was one of the positions that let him go especially deep.
“Haaang! Haaang!! Huaaaang!!!”
Even the first time he’d gone deep, but this round he drove in even further. No, it wasn’t just deeper…
“Huaang! Please!! J-just— haaang!!”
He was hitting my womb. The most precious place in a woman’s body was being ruthlessly attacked.
“N-not there!! Please!!!”
I couldn’t do anything at all. All I could do was moan in time with his thrusts. I couldn’t hold the sounds back. I couldn’t even think about holding them back. Even the feeling of shame was swept away by the overwhelming pleasure.
“I’m losing my mind…! I— huaaaang!!”
After already coming once, my completely soaked and loosened pussy and my melted brain had no defense against the violent pleasure pouring into me. Ah, I feel like I shouldn’t know this feeling…
“Hiiyaaang?!”
Maru suddenly pulled my body up while I was still face-down and moaning. Of course, his cock stayed buried inside me the whole time. The brief pause in his pistoning let me catch my breath and clear my blurry vision, but then…
“Haa… haa… huh…? This is…”
There was the mirror I’d seen earlier. The mirror reflecting my own figure. And in it, I saw my face completely melted in pleasure while connected to him.
“Aah… haaang?!”
While I was staring at how lewd I looked—even to myself—he started thrusting again.
“How does it feel? Seeing your own slutty face?”
“Haaang!! Huaang!!!”
His left arm held my body up while his right hand began groping my breasts. He’d found the angle now and kept slamming straight into my womb. The excessive pleasure blurred my vision again, but the image of my own lewd expression was already burned into my eyes.
“Haaaang!!! I-I’m gonna come again!!!”
The sight of myself that was now etched in my mind, along with the way his eyes gleamed while he enjoyed me, refused to leave my head.
“Kgh! I’m gonna cum!”
“Haaang! Hiiyaang!! Huaang!”
An even bigger climax than before was rushing toward me. This time I didn’t even have the presence of mind to ask for permission. Luckily he didn’t tell me to hold it either. And then—
“!!!”
This time not even a scream came out. It was the first time I’d ever come with my womb. The orgasm didn’t flash once and end—it kept rolling through me. It felt like my brain wasn’t just melting, it was being fried. My breath stopped. My body arched like a bow.
“……Haa…”
I collapsed onto the bed as if I’d been dropped there once the climax finally ended. My body kept twitching and trembling. I didn’t even have the strength to move a fingertip. I lay there recovering for a solid ten minutes.
“Ugh…”
Once I’d recovered enough to at least crawl, I rolled over. Thankfully I hadn’t passed out this time.
“…You wanna go again?”
When I saw his state, a jolt of fear shot through me. He’d already taken the condom off, and his cock was still rock-hard. It looked just as big as when we started, and fresh anxiety washed over me.
“Nah, I’m good.”
He was back to being the kind, gentle Maru. So why did he turn so forceful and mischievous only when he was with me? It seemed like he had a slightly sadistic streak.
“Haa…”
I’d gone all the way while fully conscious. There was no excuse for that. It wasn’t just getting swept up in the mood—I’d wanted it too, deep down. Even if he was the one who suggested it, I was the one who chose to do it.
This was my second life, born and raised as a woman. I didn’t particularly want to get my male body back, but I still felt a strong aversion to being penetrated by a man. The weird part was that the aversion never appeared when it was him.
What should I do…
We couldn’t stay just friends after this. After going this far, who the hell was I kidding with “just friends”? But dating him felt impossible too. I know it sounds ridiculous now, but the idea of dating a guy was something I still couldn’t accept. Besides, I had too many things weighing on me to focus on romance right now.
So… should I suggest we become sex friends?
But I didn’t like that kind of relationship. The idea of two people whose bodies overlapped but nothing else felt wrong to me. I guess I’m a bit Confucian and conservative that way. Still, if I didn’t set some boundaries, what would I do the next time I suddenly went into heat in the middle of the night…?
“…Tomorrow’s a holiday, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Then let’s sleep for now. We’ll talk about the details tomorrow…”
“Got it. Get some good rest.”
I was the one who’d collapsed, yet he looked perfectly fine. It was annoying enough that I wanted to pinch his nose, but I didn’t have the strength to get up, so I just fell asleep.
A child with white wolf ears and a tail was riding in a car headed somewhere. An adult man was driving, and in the passenger seat an adult woman was feeding him kimbap.
“It’ll be okay, right? Our Siha…”
“It’ll be fine. They say it’s a surgery with no recent failures. Recovery will take some time, though.”
The adult man and woman were Baek Arang’s parents, on their way to the hospital. Today was the surgery for Baek Siha, Arang’s younger sister who had been born with a weak body.
“Once Siha gets healthy, we have to go to the beach together!”
“Of course~. Has Dad ever lied to you?”
“You forgot stuff before.”
“Ahem… Honey… why bring that up again…”
The pathetic husband who had recently forgotten his wife’s birthday glanced nervously at her. Luckily, she didn’t seem too bothered.
“We’ll need swimsuits at the beach. Darling, is there a swimsuit you want to see me in?”
“Hmm… Honestly, it’s been a while since I saw you in a bikini…”
“Bikini? Mom wore a bikini too?”
“She sure did. When Mom wore that at the beach, men swarmed her like clouds.”
“Yeah, that happened. So now I don’t really want to see it again.”
“Oh my, are you jealous?”
“Of course I am.”
It was such a warm, harmonious family. Once their second child and youngest daughter, Baek Siha, came back healthy, this home would become even happier.
But that smiling scene didn’t last long.
“What…? Villain alert?”
“Damn it! Why today of all days!!”
The panicked man tried to drive away quickly, but—
Knock knock—
A man suddenly appeared and tapped the back of his hand on the car window. The father froze. The man wore a green coat and a dark red skull mask. He casually opened the locked door.
“Who the hell are you— mmph!!!”
“Dad!!!”
“Honey!!!”
He dragged the driver out and threw him. Then he crawled into the car, cut the seatbelt that the mother was wearing, and yanked her out too.
“Mom!!! Stop!!!”
Baek Arang, who had been in the back seat, rushed out and kicked the man in the green coat. The man whose mask had been partially broken by the kick stumbled backward.
“Kuhk!!”
She could feel his surprise. The young Arang ran desperately to her parents.
“Are you okay?!”
She checked on them and her body stiffened. Her mother’s arm was twisted in a grotesque way, and her father had a huge hole in his neck. No matter how you looked at it, this was not normal.
“What is this feeling… no way…?”
“You!!! What did you do!!!”
Young Arang glared at the man in the green coat. The masked man, seeing her eyes, broke into a mad smile.
“Ha, hahaha!! I finally found it. My key.”
“…What?”
The man in the green coat stepped back while the confused Arang tried to understand what he was saying.
“I’ll retreat for now, but I’ll come find you again. Don’t die before then. You are the key that will open the door.”
“What are you— hey, stop!!!”
The child version of her couldn’t even properly strengthen her body with magic yet. She was just a little girl with a large amount of innate mana, so she couldn’t stop the man as he disappeared.
“……”
The man vanished, and her parents’ bodies began to twist and mutate even further.
It was the moment her happiness was destroyed in a single instant.
“…”
It had been a while since I had this dream. Usually it continued with me standing silently in front of my crying little sister, but it ended a bit earlier this time.
“As expected, I…”
I can’t give up on my family. My parents who always loved me. My little sister who trusts and relies on me. The warm family I never had in my previous life—I can never forget it.
So I’ll get it back no matter what. I’ll cure my parents and protect my sister. I’ll bet everything I have to restore that moment when I smiled with pure happiness.
“But… haa…”
My hardened expression softened again. There was one thing standing in the way. My relationship with Maru. I didn’t have time to date anyone because I had to get my family back. The problem was that my body had completely memorized him now. I was fine for the moment, but I knew that after some time passed I would go into heat again and seek him out.
“He really is a total Geumtaeyang.”
I can’t date him, but I can’t distance myself from him either. Then there’s only one choice. Even if I don’t like it…
“Even if it’s just a physical relationship… well, I don’t have a choice.”
If he allows it, we’ll have no choice but to become a pair whose bodies only mix. The kind of relationship commonly called sex friends. I feel really sorry about it, but he did say he doesn’t have anyone he likes. I’ll just have to tell him to think of it as gaining experience for when he gets a real girlfriend later.
A relationship where we only satisfy each other’s physical desires. A relationship that ends the moment one of us gets a lover. That would be enough.
—Throb.
It hurt a little in my chest, but I shook my head and pushed the feeling away.