Comparison (3)
The heat inside me bubbles and boils over. It doesn't matter to me whether Kang Juhyuk fools around with that filthy slut or not, but I keep biting my lip anyway. It's just so disgusting how she looks down on people just because she's a little successful. I want to spit right in her face, but I hold back. ...Because I already know every single text she's exchanged with Kang Juhyuk.
“...Wait.”
That disgusting cosplay photo. That vulgar video of her sucking dick. The messages where she agrees without hesitation when he says he'll take her with him. As if he knew I'd dig through his phone if he didn't show me, Kang Juhyuk had willingly let me see it all. He asked if I didn't want to throw at least one sharp remark back after being looked down on like this. ...After all, since I live with you anyway, you think I'd refuse to play along if I wanted to fuck that bitch once?
He'd thrust his cock deep inside me, seducing me with that cursed tongue of his. And I had nodded at those filthy lips.
“Ah, what? It's over?”
“Come in.”
...After all, just like how you always use these thick thighs and massive tits that you talk about every day, I can use that muscular body and that disgustingly huge, painful cock too. I didn't know something like that would be so popular, though. Well, I didn't know I'd end up this popular either.
I'd only slightly lifted the hem of my skirt—not even showing my thighs, just my calves—and compared to the guys who start panting like dogs, that bitch is practically a saint. At least she's seen his cock.
“Do whatever you want.”
“What?”
“I'm saying do whatever the hell you feel like. Right here.”
“For real?”
“...When have you ever asked for my opinion?”
“Ah, that's true.”
I raise my voice at Kang Juhyuk as he steps into the entryway with that annoyingly refreshed smile. Loud enough for that stuck-up bitch who looks down on people to hear every word. To properly educate the kind of woman who thinks the whole world revolves around her just because she has a pretty face. With my eyes, I glare at her as if to say—what's so great about a woman who doesn't even have the courage to appear on TV without makeup, compared to me, who gets pounced on by him even with my sleepy face?
“Uh... you're really going to do it?”
...See? When I told him to do whatever he wants, he doesn't even glance at you. He brushes past my exposed shoulder, strokes my collarbone, slips his hand into my V-neck, unhooks the front clasp of my bra, and starts groping my breasts and nibbling my ear, completely ignoring you.
“I didn't know you liked this kind of play.”
“I don't.”
“Your nipples are hard for someone who doesn't like it, Seo Haeun.”
“...That's because you touch them every day.”
With that sly grin. Just like he always does at home. He toys with my nipples right in front of that crazy bitch, and I avoid his laughing gaze. But he follows my turned head, locking his eyes with mine. As if asking, isn't this fun? Doesn't it feel good?
“Ah, sorry. The homeowner was here, wasn't she?”
“....”
“Well, doing this in someone else's house feels a bit off, so sorry, but can I take her with me?”
“...For real, oppa?”
“Yeah, for real.”
“You're not joking? ...Do you even know whose house this is?”
“I know it's the house of a ridiculously successful idol. Why wouldn't I?”
While his other hand kneads my belly fat and continues to grope me, Kang Juhyuk, now fully in the mood, casually tosses the words at the woman standing blankly in front of me with a refreshingly bright voice.
...You stupid bitch. Did you think becoming a fan favorite made you something special?
“Let's go, Kang Juhyuk. ...I'm tired of listening to this crazy slut.”
“Yeah.”
“Wait...”
Do you really think grabbing his arm with that panicked look on your face now will change anything? He's already tasted my body like this. Even if you strip naked and throw yourself at him, did you think he'd budge?
...Especially with those small tits. Ha, maybe if it was Seo Jia, but this bitch?
“...You're really leaving? Oppa?”
“Well, we can't do it here, can we?”
“....”
After watching Kang Juhyuk's smile as he chooses me without a shred of hesitation, I shoot that woman a mocking sneer. What did you expect from a man who gets so obsessed with breasts that he even commits rape? That man you're trying to seduce by burning through your status and looks is actually just a monkey who only thinks about creampieing me. A tiny body like yours can't even get him excited.
I snort, mixing contempt and ridicule. “Ah, you want to watch too? You said you wanted to see earlier. ...Us fucking.”
“...What?”
And then I mock her. ...To a perverted bitch who gets off on watching other people fuck or eavesdropping while fingering herself. I throw back the exact words she used to mock me, the ones where she acted like she was above it all. I'm not doing this because I'm swayed by the likes of you. It doesn't mean anything even if you watch. It doesn't matter to me at all.
“You were spouting weird shit earlier about proof or whatever. ...You want to see me and Kang Juhyuk having sex that badly?”
“....”
“Girlfriend this, sex friend that—you kept babbling nonsense earlier and it was so annoying I didn't answer, but... Me and Kang Juhyuk are just using each other's bodies. Unlike you, who goes crazy for dick and clings to it alone.”
His physique that you can't even see properly unless you tilt your head all the way back. Abs and thighs that aren't just firm—they're rock hard. That stamina that lets him pick me up and throw me around with a scarred shoulder. ...That disgustingly big cock that doesn't smell much after a shower, moves with unnecessary skill, never gets tired, and torments me every single time. That body that seems built to ruin women only gets hard for someone like me. It doesn't suit a bitch who looks like a kid except for that small face.
Why don't you just go inside? Ah, but since you're a filthy slut who sucks dick on first meetings, of course you'd go in. It'd be perfect if he grabbed your waist with both hands, fucked you senseless, and then tossed you aside. That wouldn't bother me at all. At least his dirty spit from that bitch wouldn't end up in my mouth.
“Want me to rent a room? If you want to listen, press your ear to the wall like last time. ...Finger your pussy or whatever, do as you please.”
“....”
“Let's go in, Kang Juhyuk. ...The homeowner says it's fine.”
I ignore the rag of a woman whose young, childish face is all scrunched up, her whole body trembling, and grab the hand caressing my navel as I head into the open bedroom. A room dyed in pink with a lace-covered bed, giving off a girlish, almost infantile vibe. On the desk sits a completely out-of-place electronic cigarette and dildo. ...Seriously, I want to take a picture and post it on Instagram or Twitter. To warn people not to be fooled by trash like this idol. Tell them to just jerk off to a confident woman like me who openly appeals with sex instead. Most of my subscribers probably have boyfriends with big cocks anyway, so unlike you, it wouldn't be a betrayal, right?
...In fact, they'd probably love watching me and Kang Juhyuk fuck. Unlike you.
“....”
The woman who saw us enter her own bedroom finally lowers her gaze at the end, biting her lip as she closes the door. After being mocked this badly, she should have kicked us out. Seriously. How obsessed with sex do you have to be to get turned on by something like this? You like eavesdropping on other people fucking that much?
...She must have only met pathetic men. If she actually felt it for real, that kind of thing...
“Seo Haeun.”
“Ah, yeah?”
“If you're going to go this far, couldn't you have given me a heads-up? You surprised me.”
“Ah... s-sorry... yeah...”
While I was mentally tearing that woman apart beyond the door, the fingers still buried in my V-neck gave my nipple a light pinch. His tone was stern but slightly excited. A voice that made it impossible for me not to know exactly what he was about to do.
“What were you going to do if she kicked us out? My dick feels like it's about to explode.”
“...We could've gone to a hotel anyway...”
“I can't wait that long.”
Letting out a heated sigh, he immediately starts stripping off his clothes. Usually so neat and tidy, but in moments like this, he doesn't care if he tramples them with his feet. As if none of the fluids he releases when aroused are dirty at all. While still touching me, he flings his clothes aside and shoves his rock-hard cock under my skirt.
Then...
“...Push the straps off. Show me your tits.”
“....”
“You made me strip that successful celebrity just like you wanted. ...What, you want more?”
“...No.”
Rubbing his cock between my soaked panties, he slides the thin straps off my shoulders and grabs my vulgarly protruding breasts with both hands. Whether it's my face, my status, or how popular that bitch is—his body whispers to me without a single word that I'm better than her in this one thing alone.
“...Lie down. I'll fuck you so everyone can hear.”
“....”
His heated breathing. His excited touch. His swollen, throbbing cockhead. ...The man that crazy bitch is dying to have. Ha, what is this supposed to mean? I hated it but he kept forcing his way in and it was troublesome. I've done so many things that I couldn't complain even if I got caught, but there's no way I'd fall for a bitch like you.
“...You take your clothes off so well without me even telling you. Our good little Haeun.”
“...Skirts get in the way.”
Slipping into the sheer, fluttering lace, I obediently lie down on the bed and toss my skirt aside. I only pull my arms out of the top that supports my underboob, leaving it on... because you kept saying how much it turns you on, so I couldn't forget.
“Need foreplay?”
“...No.”
“What got you this excited?”
“...It felt a little satisfying watching that rag of a woman shake like that.”
The fact that even a man like this wants me. The fact that acknowledging my charm makes my waist tingle like this. I know it now.
“...Then say whatever you want so they can hear it outside.”
So no, I didn't feel even the slightest bit ashamed or humiliated. The one who should be ashamed is you. Carrying around a name like 'Hinami' that pretty much anyone would recognize, and despite being so much younger, you lost to a 26-year-old like me as a woman. Listen while feeling embarrassed.
...Pfft. It was kind of funny when you were babbling nonsense while sucking his cock.
“...Kang Juhyuk.”
“Yeah.”
“If I asked you to fuck a YouTuber with 100,000 subscribers... is that less than an idol?”
“A little less, yeah?”
“...Then what if I asked you to fuck your G-cup roommate?”
“Still a bit?”
“...You perverted bastard. Then...”
A woman like you who's only ever heard smooth-talking flattery would never understand no matter how much she hears. Why Kang Juhyuk went crazy for me. In the end, it's because of that reason.
“...Fuck my pussy that only you've ever been inside until I turned 26.”
Words I couldn't utter in polite company. “Unlike that rag of a woman, I've never even used a dildo, so I've never felt anything except with you... You know because you got me drunk and took my virginity...”
Vulgar and ugly desire.
“Like usual. ...If you fuck me, I'll say all the dirty words you like.”
Too honest instinct.
“...Is that the attitude of someone who's supposed to talk dirty?”
“What the hell. ...You fucking idiot.”
The horrific fantasy that the woman who hated and despised him so much eventually melted in both body and mind and gave up completely is hundreds of times more obscene than some popular idol. You taught me that, Kang Juhyuk. So...
“Even if I fuck another man, I won't feel it as much as when I'm with you... so hurry up and pound me so I can't run away... ah... ♡”
“....”
...Stop playing with me and just devour my body already, you idiot bastard...
Haa. I'm still young and I need to make more money. Sex too... it's better to enjoy it while I'm still beautiful. You taught me that...
“...Seo Haeun.”
“...Yeah.”
“Give me your hand.”
“....”
“Lift your hips.”
“...Okay.”
“...I'm going to sit you on my lap, so hold on tight.”
Staring into his eyes clouded with lust, I faithfully follow every single word he says. As if magic flows from the choker wrapped around my neck. My whole body trembles with the rush of euphoria that surges through me every time I obey his commands.
“...Say something that would make her go into heat.”
“H... Haeun's... pussy, please fuck it...”
“That's all?”
“...Even if my life gets ruined it's fine... so fuck only me, not that rag of a woman... ♡ Mmh... clothes... ♥”
Taking the signal from the way he slaps my ass like always, I erase that annoying bitch's face from my mind. Instead, I fill it with the face of a man who's slightly less annoying. Any other thoughts anyway—he'll erase them all if I try to have them.
......♡