Experience Transfer: 1 Person, 0 People, 0 People (7)
I downed the rest of my drink in one clean gulp, matching the heated atmosphere of the drinking party. The woman who had been toying with her skirt and teasing me for a while also lifted her mask just enough to empty her glass before hiding her expression again. It was astonishing how the face hidden beneath that mask matched the ideal appearance I could picture in my head without a single discrepancy.
“...So you’re that curious about me and Seo Haeun?”
“Yes! Extremely!”
“If you promise not to tell anyone, I’ll tell you some of it.”
“Aww, I won’t say anything~ There’s no one I’d even tell! Except Jia, I don’t really have any friends….”
“Especially not her. So promise me.”
“Okay, promise promise.”
I studied Hinami’s eyes carefully as she wiggled her pinky finger and smiled with her eyes. She looked exactly like a high school girl eagerly waiting to hear about her teacher’s first love. I was honestly curious how long that innocent-looking smile of hers could last.
Even though she seemed far removed from anything resembling purity, beauty itself was a kind of purity. And the purer someone was… the more fun it was to corrupt them. The more people who went insane from being defiled, the better.
“Uwaah….”
I unconsciously clutched my cheek, stunned by the blunt yet explicit story. It was so thrilling it felt like something out of a comic. …Though it would definitely get slapped with an R18 label.
Anyway.
“So Haeun unnie gets raped by a guy she hates every day?”
“It’s not rape, I keep telling you. She cums like crazy every time.”
“Ah, so she gets raped and still feels it… That unnie’s a total pervert too.”
I kept insisting it wasn’t rape, but no matter how I phrased it, it was clear Haeun-chan had been getting raped by Juhyuk oppa. Pinned down under that massive, muscular body, swallowing morning-after pills every single day….
“When you say ‘that unnie too,’ does that mean you’re the same?”
“Me? Oh, I’m… not quite on that level. Hehe…. Just normal, I guess?”
I’d always thought the entertainment industry was basically the animal kingdom, but I never dreamed something this dark and filthy was happening so close to me. So there were levels to SM play too. I’d thought it was extreme when I saw bruises on our group leader’s knees, but that was nothing compared to this.
“Fans would lose their minds if they knew.”
“...Wouldn’t they actually like it more?”
“...You’re a fucking weirdo too.”
“Ahaha….”
After hearing a story that made my head spin just imagining it, I—who proudly considered myself quite the pervert—suddenly felt almost normal. My tastes were just a little unusual. I was still a pure virgin who had only ever put a dildo in her mouth. Compared to Haeun-chan, whose first time had been a complete disaster, I was practically wholesome.
“...Um, anyway. So you’re not dating, you’re in a master-slave relationship?”
“Who knows? I cook for him, I do almost all the cleaning. Just because the sex is a little rough, does that make it a master-slave thing?”
“Hmm…. Then maybe he’s your sugar daddy?”
“Depending on how you look at it, maybe.”
“Hmm….”
I was curious about the charm of the man who had completely ruined a woman with such high… well, I wasn’t sure about womanly charm, but definitely high female energy like Haeun-chan. His dirty talk and physique were no joke, but was that really all? His looks were decent enough, but someone like Haeun-chan could easily pull a much more handsome guy. And he didn’t seem particularly rich. He didn’t even look like he had a real job.
…No matter how I thought about it, only one answer made sense.
“...If you’re that curious, do you want to see it?”
“...Huh? See what?”
“You look really interested. Aren’t you?”
“Eh, what are you talking about….”
“You’re curious about my cock. You’ve been staring hard every time I mentioned it.”
…Cock. Just how incredible was it that even after experiencing her first time as rape, she still couldn’t shake Juhyuk oppa off?
“Um, that’s… isn’t that going a bit far…?”
“Ah, whatever. If you’re not interested, forget it.”
I hid my lips, which were practically dripping with curiosity, behind my mask and desperately pretended otherwise. Having seen how Juhyuk oppa’s eyes changed the moment he saw my thong, I already knew he was planning to cheat. …Still.
“...It’s not that I’m not interested, but still….”
I had never planned to back out completely.
“...If you’re interested, you can just take it out. Everyone else is passed out anyway—your friend and Haeun both.”
Of course, I still had no intention of having sex. I was an idol, after all? I knew Juhyuk oppa seemed like a very dangerous and interesting man, but I wasn’t completely sure yet. There was nothing stopping him from spreading rumors about me. The only reason I’d tested the waters was because the homeowner was Jia, so I believed he wouldn’t cross the line.
“….”
But I really was curious.
…Honestly, the dicks I saw in AVs never felt real. Some were small, some were big, but the difference was so extreme I couldn’t tell what was normal. When I saw small ones I’d think, ‘Wait, women can actually feel it with something that tiny?’ And when I saw big ones I’d imagine, ‘Ugh, does something that huge actually fit inside…?’ and my lower belly would start throbbing.
…Well.
“If it’s just looking… I am curious what kind of cock made Haeun unnie fall like that…?”
He was obviously going to be the latter. You could tell just from his height and shoulders. That enormous build. …Much bigger than the muscular guys in AVs.
“...Is it okay for an idol to use the word ‘fall’?”
“I don’t know any other way to say it. Hehe….”
While saying something very un-idol-like, I cautiously moved closer to his side. I kept my mask on, hiding my expectant expression as I maintained my seductive act and grabbed the waistband of his pants like I’d done it a thousand times.
“...If you do anything weird, I’ll scream!”
“Who’s doing anything weird here?”
“The oppa who’s trying to cheat on his live-in girlfriend in her house, obviously.”
“...Then what does that make you?”
“Umm… I’m just a pervert? You’re the bad one, oppa.”
“….”
For the first time, he let out a genuine laugh. He didn’t stop my hand and even lifted his hips slightly to make it easier to pull his pants down. I answered his smile with one of my own, then slowly tugged his pants down and pulled Juhyuk oppa’s cock out into the open.
In my friend’s sister’s house. The house of the man who was practically that sister’s owner.
“Uwaah….”
…A massive, towering cock.
“Why are you so surprised? First time seeing a dick?”
“No, that’s not it! It’s just… really big…? And there’s no hair….”
“I got it waxed at the shop last time. Remember?”
“Ahh….”
The unbelievably huge cock completely stole my gaze. I couldn’t smell it because of the mask, but the lack of hair made it look strangely clean. I stared at it with sparkling eyes and gently poked the glans with my soft hand. The slight stimulation made the heated cock gradually stiffen, swelling up in a grotesque, monstrous way.
…Huh? It wasn’t fully hard yet?
“Uwa…. It gets even bigger than this…?”
“It varies by person. Mine does.”
“They say tall guys usually have big dicks too….”
It was beyond imagination. It wasn’t much different from the size of the black guy’s cock in that AV I’d turned off after a few seconds because his face was too ugly. People always said those were all props and special effects. …So things like this really existed.
It was longer and harder than the dildo I had at home. So thick that my thumb and middle finger couldn’t even meet when I wrapped my hand around it. My hands were small, but this was ridiculous. Something this huge had been shoved deep inside Haeun-chan’s belly, stirring her up….
“Want to stand up for a second?”
“Eh? What?”
While I was still dazedly poking at Juhyuk oppa’s cock, he pulled me up by force. Then, through just a single layer of my shirt, that hot, monstrous thing pressed firmly against my stomach.
“...Haeun’s a bit taller than you, but it feels something like this. From here… all the way to here.”
“Uwa….”
…His round, heavy balls were pressing against my navel, while the monstrous cock reached all the way up to the underside of my breasts, twitching. Even though the size difference meant my organs would get crushed long before any pleasure if he tried to insert it, my heart had completely lost its mind and was pounding with awe.
“How about it? …Do you get why Haeun wears a collar now?”
“...I think I understand a little.”
…For Haeun-chan, it might barely be possible. For Jia, it would probably suit her perfectly. But for me, I could never accept it. If something like this entered my body, I would really break. Not mentally or psychologically. Physically. It would completely wreck me.
That’s why… my lower belly was throbbing with need.
“...If you want to touch it, you can. Like before.”
“Eh, but I’m an idol….”
“A little late for that, isn’t it?”
I’d heard it from Jia until my ears nearly bled—an idol must never break. If you were going to break, it had to be in a cute way. Being broken miserably or filthily would damage your image. It would be betraying your fans, so it was absolutely forbidden.
But to someone like me, whose fetish was precisely being broken, what was the point of saying that?
The filthy, dirty situation I had only fantasized about was now right in front of me, and I couldn’t stop my pounding heart. What if someone woke up? What excuse could I give? In my fantasies it had only been thrilling excitement, but this was reality. I had to keep at least one last safety measure in place. …If I didn’t, I felt like I would lose control completely.
“...Um, it might get loud, so… should we go to the bathroom…?”
If I let out even a single moan, my idol career would be over. Of course, Jia wouldn’t go around blabbing unless she’d lost her mind, but who knew about Haeun-chan? Burning with betrayal, she might just bite the stray cat who’d wandered into her territory.
“...What do you want to do in there?”
“Take my clothes off…?”
“….”
…In that case, if I was going to steal anyway, I might as well steal everything.
“...I meant the mask. What did you think I meant? Juhyuk oppa, you’re such a pervert.”
“...After hearing all that earlier, you still don’t know if I’m a pervert or not?”
“Ahaha… You really are a huge pervert too, oppa.”
I finally revealed the expression I had been hiding while listening to all the dirty talk. I hooked the mask with both index fingers and stretched it out wide. Then I held it right in front of Juhyuk oppa’s eyes and whispered in a small voice.
“...In Japan, they call masks ‘face panties.’ …See? Doesn’t it look like panties when you look at it like this?”
“….”
“Cumming on panties… it shows up all the time in dirty manga…. …Don’t you want to try it, oppa?”
I was unbearably curious just how far I could push this man before his sanity broke—or before I was the one who ended up completely ruined. Even if it wasn’t today, someday. He would ruin me. Just like he had ruined Haeun-chan. Turn me into a total, filthy mess.